28.6.10

kidnap my heart 47



Hello my lovely readers !





Am sorry if i keep you on your toes waiting for the next post and thank you for baring with me




I love you wallah ! , hope you enjoy this post which is dedicated to my lovely cousin Nwny ;p




I promised her she wouldn't be left out of this post lol





Enjoy guys ! and tell me what you think





Xoxo



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Beside the fact that Sara's family adored 7arith , they trusted him








They trusted him enough to give their daughter away to him ..








Sara and 7arith sat there not knowing what to say or how to act around each other , like it was the first time they sat together










He kept looking at her waiting for her to say something , but she just smiled and looked down at her hands








It was a new side of her , and he loved it








He smiled because he knew exactly how high she felt , she was going to be his .. forever








Jana was getting ready to board her plane , after she made one final call to check on her baby










Her aunt had assured her for the sixteenth time that the baby was sound asleep and breathing well , and that she didn't have to worry








She picked up the small bag she had and entered the gate ..












" The shipment is going to be here in a few hours Yousif , are you ready ? "





" Yes ofcourse , sir "





" where is 7arith did you call him ? "





" I will now "






" Good then , i'll send the men right away "






After 7arith and his family went home , Sara lay on her bed staring at the ceiling





7arith looked very handsome today, she thought






She smiled to herself , she would refer to him as her husband soon







She couldn't believe it !




But there was something itching in her stomach , there was a voice in her head that asked her questions she didn't want to answer ..






Remember when AbdulAziz came ? , remember how handsome HE'D looked ?





Is this considered betrayal ? , Can she realy marry his best friend after his death ?





Was she a terrible person ? , was 7arith one too ?





Sara shook her head , What the HELL am i thinking ?






Why am i thinking like this ?





She looked around her room , she hadn't been here in a while ..






She glanced at her small desk and hurried to it , she saw all her books from university ..






How in every page she scribbled AbdulAziz's name






Very teenage girl crush she thought to herself and smiled , but she couldn't help it back then ..






He was ALL she thought about






Her heart ached now even more , she opened one of the drawers and wished she hadn't ..







Sara found a silver necklace with a small red apple hanging from it





It was a gift from him , a long time ago ..






The apple was a symbol for an inside joke they had , see when Sara was a kid ,







She didn't know about Adam's apple and that only men had it , she always looked at her neck and thought maybe there was something wrong with her






When she told AbdulAziz that , he laughed and kept teasing her about it ever since ..






A tear escaped her eye at the memory of him







That's what she was so afraid of , coming here and seeing all of this and remembering him ..






She remembered 7arith , the man she was going to spend the rest of her life with





But what is she going to do now ?






Can she realy do this to him ? , marry him and still cry over her lost love ?






Maybe it was normal for her to miss AbdulAziz , but was it fair to 7arith ?





Was she being an inconsiderate slut? , would people think that too ?





So many awful thoughts she had , she put the necklace back in the drawer and closed it shut







Stop it , she told herself





JUST STOP






7arith almost forgot about the most important night of his life , this particular night ..






Where He and Yousif were going to do the job that was going to change everything





He picked up his phone and answered Yousif






He threw away his '3etra , 3gal and deshdasha and wore something more comfortable





He said goodbye to his mother and sisters who were discussing Sara and the possibility of a milcha and left






Jana landed at Kuwait's airport. Just the sound of the familiar Kuwaiti accent and the friendly tanned faces all sent a shiver through her spine






She was here , she was HOME





Jana realised right then that she was here alone , she hadn't told anyone that she was coming




She only thought of one person she could call





" Hello ? "






" Sara , it's me .. "






" Jana ?! .. Hey , how are you and the baby !! , what's up ?! "






" Oh .. umm .. i'll tell you all about it but first .. can you pick me up at the airport ? "






Sara was silent for a moment






" Hello ? " Jana said in a hopeful voice






" You're here ? " Sara's voice was almost a whisper






" I'll explain everything , but please come get me first .."






" Am on my way "






Sara hopped in her car , there was something she had to do .. someone she had to tell ..







" Alo "





" 7arith .." Her voice was urgent , panicked






" Baby what's wrong ? "






" Yousif yammik? "





" Uhh .. no am on my way to him , why what's wrong ? "






" Jana's here , She's in Kuwait 7arith "






" WHAT?!! "






" Please don't tell Yousif now , just wait .. there's a reason she didn't call him first "






" yeah yeah alright , just tell me what happens "






" Okay "







7arith shut the phone , and sighed






Ywaisif , He thought






You've got MUCH to deal with man ..





He arrived at the spot where Yousif and the men were waiting





Yousif's face was dead serious and the men were listening intently






" Sorry am late " He announced





" Hey man , glad you could join us " Yousif patted his back " 30 minutes 'til shipment "






7arith thought about telling him right now , but he didn't want to worry him







This was a very important mission and Yousif already had too much on his mind







" You okay? " Yousif sensed there was something on 7arith's mind






" No no .. am just .. i hope all this goes as planned , you know ? "






" Yeah .. enshallah it will .."





