11.2.15

Up on a cloud called love (4)







She woke up the next morning afraid, slightly feeling unwell.. She thought all night about her future, how is it going to be like.. where is she going to end up and with who? or what if she never ended up with anybody? what if she doesn't get married at all? what if she gets married to a guy who hits her? or doesn't treat her well? what if she married a typical Kuwaiti that used to love a girl and then gets married because he was pressured by his mother and then spends the rest of his life torturing his wife by going out all the time and trvelling with his friends? Ofcourse not all guys are like that.. the world doesn't work that way.. and if that's the case then no one would have gotten married in the first place. All in all Saray still believed in true love and fairytales, she wasn't giving up that easilly.




It's all the horror stories she hears.. her friends and friends of friends telling her their experiences, or just plain myths about boring failed marriages.. she never wanted to end up like that.. but being Saray she looked on the bright side always.. and hoped she'd be a princess to the right prince and they'd live happily ever after some day, But that prince just didn't come yet. She was sure the guy she saw yesterday wasn't her prince. No matter how good of a guy everyone keep saying he is.




As always to clear her head and let loose she called up Badra and went to their favorite serious talk spot, " Starbucks, Palms "



" Sooo you're saying no huh? " Badra asked as she took a sip of her coffee, Saray didn't know why but Badra sounded kind of.. happy and relieved..




" Yep sounds like it.. But B what if no one ever comes along after him.. i mean.. look at our aunt Shatha! she's 25 and only losers came to see her and she already thinks the road is over "





" you can't think like that S! you can't that's just stupid okay? 25 is not even that old for god's sakes!!! there will be more guys.. and there will be better guys i promise! "





Saray sighed and sipped her hot chocolate, she wasn't a coffee person at all.. but she enjoyed a cup at certain occasions. She looked away and kept dreaming about prince charming.. about red roses everywhere when he surprised her, about presents.. lots and lots and lots of presents.. Tiffany boxes, Channel boxes.. like damn! i don't even have to pretend i like this coz i love it! but who is he? or better yet WHERE is he?




She thought about the loser ex she had, he didn't even bother to buy her a cheap flower!! a guy with no gestures at all.. 'ugghh' she thought, how was i ever with him? maybe all guys are like that? Kuwaitis at least.. i mean would they do what girls want in their dreams? she didn't know.. it was a tough call according to Saray.




" Sooooooo you're excited about the big graduation? " Badra interrupted her thoughts





" Oh my god yes!!!! i want to do everything!!! travel the world, maybe open up a business!! Draw like i used to! read some books i didn't get to read! " Saray got too excited talking about it, she couldn't wait to be done. Although she loved her Marketing major, it was too much work and she just wanted to be done! FOREVER.





Badra did a little dance, she graduated a summer earlier than Saray,and was living the i don't care, Ba6ala life and it was GOOD.





Later on that night her dad called again " Saraaaay.. Soso! " She heard her mom call " Oboch yabeech "




" Hala baba " She answered, she was afraid he might bring up that guy who proposed again, but he never did and Saray was glad





" Ha baba sh9ar 3al Visa ? mako wagt tara 3ndich 10 days in London before your graduation ceremony itha ma6la3at ur Visa bacher there will be no point in coming such a long way for a short trip "




" Eee madre ma7ad dag 3alay i guess its not done yet.. "




" Ok shofy baba she9eer bacher w golele '6aroorii "





" Enshallah "



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And the next morning they did call, her Visa was finally done!





" Yaaaaaaaayyyyy im coming im coming im comiiiiiiiinnnnngggggg! " She shouted to her dad over the phone




Her dad laughed " Yalla zahby jan6itich baba, and its freezing here bring very heavy clothes "




Saray grinned " Will do! " and she got on to packing, her dad booked her flight the next day, he didn't want to waste time





" Ya 7maraaaaaaaa you're leaving me? " Badra complained




" Gitlich ta3alay! my dad will take care of the hotel and food and everything just bring yourself! "




" Uggghh i can't.. i don't know i'll see but it's highly unlikely "




" Okay yalla let's go to Mama Mariam's, i'll pick you up in a few "




" Waaaaai3 3ad kaho baitna yamkom w ham enta ur few minutes is like a sa3a.. so i'll get dressed in an hour then "




" Malat 3alaich " Saray didn't argue.. she knew it was true, that was her bad habbit, even with a pajama and no make up she got dressed in an hour! it was a mystery but no one knew why, not even her.



They giggled and closed the phone




Saray was flying with happiness, she couldn't wait to go to London! She loved that place.. she just LOVED IT.




" Salaaaaam " They entered their grandmother's house to see everyone there, that's what they loved about it..it was never empty




They chatted, they laughed, they watched lame TV and ate.. ALOOOTTTT




" So it's time to goooo " Saray got up



" Ha wain wain " Her uncle asked



" Wellll i have to get home early i have a flight tomorrow "




" WhaT??!! wain m3a mno w sh7aga " her uncle was surprised, they were the kind of family that knew everything about each other, in each other's business all the time and it was okay.. no one minded it was because they were so close it was endearing actually



" Eeee baroo7 7ag baba London " Saray grinned




" Laaaa? " Her uncle seemed surprised " Mita w shno shloon? broo7ech ?"




" Ee wallah my Visa JUST finished w kil shay 9ar bser3a bser3a "




" Yeah she's going alone too.. " Badra giggled " God knows how that will work after the last time! "




Saray frowned " THAT WAS DIFFERENT " everyone laughed




She remembered the unfortunate incident...




She hated to remember it because it was very embarrassing but they kept reminding her of it!



Sigh, every time.. she thought




And she started to play it over in her head


21.5.14

Up on a cloud called love (3)



She entered the room to see her mom sitting next to a middle aged woman who looked really sweet,



"Hala.. hala wallah" the woman got up to greet Saray, she sat and talked with her for a bit, she found out that his name was ya3goub and that he was here with his aunt.. because his dad was away with his mother visiting his grandparents in the US and that his mom was American



She then started drifting away imagining what he'd look like.. how attractive he would be and how interesting.. and she wondered if she would find in him the husband she was NOT actually looking for.. but who knows? he might be.. he might change her mind



Before she knew it, it was time.. she had to go in and see the guy who was sitting in the other 9ala with her uncles, she was so nervous she couldn't put on her scarf, she wrapped her long golden brown hair in a bun and put on her white scarf and went in..



All she did was look down at the floor, then at her uncles and then she sat without looking at this Ya3goub who was right in front of her.. and then.. the men left, leaving her with this stranger so they can have some privacy.. how weird it is that you have to have privacy with a guy you've never met so you can see if he's a suitable husband!




She was always a traditional girl, a good girl, who obeyed the rules of her parents, her religion, and everything around her.. she loved it. It wasn't something she had to do.. she was doing what she thought was right.. and marrying a guy traditionally was what she thought she would some day do.. eventually.. even though she wasn't too crazy about it right this second




She looked up to see a pretty embarrassed young man. His skin was very fair and white, probably got that from his American mother, his cheeks were very red maybe even more red than hers! but she could tell he was very tall, as he started speaking he was kind of stuttering in his words, then she knew instantly.. he was speaking like that because he mainly spoke in his American accent.. it was adorable! They got to know each other and she learnt that he just knew how to speak Arabic two years ago.. she couldn't help but notice his red face.. his small eyes with his eyelashes.. he wasn't her type at all.. but that wasn't the problem




Saray felt nothing.




She kept repeating what her married friends said in her mind over and over again " When you see the guy who's going to be your husband.. you'll get a feeling in the pit of your stomach and you'll KNOW"




Well right now she didn't know anything, she didn't feel anything, maybe it's because they're both very shy right now




The meeting ended and she sat with her family later on that night " So how was he with you guys? " she asked her uncles




" 5osh walad wallah faqeer w mo2adab.. bs mo mohim e7na enty shrayich " Her uncles were the coolest.. she loved talking to them about different things, but now she was growing up and it felt a little weird, what was she supposed to tell them? it kind of felt off? like he was a little scared of her? that she didn't feel like he was her prince?





She just smiled and continued talking about different things and then went up to change,






" So tell me tell me tell meeeeeeeee!! " Badra screamed into the phone " How was he, was he hot? "




Saray sighed




" Oh that bad huh? "




" No not that bad 7aram.. he's just not my type but i don't care how he looks B .. that's the least of my worries "




" Well how was personality?! "




Saray was quiet, " Oh my god what DID you like about him ? " Badra asked




" Umm.. he was nice and polite? "





" Oh my god S! please please marry the guy coz he's polite and nice coz you don't get that from a 4 year old student! " Badra joked




" Oh my god B i felt nothing.. i didn't even like him that much "




" Then what's the big deal just say no "




" I feel bad.. he's sweet "




" Oh my god you're gonna get married coz ur too embarrassed to say NO?! "




" NO! .. well .. yeah .. " Saray didn't know what to do




" Ambaih maynoona? look 7aram you just met him.. plus they haven't even called, you were both nervous .. maybe next time it'll be better .. "





" Maybe.. maybe i'll ask to see him again i don't know.. "




" Yes please do! do see him next time.. you can't judge from one meeting 7aram.. the second time you'll know for sure "




" Yeah you're right.. and maybe he didn't even like me! maybe they won't call "




" Are you crazy? who doesn't like you?? "



Saray sighed. she hoped to god they don't call again.. she knew it was unfair to judge a guy by one meeting, but she just didn't feel it




What's ' IT ' exactly?




