23.11.09

your guardian angel [ 55 ]



Okay so am on a break now mn el derasa , w am going to write the LAST post people


Again am so sorry I kept you waiting all this time ! ;*


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“ Baby !! are .. are you SERIOUS !!?? you’re really saying YES ?!? “ Msa3ad was going to jump out of the window


“ I love you ..” The whole thing was surreal for Raseel , she didn’t know HOW the words managed to escape her mouth ,but they did ..


Msa3ad’s face lit up , he bit his lip trying not to scream out .. he couldn’t believe this was happening


“ Ana rayi7 akalim yaddee .. “ he said grinning , “ mn bacher e7na yayeen na56ebech mn 3ammich ! “


Raseel forced a smile and kept praying deep inside for god to help her through this ..


As soon as she entered the house , she called up Jood to tell her the news ..


“ 7-7beebee.. ? “ Dana stumbled on words , here she was in the most important day of her life .. and her husband won’t even LOOK at her


“ I’d rather you don’t call me by that name coz am sure as hell won’t answer .. “ Ya3goub said coldly


They spent their first night together getting out of their fancy clothes , washing up and going to bed ..

Ofcourse .. 3eesa’s bed was the huge couch in the hotel room .. while Dana’s was the huge comfortable bed ..

“ look I .. I know what happened ams with Jood and 7amad … “She started saying , she didn’t know WHERE she was going with this exactly but she had to say something


She looked up at Ya3goub who was sipping his morning coffee quietly and reading the paper

He wasn’t even listening , she knew it

He gave her a get-to-the-point look which gave her Goosebumps


“ am not gonna be a joke fahma ? , neither am I going to be your personal toy .. hatha zawaj mo li3ib .. mn el sboo3 el yay troo7een tyeebeelee ta7leel y2aked inna ele eb ba6nich hatha shay 9ijjee “ He never looked so serious


“ w-wetha.. wetha makan ako shay eb .. eb ba6nee ? “ she wanted to cry


He smiled sarcastically “ I think you can see the answer written on my face .. ‘ 7abeebtee ‘ “ he dropped the paper hard on the table and headed to the bedroom


“ Ya3goub .. Ya3goub wait ! “ She hurried behind him

“ Ana mortik ! ana mortik Ya3goub ! you can’t do this to me ! , as you said el zawaj mo li3ib ! shbagool 7g el nas ? shbagool 7g ahalee !? raylee 6alagnee we7na 7atta mare7na shahr el 3asal !? “ she started crying and gripping on his shirt hard
He looked at her hands stuck to his shirt and then at her face ..

He didn’t even blink


“ Chan fakartay mn il awal hathee mo li3ba betfoozeen feha .. el shay ele sawaiteeh maytesawa,, wetha el 3alam daraw w thammooch w te7achaw .. hathy yezatech wakthar “ he grabbed her hands and pulled them away

Before he opened the door he said ,


“ 3n el 7achee w hathrat el nas elle malha da3ee .. b36ee hal zawaj el tafeh shahar aw shahrain bil kitheer.. b3dha .. ana rayi7 ag3ad 3nd yaddee w la a3rfech wala t3rfeenee sam3a? “


Dana collapsed on the floor crying as Ya3goub left her and headed out of the hotel room


He knew there was one person he wanted to see ..


3eesa..


“ ULAH ! wallah 8aweyya hathee !? W laha 3ain b3d ? “ 3eesa’s eyes popped out of their place
Ya3goub huffed and looked away at the sea
“ Wallah ya5ook ana madree shasawee ..ana 6ila3t 7mar ! “


3eesa giggled “ 7mar w bas ? “


Ya3goub looked at him seriously and then 3eesa stopped laughing


“ Eee eth7ak eth7ak .. madree mno byetzawaj 3gb cham sboo3 , nshoof mno yeth7ak b3dain ya 7beebee , nsawee mbarat mno morta aftha3 .. ana wela ent “


3eesa smiled “ La lujain is not like that .. SHE picked ME remember ? , am trying to open up my heart for her .. am actually considering …loving her.. “


Ya3goub choked on his pepsii , “ WHAT !?? , you’re getting MARRIED to her and you’re CONSIDERING LOVING your own WIFE !? “


“ Agool eskit bas eskit , ana el 5a6eer elle ba9eer rayyal w baster 3al bnya bedoon la at2akad enha 7amil mn her so called boyfriend !! “


“ Madree mn gallee you’re doing the right thing ! “

“ That was when I thought innik TDREE w MET2AKED inha 7amil ! “


“ Adree al7een ent shtabee ? “ Ya3goub looked at him and then at the hook of his fishing rod ..


3eesa gulped and let go of his own fishing rod , he knew he had to get out of Ya3goub’s way


“ Ta3al ! “ Ya3goub jumped on 3eesa and started punching him playfully , the guys laughed and laughed until they ran out of breath


“ What are you going to do bro ? “ 3eesa asked


“ Gitlaha a36eeha cham shahar tratteb fehom omorha w b3dain am out of it .. for good .. “


3eesa sighed , “ Wallah madree shagoolik ya5ook .. allah kareem , “


“ Anyway .. goom goom .. el howameer mehee na6ritik “ Ya3goub got up quickly and grabbed his friends arm


“ Shakla el walda el yoom bet3ayed ! 3 ayam ra7 nakil mn mechabees’ha el zaina ! “ 3eesa grinned



“ Agool e7jezlee mokan 3al ‘3ada haa ? mo tensa o5ook “ Ya3goub winked at him


“ Afa 3laik “ 3eesa slapped his friends back and turned to his fishing kit “ 7ayyak allah yal 7beeb , anytime “ his smile glowing in the morning sun


The guys missed 7adag , the sun .. the tan .. the sea ..