7arith excused himself and called Sara " E5theeha w wadeeha bait Yousif , tell her not to worry and i'll call you as soon as i can okay ? "






" 7arith , what's going on ? "





" We just have some work to do , i'll tell Yousif as soon as i get the chance he has to know "






" Okay .. am already at the airport "





" Alright "





30 minutes were fialy up , Yousif and the men were all in their positions






As soon as the announcemet was made and the shipment finaly came





All muscles were tense and all minds were racing






" Alo .. hala 3ammee .. ee tawa estelamna el bitha3a "






As soon as Yousif said that sentance , a couple of big black cars sided on the pier and a few men came out





" La7ad yte7arrak ! " One of them shouted " Ba6il el bitha3a ! " he ordered some workers





A couple of others handled Yousif's job mates







All of them were startled






" Are you with them ?! " another shouted at Yousif and 7arith







And they both looked at each other





" Sara please just call 7arith one more time , i need to speak to Yousif "





" Sweetie they're FINE , they'll be here any second now "






" Yeah but , did you tell him that am here ? "






Then they both heard a car in the driveway






The door opened and both Yousif and 7arith walked in






" Yousif ! " Jana said as soon as she saw him





" Jana " He stood there in shock having no idea what to say





She went over and hugged him






" Baby what- what are you doing here? " His eyes still seemed they were going to pop out of their place






" It's .. a long story .. "






" Where's our baby? is he okay ? "





But before Jana could answer that , more cars came into the driveway and a couple of men entered the house





" Yousif " One of them said with a smile on his face " am afriad it's not time for you to be home just yet son .. "






" What now ? " Yousif looked at them with burning eyes






" We're very sorry to interrupt but you have to come with us .. "






" Yousif .. " Jana was hoping he'd give her an answer , she didn't care if she was at the wrong place at the wrong time






" Hey .. " 7arith moved closer and blocked Jana's way " J please just calm down okay? " he whispered to her





" No .. 7arith , please " she struggled to get past him but he was much bigger than her






" I'll be home soon , " Youisf said





" No! .. " Jana said in frustration and she managed to get away from 7arith






" Yousif ! " he was on his way out with his back to her






He stopped but didn't turn around






" You said you'll stop this , you said you won't work like this anymore ! you promised me you'll be safe and you can't do that unless you stop the AWFUL work you keep doing ! "






The men kept staring at Jana like she was crazy , but Yousif didn't turn around







He couldn't bare to look into her eyes , he did promise her all those things ..





He had no answer for her , not now






" 7arith let's go " One of the men said





" We'll be back soon " 7arith whispered to Jana and gestured to Sara to come and take her away







" Yousif ! " Jana shouted again





But he didn't answer her , he couldn't






7arith , Yousif and the men left the house







Leaving Jana shocked with a stray tear on her right cheek
















18.6.10

kidnap my heart 46



Sorry i took so long guys , it's been a busy week !





Glad you're enjoying this so far , hope you enjoy this post as well ;*





a7ebkooooom * hug *





P.S. thank my lovely cousin Taboula , she keeps ziffing me to write a post so here i am based on her AND YOUR requests ;*




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It was at that night , when Jana lay on her bed with her lovely baby that she heard a weird sound coming out of his cute little nose










Jana woke up thinking maybe it was normal for stuff like that to happen with newborns , maybe it was just the way he slept , maybe she needed to fix his position to make him more comfortable










Or maybe it was a little cold for him in the room










she got up and adjusted his head a little , but the sound only got worse










She picked him up tried to see what was wrong , the sound stopped for a while












But then Jana realised he was losing a little color , she lowered her head towards his tiny mouth and nose












Then Shouted , " AUNT MUNEERAAA !!! "












7arith walked in his house feeling warm inside , he missed his mother , he missed his brothers and sisters





7arith came from a big family , he had 3 older brothers and a young one , 2 older sisters and a young one as well





The loss of his father a few years back was very shocking to all of them , but they all stood together and their love for their mother and each other was strong to overcome it





All of them hated that 7arith was never around , they weren't together all the time but there were weekly visits to the big mama's house and the occasional calls






But 7arith and his line of work was different , he was a little different from his brothers since every one of them owned a business or a very importat job in some bank






But he was the free spirit , he was the mysterious one that didn't realy say what he did for a living , he was the sweetest one though he never realy showed whats in his heart






He walked in to find his mother sitting in her usual spot drinking tea even at this time of night..







