31.7.09

your guardian angel [ 6 ]






Raseel turned on her side to see Josephene by her bedside putting down a hot cup of milk , Josephene gave her a sympathetic look and said

“ You still don’t want me to tell anyone miss Raseel ? “

Raseel just laid there so hurt and weak , she cried quietly to herself for about 10 minutes before she let Josephene help her up

It was almost a routine for Raseel , being in that position after every fight with Msa3ad

Few minutes later Jood came in her room so freaked out when she saw the cuts and bruises on her friends body which were more horrible looking than ever

“ RASEEL !!! “

“ Don’t say it Jood , please don’t …”

“ Till when exactly are you going to shut me up Raseel !? , how far is this jerk planning to go !!!!!!??? does he want to stop when he finally KILLS YOU !? “

“ I DON’T KNOW WHAT TO DO JOOD ! , I just don’t know if anything is going to help now ! NO ONE CAN HELP ME ! we already tried !!! “

Jood sat quietly , Raseel was right , they did try to ask for help .. and those few attempts were no use and Jood was scared if Raseel tried leave him she would be in a far worse condition than this one

After Raseel applied some cream over her cuts and bruises she felt a little better

“ May I ask what exactly happened yesterday ? “ Jood asked

“ Well I got into his car and we talked… it was more of a fight actually , last I remember he hit me and it all went blank .. I don’t know what happened or how I got home , I woke up here looking at Joseohene putting down a cup of milk “

“ He seriously needs help .. he’s sick ! he’s really really sick ! “

“ Maybe his mom passing away had a huge impact on his actions , he really suffered as a child “

“ And he’s taking it out on YOU ?! enty shsawaiteela !? enty shthanbech !!?? , you still make stupid excuses for him Raseel ? I don’t understand whats to love in that awful guy anyway ! “

Raseel bit her lower lip and looked away , she didn’t know what she loved in him either .. she just did and a heart wants what a heart wants ,

“ Im sorry I don’t mean to be that mean sweetie im just worried about you , you know ? “

“ I know ..” Raseel looked at her and put her head on her friends shoulder

“ So are you ready to go to the park with the kids !? “ Jood help her hands up high trying to change the tense vibe that was in the air

Raseel smiled at her and got up to get ready , as she grabbed her phone to send Msa3d a message to tell him where she was going so he wouldn’t have another one of his tantrums she found a message from him that says

‘Gone away to New york with dad to do some business , it was last minute i'll be back in a few weeks ‘

“ What a nice way to say goodbye ..” Raseel murmured

Jood let out a huge sigh “ Well consider it your vacation !!! “

Raseel looked at her and laughed , she wore her jumper and sweat pants and they both headed for the door ,

As soon as they got out the door Raseel spotted 3eesa talking to Sam !!

“ 3eesa !!??? “

“ Raseel ! I .. I came to see you .. “

She went to over to see what was going on ,

“ What are you doing here ? “ she asked

“ You weren’t at the nursery and.. I was .. well Mrs. Philipe said you weren't answering your phone so I came to see what’s wrong “

Aaaaawwww how cute ! , She felt something fluttering in her stomach and it was such a nice feeling

“ I just came to check if you were alright I hope its okay.. “

“ Its more than okay , that’s very sweet of you ..” She smiled at him

Jood stood there looking at them with the dumbest smile on her face ,

It was like she knew something , she felt some sparks fly between the two of them

“ Well we were just on our way to the nursery .. we’re going to the park today ! “ Raseel raised her hands in excitement

3eesa couldn’t help but see the scary bruises that Raseel tried so hard to hide under her jumper , he lowered his head to see a little clearer

“ Raseel your.. your hands are you okay ? “

Jood and Raseel both looked at each other and Raseel quickly pulled her sleeve down afraid that 3eesa would see more of her hidden secrets

“ Oh its nothing .. I .. I …”

“ She fell ! “ Jood said

3eesa and Raseel both looked at her

“ Oh.. yeah , yesterday I was so hyper and wanted to get downstairs as fast as I could and just WOOOSHT ! fell ehheehhh clumsy me ! “ she smiled nervously and it was obvious she was lying

3eesa sensed the nervousness in her voice and decided not to push it

“ Salamat “ was all he could come up with

“ So.. do you need company to the park ? it cant be easy handling all those over there “ He said with a charming smile

“ Well ..” Raseel started to say

“ Ofcourse we do !!! “ Jood interrupted her friend “ it would be great if you came ! “
Raseel just looked at Jood like she was crazy