No one knows.. no scientists can prove it, no words could describe it.. it's just something you have in your heart when you see the ONE.. That one person that god made you for.. that amazing person you're gonna spend the rest of your life with..





And they called again..




This time, the guy wasn't as nervous as before.. But Saray discovered he had more issues. He was asking her all types of weird questions like " Do you listen to music? do you wear a seatbelt? " and then.. when he ran out of questions, he took out a piece of paper and started running through the questions on it just in case there was one he forgot! like they were in some kind of exam!



' Okay no no no noooo ' Saray thought. That's when she knew he wasn't for her.. definitely not. She wanted them smart not dorky



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" Walah ana agool 7aram el walad mafe shay.. mn a7san ma yumkin " her dad was completely in love with the guy from what he heard




" Baba la2.. wai3 no please.. i can't "




" Yuba mako 9bayan mo2adabeen al7een.. mako.. ele tshofena walad zain e5theh tara mara7 ttzawejain itha bt7e6een 3ether sa5eef eb kil wa7ed eyelich "




Her dad was her best friend, she felt comfortable talking to him about anything, but this time he as stubborn.




" Baba mabeh.. mo 7aggy.. a7essa mo rayly! fe shay thany na6erny "




" Walah ma na6rich ela el 6al! enty btethbe7eeny? agolich el walad mafeh shay sh7lwa 7ata 5awalich matyeen 3alaih "




This time he didn't understand her, no one could.. he just wanted his little girl married and happy




" 3a6eeny omich bs 3a6eeny omich " she took the phone to her mom, and it was on speaker, she ran to her room and shut the door




" Yuba bntich hathy ma tby ttzawaj! w shakilha mara7 ttzawaj 5air shar! "




She heard him scream, then she kept crying into her pillow.. she cried and cried " Where are you? " She wondered "Where are you my prince?" She asked



But what if there was no prince? What if no one ever comes for her? what if she doesn't get married?




Saray was scared to be alone forever.. but she figured it's better than to live her life with a guy she didn't even like



17.3.14

Up on a cloud called love (2)






She sat there, waiting in her chair at the Visa application center for the UK.. A man in his hat was sitting with his mom, a woman with her two children there, a middle aged couple filling out their forms.. there she was giving up hope that her Visa will finish in time for her to travel and come back for her graduation ceremony " It just can't finish within the weekend it just can't " she kept telling herself, finally it's her turn to go in.



The nice lady asked her some questions, took her papers and her finger prints " Thank you we'll call you once it finishes within 3-5 working days " She thanked the lady and headed downstairs where she saw ( D'3aishem ) a radio presenter who was known for his lady-like accent and his silly ways, alot of people hated the guy, some loved him, she found him to be funny but irritating, she smiled at the guy who insisted on taking a picture with D'3aishem right on the narrow staircase and continued on her way " What a weird person to take a picture with, and o a staircase too!" She laughed with her inside voice and headed home.




She found her mom sitting on the couch talking on the phone, " Ee.. Ee.. E.. inzain w mno galikom? shno 3aylat'hom?.. ee..inzain w mn wain yayben esmha? Ee.. e.. " Saray felt her heart sink, she kind of knew what this was about but she didn't want to jump into conclusions, as soon as her mom shut the phone, her worst nightmare came true




" Hii mama shloniich?? " Her mom asked, she was in her mid 40's, very short and sweet just like Saray.. She wasn't interested in make-up or plastic surgery or fashion and she had an old soul.. Saray always encouraged her to go out and see the big world but her mom loved her home, her kids and her husband and she liked to chill and watch TV on her days off




" Hala mamii, who was that? " She couldn't hold it in any longer




Her mom laughed " Shno bsmilah ma tn6eren? "




Saray smiled " La2 "





" Fe nas yayeen "




" Shno y3ny ?





" B3d nas yayeen b3d sheesawon yzre3on bu9al? akeed ya56ebon mama " there it was, her nightmare




Saray's face fell, she felt like it was too soon for her to get married now, she wanted to concentrate on finding a job, on her sketches for fashion design, on her passion for cooking, on discovering the world right after college, going crazy and doing all the things that she hasn't done!




" Shrayich inty bl mawthou3 ? " Her mom asked and Saray thought for a second





" Ee bas baba mo hne " She said,






" Ee 5o beyon 7areem, lama enshalla be9er shay akeed beye "





Saray thought about it, She had 4 people call before this guy's family and she blew them all off without seeing them.. she was still studying, but now that she graduated.. she thought she might just see the guy.. nothing wrong with that right? i'm just seeing him. right. okay.





" Okay "




Her mom was wide eyed for a second " Okay? "




" Yeah okay let him come.. i'll see how it is and what happens.. " she didn't even believe the words coming out of HER mouth




Her mom was excited " Okay bs ohma 2 "





Saray paused " Ha ? "




Her mom nervously repeated " well apparently this woman called your grandma and was telling her that 2 cousins wanted to get married and asked if they have suitable girls and they told your grandma someone recommended you "





" For both guys???!! " Saray felt nuts





" I don't know honey they're obviously looking so you have to choose who you want to see "




Saray was mad, " Shno hatha zawaj bil jumla ? "





" La ya mama 5o ohma athnain wa7ed eyelich wel thany ngola 3an Badra bnt 5alich shfech? "




" ohh.. yeah! that's actually a good idea " Suddenly she was too excited at the thought of her and Badra getting married to cousins too and having a tacky double wedding and living happily ever after





" Okay so one of them is 25, is a stock broker and studied in the US.. oh and his mom is american w weld AL N "





" Ooh " Saray was intrigued





" The other one is 28 , is a fireman w ham nfs el 3ayla "





Saray hesitated again " Mom this is weird "





Her mom shrugged " I know "




" Alright.. the stock broker sounds interesting.. the other guy is too told for me "





Her mom smiled " Okay.. when they give me a call i'll tell you "





" Okay , " Saray got up and jumped in the shower, this was going to be the first time that she's actually agreed to see a guy..




She remembered how she was so against that when she was still studying, then how she was against it because she was too in love with her ex.. now it's.. a clear sky like they say.. nothing was holding her back, besides.. she was curious!




The day came where she had to meet the guy, she called her pretty aunt Jana who was a make-up goddess





" Oooooh Soso this is so axcitiiiiing " She said as she was applying eye shadow on Saray's eyelids





Saray laughed " You're gonna sit with them right? haw ana shaku omich w omi mawjodeen "




" Ee 7ata law "




" Ee 3ade ana bag3ad ba3ad chubby w g3day " the youngest aunt Shatha said while applying her own make-up




" Inzain wel 5awat elkbar wain omich laish ma galatlihom? ra7 yez3lon tara " Jana said




" She didn't want to make a big deal out of it they're only here to see things through.. when it progresses she'll let them know "




" Okaay.. but you're gonna have to deal with your crazy aunts " Jana shook her head




" But you're my aunt too " Saray was confused




" I know.. but I already know im crazy "




Saray laughed, she loved her aunts to death.





Then the moment of truth came, her aunts, her mom and her grandmother all went down to greet the people, and she stayed up and waited, and waited and waited,




Then, they called her, " Yalla Soso nzlay "




Uh oh.. here we goo...




How do they do this again?





18.2.14

Up on a cloud called Love (1)








You know how you're just this normal girl.. lives in a real world but doesn't necessarily have realistic thoughts? you have those dreams and daydreams and wishes about being a princess, owning a castle and someday having your own prince charming?! Oh, that prince charming.. the kind that every girl wants, dreams about and waits for.. sometimes her entire life..



You know when you're sitting in class, daydreaming about that cute guy that goes to your Uni.. or when you're in bed trying to imagine your wedding day and how your husband would be like.. or when you're in the car thinking when the hell your love is finally going to ask for your hand in marriage, or when your crush will finally say he loves you? even if you're that girl that gags at the thought of love and boys and says you're never gonna get married.. deep inside you want it to happen.. at least someday.. let's face it, we all want that, every girl whether she does or does not admit it she dreams.. she has wishes and she wants them all to come true



But do they? i mean do dreams really come true?



I was that girl.. just like any other girl, i melt when i see romantic comedies and i wish they would happen to me, i sigh at the sight of cute couples holding hands, i almost cry at weddings, i imagine myself in a huge perfect white wedding dress.. who doesn't right? i was the girl who was always told she was pretty but never saw it herself, the girl who looked in the mirror and thought she wanted to change her life, the world, and live happily ever after.. And this is my story..




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" Duuuuuuude you're so cliche!! i feel so sorry for the guy who's going to marry you seriously! " Badra shouted, she was the cousin and best friend of Saray, the star of my story



Saray felt her heart sink " But- it could happen! he'll be perfect! oh if only he's rich! and handsome! and treats me like a princess! he won't even look at other girls.. " She had a dreamy look on her face




" 7abeebty.. all guys are stupid, they're all the same, kilhom shiya6een shi6ana mo 6abee3eyya, kilhom msafreen w y5arbe6on w yabon banat! killlllllhom " Shatha said, the girl's aunt who was only 4 years older, and was considered the older and wiser of the group, and ofcourse the one with the most exprience in this department.. and other departments for that matter, she was the best consultant for everything form college to food to highways around Kuwait city!





Saray was sad, she didn't believe that.. deep inside, she knew that there were good guys, maybe one guy in particular, just like her who believes in love and honesty and was sitting thinking about her right at this moment.. she thought about it a little then laughed at herself to quickly wash the thought away..