Her eyes lit up as soon as she saw him , her hands were shaking as she put down her glass






" Yumma .." He had that grin on his face , she couldn't help but cry






He kissed the top of her head and hugged her tightly " Hala 7abeebee " She managed to say between sobs






" Bas 3ad yummaa le meta btabcheen .. kanii yait "






" 9ij innik ma teste7ee 3la wayhik ! ana 9arlee sina hnee ga3da wala tdeg 3lay wala tes2al ! " she stopped crying and gave it to him






He smiled and bit his lip " ana asif yummaa .. tdreen b3d yal '3alya walah inny ma ag3ad eb mokan wa7ed "






" 6ool 3mrik tgoolee hal 7achee ! ma25ooth 5airah ! ma 3alainaa .. asaweelik 3asha yumma , yoo3an 7beebee ? " She put her hand on top of his






7arith grinned at his mother's sudden mood swing and the beautifulness of her heart , he kissed her hand " walah meshtag 7g 6ba5ich yal '3alya "







" Mno hnee 7arrouth ??!!! " His older sister Jawhara was coming down the stairs with a baby in hand






" JuJuw ! " He got up and hurried to her





She struggled to hug him with the baby , then she quickly slapped his head when they parted





" a77 ! "





" Ent wainik , matgoolii wainik ?!! omii t7ateek lail nahar ! la tdeg wala tes2al ! "





" Sb7an el 5aliq ! walah entw shno kilkom nfs el shay ? "





" Chub agool ! "





" W hatha shno b3d ?! hatha yedeeeed " He looked at the cute baby in her hand and reached out for him





" Hatha 7amanni .. "





" ayabaaaaaaah bo 7mayyiiin ! yaaaa b3d chabdee walah " And he kissed the cute grinning baby






" 6ali3 3la 5alik .. bashoosh "






" Ee 5air , manshoofik bashoosh ila bil sina 7sina "





" Wain raylich enty shtabeen yaya hnee ? "






" Malik shi'3il hatha bait ommii ! b3dain tawnee walda wain aroo7 ?! "






He laughed






" Ana bagoom asaweelik shay takla 3ayal " His mother got up and headed for the kitchen







Jawhara looked at her mother and then back at him " 7arouth , you shouldn't do that to her you know , she's getting older ma 3ndaha galb t7ateek "






" Look sis i promise i'll try to slow down a bit alright ? , it's just my job what can i do ? "






Jawhara shook her head " Well you better get another one ! .. and you should get married and settle down as well , shno le meta bteg3ad chthy ? "






" I'll think about the first one , but the other .. i think i can do "






" Jawhara's eyes grew wider " Min 9ijik ?!! btetzawaj ?!! ana mn bacher badawerliik ! "







" Wow woooow slow down JuJu .. the girl is found "





" Ooooh i see , now who is the lucky lady ?"






" We better sit down , it's a hell of a story " he told her and they went to sit down on the couch





7arith told them who it was and they couldn't be happier






They knew about her , she used to come visit until she disappeared ..





His mother couldn't stop smiling and praying for her son's happiness , Jawhara couldn't wait to tell the others and 7arith was hoping to find a suitable time to go propose formaly






Yousif couldn't wait to go home , he couldn't wait to go rest his head






He missed his house and it's been a long time coming





Since Yousif's mother Alex left the house and kuwait altogether , he hadn't had the heart to stay ..






His father was a businessman who traveled often and didn't have time to sit at home himself






Considering he's an only child , Yousif didn't feel obliged to stay and after all ..






He was a tough guy , he managed to keep himself busy with work and travel , and never realy thought about home ..







He missed his father , he missed the times when they used to sit and talk ..







But work was too important , and they were getting older and more detached by the second





He did have relatives , But he only saw little of them when the occaisons made them come together






And since god knows when , 7arith and Abdulaziz were his family ..






And now , he had Jana and baby Abdulaziiz






Oh how he missed his Jana ..






When he got home he was greeted by their ' 9ibii ' who told him that his father was here







Yousif couldn't beleive it , he walked in the house not knowing what to expect at all ..






He saw the maid leaving his father's office with an empty cup of coffee , so he knocked on the door and went in






His father was burried between his papers






" El salam 3laikom .. "






Yousif's father was surprised to hear a fimiliar Kuwaiti accent fill the quiet atmosphere of his office , he looked up to find his handsome son looking straight at him





" Yousif .. " He breathed in deeply to take in what was happening






They stayed like that for a moment until his father got up and came to take him in his arms





Yousif closed his eyes shut afraid to let tears fall , he hadn't seen his father in a very long time






And now , him being a father himself knew what that meant







Knew how his own father felt when he held him , knew how much he missed him and how work took him away from his own son






" Welcome home son " He said in his deep fatherly voice





" Welcome home dad "






Yousif's father ditched all his paperwork and sat with his son ,






He told him that he was in the country for a few days and came home in hopes of seeing him , and that he understood why Yousif wasn't home and why he didn't want to be





Yousif told him that he didn't mind , that he was doing fine and adjusting well






He finaly told him that he got married , in a legal and shar3ii way , that he ( his father ) is a gradfather now






Yousif's father had tears in his eyes but couldn't be happier for his son







That he wasn't hurt that he didn't know sooner , and that he completely understood given to their lifestyle





He was also happy to know that Yousif visited his mother and that she was doing great ..







And he made Yousif promise to come visit with his daughter in law and grandson someday ..





They found that neither of them needed to feel sorry other than the time was getting late and they needed to sleep







It was a good night they had , they both missed the place they were in ..






