29.1.09

my beautiful disaster (part 2)


'umm.. sunshine lets go inside..' i say totally feeling nervous. ' WHAT! NO ! NO WE'RE NOT! we're staying here you cant keep on avoiding him and being scared angel 5al ywally !' she said in her angry voice, sunshine was never angry.. but today was different. That lime green buggy kept coming in our direction and as much as i wanted to runaway i couldnt, first because sunshine has a really good grip on my hand , and second because i'll just look stupid ! ' heey ladies' he said , he was a tall ,tanned and very cute ,' ahlaan ..' sunshine replied. ' yalla lets go inside i hadnt even said hi to everyone yet' i said and as i turned around i heard him say ' long time no see A .. mokanich 5aly..' i ignored him and just walked away.
7amad was a friend of my cousin, i had a crush on him since like forever ! and the worst part is that he knew.. we were young and i was a little stupid back then.. i saw him with a girl once and i was heart-broken promised myself never ever to open my heart and be stupid enough to fall for somebody else.. not me.
As soon as i entered the big 5aima everyone shouted my name, happy that i was there, i wasn't the first child in my dads family not even the last, but i had a very special treatment from everybody and i sure loved it. ' heeeey arent you getting a little shorter ?' my retarded cousin commented , ' heeey arent you getting a little uglier ?' i just loved our little talks. After all the greeting, eating , soolifing and ignoring the fact that 7amad was there, it was time for a game of handball ! and since im a fantastic player they had to let me go and give others a fair chance to win ( e77m e77m) ' A you'll have "THE CHAIR" ' my uncle said, the chair was made of wood , it was very high and you could see the whole mal3ab so anybody who wanted to see and comment or shajji3 can go up there and i had that chance ' YAAAAAY!' i smiled happily.
' yoo! what about me ?' my retarded cousin said
' you can have that small dirty chair down there',
' i hate you angel !'
' no you dont ' i gave him a look then we laughed and he went to sit down there acting all sad and stuff to get my sympathy.
the game started and i just couldnt stop shouting and cheering! it was just my specialty ' yallaaaaaaaaaaa 5al9oony ele may3arf yel3ab ye6la3 barra! ' 'mama are YOU BLIND !! wain 7athef il koraa!! fe yahal waraa!!' ' 16 entaw w 6 il faree8 il thanyyy!!' ' 5al9aw bser3aaa ye3naaaaaa!!', at LAST the game was over and we all went inside to EAT! (YES!) all that shouting sucked my energy.
later we settled down for a game of UNO and since everyone was tired and laying down i only got my 2 uncles to play , my daddy's uncle (3my 7asan) he was the cutest old man with his short white hair and ohayo university jumper and my other uncle (3my 3adil) , we sat down and the only voice that can be heard in the middle of the 5aima was ofcourse ( MINE !) ' laaaaaa 3ammyyyyy no cheating! ' making that cute puppy face he just made himself lose so i could win ! GOD i loved my uncles , in the middle of the game there was this huge thing that stood above us hovering like a hawk ! , i didnt even bother to look up because i was so mendamja with the game , i heard him laugh a few times at my retarded comments and when the 8th game was over i heard my uncle say ' hey Faris sit down and play with us' hmmm Faris i love that name..i looked up to see this REALY tall dude with big beatiful eyes staring down at me ' ohh okay..' he sat down and never NOT ONCE did i look at him but you know when you can tell if someone is staring at you even when you're not looking ?.. anyway the game went on and with time we started teasing each other and helping each other to win , we had a pretty goodtime.
After the game i was curious to know who this guy was then it turned out that he's related to my aunt salwa , i loved her so much she was my only aunt, the youngest between all 6 of her brothers and it showed that she payed special attention to Faris. Hours turned into days, days turned into weeks and me and this boy with pretty brown eyes started seeing alot of each other developing a nice friendship.
'Rawaaaaaaaa i dont know what this is!!' i said while i was on the phone with my best best friend in the whole world rawaa , we told each other everything every single little detail of our lives and i loved her to death she's more than a sister to me ' well you have to know! do you like him ?' ' i dont knowe yet , i dont want to!' 'hmmm well A you have to know !' 'okay i'll talk with my inner self see what i get ' 'hahaa yalla go have fun i'll call you later to see what happens ' ' kaay love you bbye'. And just as i put the phone in my pocket there he was STARING AGAIN ! jealousy ?? hmmm maybe.
Till this one night while all of us were sitting in our big 5aima doing things we normally do .. we heard il 7ares noor( i have no idea why his name is noor! ) called us because the barbeque is starting and before he finished the sentence everyone was outside! 3la goolat'hom ma sheft ila de5anhom 'hehee wow they're realy hungry' Faris said i smiled and went back to the jareeda ' wow angel faj2aa bet9eereen motha8afa! ' my cousin soso said, its not a habit of mine to see jarayed but she had no i dea i was actually looking at the latest movies bil cinema 3shan aroo7 m3a rawoo2 (hahaa poor thing) 'yalla sosooooo' i heard Faris say i didnt even bother to look up but then he was gone ! and before i knew it soso grabbed my arm and made me standup ' besmillah !! shfeech!!?' 'movies haa?? i should've known wayhich mo wayh tha8afaa!.. sem3eenee i have to tell you something.. her face was the most serious ..' ambee shfeech ?? gam t5ar3eenee soso what is it ?' she let out a big sigh ' listen and listen good!..'