What she thought and what the girls were saying made her come to a quick disappointment ( maybe they ARE all the same..) she thought to herself giving up, remembering an old flame of hers.. a guy she was on and off with for years who claimed he loved her but never showed it, he still wouldn't let her go, they both hanged on to each other even though the spark was gone.. good times were so little and the bad times just seemed too much, she knew he did a couple of things that were shameful.. maybe he cheated too, she didn't know why she still had his number, or why he still stalked her from time to time.. but she didn't stop him either.. maybe they were each other's safety blanket? She sighed. They ended it a while ago, and she wasn't ready for love either ( the only guy im ever going to be involved with and love is my husband, that's it ) that was her motto



She was the prettiest of the bunch, guys came at every corner to get just a look from her but she never cared, she had one experience and she hated it, she wasn't ready at all nor was she interested




" Ana wallah batzawaj wa7ed '3any 7atta law shayib mu mushkila a7bly wa7ed 9'3eer 7lo on the side " Badra joked





" Oh my god i don't even knew how i'm going to get married, i don't want to " Hala said, she was the quietest cousin of the girls, she was the only girl between 3 boys, she was considered to be very very spoiled and daddy couldn't say no to anything she asked, she was very sweet but her words could be brutal and they loved that about her, she studied abroad and they miss her terribly when she goes away





"Ofcourse who needs a husband with daddy's money " Shatha joked





" Yalla 3ad im not like that " Hala defended





They all laughed, they were best friends ever since they can remember! even though each had a completely different personality they were sisters! it's the best thing when your family members are your friends too and you know they have your back




Every weekened the girls would arrange an outing to have fun, let loose and escape a little, they'd have dinner, cruise a bit and then have a nice sleepover at the their grandma's, stealing their aunt Shatha's clothes, watching Tv or should i say mocking every program on it! And ofcourse eating their midnight snacks and talking for hours until they all fell asleep




" Oh my god i can't believe i graduateddddd " Saray said, she was always the happy girl, the glass have full girl, she loved life, she always saw her rainbows, she was in her Lala land and she didn't care, she loved it. She just finished college -even though her brain is of a 5 year old- and was ecstatic! she studied business marketing at Kuwait university





" I knooooowwww oh my god it feels like yesterday!! " Badra was only a couple of months younger but had finished from Gust earlier because she finished all her courses fast, their graduations were only a course apart " Oh my god i DESPERATELY need a break "






" I knoooow i wanna travel so bad! " Saray said " Bas madre ma ymdy 7aflety bagy 3alaiha shway, ymkin aroo7 3ugub "





" Way ee ana b3d basafer shakly baye m3a ay wa7da fekom w akshit bl dawam " Shatha mentioned





" 5o enty kila kashta bl dawam mta dawamtay a9lan ? " Saray said, Shatha had graduated only a couple of years before the girls and was working now, she hadn't worked for long but she loved sleep so working hours were dreadful to her even though she worked in a public institute and her working hours were very short





" Oh my god i could never go work in 7kooma , so boring! i want something interesting ana ma derast Finance 3ashan a76 reel 3ala reel bl maktab no way " Badra said





" Way wala ana.. bs shswe i don't care as long as the job is good and the place is good i'll work there, mako marketing companies wayed bl kwait and i want a secure good job " Saray said




" Way ana 5al a5aLi9 awal g6ee3a " Hala was still studying architecture abroad just outside the UK, and was trying her best to excel




The girls headed to Slider to have some fatty goodies and headed home for a sleepover.





They had a huge family, they had 12 aunts and uncles and many many other young cousins, they got together every Friday for lunch but their grandmother's house was full of people coming and going almost everyday! they were all very very close, all the girls and espacialy Saray who was the oldest granddaughter of them all spent more time at her grandma's than at home! " Baba mno gaylich baita fndq bs tnameen feh w takleen? " Her dad would always joke, because ever since she graduated she was either out with the girls or at her grandma's





She rarely saw her parents, or went out with her sisters who were a few years younger and would always beg her o take them out, she loved them dearly but she was busy having fun




" Helloooooo " They all said as soon as they walked into their grandma's, Saray ran to kiss her grandmother Manar who was the cutest 50 year old, she had on her big funny glasses, was knitting and watching tv at the same time, her house was busy ofcourse, her 28 year old aunt Jana was there with her 2 gorgeous children Ameena and yousif who were 3 and 1, her other aunt Deema was there with her youngest son a7mad who was 3





Shatha, was the yougest aunt and before her were Jana and Deema, they were always the cooler crazy aunts of the lot, and the girls loved them all





" Seyaaaaaaaaaayy " A7mad ran towards Saray and then Ameena followed, she was the kids favorite, they loved
her the most, no one know what it was, she was crazy about the kids too



" Hiiiiii my babiiiiieeeeessss " She hugged them




" Sosiiiii shlounich?! " Her aunt Jana asked " Wain 6al3een yal millaq laish ma ta3zemouni "




" Wai3 wain nyeebich inty w 3yalich " Shatha joked, Yousif who was just learning how to walk came and hung on to her leg " We yummmmaaaaa 3yalich el jomala2 wallah amoot amoot " She picked him up and started kissing him





" Shoufy ya 7mara 3yaly foqara ma y2athoon " Jana said sarcastically, they all laughed coz even though her kids were so adorable, they were crazy annoying and 7anna





" 3ade yeebeehom ana amsekhom! batbanahom 36ene yahom " Saray denfended





" 5ara feeeeech, madre laish y7bonha el yahal madre shmsawya fehom " Badra gave Saray a look of slight jealousy





" Ymkin coz she shares the same brain as them " Hala joked





Saray laughed " Ya shagoooool " She knew it was partly true, but she didn't care, she had the innocence of a child and a smile that made every kid a friend of hers




" A5 bs lo a7mdo kbeer chan zawajtich yah Soso " Deema said





" Waaaaay artha! an6ra ykbar 3ade!! " Saray joked




" Waaaa33333 blekhhh who marries their cousin?! " Badra said




" 7adda eeewww " Hala agreed




" You're so weeeiiirrrrrrrd " Jana made fun of the two coz they were talking in pure english




" Wallah ebtalashna bl english school ebtalashnaaaa " Shatha shook her head




" Bas 3ad! az3ajtony taraaa " Mama Manar interrupted




" Laish yumma enty gam t7eekeen wla tsm3eenna wla tshofen el tv ? " Jana asked




" 5aleeha ehya t7b tswe kil shay bwagt wa7ed fdait'ha " Deema said




They all looked at their grandma and laughed, she was too cute




" Ashoof yalla aho gomo wadoni jam3yya " She told them off





" Yumma sa3a 11 bilail " Shatha told her




" Ee haw shno y3ny ana wyakom wel jm3yya mba6la " without further convincing, Mama Manar got up to change




" Yay jam3yyaaa " Saray danced a little, it was her second favorite place on earth after Disneyland!





" Weirdooo, im just going there for the food " Badra had a body of a skeleton but ate like a bear! no one knew how it worked




" Wai3 malii 5lg aye " Hala, as usual being the lazy one




" Chub chub gomay tadree omy el7een cham 3arabana tby? kil wa7da btdz wa7da yalla ashoof " Shatha said




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The next day when Saray was back home, she got a Tango call form her father who was in London with her grandfather for treatment





" Hala babaaaaa " He said, she was the eldest of 3 girls and was considered the shinier diamond of the rest to him, he loved them all but Saray was different, she was his first pride.. the eldest who graduated with honors just like he wanted, the polite one and quieter one





" Hiiii baba i miss you! come back! " she said as she was trying to take her scarf off, " Haaa china tawich radda " He noticed



" Eee wallah mn bait mama manar knt nayma hnak " She told him



" Ahaaaa, inzain baba shrayich tyen 3nde? " He asked



" Wain baba ? London?! " she asked




" Ee 3ade ta3alay shrayich? '3ayray jaw tawech m5al9a jam3a, come shop here have fun " all of the sudden she was too excited to even talk right



" Ambai inzain shlon w shno w 7aflat el ta55arroj b3d cham youm w ma3nde Visa w wain bag3ad!! " It was all too much and her dad laughed,




" Bacher sawy el Visa go apply VIP w jarbay ymkin t5li9 b3d 3 days then you'll have 10 days in London atwaqa3 kafy "




She grinned " Yaaaaaay! bas enshallah 3ad t5ali9 el visa ! atwaqa3 za7ma hnak akeed it's February "




" Jarbay mnty 5asra shay .. ha wain ummich 3a6eeny yaha " He told her




" Okay, " still grinning, she took her phone to her mom and she slept early to wake up in time and go apply for a Visa














30.1.14

Once upon a lie 36 " Finale "









Previously; Wahab found out that his mystery girl who was stalking him all that time was all along Kenzii.. his "clamied dead" girlfriend! they started chatting away and all the while he was ignoring his current girlfriend Shaikha who changed him for the better after his tragic relapse.. and who was there to comfort her? Wahab's best friend and cousin 3abdallah.


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Wahab and Kenzii started seeing each other on a regular basis. Wahab couldn't believe that she was back, his love, his everything, he was too happy to care that she faked her death.. and too happy to remember Shaikha.. who's birthday was on this exact same day.. who was sitting on a chair at the restaurant Wahab asked her to be at 3 weeks ago when he made the reservation but forgot..