The atmosphere reminded them of good old times and the warmth filled the night's air






Aunt Muneera was helping Jana not to break down in the hospital , they waited for the Drs. to come with news about the baby





Jana was a wreck and didn't have the heart to call Yousif and neither did aunt Muneera






The Dr. finaly approached them , saying that the baby's condition was very critical but he was a strong little thing and they needn't to keep him in hospital but only come for a check up 3 times a month






He was doing fine now but he needed care , his lungs were in a very critical condition given that he was born early





But hopefuly he'd get by it





" That's it ", Aunt muneera said






" You can't tell him by the phone then you're going to tell your husband in person. You're flying to Kuwait as soon as possible and your baby is going to be with me .I don't care if you protest you're going and it's final . I just cannot watch you fall apart in front of my eyes your baby needs BOTH of his parents HEALTHY , WELL and PRESENT "





The day Sara was waiting for finaly came , today 7arith was coming to her house with his mother and sisters





He was going to propose





She dressed in her loveliest and waited to be called , she kept shivering from excitment






Until the moment finaly came , and she heard her mother call her from downstairs






They were here .

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" Good to have you back son , " A man smiled at Yousif







After the airport , the two men from the airport took him to this office




" Thank you sir , " Yousif wasn't comfortable being there ..










" He almost got hurt sir .. we almost lost him .. " One of the guys said










" Yes i heard .. am so sorry Yousif , but .. we knew you could handle it , that's why we chose you"












" Look i didn't come here for a chat .. i have alot on my mind just tell me when you want me to get started and where " Yousif said firmly










" Okay then .. " The man smiled " Gentlemen .. tell our Yousif here what to do "












The two men nodded and Yousif left with them












After a long couple of hours , Yousif left the building












Thinking about his next and hopefuly final task ..










He saw the car they had prepared for him , the big black Escalade












He got in and drove to the place he knew very well












The place where he started from to get what he wanted











When he reached the destination , he smelled the sea breeze and was comfortable again




" Yousif .. " A guy saw him get out of the car










" 9ager " He nodded












" Come in bro ! where the hell have you been ?! last we heard 3baid shot you ! "






" Yeah but am here , aren't i ? "






" Mutha****** ! boss was pretty pissed at him , he had to go .. "






Yousif was barely listening , he walked in to see Bo 3bdelra7man in his chair surrounded by a few guys he recognized






" Yousif ! " Bo 3bdelra7man looked happy to see him , but not surprised






The guys all turned around to see him , THEY looked beyond surprised





" Gentlemen .. " Bo 3bdulra7man said looking at them and they understood







They all got up and left the room






" Sit down .. " He told Yousif with a smile






Yousif sat down and was somehow afraid to look him in the eye






" Didn't think you'd come back after i handed you that assigment about Bo 3adnan's daughter .. " He was pretty calm






Yousif didn't say anything






" What's the matter son she got you , didn't she ? " He asked still smiling






Yousif wanted to punch him so bad , his hand was already forming a fist but he tried to keep it in it's place





" Yeah women could do that to you .. " Bo 3bdulra7man was shaking his head as if remembering something







" Anyway .. this is much bigger than Bo 3adnan's daughter .. we could deal with that once this is all over .."






" Now listen , let's talk business "






Then , Yousif's head snapped up ..






Now THIS was the most important part






" Two days from now , the shipment i was waiting for is coming .. finaly ! . I know it took a hell of a long time to get it but .. you know , the stuff is not easy to get .. "







Yousif nodded





" So i want you to be there , my men are pretty good but they can be great .. and they can learn alot from you .. "






" Thank you , sir "







" Now .. be here for every meeting , set up a plan so you can arrange all the fuss for when the shipment comes .. "







" Right "






" And if a few people get in the way , you know what to do "






" Yes sir , i do "






" That's all Son .. it's good to have you back "






Yousif nodded again and got up







" Oh and Yousif .. " Bo 3bdulra7man said before Yousif made it outside







He turned around






" Am sorry about 3baid , but we handeled him don't worry " He smiled






Yousif nodded and left






Bo 3bdulra7man knew something , Yousif felt it in his gut







Something was wrong ..






He had to know what






" How about this one? " Aunt Muneera held up a baby blue Lacoste sweater







" Oww ! " Jana couldn't resist






She looked at baby Abdulaziz sleeping in the buggy and smiled






" Your dad may kill me for spoiling you this much " She whispered






Aunt Muneera smiled " Sweetie .. you don't go 5 minutes without mentioning him "







Jana bit her lip and looked away






" Oh no honey , i didn't mean it like that .. it's good that you do ! means that you miss him .. "







Jana smiled " i just .. i hadn't been away from him in .. i don't know how long " She burried her face in her hands






" Well you're a strong independat woman ! don't let a man take over your life , look at me ! "







Jana laughed " Yeah You rock aunt Muneera " Jana hugged her aunt






" Except this time , i think you should go see your husband "





" WhAT?! , aunt Muneera what happened to the strong independant woman ? "