26.1.09

my beautiful disaster (part 1)

one pretty afternoon am just hangin out in my room thinking about my life.. i hear my middle sister flow call my name' Angeeelllll daddy wants us ! family meeting !' i smile instantly! i loved our little family meetings they're always funny , loud and we ALWAYS end up disagreeing on stuff but we HAVE to give up evantualy and do as told though my dad gives us the right to speak our minds & boy did we speak! .
so i get out and head for the living room where every one is sitting down ' hey everyone! wats up ?' ,'well 3endekom 3e6la al7een and winter is starting so i talked with the rest of the family w we picked a spot for the mo5ayam this year so what do you think ? should we go?' my dad started off , but befre i could even speak my two crazy sisters filled the room with thier excited voices ' Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee'. All i could do is just smile back , i absoloutly loved going to the mo5ayam with my dads family.. its always fun ! they're a realy big , loud, fun and loving family, we go camping with them almost every year but my dad loves to give us these announcements to see the look on our faces. ' yalla what are you guys waiting for !? go pack your stuff ! '.
so i go upstaires and head for " the clothes room" as we call it , and i picked out the comfiest most warm pullover i could find and a pair of jeans, i heard my mom telling the made what to pack for lunch and my sisters fighting about what things to bring.. i go down and see my dad outside putting alota things inside our van ' haa babaaaaaaaa!! shetsaweeeeeeee? ' with a goofy smile on my face,'hla yubaa ta3alay ta3alay sa3deeneee wayed a'3raaath, 'enshallaah '.
Few minutes later we're there! meena2 3abdallaah .. my favourate spot for camping ( maybe most peaples' but nevermind!! ) as we approach the camp i could hear my cousins loud laughters and i see thier hands up in the air waving at us in excitement, flow and meems my yougest sister open up the window and shout out fot them ' weeeeeeee'reeee heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeereeeeeeeeee!!!!!! hahahahaaaaaaa ' halagaa peaple !! i thought to myself , i love my sisters to death but in my own wierd way ..
so my dad parks the car and just as my feet touch the ground two hands pull me and hug me so tight i cant even breathe ! ' Anngeeeeeeeellllllll you're heeeeeereeee your finally heeeereeeeeeee !' i let out a huge laugh and pull away it was my pretty cousin sunshine ' heeeeey you ! how are you !!?' ,' am great !! i really missed you ! long time no seee 3ad t9adgeen i was just...' as sunshine was going on and on.. my gaze drifted away to see a lime green buggy approachin our camp ' uh oooh' i said and my heart pounding so fast i couldnt even find words to speak ! ' whaat ?? whats wrong??' sunshine tried to read my expressions and she turned around to see what was there..

20.1.09

lil thnigs bout me


I'm lil miss tiny & i love it




I always have that smile on my face (even if it looks like i have no idea wats goin on)




i love my friends and family and i'd do anything for them




i have a thing for long walks on the beach, picnics & babies!




i like winter..walkin under the rain..gettin that cold feelin in your bones & instantly feelin warm at the thought of your loved ones & your happy times




i still love stories




i still love cartoons




i still jump at the thought of swings and seesaws even though am a lil too old for that now




cupcakes and lolipops are the love of my life!




no i dont wanna grow up




yes i do live in my own lil lala land




and am lovin it