Before she could reach her phone to text who she was about to text, she turned around to the sound of feet behind her to see that it was 3baid.. through out the few weeks they've been talking as friends.. not knowing that 3baid fell in love with her as soon as he saw her on that weekend when she ran back to her Shalaih, Shaikha has been attracted to him too.. but for the sake of Wahab no one said a word.. they couldn't let it happen, but Wahab was too busy getting back with his dead ex girlfriend to notice her, and so 3baid did..





He stood there watching her beautiful face, she had a sexy purple dress on for the celebration that was supposed to happen.. a few tears dropped on her cheek





" He.. forgot me.. " she said in a low voice, 3baid's heart broke




He moved closer to her table and sat down " i'm sorry.. " He said, she wiped her face and stared at the table and then realized





" What are you doing here? " She asked confused,





" I'm the one who made the reservation on Wahab's behalf.. and when i knew he didn't show up.. "





Shaikha's face fell, " And the pre gift he got me? " Wahab had given her her gift in advance.. he thought it would be a nicer surprise.. it was a small velvet box with a tiny necklace that had a crystal dolphin on it..





3baid looked away, she then knew it was him! he was the one who knew about her love for swimming.. he got her the gift and asked Wahab to give it to her as if it was from Wahab! Shaikha wanted to shout, then cry, then break the plates in front of her and leave, but she didn't..





" Shaikha.. Kenzii is not dead.. Kenzii is with Wahab right now, he found out that she'd been chasing him.. and now they want each other back " 3abdallah blurted out, he couldn't take it anymore





She just started laughing, hysterically " Oh! oh grrreeeeaaaattt .. im spending my 24th birthday with a sick heart, a boyfriend who left me for his dead ex girlfriend, and my crush sitting in front of me.. " She laughed and laughed until she stopped to realize what she'd just said, 3baid's eyes popped out " ww-wwhat? " She quickly grabbed her coat and got up to leave, he caught up with her and grabbed her arm " Wait " She stopped and stared at him





He had broad shoulders and huge arms and it looked like he was about to break her when in reality his touch was full of love and protection.. They stood there for a while and all the restaurant was staring..





Just then, all dressed up in a grey shirt and black pants, came in Wahab.. to look at his cousin, his best friend and his girlfriend in that position..





He was shocked, it was more than overwhelming to him, without thinking he approached 3baid





" Wa- " before 3baid could finish he saw a fist coming his way.. Wahab punched 3abdallah, Shaikha screamed and left the restaurant in a hurry.. and Wahab soon followed her..




He couldn't tell her anything, how could he when he was cheating on her with Kenzii? he took his car and went back to her house..





" Baby.. " Kenzii said when she saw him " I thought you left " he grabbed her and went up to her room




2 years went on..




3baid saw Wahab occasionally at family gatherings but they never spoke.. everyone was surprised but they were too afraid to ask..



Wahab traveled back to Canada with Kenzii




Shaikha went ahead with her surgery and was in a coma for a month and when she woke up 3abdallah was there.. asking her hand in marriage..




Wahab married Kenzii and promised to take care of her son Wahab junior as well.. after him they had a beautiful baby girl with blue eyes called and called her " Lilly "





" Me and 3baid always fought over that name.. we always said we'd name our daughters lilly.. they'd be the two lillies.. " Wahab smiled as he told the story to Kenzii





" Lillyyyyy " Wahab gave lilly a look, " Don't feed the fishies bread baby come here sit next to daddy " Wahab, Kenzii, lilly were at a fancy chinese restaurant with a fish pond, across the table Kenzii was talking away with her son Wahab who was away doing his masters degree and couldn't concentrate





" Lilly come hold daddy's hand " Wahab heard a voice at the table next to them.. he turned around to see 3baid.. with a pretty black haired little girl.. 3baid looked up to see him.. they both smiled " Baby did you get my bag ? " in came Shaikha and then stopped to look at them both..





Wahab and 3baid slowly got up, stared at their families and laughed out loud





" I missed you bro " Wahab told him, hugging him tight




" I missed you too "





" so lilly, huh? 3baid asked Wahab




both lillies turned around to look at their daddies who looked silly, then Wahab and 3baid laughed again


24.11.13

Once upon a lie 35







They stood there in the middle of the garden just staring at each other with elements of surprise and emotion.. the man from the cafe that Wahab had hired who had helped with all of this excused himself and left the garden, apparently they have ALOT to figure out.(there's my mystery girl..) thought Wahab, (She wasn't in my head after all.. Kenzii is really here.. She's not dead!) Any person would think they've gone crazy at this point, but Wahab was too happy, too glad, too mesmerized by her re-existence to think about anything else.


" Hi " She started, he stood there.. froze, and said nothing else. She did not blame him, nor did she want him to say anything, she was too scared from the words that COULD come out of his mouth.. She disappeared back in Canada and she was declared dead, and now she's back here in Kuwait to meet him? what was she doing? what did she want anyway? she didn't know.


She started moving closer and closer towards him, " Mummmyyyyyyyyy!" young abdulwahab suddenly shouted, they both froze again and it's like their bubbule had popped, hey're back into the real world "Go back and play baby i'll meet you later okay?" she played with her son's hair, he nodded and ran quickly to the house. She continued to walk towards him, he started moving towards her too.. their paces started becoming faster and faster until they were standing face to face "K-kkenzii" He said, "You're.. you're.. real" She smiled " You look like you've seen a ghost " they both smiled at the ironically too real of a joke, she suddenly took his hand and he shivered like a little boy who has in fact seen a ghost, she looked at him and smiled and he forgot what fear eve was.. they walked and walked for hours in that garden until the sun started setting.. for the first 15 minutes no one had said a word.. but later, the story burst out and there was nothing to hide.



Kenzii had told him what exactly happened in Canada. She told him how she got sicker and sicker everyday.. how her dad was not happy about her and Wahab's relationship.. how his business went down hell and alot of people wanted money from him so they both had to be on the run " So.. he declared you were dead?!" Wahab was repelled by the idea

" To protect me!" Kenzii defended " They were men after us Wahab.."


" But what about ME?!! you made me think you were dead! i would've protected you! i would've been there for you!


" There was nothing you could do Wahab! if you knew we'd both be dead by now.. just like him.." She looked at the ground


Wahab stopped " Your..your dad died? "


She was still looking at the ground and said nothing


" Kenz im so so sorry.. " he said in a low voice and suddenly hugged her. Her smell reminded him of the old days, of Canada, their dates, their love. She felt at ease in his arms, she sniffed his perfume for a minute, then let go.



" And i was left at my aunt's house back in Kuwait because i couldn't live without a guardian.. everything was new to me.. i didn't know what to do or how to live.. i felt like a burden for her and her husband and kids.. they didn't want me there i could tell, " She told him " and then this man came, Bu Khalid they called him.. i had no choice but to marry him.. i thought i'd be better off without them.. figure out a way out of this mess.. "



" Bu Khalid?.. " Wahab asked surprised and angry at the same time " He sounds as old as-" she didn't let him continue " He is as old as my grandpa.. " she said " But.. He gave me Little Wahab.. " She looked back at the house "



She continued the story, told him about how she was unhappy, how he was always away and travelling.. and how she thought about nothing but him, she still loved him.. to the extent that she named her own son after him..



The story was cut short by a phone call.. a phone call from someone who was so dear to Wahab's heart.. a someone whom he forgot about.. a someone who helped him get through the pain that Kenzii had caused him.. "Shaikha.." He whispered while he held his ringing phone, he rejected her call " Um.. Kenzz listen i.. uh.. i have to go.. " He said, " But.." she siad, she was too upset she didn't want him to leave.. " Can i at least see you again? " SHe asked , Wahab smiled " You can.. " he gave her his phone number and hurried out of the house


"Heyyy " He said as soon as he answered the phone, " I miss you too baby.. no umm i was just with 3abdallah i didn't hear it.. yeah.. umm no baby i can't tonight how about i see you tomorrow? Yeah okay that sounds great.. " He shut the phone and Shaikha stayed on her desk disappointed and continued to work on her project. he felt very bad lying to her like that.. but his mind was too caught up in what had just happened he just wanted to get back home and lay on his bed..


The next day 3abdallah agreed to meet Wahab at their favorite coffee place to tell him all about what had happened


" Wait wait.. WHAT?!!" 3abdallah was almost shouting, " Shhhhhh " Wahab shot back


" But.. but.. this is insane!!! what are you gonna do now? " 3abdallah asked,


" Well i don't know.. but i know that i want to see her again.. " Wahab answered,


" But what about.. what about Shaikha.. " His heart skipped a beat when he said her name, that was what he was thinking about this whole time.. what about Shaikha? " how is she going to handle you running into your ex dead girlfriend who's not so dead anymore? "


Wahab sighed " I dont know man.. i dont know.. "



"So anyway what are you going to get her? " 3abdallah asked, wahab looked very confused


" For her birthday " 3abdallah said like it was obvious " Shaikha, what are you going to get her for her birthday it's ext week " Wahab still looked confused " And how do you know that? " He asked, 3abdalllah laughed nervously " Cause you mentioned it earlier stupid " 3abdallah laughed nervously, and hoped Wahab wouldn't catch up


" Right right.. " Wahab smiled " Yeah i don't know man i haven't thought about it yet "



" Right cool.. " 3abdallah nodded, but he was more disappointed than ever.. here was Wahab with the most amazing girl ever and all he could think about was his dead girlfriend who's alive again.. it was so not right, it was so not cool 3abdallah thought.. and all that happened while Wahab still haven't got a clue about Shaikha's heart disease



None of that felt right to him, but he decided it was none of his business.