They couldn’t have looked more handsome


“ ARE YOU CRAZY ?!! “ Jood yelled at her friend



“ Jood calm down ! , its no big deal “


“ Raseel !! you’re marrying your ABUSIVE EX- BOYFRIEND !! W YOU’RE TELLING ME ITS NO FREGGIN’ BIG DEAL !!? “

“ He loves me Jood .. yabee yaster 3lay 3gb motat oboy .. I have no one , I’ve known him for two years , I can handle him .. am sure he’ll treat me differently once am his wife “



“ You’re crazy Raseel !!, I love you , but you’re crazy !! “


“ he’s changed Jood … he wants to spent the rest of his life with me .. and .. maybe I’ll find the reason that made me love him all that time .. maybe i’ll be happy .. “


Jood looked at her best friend and knew she was too late , there was nothing to say to change Raseel’s mind


“ I don’t know what to tell you babe .. just do whatever makes you happy .. “ Jood reached out and gave her friend a kiss on the cheek


“ Yalla get up ! you’re going to become a married woman ! you’ll have to face your husband with this body EVERYDAY !! , we have allloooota work to do ! “ Jood grabbed her friend’s arm and headed to the gym


“ il salam 3laikom .. “ 3eesa’s grandfather entered the house along with Msa3ad ..


“ Wa3lkom el salam hala wallah , hala eb bo 5alid .. hala feekom ..” Raseel’s uncle greeted both men and sat down


They talked about the milcha and all the arrangements , they agreed to Raseel’s few conditions and called out for Raseel to come sit with her soon to be husband ..


She had that fantasy at some point in her life .. long ago when she was madly in love with him ..


She had to get that feeling back .. she had to ..


“ Yalla this is it .. are you ready ? “ Jood asked her friend happily


“ Jood shutup !! “


“ Shno b3d its your wedding day !! be happy !!! “



“ Jood !! 5alas gilnaa !! am already nervous !! talk about something else ! “

“ like what !? , there is nothing else to talk about !! its your weddddiiiiiiiiiiing !!! “ Jood grinned , she was enjoying this, Raseel could tell


Raseel got up , gathered the edges of her beautiful white dress and hit Jood playfully on the arm


“ Fiine fiiiine enjoy spending your time alone in this room until the photographer comes.. you’re gonna miss me you knooooowww…. “



Raseel giggled and sat back down ..



“ il Salam 3laikom “ 3eesa entered Lujain’s house happily


“ Hala yumma hala 7beeeebeee hala eb 3eeeesa “ Lujain’s mother hurried towards him and kissed both cheeks


“ Weee yumma yait mbacher .. Lujain foog gam tetzahab .. “


“ ee 5alty ana gilt asaweelha mofaja2a .. wainha ehy aroo7laha 3adee? “
“ Ee yumma roo7 roo7 , el bait baitik .. “


3eesa hurried upstairs to Lujain’s room where the door was slightly open


Before he had a chance to knock .. he heard her giggling , she was clearly talking on the phone


He smiled at the sound of her voice , her voice was extra soft and she was being a little flirty


As he moved closer , he tried to put together the words Lujain was saying


“ Msa3aaaad 7beebeeeeee yalla 3aaad 5alnee arooooo7 ! 3eesa beyeee al7een bne6la3 ! , yalla roo7 shloon gam tkalimnee enta w dar madarik el reyayeel ! 3ersiik b3d sa3a ! “


3eesa froze in his place , trying to figure out what was going on ..


For a moment he thought of pushing the door hard until it falls to the ground just beneath Lujain’s feet


There she was cheating on him , talking to her boyfriend on the phone ..
The guy was getting married on an HOUR !


The guy’s name rang again and again in his head..


Before he knew it , 3eesa was running down the stairs to the door ..


“ 3eesa !!? 3eesa yumma wain rayi7 !!?? “ lujain’s mom called out behind him , but he was already gone


At the sound of her mom yelling , Lujain hurried downstairs


“ Yumma 3eesa kan hnee !!??? “


“ Eee yumma yalich foog !! shfeekom shsayer !!? “


“ Kan … kan FOOG !!?? “


“ ee haw yumma shfeech !? “


“ Aloo? “


“ Jood ! where is the wedding !? “


“ 3eesa ????? “



“ Jood just answer me please ! “


“ Uuhh… the… wedding is… is at Marriot’s !! shfeeek !!? “



“ Where is Raseel !!? I HAVE to see her Jood !! “


“ 3eesa am not sure that’s a good.. “ before she could finish , 3eesa cut her off


“ Jood !! 6alabtich !! just tell me WHERE she is !! “



“ Room 301 .. “


“ Thank you , i owe you 1 !! “


Jood shut the phone shocked , apparently .. she wasn’t the only crazy person who was trying to stop weddings !


3eesa ran breathless towards the elevators and to the hotel rooms


He found the room Raseel was in , but he stood there looking at the door …



He was about to walk in and see the love of his life in the most beautiful dress , getting ready for her wedding ..


A wedding he was NOT a part of..

He knocked the door gently , and he heard her voice ..



The voice that greeted him every day the minute he woke up ..


The voice he fell in love with ..


The voice that gave him butterflies everytime he heard it ..


“ Come in !! “ her voice was shaky ..


He slowly walked in , ready for whatever reaction that might come ..


As soon as she saw him , she fell down on the bed ..


Their eyes were locked into each other , none of them dared to blink


He looked at her beautiful face .