" Well she misses her husband like crazy and i think he can't go 2 seconds without thinking about her either .. why don't you just go to him ? "






" Wh- go to Kuwait ?!! Aunt Muneera are you kidding ?! "





" No am not ! it's only for a couple of days , i'll be here with abdulaziz "






Jana hesitated " Aunt Muneera no .. " She shook her head






" Well it's up to you dear , but i was just suggesting it "






Jana nodded





" Now .. how do you feel about this one? " Aunt Muneera held out cute beige shorts






Jana laughed " He'll look so adorable ! "






" I know ! "






"Now remember .. " 7arith was telling Sara as they walked to her house







" No need to tell her right away about us , i'll just lay low .. until you guys catch up on lost times , then we'll tell her when we're ready "






Sara laughed " You mean you'll tell her when YOU'RE ready .. I have no problem telling her , but you seem like YOU are the one freaking out here "





" What .. me .. no! "






Sara laughed again






" My mom LOVES you 7arith "






" I know but .. that was a long time ago .. now am .. soon to be your husband , no one loves their daughter's husband "






" Yeah but that's dads .. moms want what's best for their daughters "






" You think am best for you ? " He smiled wickedly and moved closer to her





" Shutup " She pushed him away






" If you push me i'll come back furious " He warned her






" No .. get away " She tried get away from his grip " Ugh .. 7arith .. MOM ! "








With that 7arith moved away almost 10 steps away






Sara laughed so hard until the door of her house was opened by an Indian guy







" Miss Sara ?!! " He was surprised to see her






" Raaj .. " Sara froze in her place






" Welcome home ! .. come in , come in ! " He had a huge grin on his face







" Mestur 7aris ! " He looked at 7arith and grinned even more






" Hii Raj .. "






" Welcome ! "





7arith walked in behind Sara " Raj seems happy to see you " He told her as he walked behind her






" Something you forgot to tell me ? "





Sara giggled " Shutup 7arith "





" No seriously am cool with that "






" Oh my god 7arith shutup ! " She hit him playfuly but he held her hand there






" I will go call mesus Samar " Raj went away






7arith pulled Sara closer to him " Relax okay? "






Sara nodded " Am just .. i miss her like crazy .. i don't know how she'll react .. "






" Sara ? " a tall beautiful lady with features just like Sara's and a hair slightly longer than hers walked in






" Mama .. " Tears were in Sara's eyes before she knew it






" Oh sweetie ! " Samar pulled her daughter closer to her " I KNEW you'd come back to me someday .. i KNEW it .."






7arith bit his lip and looked down , he felt out of place ..






he wanted to leave






But just when he turned around






" 7arith .. " He heard Samar call






" YOU brought my daughter back to me .. just like you promised you would .. "








Sara froze in her place and looked at 7arith






" You did ? " She asked him






His face was helpless






" Come in dear .. am so glad to see you , "






As Samar walked in infront of them , Sara grabbed 7arith's arm to stop him






" 7arith .. "






" What? " He looked into her eyes






" You did ? .. did you promise my mom that? "






" I had just lost my best friend .. then you disappeared .. and she was alone and you walked out on her as well .. we both needed you "






Sara grabbed him and pulled him in for a big hug







" No wonder am so in love with you , you ass " She whispered to him






He laughed





" Sara? .. 7arith? " They both heard Samar call






" Let's go see your mom " He whispered to her






Jana lay in her bed that night thinking about what her said






Is it possible for her to go to Kuwait?






Or was it just plain crazy ?






She looked at her baby sleeping next to her on the big bed , then she looked at Yousif's empty space






What was she going to do ?

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Hey guys !




Sorry i took so long , how are your finals ?!!




Hope all is well , am doing good .. i think ! ;p




I wrote you a post to take some pressure of studying , bas madree shfeehom el spaces kbaar !! ;@ kil marra chthy eff !!





Sorry if its annoying walah mo minni lol madree shfee el site




Hope you like it





Goodluck to all of you




love you


xoxo


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Sara froze in one place








Oh my god, she was thinking , i knew the only person that can take this much of my whining is me !









This is it ! this is when he hates me











She looked at him trying to figure out what his expression implied , but he was just scary














Sexy scary that is











His nose was all flared and his brows were stuck with each other angrily showing the veins onhis forehead , but he still looked amazing she didn't know whether to be scared or turned on !














Oh god ,She swallowed














What if he yells at me?














7arith never yells at me!














Well i saw him yell before but not AT ME














Oh ! what if he doesn't want me anymore ?














What if he doesn't want an old nagging lady ?














What if he doesn't love me anymore coz he realized am nuts !














Oh- but before the gazilionth thought crossed her mind














She heard 7arith speak and it was loud and clear , but she HAD to process it , he HAD to say it again because Sara felt like she was going to faint right there at that moment

















" Marry me "














Sara's legs felt weak , she wanted him to fall on the floor , laugh and tell her it was a joke , but he didn't














He was serious !