Later at night, Wahab finally met up with SHaikha.. they haven't sat together in over 2 weeks! She sat there all dolled up wearing a short red dress and she looked gorgeous, she waited and waited for a complement from Wahab.. but his mind was too far off thinking bout Kenzii.. She kept texting him to see how he's doing.. but he couldn't stop texting back.. or smiling for that matter


" Babyy? " Shaikha asked



" yeah baby im sorry so tell me how was your week been ? "


She smiled " It was great!.. " She continued on and on talking about her week and Wahab was nodding and smiling ignorantly, he didn't hear a word.. he just kept imagining Kenzii's face



Then Wahab snapped out of it, dude! concentrate! your beautiful girlfriend is right here.. with you.. the girlfriend who didn't lie about her death! the girlfriend who helped you get out of your deppression! the girlfriend you.. love. He told himself, i do.. i love her.. without Shaikha im nothing.. i wouldn't have done anything! " Shaikha i love you " He blurted out and she stopped talking


" I love you " He repeated aagain, Shaikha smiled " I love you too "



Interrupting the moment, Wahab's phone ran again.. it was a text from Kenzii


(( Little Wahab is sick.. we need to go to the hospital, please help! ))



He almost jumped out of his seat, " Im so sorry baby i have to go.. one of my friend's kids is in the hospital "


" Oh my god, well.. GO GO don't just stand here, " She told him quickly, he kissed her forehead and ran outside


Shaikha sighed, poor kid.. she thought, then she remembered her own disease.. she was going to have surgery very very soon.. her heart was growing too big for her chest, she needed to tell Wahab.. she was going to tonight!.. she promised 3abdallah she will " Oh well.. " She sighed, maybe tomorrow. She huffed to shut down the candles and hurried to change her lovely red dress that she wore to impress Wahab into a comfortable grey PJ



She lay on her bed not sleepy at all, she kept staring at the ceiling until her phone suddenly vibrated



Hey


It was from 3abdallah! he was worried about her.. he knew she as planning to tell Wahab her big secret, she smiled instantly and replied..


Hey

19.11.13

News!






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Once upon a lie 34






Previously; Wahab had found out that the mystery girl is non other than his claimed " dead ex girlfriend " the love of his life Kenzii, after live proof that she was there in the hospital to see him. 3baid, Wahab's cousin and best friend is starting to have some weird feelings towards Wahab's current love Shaikha.



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Wahab couldn't believe his eyes.. there she stood, as alive as HE was standing in the doorway of his hospital room. He didn't know what to do or what to say.. he just stared at her, shaking, wanting it to be a dream.. or maybe a nightmare? but wait.. what if it's someone that looks so much like her! he tried to make up excuses.. or some sort of answers for this crazy situation but none came to mind.. it's her.. it HAS to be.. those gorgeous blue eyes she inherited from her foreign Canadian mother.. that soft curled up upper lip.. it's her.. it had to be!



Before he could even say anything, without noticing it, tears came burning his cheeks.. he started tearing and tearing without any sound and without any expression on his face! all those years.. all those tears he wasted! he thought she was dead.. long gone.. history! " Get out.." He said in what felt like a whisper, the girl and the man from the Cafe looked at each other confused



" GET OUT!!!! GET OUT!!!! GET OOUUUUUUUTTTTTTTTT!!!! GET OUUUUUUTTTTTTT!!!!" Screams and shouts came out of that room.




Wahab started throwing his cover, the IV wires attached to his arms, the phone next to him.. everything was shattered, including his heart. He didn't think he just went crazy.. as any sane person who sees someone coming out of the dead.. the girl covered her face with both hands and ran out the room, the man couldn't even try to calm Wahab down, he just shook his face in disappointment and left the room. Nurses, some doctors and 3baid finally came to the rescue.. after a shot from a nurse, Wahab slept. A needle was all he needed to relax and get a break from all this insanity. He just slept.



He woke up the next morning still in tears. He ignored all calls from his dad who was away on a business trip, including calls from Shaikha. He just stayed quiet for most of the day.. he still couldn't figure it out.. a few hours later 3baid visited, tried to calm him down and trying to make sense of the situation. Him too didn't have an answer for the mess that had happened. ( int met2aked? ) 3abdallah wanted to ask, but he was afraid Wahab would go crazy again.. ( how could someone just come back from the dead?! ) 3baid himself didn't have an answer.. He noticed Wahab's phone ringing for hours and he knew it was Shaikha " Whayyib, hathy Sh- " "5atwally! " Wahab snapped at him, 3baid was surprised at his cousin's behavior.. Wahab wasn't normal.. he wasn't even sad.. he was going insane.




A few days have passed and Wahab got visits from his aunt and a few relatives as well including 3abdallah, 3abdalla's siblings and friends, but Wahab just stayed quiet.. everyone assumed it was shock from the accident, but no one dared to speak, and 3baid didn't even WANT to mention what was going on. Sometimes he thought it was hallucination, maybe Wahab was making it all in his head.. but 3baid's heart knew it had to be true.



Wahab stayed like that, quiet, scary, shouting at the nurses and even snapping at 3baid. He didn't eat, he slept and woke up with mad eyes and a yellow tired face.. 3baid got worried and so did the other doctors.. but no one knew what the problem was. 2 weeks later and after Wahab had gone back home, 3baid decided to DO something about it




" That's it! " he banged his hand on the table at Wahab's house, " STOP acting like a crazy person! STOP acting like a Jack-ass to your girlfriend! STOP blaming everyone and STOP being a horrible horrible person! JUST STOP!! YOU were the one who was so keen on knowing who that shitty girl following you around everywhere was! YOU insisted even though we told you to let it go! either YOU become a grown man and handle this shit, or you're gonna lose waay more people in your life than that girl you left dead in Canada!!! " 3baid himself couldn't believe what came out of his mouth, he was always the easy-going one.. he was always the laughing sweet guy, and now he just wanted his best friend back..




But no one could blame Wahab.. he was a guy madly in love with a girl far far away and then she just died. And he left. He went miles and miles away from there to find a new life, and when he did, his old life came back to haunt him, literally. Seeing who you think was a dead person could trigger some insane emotions.. it could drive you mad! and even turn you against yourself..




As soon as Wahab heard 3baid's speech, some sense seemed to come back to him " Fine " he said in a very calm collected voice, 3baid was onfused.. he didn't even believe it " What? " 3baid wondered " I said fine " Wahab looked at him pretty firmly.. normally.. like nothing has happened " I'll stop acting like a baby.. give me my phone now let's call this bastard up and let's see what the hell is going on.. and why is K- " He stopped for a second to gather his strength and say her name " And know why Kenzii is here " He finally completed. 3baid grinned from side to side, he RAN to get Wahab's phone.. it's showtime.




After they agreed on a time and a place, Wahab decided to meet the man from the cafe again. And finally, he was going to see Kenzii again. He went with 3baid, who sat in the car and waited for him. He closed the car's door behind him and looked straight ahead at the house in front of him that looked like a big old beige mansion. It was gorgeous. It was huge with glass windows and red bricks, he walked past a huge green garden with all kinds of roses, a red small bike was in sight as well.. as he was walking up to the big stairs that led to the main door he heard " Wahabiii .. " Someone was calling out.. a fimiliar voice.. a lovely voice.. he froze.





" Wahaaaab " She came running from the back of the garden up to the front, wearing a red sweater and dark jeans. Her light honey-colored hair flying aroud " 7abeebeeee where are yoooouuuu? " He heard her shout and then she saw him. stopped. And time seemed to freeze at that very moment their eyes had met.





" Mummmyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!! " a little boy with blue eyes and dark brown hair came out of the bushes and ran as fast as he could onto her lap " I'm heeeeeewwwe i'm hewwwwe i'm heeewwwwe " the little boy hung on to her so tight but she still froze.. looking at him.. looking at the love of her life.. looking at her Wahab..





Time seemed to stop and memories started coming back to both of them. Canada, the rain, the love, the dates and the long nights they had.. then the sickness.. Kenzii's disease.. her scary dad.. and what came after that.





" I see you have finally come " A voice seemed to interrupt their little moment, " and i see you've met Wahab.. Junior.. " He continued.




Wahab could not believe his ears ( No way.. ) he thought, ( is that her .. Kid? she named her boy after MMM--MME? )



18.11.13

Once upon a lie 33






Previously; 3abdallah found out that Shaikha had a heart disease after he saw her break down after a swim at the Shalaih. Wahab turned for help to solve the mystery of this creepy girl he keeps seeing everywhere and was not happy with the results when he saw his dead girlfriend's name on a piece of paper that proved who she was. Wahab kept calling 3baid whose phone was stuck silent in his bag back at the Shalaih, then he finally crashed his car into something while he was driving.