And she looked back

There was silence


“ I .. I have to tell you something .. “



“ 3eesa am getting married in less than an hour .. what are you doing here ? “



“ its about Msa3ad.. “


“ Everything’s already been said , I know .. I know he’s a bad person .. he USED to be a bad person .. but soon .. he’s going to be my HUSBAND .. am going to spend the rest of my life with him ! “


“ I know ! which is why am here ! “



“ Its too late 3eesa.. you’re LATE ! you have Lujain now ! and I have Msa3ad ! “


“ is that what it is a competition !!? “


“ No ! no 3eesa its not a competition ! its LIFE !! 5alas we move on !! , you said it yourself ! “



“ Excuse me ? “ Suddenly a third voice was involved



“ oh .. am sorry to interrupt ..is this the husband ? , oh am already having great idea’s for your photo album .. but darling you have to wear your besht first , where is it ? “ The photographer was looking around for 3eesa’s besht ..


He was fully dressed in his deshdasha and ‘3etra .. he looked amazingly handsome ..


With Raseel so close to him in her long white dress.. no couple could’ve looked more perfect


The photographer almost had teary eyes just looking at them


“ No .. “ 3eesa suddenly said “ No am not the husband ..sadly it seems .. the husband is somewhere else.. “ he said calmly , remembering what he heard ..


“ Oh .. “ The photographer was still slightly confused


Raseel opened her mouth to say a word , but 3eesa was out of the room before she was able to say anything


That was the last scene of the two lovers together ..


The wedding continued as it should , 3eesa broke his engagement with Lujain only to go back to his home .. and find out that the family’s business went down the drain ..


He found out that Msa3ad was responsible for all of it ..



After two months Ya3goub divorced Dana and was off to do a gallery in Switzerland


3eesa decided to go do a business contract with one of the biggest companies abroad ..


Jood was on a trip around Europe


And the star of my story , Raseel ..


Was at home ..


She was waiting for her husband Msa3ad to come home after passing out drunk in some girl’s apartment .. as usual

Since the day he married her , he hadn’t touched her .. not once ..


His marriage to her was just revenge ..


He would come home with a girl in his arms , or a bottle between his fingers ..


She still prayed , every single day for him to change ..


She still prayed that god would give her the gift every married woman would want .. a baby..


Even though Msa3ad hadn’t touched her , that wasn’t the only reason ..


Raseel learned that she couldn’t have any children ..


And Msa3ad refused that she gets treatment ..


The days passed and Jood was hanging around a new gallery in Switzerland ..


The paintings were so beautifully done and she enjoyed all 2 hours she spent there


When suddenly , she read the name of the artist


Ya3goub Al-Flanii .. a Kuwaiti sensation


Before she had the time to be shocked , Ya3goub was next to her admiring the same picture ..


From that moment on .. the two were inseparable



As soon as 3eesa got back to Kuwait , he had a phone call


It was Lujain , she told him all about what happened with Msa3ad .. she told him about his marriage to Raseel .. she told him what he was doing to her ..



Few moments later , Msa3ad was found drunk driving and was held at a local police station ..


Few more cases were filed against him for assault and rape ..


As soon as Raseel’s uncle knew about it , he forced Msa3ad to give his niece a divorce


“ I think its AMAZING !! “ Raseel said excitedly to Ya3goub


“ Thanks .. “ Ya3goub smiled


“ Wai3 3ad bas la tseer ma’3rooor !! daraina kan 3ndik galary eb Switzerland and all ! “



The 3 were hanging out at Ya3goub’s old studio


Little did Raseel know , fate and a little help from Ya3goub and Jood .. had a big plan for her


“ Raseel could you get the brushes from upstairs please ? “ Ya3goub asked politely



“ Sure ! " Raseel hurried upstairs and started looking for the brushes


“ looking for this ? “ a voice suddenly called out behind her


She closed her eyes shut and prayed she wasn’t dreaming ..


She turned around to see him standing there .. looking more gorgeous than ever ..



Her 3eesa…


At that moment , they said nothing about the past , they didn’t talk aobut what happened .. they just kissed ..




For a minute .. then two .. then more …


Since that day at the studio , Raseel and 3eesa got their relationship back ..



“ babyyyy waiiiniiiich they’re going to be here any minute now “ 3eesa called out for Raseel



“ kaneeeeee …” Her voice was a little sad , he entered the kitchen to see her sad face looking at a half burnt cake


He laughed as soon as he saw her


“ 3eesaaaa !! not funny !! goom erketh yeeblina cake mn Mr. Baker !! el nas beyoon any second !”


“ Allah wel nas 3ad ! kilhom Jood w Ya3goub ! “



“ 3eeesaaaaa “ her face was so red like a tomato , 3eesa just smiled and hurried towards her


He started kissing her neck and tickling her ears he knew exactly how to make her calm down ..


“ 3eesaa.. “ she was saying quietly , but it was no use !


He wouldn’’t let go of her


“ Surpriiiiiiise !! “ Jood’s voice made both of them jump


“ Zainlik al7een !! YAW !! “ Raseel hit his arm


“ Welcome !! join us please !! for a half burnt cake !! all hand made by my beautiful wife “ 3eesa said happily


Ya3goub looked at Jood “ Well we brought cake too ..at least.. it WAS a cake.. “


“ Hehehh.. ee Ya3goub couldn’t wait till we get here.. kala ni9ha bil 6ereej “ Jood laughed nervously


Ya3goub looked at Jood wide eyed “ Baby !! “ and then back at Raseel and 3eesa “ it was Jo—“ and before he could finish , Jood hit him


“ It was Jo the driver “


Raseel and 3eesa exchanged looks


“ okay it was me !!!! and it was only a piece .. “


“ Its okay really ..” Raseel started saying


“ Okay it was half !!! “ Jood said enterrupting her


“ 3adee 3laich bil 3afya.. “ 3eesa smiled


“ OKAY LETS NOT FREAK OUT !! AM A PREGNANT WOMAN I EAT FOR TWO !! “


They all laughed , yes that’s right ..