7arith waited for her to say something but she didn't














He bit his lip thinking, oh god .. what did i do ?














She's going to say no !







This is the part where i get turned down by a girl for the first time in my entire life






They both heard a french lady annouce the LAST call to their flight !

















The gate was going to close up soon !














" 7arith ! " Sara suddenly said " What did you just ask me ?!"














" I said marry me .. " He replayed what he'd just said in his head

















Yes he did , he wanted her and no one else














No other girl , no more playing around














He wanted her to be his wife

















" Damn it i wana marry you " he moved closer to her














" 7arith that's the last call to our flight ! let's go ! " she wanted to say yes so badly , but she was too overwhelmed !











Her cheeks were becoming all red and her heart was beating so fast she wanted it all to slow down














Her mind was racing














7arith just PROPOSED tO HER

















at the AIRPORT when the last call to their plane was being declared !

















Her heart was pounding so fast , her tummy was filled with fireworks that crawled all the way up to her throat and caused her to let out a loud happy laugh " Oh my god you're crazy ! "

















" Say yes so we can catch our plane Sara "

















" 7arith ! "














" Say it " his eyes were impossible to resist

















Say it damn it , you know you want to ! her mind kept screaming out at her














" YES !! OH MY GOD YES !! " She yelled and a few people turned to look at them

















The lady repeated the call about the airplane














7arith picked up Sara upside down , rested her on his shoulder , legs in the air














Exactly like carrying a sack of potatoes , well except Sara was a sack of feathers realy ..







7arith was surprised her being that tall , she didn't weigh much though ..






" Are you serious ?!! " she yelled

















But he was too busy running half way through the airport struggling to enter the gate

















They got there just in time , the people at the gate looked at them and smiled , some airhostesses laughed as well

















It was so romanticly funny














Sara's face was shocked and scared , 7arith was just smiling like he was carrying no more than a peice of clothing on his shoulder !














When they fialy boarded the plane , he put her down on her seat and she breathed a big sigh of releif

















" And i actualy said yes to marry a psycho .." She shook her head














He sat next to her pretty calm like he hadn't just ran half the airport holding her up on his shoulder like they were in some big race

















" Why you want to say no to me now ? " He asked her

















She looked at him , he didn't smile , he was serious

















" No .. I'm very much in love with the psycho "

















He smiled crookedly and kissed her

















Their hearts were going a milion beats a miute , it wasn't just because they were heading home

















They just decided they were going to spend the rest of their lives with each other

















It wasn't fear , it was excitement














It was love














Sara thought about how her family would react , 7arith was just as nervous as she was











He was worried about how to impress them , how to make them love him just like Sara did ..













They knew him , since he and Sara were friends for some time and they did like him alot







But this time it was different , he wasn't her best friend anymore .. he was going to be her husband




But most importantly .. he was thinking about his belated best friend , Abdulaziz ..









Was this betrayal of some kind ?









Was he a bad person for falling in love with his best friend girl ?







Was he an ass for trying to marry her too ?







He looked at Sara who was happily resting her head on his broad shoulder , she was beautiful









All he wanted was to just stay there like that with her











Baby Abdulaziiz was crying non-stop









It's been almost 15 minutes now , and Jana had no idea why











Her aunt went out for some groceries leaving her alone with him











" Oh please .. please stop crying .. please " She pleaded as she looked at his cute face









But it was so red and angry at her !









His voice filled the room , Jana didn't know what to do !











He refused to drink milk , his diapers were clean ..









What did he want ?!









" Please don't do this mommy .. " She tried to lift him up , play with him









Nothing









At the sight of him like that crying his eyes out , Jana couldn't bare no more ..









She burried her head in her hands and started to cry as well !









She wanted Yousif to be here , she didn't want to be alone









Maybe somehow the baby was missing his father ..









Just as much as she missed him











Aunt Muneera walked in the room to see Jana and her baby running a crying show and her eyes almost popped open









" Sweetie ! " She hurried towards both of them









She picked up Baby Abdulaziz and tried to make him stop crying









" What's the matter dear ? .. tell me what's going on .. " She told Jana









The baby was begining to lower his voice little by little









" Oh aunt mneera ! i don't know what to do he wouldn't stop crying .. i tried to feed him and .. i tried to make him stop but he just didn't .. and Yousif's gone and .. " She couldn't say more











Aunt Muneera sat next to her with the baby still in her arms and tried to calm her down











" It's fine honey .. he'll be back soon enshallah he's not going to be away forever .. it's alright am here , aren't i ? "











Jana wiped her tears " Yeah .. yeah you are .. " Jana hugged her aunt











She looked at her baby who was now quite in Aunt Muneera's arms









" How did you do that? " Jana asked with wide eyes











Aunt Muneera laughed " Oh sweetie .. handling you all those years .. am a professional now "











Jana smiled and took her baby to bed









" Don't ever scare mommy like that .. " She whispered to his sweet sleeping face











" Daddy will be here soon .. " She brushed the few soft hairs on his head











Yousif's plane finaly landed , His mind was worried about his baby and Jana











He couldn't stop thinking for a second











But he had to concentrate now









This was very important









As he walked through the gates of the arrivals at the airport











He saw a couple of men he recognized from work











They nodded at him and he nodded back









As he walked , he saw a man looking at him ..