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" So are you okay now? " 3abdallah asked, he had helped Shaikha up from to the shore back to her Shalaih, waited for her outiside the front porch and kept pacing around scared that something might happen again. Shaikha got out of the big glass door wearing a white training suit that looked heavenly on her skin color and smiled at him " 3baid for the millionth time, i'm fiiine.. stop worrying you sound like a worried aunt ", he frowned at her and she smiled again "Thank you.. " she told him, " Want something to eat? " he asked, She blushed, she didn't want to answer right away but her stomach was empty and the medication she took needed food to activate itself, he understood and smiled " i'll go fix you something to eat.. " he hurried to the Shalaih and remembered the phone he threw in his bag, it's been almost 2 hours since he last checked it, he took it out and saw almost 30 missed calls and 8 messages from Wahab.. he got confused and started calling him while walking up to the fridge to see if he could find Shaikha something to eat


No answer


He got worried.. he quickly made up a sandwich and took it back to Shaikha, " I'm so sorry but i have to go now.. try calling Wahab alright? and please please tell someone you're here you can't stay here alone " He told her, he was worried leaving her alone there but he had more important things to do. He had to go check on his dick father, and he hoped to check on Wahab as well. Shaikha shyly nodded and took her sandwhich " mashkoor 3baid kalaft 3ala nfsik " He smiled at her and then he hurried to his car.




3baid finally parked next to his house and got in to see his brother and sisters gathered talking intensely about something.. " ilsalam " He greeted , they greeted back and then questions started firing at him straight away from every angle, all he heard was (Wahab) and (hospital) after he knew the name of the hospital he grabbed his keys and flew to the car without a word or even a goodbye.




" Whayyib!! " He shouted as soon as he entered the hospital wing, they lead him to his room " Salamaaaaat Salamaaaat yyal '3alyy salamaaaaat.. " He said as he walked in and saw Wahab with only a few cuts and bruises (thank god), but they kept him there just in case, he had ran into a light pole on the street by mistake.. he was so upset and he lost control of the wheel, Wahab smiled weekly " Yal 7aywan.. int wain knt " 3baid, a grown man.. wanted to break down and cry.. his best friend, his cousin, his life mate was calling him like crazy but he was busy helping his sick girlfriend and now he's on a hospital bed " Same7ny ya5oy.. it's been a crazy day " 3baid had said and went to sit right next to him.




" Mara7 t9adeg sh9ar 3baid.. " Now Wahab's voice was shaking " Mara7 t9deg " 3baid was all ears after that.. and after Wahab had told him what was going on, he couldn't help but laugh nervously " So let me get this straight.. you got a guy to help you find out who that crazy girl following you around everywhere was and then he suddenly tells you it's Kenzii? as in.. your dead ex girlfriend Kenzii? " 3baid asked, Wahab's face fell and 3baid felt his heart break a little " Ana asfer ya5ooy.. bas ma tet9adag hathy ghair sha'3la " , "3baid" Wahab started "the man wasn't joking.. he seemed to know what was going on.. he seemed pretty sure it was her.." and after telling 3baid that he felt how crazy it all sounded " Look now just concentrate on your health ok? w la tsog chinik maynoon yer7am omik! and .. dude please CALL YOUR GIRLFRIEND, your current one!" 3abdallah put his hands on Wahab's shoulders in a dramatic way; Wahab laughed and picked up his phone.




" 7abeebty.. " Wahab said softly as soon as Shaikha answered. 3baid smiled remembering her beautiful face.. and gently left the room (STOP IT) he said to himself (What the hell are you doing the guy is in the hospital and you're thinking about his sick girlfriend!!! wallah you're the sick one ya 3baid) he kept repeating to himself




Shaikha was in tears when she found out from Wahab what had happened to him, she got in her car and hurried to the house to change and go see him at the hospital.. she didn't care who saw her.. she just wanted to see her love. "ilsalam" Shaikha walked in the room to see 3abdallah and Wahab talking, her eyes rained as soon as she saw Wahab all bruised up, 3baid couldn't help but stare at her face.. he politely nodded at Wahab, got up and left the room to give them space




(La t9eer 7mar ya 3baid.. la t9eer 7mar) he kept telling himself as he walked up and down the halls of the hospital, he wasn't that guy and he didn't want to be.. this was just because he felt sorry for Shaikha.. nothing else, right?.. right?.. he wondered




"Wahab" Shaikha said with her nose blocked and wiping away her tears " When you get out of here.. we need to talk," She wanted to tell him about her disease as soon as possible , she didn't want to wait any longer.. she could lose or be lost any second, but now ofcourse wasn't the right time. Wahab nodded and they said their goodbyes.





While Shaikha was leaving the room Shaikha noticed a tall, scary looking man walking towards Wahab's room, she stared and then looked at the ground and headed outside pretty fast " Maybe he's an old friend or something? " she told herself, as she was walking to the lift she noticed 3baid and they exchanged smiles " 5aleeny awa9lich " 3baid offered, she remembered how he had helped her at the beach that day too.. she couldn't help but smile again shyly. She didn't know what was going on but everytime 3abdallah si nearby she feels warmth, she feels safe, she feels.. good.



" You again " Wahab said as soon as he saw the guy, it was the same man at the Starbuck's cafe earlier



" Zain chthy ? gitlik la tsog.. gtlik 5alny awa9lik.. what was so bad in that piece of paper that made you run out of the cafe that fast? "



Wahab looked down, he wasn't ready to talk about it



" Anyway.. if you don't believe me.. and if you won't hear me.. i have proof.. live proof for you " the man told him, Wahab's heart started racing and he looked at the man confused, what was he saying?



And before Wahab or the man could say anything else, she walked in.. she walked in scared and happy all at the same time.. Wahab could not believe his eyes, he felt like he wanted to crash into a pole again.. he felt himself getting dizzy like he was about to faint. This is the accident, it's the medication thats making me hallucinate right?.. right?


This cant be.. it cant be!



"K-kkk-kenzii ?"

Once upon a lie 32






previously: Wahab is still going after the mysterious girl he keeps seeing everywhere and now he'd asked an old friend for help; Shaikha is upset with him and doesn't want him to know she's at the Shalaih swimming her pain away.. and 3abdallah, Wahab's cousin is there too.. and last night he and Shaikha shared more than just a piece of steak.


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Shaikha woke up after a long night of good sleep, and stared beside her at the huge glass window with the big blue sea in front of it, she sighed. I miss Wahab.. was her first thought. She picked up her phone and started dialing his number



" Baby " He said with his deep sexy voice, it sounded like " Oh thank GOD you called "


" Hey.. " She said , trying to be cold


" I miss you " he said , his voice was her weakness and what he was saying was even more knee-weakening


she sighed " i miss you too.." but she couldn't forget that he was neglecting her for the past few weeks.. she heard some murmurs in the background and before she could say anything- " baby let me call you back ok? i love you " he quickly hung up. She was feeling even more awful now..




" Hit me " Wahab quickly said as soon as his old friend sat down in front of him in one of the many Starbuck's Cafe's in the city, " Well hello to you too " the man said " Are you ready to know your mystery girl? " Wahab stopped breathing the second that man had put a piece of paper in front of him.. ( No.. no no.. no.. ) He thought. " Is this your idea of a JOKE? " Wahab was almost shouting. The man looked confused " What-" but before he had a chance to continue..

" This is not a joke to me and what the hell do you think this is?!!! What is this CRAP?!! i ask you for a favor and this is what it get?!!"

The man still didn't know what was going on " Wahab please calm down let me expl-"

" Explain what?!! what is this piece of paper implying?!"

"You didn't even read it!" The man started raising his voice now

" Well the name is enough! is this how you do your job?! " Wahab defended

" It is my job and i'm DAMN good at it!" People started staring at them.. Wahab's face turned blue.. then purple.. he started looking at the name again on top of the page.. ( no way..) he kept repeating in his head..


" Wahab.. i promise this is her.. this is real.. i'm sure of it.. if i didn't i wouldn't have wasted my time or yours.."

Wahab didn't say a word.. he was still in shock " Wahab? " the man repeated.. No answer " Wahab.. " He said again.. nothing.. Wahab calmly got up, pushed his chair back and started walking to the door.."Wahab.. " The man called out again.. " Wahab!! " he got up and ran after him, he saw Wahab trying to access his car but his hands were shaking so much he almost tripped trying to get in, the man helped him get up and in " Can you?- " Wahab was breathing heavily the man got scared " -Please explain to me.. " he looked at the man with watering eyes and crazy rage and weakness at the same time " Why my dead girlfriend's name is on that piece of paper?.. " the man looked confused and scared at the same time.. " Let me drive you home.. " The man said.. "NO!" Wahab shouted.. he closed the door pressed the Gas pedal and flew out of the busy parking lot.


When 3abdallah got up that morning he wanted nothing more than to relax.. he threw his phone in his small carry-on bag he took with him to the shalaih and started walking to the sealed glass shalaih door with his coffee in his hand.. He saw the beautiful wild black hair flying in the wind as the girl jumped in the sea one more time.. ( woah.. ) he thought ( that girl is.. she is something.. ) he thought about Shaikha and the nice time they had talking last night, then he quickly shook his head ( what the hell man this is your cousin's girlfriend ) and he snapped back into reality..