Jood was 4 months pregnant with a baby boy ..


Raseel was the same accept .. she had a baby girl coming ..


The girls already planned their babies names , which school’s they were taking them to and where their wedding was going to be held !


Yes just like that my story ends , The life of Raseel was finally saved by her prince charming ..

Her guardian angel .. her 3eesa..


He stood by her through all those times , he loved her more than anything ..

And so did she

8.11.09

your guardian angel [ 54 ]






Helloooo ;*



Ambee adree wallah most of you want to kill me ! bas wallah these days were craaaaaazy ! , il jam3a is driving me insane !




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Enjoy ;*


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With loud cheers the doors of the big reception hall opens and all the handsome men enter , being lead by the man of the hour Ya3goub ..





He was as nervous as ever but he kept a smile on his face , the band members were playing the instruments and singing loudly





Dana was standing covered on the koosha's stage , waiting for him to come sit next to her







As he reached her , his heart fell .. he couldn't believe he was finally here .. with Dana .. attending THEIR WEDDING







Dana's mother was so happy that her cheekbones hurt from all the smiling and excitement , Ya3goub wished his mother and father were with him ..









Even though this wasn't the wedding he wanted , Dana wasn't the one he was supposed to be with .. if he wanted to do this , he would've done it with his parents around







3eesa stood between the croud nodding his head and reassuring his best friend that it's going to be alright





Finally the moment came , the moment 7amad and Jood were both waiting for so patiently







As the guests were flying to the koosha congratulating the newlyweds , a stunning tall figure reached the koosha once again







Her head was down so Ya3goub couldn't quite see , but Dana know who it was







She shivered at the thought of Jood being close to her and her husband Ya3goub right this moment , she was up to something ..









And something BAD







" Mabrook "







Ya3goub almost fell from his shock , his legs couldn't carry him any longer







what ?? , he couldn't believe it was her !







" A-allah ybarik ff--feech .. " Dana managed to say







Ya3goub was still shocked , he didn't care if everyone looked








Dana was looking at Ya3goub to see his reaction , and what a reaction it was









" Minik el mal w minha el 3yal .. "







She turned around to see 7amad approaching them







" Mabrook .. " he came with a bright smile on his face







" Allah yhaneekom enshallah .. i hope we'll be as luck as you guys .. " and with that , 7amad moved closer to Jood and held her hand







Ya3goub frowned and Dana was speechless !









" Oh ! am sorry ! , sweetie look at their faces .. we didn't tell them ! " Jood put her hand over her mouth







" Oh .. didn't we ? " 7amad looked at her as if confused







" I just wanted to say .. no grudges man .. i mean .. good luck , we're happy too .. and we're going to have a baby 7amad someday too .." He looked at Jood lovingly







Ya3goub and Dana's jaws dropped to the floor !









" Whaaaat ?!!! " Dana and Ya3goub exclaimed unwillingly







" Didn't you know ? we're getting married " Jood told them , her face glued to Ya3goub's







" What ? " Ya3goub asked again







" We figured since everybody was doing it .. " 7amad started to say







" For no good reason .. " Jood continued







" Without any proof of a living human being inside your belly .." 7amad cut her off







" Stealing people's boyfriends .. "







" Pretending the baby from your ' so-called-fake-boyfriend ' is real .."







" What the heck ! YOU acted like crazy people ! , why don't we !? " Jood was grinning







" Anyways .. " 7amad pressed harder on Jood's hands and started to turn around







" Mabrook .. again ... " With a wink .. Jood disappeared with 7amad out of the ballroom






" Now i would like to see how they spend their first night together after we go out and celebrate " Jood whispered happily to 7amad




" You're the craziest girl i know .. " He laughed and held her tightly as they walked to his car




Elsewhere ..







" Are you sure? "







" Yes am sure .. "







" 5alas al7een y3ny i don't have to get rid of him ? "







" Gitlik la2 7beebe shfeek ? .. 5alas 5lha 3lay , 3mrik gitlee shay wana masaweeta ? "







" Fedaitich enty .. come here .. "







" No no no .. i have to go , he's on his way to my house akeed .. we're going out "




" He can wait " he said grabbing her arm




" You're such a bad boy Msa3ad "



" That's what they all say "




Raseel's house ..







" Jood you're crazy ! " Raseel screamed







" am serious ! you should've seen their faces !!! PRICLESS ReeRee "







Raseel giggled " 7aram Ya3goub .. "







" Raseel i understand .. bas mo he gets married 3ala 7sabee ana ! w la to a crazy liar b3d ! mo to a normal human being .. i fell for him Rassool ! oho elle 5alanee a7ebba , he should've answered me all those times when i called trying to tell him .. "







" I know babe .. i agree to the thought of you telling him , bas the WAY you did it .. "







" It was my last chance .. "







" It was his wedding day ! its not runaway bride Jay ! .. or in his case.. runaway groom ? "







Jood giggled " She messed with the wroooong person .. "







Raseel laughed " Tell me about it "









Just then , her phone rang and Msa3ad was calling




" Let's get out .. i don't want to stay here .. " Raseel grabbed Jood's arm and headed to the door





She was in her traning suit and her hair was messy from laying on her bed , but she didn't care





" 7beebee ? " 3eesa froze , what was he supposed to say ? .. were they in that phase yet ? , should he answer the same way ? he had no idea ..