He didn't want to be too suspicious , but he looked like he knew something











Like he knew who Yousif was and what he came here to do ..











He shook off those thoughts quickly and greeted the two men











" 7mdelah 3al salama .." One of them said











As they walked out of the airport , the man was right behind them











Yousif looked at him frolm the corner of his eye , he wasn't waiting for anyone when he stood there











He must've been up to something









He was talking on the phone now , Yousif noticed













But a car got in his way and then the man was gone ..









Yousif tried to search for him but he wasn't there













He sighed , radaina ..











He thought to himself











Hello Kuwait

3.6.10

kidnap my heart 43


Jana was coming down the stairs when she saw Yousif





His back to her , hands running through his light brown hair





" Hey .. "She said gently as she stopped at the staircase





He turned around to look at her , he smiled but it didn't reach his eyes " hey .. "





" You took a while i thought i come here and see what's wrong .. "





" No no nothing's wrong .. "





" Then what is it ? "






" I just .. got a call .. "







" lo allah bas yfekna mn hal calls Yousif .. " She shook her head





Her heart was pounding fast , she had a feeling she wasn't going to like what Yousif was about to say



" Jana i have to go back .. i have to go back to Kuwait .. "






Jana didn't say anything , she just stood there and stared at him







Yousif didn't know what that look meant , but he knew behind it was a very angry Jana ..




" Baby i need you to understand- "






" UNDERSTAND WHAT ?! " She cut him off





He sighed and looked at the floor , she swallowed and began again




" I understand Yousif .. i understand a hell lot of things about your job .. your life .. but at this point i just don't know WHAT to take in .. "






He looked at her with pain in his eyes , she could see it clearly




" But .. one day you tell me you're going somewhere with 7arith and end up being shot .. you get phone calls all the time from mysterious people telling you to do things you don't want to do .. and most importantly .. you're leaving me behind "






His heart ached at that last one .. she was right .. he knew she was right






Then They both heard the baby cry , " You're leaving US behind .. " Jana finaly said shaking her head and hurrying to baby 3aziiz




But that was his job , that was him ..





She knew all about that when they first got involved , he couldn't change it now




And it wasn't his choice to leave them , but he had to do it







He walked in the room and saw her sitting on the bed holding the now quiet baby 3aziz in her arms , he moved closer and sat on the bed infront of her







He kissed her forehead but nothing happened , she didn't say a word , she didn't even flench





" Did you feed him ? " He asked






" He doesn't want food .. " She told him without looking up





He looked at the angel sleeping in her arms





" You know when a woman feeds her baby .. all of her feelings are transmitted to him while she she does .. he feels what she feels .. "



He looked up at her





"All the while when you're gone .. am going to be scared and angry and sad .. " A tear escaped her eyes




Yousif looked down again and breathed heavily





" I don't want our baby to feel that way too .. " She finaly said




He moved closer to her and took her and the baby both in his big arms





" Am sorry baby .. " He said " I swear am so sorry .. "






" Just don't get shot .. please .. " She told him








He laughed while he burried his face in her curls and kissed her and the baby one more time



She got up and put the baby gently in his crib once again








" So .. when do you leave ? .." She asked without turning to look at him , a part of her was afraid to







" Tomorrow night .. "





Jana Closed her eyes shut , she tried to breathe and tell herself it was okay






Too soon ? maybe .. but we'll be just fine .. she kept saying






He got up and took her in his arms again






He wiped away the tears left on her face and they went to bed








He didn't let go of her not once , even when she tossed and turned at night , he still held her







He didn't sleep , he just stared at her , he was afraid of missing her







He was afraid of leaving her






Of leaving 3bdul3aziiz






Because deep down inside , he knew the effect of that on him












The next day Yousif called 7arith and told him about the call and about going back












7arith kept on thinking how he was going to tell Sara that ..












Finaly they're together after all those years and now he leaves her?












More sleepless nights ?










Leave her here with all the french guys ?










He didn't know what to do , but he had to do SOMETHING










And he could start by telling her first










They agreed to meet later that night for some ice cream










Sara was craving a chocolate cone as she told 7arith





" Oh ! Oh god this is the love ! " Sara was saying





She was so into her ice cream and it made 7arith laugh





" Wooow slow down there i might just have to buy you the whole place "






She gave him a look




He made a face




" Why are you so cranky anyway ? " She asked





" Because i could be enjoying that "




" You can go get your own ice cream ! "





" I know i meant your mouth "




" Shutup 7arith ! " She punched him







He laughed





When she was finaly done , they took a walk





7arith had his arm around her and she was wearing his jacket






The night was cold but somehow Sara was warm being near him





Her cheeks and nose were all red and 7arith thought it was the cutest thing he'd ever seen