He opened the door and sat on the white plastic chair in front of the Shalaih facing the sea.. He thought again about his father's heart condition, medical papers, bills and papers for foreign medical treatment.. it was all getting too much to handle for him, but he was up for it.. he loved his dad.. and he was stronger than most of his brothers, thats why they depended on him for alot of things. He got up to fix him some breakfast when he suddenly saw Shaikha jumping out of the water and hitting the shore pretty hard, breathing heavily, face down and shivering cold.. He quickly put his coffee mug on the small white table in front of him and rushed towards the sea " Shaikha?!" he shouted as he was getting closer and closer " Shaikha?! " He said as he reached her " Are you okay? " He asked.. involuntarily he wanted to put his hand on her shoulder to make sure she was alright but he stopped himself " Shaikha.. " He said again his voice fading.. She looked scary with her face down, hand on her chest and water dripping from every inch of her body, "I'm .. i'm fine.. " She was trying to talk but her voice was shaking so bad and air was barely coming out of her lungs.. What was going on? 3abdallah thought.. this water is safe.. this girl competed in swimming and she's damn good at it, so what's wrong? Then he stopped and realized it wasn't the water, or her ability to swim.. he noticed her hand and where is was place.. on the scar right above her chest and a little to the right.. now it all makes sense.. now he knows why he saw her in the Cardiac department at the hospital when he took his dad there.. it was obvious now.. it was all clear.. ( oh my god.. ) He thought in his head..


Shaikha had a heart problem


"Can i get you anything? Um.. Can i call someone?! " 3abdallah was panicking, She was still breathing heavily then he noticed her pointing her finger at her towel a few feet away and he ran to get it, he noticed a small box of medicine folded inside the towel and he opened it for her, she swallowed 2 of the pills and fell on her back straight away staring at the sky.. She started breathing normally again.. they were both quiet and 3abdallah was still in shock.. he didn't say a word until she looked at him " Thanks " She said, he still didn't answer.. he was so scared and so surprised and so worried all at once.. " I'm sorry you had to see that " She said again, 3abdallah was still quiet.. then he sat down beside her with his eyes to the sea.. " Now you know my secret.. " Shaikha said


3abdallah looked at her " Wahab doesn't know does he? " He asked


She looked at the sky again.. she didn't want to say anything.. but she felt like he already knew the answer to that..


They were quiet for a while after that.. then Shaikha started " It's a heart condition i had since i was born.. " She told him " It's when your heart gets too big for your own chest.. and then it has to be replaced.. " 3abdalla felt his heart falling to his stomach.. How funny life is.. the girl with the biggest most purest head he'd ever seen.. and her heart is too big for her to handle.. literally..

" I am so so sorry.. " 3abdallah finally said with a soft fading voice


She smiled " It's no problem.. i've learned to live with it " She raised her shoulders in a shrug " No one besides you, my dad and a few family members know " she looked into his eyes " So please " She told him, he knew what she meant " I won't tell Wahab" He told her " But you've got to.. " He felt bad " whenever you feel like you're ready " he looked at the sea again


One reason 3abdallah wanted her to tell his best friend and his cousin Wahab the truth about her condition was that he didn't want him to be surprised when she suddenly breaks down like that again.. Plus he had the right to know being her boyfriend.. he already suffered enough from Kenzii passing away and then this new love of his is sick too? The second reason was that he wanted his cousin to step up and take care of this angel laying on the ground beside him as soon as possible


He looked back at her laying on the sand, still wet and still taring at the sky.. Her beauty took his breath away.. Her pitch black hair all over the sand and her matching black eyes.. her bronze skin and her long toned legs.. ( God she is so effin beautiful.. ) 3abdallah thought


Meanwhile back at 3abdalla's Shalaih, his phone was ringing like crazy.. he already had 22 missed calls from Wahab.. The man who was going crazy knowing that his mystery girl who was showing up everywhere he went has the same name as His dead girlfriend.. Before he knew it Wahab's car crashed into a big tree on the side of the road



IT'S ALIIIIVVVVVE!!!




Now now i know what you're all thinking.. WHAT THE HELL?!! where have you been? i know i stopped writing a long long time ago but i'm BACK! so many things had happened and so many stories to tell! i've missed this and i've missed you guys! so i'm back to continue our story and i have some new stories for you too! i hope you can forgive me for being away for so long.. let's start blogging again!

2.11.12

Once upon a lie 31






Previously;

Wahab is still running after the mysterious girl who was in return running after him. After all plans to run after her have failed and despite warnings from his friends to leave it alone, he asked for help from an old friend.


Shaikha had no idea what was going on with him but he seemed distant and plans to meet him always got cancelled.. he seemed like he didn't want to see her, But he wanted to do the exact opposite. He wanted to protect her but it pushed her to run back to the place she loved the most, she went to her shalaih and jumped right into the sea to swim away her sadness.


3abdallah, Wahab's cousin and best friend, had run into her back at the hospital but didn't say anything to her boyfriend Wahab, and now he ran into her at the shalaih.. the first place he and Wahab had ever seen Shaikha.

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She swam for hours, creating beautiful shapes with her body as always. Shaikha was an amazing swimmer and it was more than just a hobby to her, it was the only way she could escape the real world and all her problems. It was the only way that got her through her mother's death and her arguments with her dad..



Abdullah was sitting on the edge of a chair outside his own shalaih, he was gazing out the sea when he saw her move amazingly under and above water.. He saw her get out of a shalaih nearby earlier and suspected it was her.. Shaikha.. the girl his cousin went crazy over a few months back. he didn't mean to, but he just kept looking at her. Abdullah didn't mean anything by it, he had his own problems to worry about..


His father's heart condition was getting worse and worse.. and the entire family business lay in his hands since he was the oldest.. Abdullah however had plans of his own.. and dreams he wanted to achieve.. he was hoping to travel the world and continue his passion for football.. he didn't know now if it was going to come true with so much going on.. The girl 3baid was starting to fall for ended up cheating on him and playing games.. even though his heart was set on just fun at the beginning.. he was falling for her without even realizing it.



He sighed and got up to get something to eat. Apparently, the guys had finished what was left in the fridge when they visited a couple of weeks ago so he had to run to Sultan Center to get a few things for dinner. 3baid had decided it was a good time for a barbeque and he was craving a good old fashioned steak. He was awesome at grilling or so he liked to believe. When he came out again to check on the grill he saw Shaikha still sitting at the beach, with a towel over her shoulders and her face to the sea.. 3baid kind of felt bad.. he didn't know where the hell Wahab was and no one seemed to be there in the shalaih with her..



He started gathering things for the barbeque and started laying out the steaks on the grill, the smell was intoxicating and it filled the air. Unaware of her surroundings Shaikha took a look back to see who was there, she noticed a guy from afar whom she hadn't known was there before.. She soon realized it was Wahab's Shalaih but knew for sure it wasn't him.. Even though it was a bit dark she could see he had a tanned skin different from Wahab's beautiful dark one.. this guy was a bit slimmer and taller, and he had short brown hair and a gorgeous dirty beard.. She turned away quickly and realized the sun was already set! she stayed there swimming for hours and hadn't eaten a thing since noon.. her stomach made noises when she inhaled the beautiful aroma of the steak, she gathered her stuff, held the towel lightly to her chest and started walking towards her own shalaih.



She tried not to look at the other side, when she heard a voice calling " Elsalam.. " She noticed someone hurrying towards her " Shaikha.." She breathed when he finally approached her, Her cheeks turned bright red and she held her towel even closer, "3baid?" He smiled and she smiled back, he looked a bit different with the dirty beard, his eyes lighter with the tan.. his face more angular and more gorgeous "Shlonich?"



" El7mdelah b5air.. ha yayeen elshalaih? " she glanced back at his shalaih, something in her heart just wishing Wahab was there.. but he wasn't


" Wallah bs ana .. el rb3 laheen.. tdreen dawamat w jam3a.. "


She nodded " Does Wahab know you're here? " He asked , she looked away as if she didn't want to talk about it.. (does anyone know you're here?) he wondered.. her shalaih looked empty.. and she was the only girl here.. something inside him didn't feel right.. " Maby a6awel 3alaich.. etfa'6ilay.. " He handed her the plate which had two huge steaks in it and some sauce on the side.. it smelled heavenly


Shaikha looked at it and wasn't sure how to reply, " Elwagt te2a5ar w shaklich t3bana mn el sba7a.. tfa'6ilay w bil 3afia.. " Shaikha looked a bit lost.. she was embarrassed, hungry and awkward " Teslam.. 3abdallah.. " She took the plate and hurried inside " Teslam " She said again and ran her gorgeous long legs back to the shalaih and got changed in a loose grey T-shirt and jeans, tied her long black hair in a ponytail " YUM! " She whispered to herself, grabbed the plate and her headphones and went outside



She sat on a chair on the porch of her shalaih and gazed out the sea, she could still see the smoke coming from 3baid's shalaih.. she was kind of lonely.. she hated eating by herself.. (What's he doing by himself anyway?) She wondered.. she heard him speak and quickly thought it had to be another guy.. (maybe it's Wahab! maybe he told him i was here and he came to see me!) she was too excited to wait, she moved her pretty head towards the shalaih and tried to peak a little without being obvious.. too bad.. 3baid saw her



He laughed a little and moved closer to her shalaih, " Shaikha? " (You stupid idiot!!!!) She thought to herself, he was talking on he phone and he hung up. She peaked again with a silly smile on her face " More sauce? " He asked, she didn't know what to do.. so she moved a bit closer towards his shalaih and the two just stood awkwardly for a minute " Hey.. why don't you sit, have dinner here.. it seems silly kil wa7ed ga3d broo7a bshalaih.. " she giggled


He pulled a chair and made a gesture for her to sit, " Now i'm trying vegetables.." He said, she looked at the grill and saw some carrots on it and some corn, it smelled good! " Ma kalaity shay.. " He noticed " OH .. umm.. el7een akil.. " She didn't want him to know how silly she sounded.. (ma7b akil broo7y?? i can't say that!)