" H-hala .. "





" My cousin just had a baby girl .. and i was thinking .. could we just go have a quick look at baby shops and stuff ? "





" Umm .. sure .. where do you want to go ? "





" I don't know .. how about avenues ? "





" Sure " 3eesa smiled and drove to the avenues





" Where are we eating " Jood said holdnig her stomach





" Nino's where else .."





" Off Raseeeel e7na eb face two ! malee 5lg amsheeee am hungryyyy "





" Yalla yal tanbal ! "






" La wallah ? sektay sektay yal dagem ! "





Suddenly Raseel stopped and Jood bumped into her from the back




" A77 ! shfeech !? " Jood looked in the direction Raseel was looking ..





" Oh.. my .. " Jood whispered , she couldn't believe her eyes




There was 3eesa .. with a girl .. and they're in a baby's store





Raseel stood motionless , her eyes watering up




" Raseel .. let's go "





" He got married ? " she whispered





" Raseel .. "





" They're already buying baby's clothes ? "





" Raseel stop ! " Jood went and stood on front of her friend




But Raseel didn't care , like no one was even there , she was still looking at 3eesa and Lujain





" Meta medah ? "




" RASEEL AM SERIOUS ! " Jood yelled " If you don't turn around and walk away now.. "




But she couldn't continue , the look on Raseel's eyes was enough to make her shutup




Jood didn't have to say another word , Raseel was already walking away from the shop ..





" You know .. " she started saying




" He promised me .. we were going to have babies .. lots and lots of pretty babies .. "




Jood was quiet , her heart sank




" All the boys would look like him .. and all the girls would look like me .. "




Jood opened her mouth to say a word , but she couldn't !




How come Ya3goub never told her about this ?




When did 3eesa get married ?




When did his wife manage to get pregnant !?




Raseel ate and talked like nothing happened , and that worried Jood ..




She was taking it suprisingly well which was scary





" Raseel .. we have to talk about what happened .. " Jood astarted





" What do you mean ? , what happened ? "





Jood rolled her eyes " Raseel ! am serious "





" There's nothing to talk about .. he's happy , then so am i "





" Yes but.. "





" No buts Jay .. 5alas , its over .."





" Raseel ! if there is anything you learned from my experience , its that you should do the right thing ! express how you feel ! "





" La wallah ? , Jood no .. am not you .. i can't do it "





" Raseel do you want to regret this for the rest of your life ? "




" Jood ! wana shtabeenee asawee ? , okay so i go and ask him .. then what ?! we're not getting back together ! he's not going to kiss me and tell me he wants me ! , this isn't a fairytale .. there is no prince .. no castle .. no fairy godmother!"






Jood sighed and continued eating





Once the girl's were done eating , they headed for the parking lot




As Raseel was busy with her ice cream cone from ColdStone , Jood spotted something





3eesa and the girl heading towards the car





Then , she had an idea ..





A crazy idea ..





She hopped up in her car and drove away ..





She drove slowly until she got to 3eesa's house ,





" Jood ? .." Raseel said in panic , she was too busy to notice where they were heading





" Yes ? " Jood said casualy




" what the hell are we doing here !!? "





" AM going to be the fairygod mother of your story Raseel , You're going to talk to him "





" No i am NOT "




" Yes you are , if you love him .. "





" Jood !! what should i say !? "




" Ask him all the questions you asked me when you saw him Raseel , you need to .. its not healthy for you to keep all of this inside you "




" But .."




" Just ask him .. " Jood interrupted " So you don't spend all your life wondering what if .. "




Raseel lowered her head , she was actually cosidering it





Just then , 3eesa's car parked onfront of the house , Raseel's heart was going a million beats a second !





She watched him get out of the car .. and before he headed to the house , he went and opened the other door ..





The same girl came out as he held her hand .. they took out all the baby bags from the shop .. and went inside





" Take me home .." Raseel said quietly





" Raseel i honestly didn't realise .. " Jood said in shock





" Take ... me .. home .." Raseel sounded like she was going to explode ..




She fought back her tears , she didn't want to do this again ..





The story is over , her story was over ..





That's it , there is no hero .. no price charming





Just her





She tried to sleep that night , but she couldn't .. she kept tossing and turning all night





Msa3ad kept calling her , but she didn't answer





She got up early in the morning .. and sent him a message




I need to see you ..





She drove to where he told her to and waited





Once he came , she hopped into his car and gave him a big hug




He smiled " Ya 9aba7 il noor .."





" I agree.. "




" What ?"





" I agree Msa3ad .. "





" What do you mean baby ? "




" I want to marry you .."



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" Mama am nervous ! " Dana told her mother shivering



She was sitting in the hotel room waiting for her wedding to begin , she was beyond nervous



Now she finally got what she always wanted .. a fancy wedding .. all her close friends and family with her .. and Ya3goub !



She felt like she was dreaming , she wanted to pinch herself everytime someone told her "mabrook"




" Get a grip man .. it's going to be alright " 3eesa put his hand on his friend's shoulder



Ya3goub sighed , he didn't want to do this !



" Besides .. ana la7gik .." 3eesa said sticking his tongue out



Ya3goub grinned " Wallah madree shgam nsawee ana weyak .. "



" What do you mean ? "



" None of us got the girl of his dreams , we fell in love with the right girls and married the wrong ones.. its like some kind of prank"



3eesa shrugged , Ya3goub was right ..