" Thank you for the ice cream .. " She was saying " I needed it .. "





7arith could hear it in her voice , there was something wrong





" What's wrong baby ? "





She looked at him and saw the concern in his eyes ,




" I was just feeling awful .. " she began




There was more to come he knew it




Here he was.. about to tell her something important , not knowing that Sara herself had something on her mind too





" Tell me .. " They stopped and sat on a chair in the middle of the big dark park




" I'm having an amazing time in Paris with you .. am having the best time of my life really .. i don't want you to get ANY wrong ideas .. "




" I won't .. what is it ? "




" I miss home 7arith .. i feel like it's time for me to go back to Kuwait .. to my family and friends"




7arith smiled " And why would i get the wrong idea ? .. i want you to go back .. i've been telling you to .. " he brushed her short hair





" I don't know .. i don't want to leave here either .. and you're here and Jana and -"





He put a finger on her lips to stop her from talking " you should go back , i want you to go back "





Sara smiled " And what about you ? "





" That's what i wanted to talk to you about .. i was going to tell you am going back .. "





" WHAT ?! are you serious ?! what happened ? "





" They called up Yousif .. we have to go back .."




" Is it bo 3adnan again ? " Sara was knew all about it , since Abdulaziz and the many accidents that had happened , She became an expert





" Something like that .. its work .. "




" What about Jana ?! .. and the baby .. what's Yousif going to do ? "





" He told her i suppose .. he can't take them with him until things cool down a bit .. And you know with the whole Jana and the kidnapping deal .. it's not easy .. he wants to take them but he can't"





Sara sighed " poor Jana .. so you guys are really going now ?"





" yeah .. yeah we are .. Yousif's plane leaves tonight "




" TONIGHT ?! " Sara was surprised " And what about you ?! "





" They told me i have to close up some deals here .. make sure Jana's alright and you .. " he looked deeply into her eyes " You i don't know what to do about .. "





Sara moved closer to hug him




" Why don't you come with me ?" He whispered , his warm breath going through her hair




" WHAT?! " She said as they parted



" Come back to Kuwait with me .. you were just talking about it .. and now am going , it's perfect"




" What about Jana ? .. and .. "




" and what? .. Jana has her aunt here .. and we won't leave for a couple of days , you have nothing left here .. why not ? "




Sara looked scared and unsure





" Come back with me S .. " He said again





She couldn't resist his deep gentle voice , it was seconds 'til he saw her grin at him




She jumped up and rested herself there in his arms , her happiness was equal to a thousand little butterflies flying all around




He was more than happy , he had no worries here left then




She was coming back with him , he needn't to worry about her all the way back home and while he was there ..





" Do you really have to go ? " Jana was saying as she lay in bed with her husband





Baby 3aziiz was with her aunt in the hotel , She thought the couple needed this since Yousif was leaving in only a few hours




" I wish i didn't baby .. " He squeezed her tiny hand





" I'll come shoot you myself if you didn't come back to me soon " she said as she rested her head on his bare chest




He laughed and kissed her hand





" You take care of my baby here , you understand ? " He told her





Her head snapped up and she narrowed her eyes at him " La wallah ?! what about me ?! "




" I know you'll be alright .. you're my little J , i taught you well "




Jana punched his arm



" OuCh ! .. " He complained " See? that's what i meant "




She buried her face in his chest again , he loved that feeling





The feeling he had when he embraced her , the feeling of her tiny body hanging on to his strong warm one ..




he loved every minute of it , it was their last night together and he wanted to spend it all just with her




" Damn am gona miss you boo " he whispered to her



Jana , Aunt Muneera , 7arith , Sara and even baby 3ziiz were at the airport saying goodbye to Yousif




After the final hug Jana gave him , he moved towards his best friend





" take care bro .." 7arith told him



" You too 7arouth .. i mean it "




" Enshallah .. "




He saw Yousif take one last glance at his family




" No worries Ywaisif .. i got it .. " 7arith assured him




Yousif couldn't help but smile , 7arith really was a brother to him




" Aiight .. see you later man " the two men said their farewell and Yousif disappeared further into the gate of the airport





Sara saw Jana's eyes , they had no tears in them , there was only strength ..





She wasn't going to be weak now , she had her baby to take care of ..




She was going to wait for Yousif until he came back to her like he promised





To Sara .. Jana was the strongest girl she knew





A couple more days passed and it was finaly time for Sara and 7arith to go back




Jana and Aunt Muneera couldn't be happier for them




" Sara hurry up ! "




" Am coming am coming ! do you have the tickets ?! "




" Yeah "



" passports ?! "




" S Just get here ! "




7arith was down the staircase waiting for a very late Sara




" How did we become so late again ? " She asked one more time





7arith shook his head " i don't even know , let's go "





The taxii drove them up to the airport




When they were finaly there , they were arguing and complaining about the luggage .. time and everything else in between





But between running , noise and Sara's old lady complaints , 7arith suddenly stopped and turned around to look at her with intense angry eyes




She had no idea what was about to come out of his mouth