" Ana ma7b akil broo7y.. " He said and she almost spit the piece of steak that was in her mouth, she giggled and figured what the heck " Me too "


" So what brings you here.. " He grabbed his plate, two drinks and sat in front of her


" I just.. needed to swim.." She told him, 3baid remembered the first time he and Wahab saw her, she was swimming and she took Wahab's breath away..


" Yeah.. you're.. you're good mashallah.. " he took a bite of his steak, She smiled "Thanks.. i was on a team before.. we won championships and everything.." She said


" Oh yeah? do you have one now is that why you're practicing? " He asked and Shaikha looked away.. he knew she didn't want to talk about this topic either..



" il ba7ar hady elyoom.. " He changed the subject " I love it.. " She replied and looked at it again, she was glad he got the hint



" 3abdallah this is.. this is really good! " She continued to eat the steak.. it tasted like nothing she ever had.. not even the ones she had in restaurants


"Thanks.. it's kind of my specialty.. the sauce is also my invention " She smiled "So you cook ?"


" Only this.. and the guys keep teasing me for it.. but guess who saves their lives when they're starving! " He said and she giggled again " I wish i could cook SOMETHING.. once i almost burned my hair.. " She held her long, pitch black pony tail up


" Well.. good thing you didn't, this thing must have taken you years to grow " He joked


She laughed " My mother never let me cut it off.. she always said i look like an exotic princess.. "


" Does she encourage you to swim? " He asked


" She used to.. Always.. allah yer7amha.. "


" Ana asef, " He felt like a jerk.. " Allah yer7amha.. "



" It's okay.. " She looked at the sea again.. " She always told me to go for it.. when i was little i was so scared of the water.. my dad never let me go near it!.. but now.. it's what i live for "


Once they'd finished their food, she offered to clean up with him, " I have something else " he took out two huge Ben & jerry boxes out of the fridge, Shaikha grinned "Chocolate! my favorite!" she sounded like a five year old but she didn't care, the girl lived for dessert, "Too bad we didn't start with it! dessert is the first thing i have on my menu!" he laughed at her


Later on, the two decided to stroll down the beach, the weather was amazing and it was too bad to go to waste..



To be honest, Shaikha wanted to go alone and then 3baid offered to join her.. it was almost 12 AM and the place was dark and quiet.. it kind of felt wrong to let a girl go there alone.. so he didn't let her


They walked slowly and 3baid had told her all about his other passion, football. He told her how he started, how he wanted to travel the world and go pro..



They had very long talks and the evening was a joy..




But it was getting late, so Shaikha excused herself " I better go to sleep.. " She told him


" Yeah me too.. "


She smiled and turned away, but before she walked she turned to face him again "3baid?"



" Hala?.." He was anxious to see what she wanted to tell him


" Could you.. not tell Wahab i'm here? "


He was surprised, " uh.. yeah.. sure.. " he himself had no idea where Wahab was or what he was doing..


He wasn't sure about it, but he went along with it.. it wasn't his place and he didn't want to get himself into what wasn't his business.. even though he loved to do it with Wahab.. this was a different story.. and he could see in her Shaikha's there was something going on.. (Where the hell are you Whayyib?!) He wondered (Shsawait?)..




"Thank you.. for everything 3abdallah.. this was fun and the food was great.. teslam" She smiled " Te9ba7 3ala 5air.. "


" Wenty mn ahl el5air " He watched her go back safely to the shalaih and close the glass door behind her..



So he stood there for a while with millions of questions in his head.

8.10.12

Once upon a lie 30





previously;

Wahab is still running into the mysterious girl who was everywhere he was. He still couldn't see her or figure out who she was. The thing was, it was effecting his relationship with Shaikha. He seemed distant and she didn't know what to do. Abdullah, Wahab's cousin & his best friend tried to tell him to snap out of it, and concentrate on the one thing that was great in his life after his girlfriend's death, Shaikha was the one person who helped him change to the better. She helped him forget and live a little. With her weird quirky ways she made him fall in love with her. But Wahab was scared for her, and for everyone else.. the mysterious girl even started showing up near his door! She had to be stopped. But Shaikha had no idea about all of this because he didn't tell her, is he planning to?


3baid still didn't tell Wahab that he saw Shaikha at the cardiology department at the hospital at the night she was supposed to be at a wedding party. He thought it wasn't his place to say anything, and he didn't know the full, real story behind it.


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" I miss going back there.. you know to swiiim and feel the water tickling my neck and my feet.. " Shaikha was telling Wahab, then she realized.. he wasn't even looking at her, she sighed. This wasn't the first time he had done this, for two weeks now Wahab seemed distant.. always thinking, or staring outside.. she didn't want to ask nor did she want to make a big deal out of it.


" Wahab.. " She said


" Hmm " He suddenly looked up like he was taking a nap and she just woke him up


She just smiled " Aren't you going to eat that? " She pointed at his plate, which was almost full.. he hadn't eaten a thing. Just like Shaikha he was a big fan of Sushi, But tonight he was odd.. Shaikha felt it, but didn't complain.


The rest of the night Wahab hadn't said much, while Shaikha tried to talk and talk.. but she felt like she was talking to herself, so she stopped.



She went to bed that night a little upset, but She wasn't the girl to get upset about the little things, Maybe his mind was busy.. maybe there was something going on that he didn't want me to worry about.. She kept telling herself. And there was something indeed.



Ever since the last time Wahab saw the girl who's been apparently stalking him, he was out of it. He was determined to find out who she was and what she wanted, he was so angry at her that he didn't know he was driving the girl he loved away.. he was paying less and less attention to Shaikha.. Sure he was there when they arranged an outing, he called eventually, but something was missing..



Wahab did not go to bed that night, he stayed up staring out his window.. and just like he suspected.. a car pulled up near his house.. "Halla wallah" he grabbed his keys and went out the door


The car seemed to have moved as quickly as possible when Wahab was next to his own car, he revved up the engine and flew behind it! this time, he was determined not to miss it


He drove and drove until the cars got more and more in his way, but his eyes were still glued to that exact one that parked by his house.. He tried to get closer and closer.. He tried to take a look at the driver's seat, a girl he hadn't even seen before.. but wait.. what's that? The girl NEXT to the driver.. Wahab tried to concentrate, no.. it can't be.. but right before he could take a second look, a very loud sound came from another car horn and interrupted the entire thing


But soon enough, a traffic light turned red.. and to Wahab's surprise the car got away! that's it.. he couldn't catch up..


He wanted to punch somebody in the face, as much as he wanted he couldn't find the car even after the light turned green.. he searched and searched but then gave up


But was what he saw real? was it just his imagination? or was it in the back of his head?


This time he didn't even tell 3baid.. a part of him didn't feel the need to.. another part was scared to.. He didn't know if he was crazy of just imagining things.. but mostly.. he was afraid of being judged.


He knew he was doing something that had bad consequences.. on him, his life, and on Shaikha


Morning came and Wahab stepped out of the shower still thinking, he rarely slept last night.. next thing he knows he grabbed his phone and dialed a number.. an old friend he used to know..


" Alo.. hala bo khalaf! hala bl 7abeeb.. shlonik?.. 7abeeb!.. bs b'3aitik tsa3dny.. ma yamer 3alaik 3ado.. bs 3nde raqam sayyara, w abeek t6ali3ly kil ele t3rfa.. tslam bo khlaif, 5ala9 ana na6rik.. mashy " He hung up and couldn't believe what he'd just done.. he made an effort to know what is going on, but the question remained in his head.. Did he want to know?


Minutes later his phone vibrated, "Baby i'm up! want to have breakfast with me?" he smiled and texted back "I'm swamped with work with my dad babe, how about next time?"


Yes, he lied. He felt terrible, he didn't want to do this, not to Shaikha.. but he felt that he had to. He knew he couldn't face her again and his head was too busy with something else.


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Shaikha received the text with a pound in her heart, she was very upset indeed.. but she didn't want to dwell.. She knew there's only ONE thing that could make her feel better.. ONE thing only.. the one thing that got her through her mother's death.. her issues when she was a teenage girl.. and her problems with her father..


She grabbed a small handbag and started packing, " Alo? baba can you tell Noor Eldeen ana yaya elshalaih? i won't be able to make it to lunch "



As soon as she got there, she knew what she was going to do. She threw the bag on the couch, took out her towel and headed towards the sea. It wasn't a weekend, the place seemed calm and the water looked beautiful under the morning sun. It was a bit cold but she didn't care. As she moved closer to the water she stared taking off her jeans and her T-shirt, she hurried and jumped right in with her navy blue swimsuit. Yes, this WAS the most amazing feeling she could ever experience. And now she could clear her head.. and think about absolutely nothing.



Someone way in the back, at his own shalaih on the terrace.. was watching her.. part of him was amazed.. and part of him wanted to jump in there as well.. Not to go after her ofcourse, but to clear his own head.. & heart.



3baid had no idea who was that girl or where she came from, he saw the back of her head and her flawless jump in the water.. she moved like a dolphin .. dancing beautifully with the small waves of the sea. He looked up near him to see the shalaih she got out of but he couldn't figure it out. He did not care.



Abdullah had problems of his own, he loved coming out here to clear his head too. That was something they both had in common, him and Shaikha. The thing was, they were both there to escape a sadness that filled their hearts and they couldn't make it go away.. They were in the same place for different reasons.. but then again, they weren't so different.


How could she do that to me? 3baid thought..



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