But what if Lujain was the right girl ? , what if she was the girl for a guy to marry ?



A good wife and a best friend ..



he was lost himself , he wasn't the one who's supposed to be giving advice here either



" Do i look okay? " 7amad asked Jood



" You look .. " She stopped for a second to examine him in his deshdasha and then grinned "Perfect "



7amad did look handsome , he was dazzling in his deshdasha and perfectly shaved face



And Jood wanted to add that he smelled amazing too !



But then she stopped herself



" Are you ready ? " she asked nervously



7amad smiled " look at you .. that's not what we practiced " She looked at him with puppy eyes



He put both hands on her shoulders " Relaaaaax .. you're going to do great , and you look amazing " he gave her a smile



she was wearing a sea green long dress , with a beautiful diamond necklace and matching studs that showed perfectly right under her short groomed hair



" Thanks " She was beaming , it was like she got all her confidence back in just one sentence



Even though she was Jood .. and it was too strange for her to fall for it , every girl loved being told that


And 7amad would never lie



" What is it sweetheart ? " Msa3ad asked



Raseel just shook her head ,



Msa3ad sighed as if trying to control himself



" Raseel.. i know its your father and all .. but its been long enough , you cant keep on doing this !"



She looked at him like he was crazy , was he realizing what he was saying ?



How can you get over the death of your father ? your love ? your life !?



He sat straight again and looked away



He knew that it was a bad time , but he had to ask , his head was spinning since he got back to Kuwait from his trip



He wanted Raseel to marry him .. he didn't want to wait




" So .. have you given any thought about .. us ? "



Raseel looked at him confused , they were together .. what more did he want ?



Oh no ..


Is he going to talk about marrying her agian ?



Raseel didn't want to hear it ..



" you know about us.. together.. married ? " he looked at her with desperate eyes , words couldn't describe how much he wanted her



Since Raseel wasn't the type of girl you fool around with .. and Msa3ad wasn't the guy who's used to being told NO



He didn't want to let go of her , he wasn't going to



Raseel gave him the most meaningful look , she looked at him like he was crazy when he said it once before but now .. she looked at him like she was going to KILL him



" Were you NOT there when my father died ? "



Msa3ad shrugged , he wasn't expecting this type of reaction



" I know baby but.."



" Don't you but me ! i put up with you Msa3ad ! i got back to you NOT because i love you but because you threatened to take away the love of my life ! i used to love you YES , but you forced me to hate you .. i sit here and bare to look at you when am already somewhere else in my head ! , my father dies and you fly all the way across the world, god knows who you're screwing with , not even caring for me when am in my worst conditions .. when i really needed someone , and now when my father's body isn't even that far into the ground you ask me to MARRY you again ? inzain 3al a8al e7teremnee e7terem mootat oboy ! "



Msa3ad couldn't hear any more of this


Before he realizes , he holds up his hand and lands a good slap right on Raseel's left cheek



The wedding was a blast, everyone danced .. everyone was happy



Except for one girl in the far corner of the huge ballroom waiting .. Jood was going out of her mind , she didn't like to wait



The bride was already there feeling like she was on top of the world



Few more seconds , Jood thought



After a song was over , Jood decided this was the time



She got up gracefully and made her way towards the bride's kosha



Everyone .. and i mean EVERYONE was looking at her


She looked like a runway model


Dana was looking at her with a smile on her face thinking that she was a friend of hers , coming to wish her a happy marriage and all



But as Jood got closer , Dana's heart stopped



Her eyes grew wide and she wanted to runaway as fast as she can out of the huge wooden doors



" Mabrook .." Jood said as soon as she climbed up to where Dana was sitting



" A..aaall...allah ybariik fffeeech.. " Dana forced a smile



" Look i know what you're thinking .. evil ex-girlfriend came to sabotage my big fairytale wedding and all ... " Jood rolled her eyes



Dana swallowed hard and nodded



Jood almost laughed at the sight of her , she looked so funny !



Her plan must be working already



" Look Dana .. ana yally weld il 7alal .. am getting married to the guy of my dreams , we're madly in love and .. and .. i just.. wanted to tell you that i really do wish you the best with Ya3goub .. you guys are MEANT to be together , and now i realized that everything happens for a reason "




Dana was still shocked



" I mean.. if you didn't steal away my boyfriend then i would've never met my love ! " Jood giggled



Dana smiled nervously



" Nah am just messing with you , really Dana .. i just wanted to wish you guys a happy life , i want you guys to be happy .. i mean am not a monster ! , i want you guys to feel the way i feel about my baby too .." Jood stopped to admire her belly



She put her hand on it and looked at Dana with a smile



" After all , everything's going to change now .. you know .. being a mother and all .. am sure you're already stressed out right ? you know us getting into motherhood and all "



Jood looked up at her , Dana was HORRIFIED



" Oh am sorry ! " Jood put her hand over her mouth " Wasn't anybody supposed to know ? "


Dana's face was changing colors



" Oh don't worry honey .." Jood smiled sweetly " Your secret's safe with me .." she winked at her



" Us girl's have to take care of each other ! " She grinned and walked away


Dana sat there in her wedding dress and her koosha motionless and stunned , she couldn't believe this !



" Oh ! " Jood stopped on the second step and hurried up again



Dana swallowed hard



" You look STUNNING by the way " Jood put her hand on her shoulder



Dana smiled weakly " You too .. thanks .. "



Jood grinned again and walked away



Dana's heart jumped down in her stomach , she couldn't quite believe Jood's story



But this was her wedding , and NOTHING was going to ruin it



Besides , she didn't even HAVE the time to think about Jood now



In a few minutes , Ya3goub was going to enter this ballroom and sit next to her




Her handsome husband .. her Ya3goub



Every eye was going to be on them



The clock was ticking , and Dana was counting the seconds !



So was Jood ..







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Raseel watched everything go in slow motion , he came towards her .. his body pressing hard against hers in emotion , her back was glued to the back seat , she was breathing heavily and so was he



He was taking in all of her features , looking at her pretty lovesick eyes , looking at her trembling lips and shivering neck



They just watched each other , like it was all a dream .. they finally met .. he finally found her



After all what had happened , time seemed to freeze on that specific moment



3eesa stopped and closed his eyes, he inhaled her scent .. it didn't change ..




Raspberry and Vanilla



He swallowed hard , she watched him in fear and excitement all at once



She missed him so much , she needed him now more than ever



She bit her lip and kept her gaze straight to his face




He opened his eyes and he realized he was only an inch away from her face



She stopped breathing



For a moment he did too



When their lips met again




Every bit of the world disappeared




Love , lust , grief , happiness , sadness , longing and all sorts of emotions started pouring out




It took them long enough before any of them realized what they were doing



They broke out and breathed again



They didn't look at each other , they only looked down ..



They were both thinking , what the hell just happened ?



few minutes later , 3eesa finally talked




" Raseel .. "



" I know.. " and for the first time , he heard her voice



He almost forgot what her voice did to him , to his heart ..



For the first time her father went away , for the first time in god know how long..



Raseel spoke



He looked at her



" I know 3eesa .. "




" What do you know ? "



" This doesnt mean that everything's okay .. we're not .. back , it was.. a .. "



" It was... " He tried to find a word



As soon as their eyes met , they looked down again



They had no idea what they were doing



This wasn't supposed to happen



" I should.. " Raseel swallowed and looked at her house



" Yeah .." 3eesa said , still looking confused



Raseel opened the door for herself and walked out



3eesa sighed deeply and let his back fall onto the seat



He was still breatihng heavilly



Raseel entered the house to find her mother asleep on the couch with a book in her hand , she kissed her cheek , put a blanket over her and headed upstairs




She took a nice steamy shower , she was still wrapping her mind over the fact that 3eesa was just with her , kissing her , holding her



She still thought it was all a dream



She couldn't believe how he got her to talk



Finally expressing her feeling in actual words , not nods .. not hand gestures .. real words



She knew she wasn't supposed to surrender to him



She knew what just happened can't happen again, that it was very wrong


But most importantly , she knew it was in her and 3eesa's best interest that they don't see each other again .. ever !



3eesa drove slowly , trying to grasp what happened




He wanted her ..




He wanted no one else but her




His Raseel




What the hell is he thinking !?



He couldn't get married !




But then what ? , Raseel didn't want him as boyfriend .. now she'd want him as a husband ?



This was a mess



" Would you stop looking at me ? " Jood said irritated



" Alright .. am sorry i just.. " Ya3goub shrugged



" you just what huh ? , you just what Ya3goub !? "



" I .."



" No .. SHUT UP ! just SHUT UP !! , YOU left ME ok ? , am not the one who's marrying their sneaky lying little cousin Ya3goub ! "




" Fine .." Ya3goub didn't know what else to say , he deserved this




" You're right.. " he told her



She looked at him in sudden fear



Was he giving up !?



before she knew it , he was parked in front of her house



Jood was angry , but she was also sad ..



She loved him , why couldn't he see that ?



He was getting married tomorrow .. she tried to tell him about Dana ..



She did !



But he wasn't there to listen



She was so mad that she didn't even say goodbye to him , she just opened the door and walked away



" Thanks for the ride .. " she managed to say between gritted teeth



Jood slept with a heavy heart , she had a nightmare .. a number of them actually



Every time she got up in the middle of the night , she would go back to sleep having a new nightmare !



She woke up in the morning feeling sick



Mostly from herself



What the hell was she trying to prove ?!



This was her ! , she wasn't the girl who sits back and plays the victim !



That B**** is NOT going to steal my boyfriend , she told herself



She washed up , grabbed her keys and headed for the beauty parlor




" Hello ? "



" Hey 7amad ! " She said cheerfully



" Hey you , what's up ? "




" Zahheb deshdashtik , we have a wedding to attend "



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your guardian angel [ 51 ]





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She turned her face to look at him



Her lost love , her baby ..



He didn't recognize the sad eyed , broken girl in black



She wasn't his Raseel ..




" Baby.. " He knelled down and took her face in his strong hands



Raseel's eyes fell on the ground , 3eesa's heart fell with it




She's not even looking at him !




" Raseel talk to me .. " he pleaded




Still... not a word...




" Raseel .. at least.. look at me.. "



Her eyes moved up to look into his ..




He didn't recognize her , she looked different ..




" Am so sorry for your loss " He told her




And it was as if he hit a trigger , hot tears rolled down her lifeless flat cheeks .. her watering eyes were still glued to his



They said so much , it was as if she was talking through them .. and he understood every word



How could you go ?



Why did you leave ?



Even though i told you i had to get away .. i didn't want you to ..



Yes , all those words were rushing through her head ..




When he saw her like this , he couldn't take it



He took her into his strong warm arms , her scarf fell to her shivering shoulders , he kissed every single tear her eye dropped




" Am so sorry , am so sorry.. " he kept repeating into her ears




With a sudden moan , Raseel seemed to have stopped breathing



3eesa's heart fell into his stomach when he heard her choking sound , he moved away and looked at her



Tears were coming down more strongly , her teeth were clinched together tightly ..



She looked like she was in so much pain .. but still there was no sound !



NOTHING came out of her mouth




3eesa panicked



" Raseel .. baby stop .. 9alle 3al nibee .. " he tried to stop her tears but they just kept coming




He knew what it felt like to have lost someone



He remembered what happened when his brother was gone , he knew what she was going through



But he couldn't compare , this was her father .. her world ..




Just then , he saw a car's headlights ..



The car parked and Jood came out running towards them



" RASEEL ! " She shouted



She came closer and saw 3eesa and Raseel in that position , her heart ached at the sight of them



She knew that if anyone can get Raseel out of this , it was 3eesa ..



And she was right



" Is she okay ? .." she whispered to 3eesa



He just looked at her helplessly




A few minutes later another car came in and parked



" 3wais !! " Ya3goub came running towards them



" I got your message ! , is everything okay? "




As soon as Ya3goub saw Jood , he lowered his head



Jood mouth was still open , but decided to snap out of it , this wasn't the right time for this




She took out a bottle of water and gave it to 3eesa ..



" Call her mother .. tell her she's alright " He told Jood as he opened the bottle for Raseel to drink



He rested her head on his chest , gave her the bottle and watched her sip slowly



His heart was breaking into little pieces as he watched her like that



Ya3goub was stealing glances at Jood now and then , he missed her




Jood caught him glancing at her , she made a face and moved her attention to Raseel




Ya3goub laughed at her , he loved her .. he loved her mean attitude and arrogance ..




He wanted her, more than anything ..




" You need to get back home babe .. " Jood told Raseel , she knew it was no use , Raseel wasn't going to talk .. but she was trying..




3eesa looked at her , she didn't do anything ..



Not even nod



What surprised him is that she suddenly pressed her hand against his chest , grabbed his shirt tightly and burried her head into his chest



He started breathing more heavily , inhaling her scent .. remembering all the times he spent with her


She needed him now more than ever


Jood and Ya3goub exchanged looks , they wanted to give them more privacy .. but they also didn't want to leave them alone



In that time of need , the 4 friends stuck together ..



In just one glance , Jood and Ya3ogub let their problems fade away just for this moment .. Raseel needed them




" It's alright Jay .. i'll take her home.. " 3eesa told Jood



" Alrighty then .. i better go , if you need anything just call .. " Jood got up and Ya3goub watched her



She saw him , he didn't take his eyes off of her for one second ..




But she ignored him and started walking away ..




" Okay imma go too man , you need anything ReeRee ?" He asked Raseel



But Raseel looked at him and gave him a thank you smile , " Alright .. bye guys.. "



As Ya3goub walked away , he saw Jood sitting in her car



It didn't even start yet ..



Hmm .. , he wondered , that's wierd .. she was too eager to get out of this place ..



As he moved a bit closer towards his car , he saw her struggling with the key ..



" Ugghhh COME ON ! , mo wagtiiiiik !! " She kept talking to the key



Ya3goub laughed at her



" Are you okay? " He asked



Jood sighed, she thought about ignoring him for a while .. but she wasn't in the mood for games today



" Am fine .. it's just this... uuuggggh ! come on you stupid peace of.. what's WRONG with you ! "



" May i take a look? " Ya3goub asked politely



" No thank you , we're fine .. me AND my car don't need your help "



Ya3goub watched her in amusement as she struggled with her car keys



Just then a funny noise came out of the car and Jood almost jumped out of her seat !



" NOW will you allow me to look at it? " he asked



Jood just made a face



He moved closer and leaned in to check it out



" hmmm... " he started " You battery's dead .. "



" what !? , what the hell am i going to do now ? its late and i can't possibly ask 3eesa to give me a ride.. i mean look at them .. "



While she was saying that , Ya3goub was smiling



" Oh don't even think about it ! "



His smile grew wider



" Oh Maaaaan ! you know this doesn't mean anything .." She told him as she got out of the car " this is an emergency "



He was still smiling



She locked her car and got into his



He climbed in and turned on the radio , " So what do you want to listen to ? " he asked



" Oh god , please no .. this going to be hell !! "



Ya3goub smiled and pulled out of the parking lot



" Come on .. let's get you out of here .." 3eesa whispered softly to Raseel



As he helped her get up , he realised that she couldn't even carry her own body .. she was too weak !



She was a skeleton walking !



No .. a skeleton barely walking ..



He lead her slowly to the car , resting most of her body weight on him , he put her gently on the back seat so she could be more comfortable and drove her home



He kept checking up on her in the mirror while he drove



He didn't want to take her home



He wanted to keep her with him ..



He couldn't leave her like this ..



As he approached her house , he parked a few feet away from it


He got into the back seat and helped her up so she could get out ,


" Here we go .. now listen to me .. Your mom needs you , i know its hard baby .. wallah i know , bas oboch mayabeech chthy tsaween eb 3mrech , you need to be strong , have faith .. you need to keep on living .. your mom want's you to be happy , i want you to be happy.." he looked deep into her tired eyes



And for the first time , Raseel looked like she was about to say something



But she didn't , she just kept staring at him



Looking at his handsome face , she didn't want to go , she didn't want him to leave her



" I need to get you inside .. your mom will worry.." as he reached for the door , she held his shirt again .. tighter than before



She was like a little kid who was afraid to leave



He looked at her hand that was stuck on his shirt , he looked at her face and then she shook her head



He knew what she meant , " I don't want you to go either .. but you have to .. "



As she gazed deeply into his eyes , he knew he couldn't force her



As he looked into her eyes , he had an urge to hold her .. to kiss her ..




This time 3eesa didn't think



He just leaned forward ..