“ Great I’ll see you at the nursery then , am going there right now “

“ Oh !! come to think of I forgot my sweater at home ! , why don’t you go with 3eesa to the nursery and I’ll meet you guys there ! , its less than 15 minutes away ! and I wont be long “ Jood said

“ I’d be glad to “ 3esa turned to Raseel

“ No its really fine , I’ll lend you one of MY sweaters Jood “ Raseel said clinging her teeth hard because she knew exactly what her friend was up to

“ Oh no no no , I cant ! its like my favorite sweater ever I cant believe I left home without it ! “

“ Just let the girl get her sweater Raseel “ 3eesa smiled at Raseel

She couldn’t say no because then it would be impolite to turn him down , plus the nursery wasn’t that faraway so it shouldn’t be a problem

He opened the door for her and then went to other side to get in

They chatted away like long time friends , they felt so close to each other like they knew each other a long time ago ..

He told her about his sister and about his family , she told him about her childhood and her parents

She felt so comfortable talking to him and he was amazed how happy he felt talking to her

It wasn’t long till they reached the nursery , Raseel told Mrs. Philipe that 3eesa was going to join them and she couldn’t be more happy

She let all the kids greet 3eesa and he went to sit with them for a while until the bus comes

There Raseel found Jood with the biggest evil smile on her face

“ Don’t think that I don’t know what you did back there ! I wanna kill you !! “ Raseel told her
“ You’ll thank me some day “ She raised her eyebrows

“ Stop that ! I have a boyfriend “

“ You call THAT a boyfriend ? “

Raseel just looked at her

“ Okay im sorry , I just .. I just thought you guys had to talk for a bit , he came all that way just to see you R didn’t he ? “

“ Yes he did but..”

“ No buts ! your good friends was there more ? “

“ No.. “

“ Okay then ! what are we arguing about ? “

Raseel stopped talking for a second confused from her friends weirdness

“ I hate you Jood “

“ Ohh iii know you do ..” She gave her a smile and raised one eyebrow


Soon the bus came and they hit the road to go to the park !

The kids tried to teach 3eesa some songs and they weren’t doing a good job at it !

Everyone had a good laugh and got used to having 3eesa around because he was such a great guy and fun to be around

They reached the park and everyone was ready to play !

3eesa played football with some of the boys and Raseel stood with Rawa2 and the girls and cheered for them !

It was time for the swings and everyone had a turn to play including Raseel and Jood , but they didn’t succeed in letting 3eesa ride one !

However , they did convince him to ride a seesaw !

He was very confused and had trouble playing with it , the kids just lined up and watched him and laughed

Later 3eesa asked Raseel if she wanted to take a walk with him , she hesitated for a while but then she decided it would be fun

With Jood and Mrs. Philipe watching the kids they told 3eesa and Raseel to take their time

They walked around for what seemed like hours , sharing thoughts and jokes like good old friends , they remembered the accident that got them to know each other and how weird it is that now they’re becoming good friends

Sometimes when Raseel talked , 3eesa would just stop breathing for a second or two because he was amazed by her beautiful view , the way she laughed was so innocent and filled with happiness , she was very excited and optimistic about life nad that captivated him

“ I remember this one time we were at the beach and I had too much lemon juice and I was so hyper !! I was running all over the place looking for a bathroom and I didn’t know what to do with myself ! my mom and dad just stood there laughing at me , they thought I was just playing around , I was talking too fast that they didn’t realize I was saying I had to go in between sentences ! “ she told him

He laughed at her , she was very spontaneous and he liked that about her

“ Oh man , when I was a kid a had a thing for cars .. I memorized all the cars names and what each of them had , all the qualities and stuff my father saw potential in me , and here I am with my own workshop .. whenever I have a free time I go there work on some cars myself , I just love it ! “

She watched him talk so passionately about his job and cars and she was smiling the whole time

They had a nice time together and their bond grew tighter ,

After that day at the park , 3eesa started calling her more often to see how she was doing , he cared for her and wanted to know more about her days

Its been 3 weeks and Msa3ad finally called Raseel to let her know he was in the country , for those few days Msa3ad was away she forgot about her problems even though it was just for a little while , he made her life like some kind of nightmare and him being away made her feel some sort of relief , but now he was back and that means more sleepless nights and bad dreams for Raseel

He called her up and told her he missed her and he wanted to see her , she agreed ofcourse and they said they'd meet up at some café in the free trade zone ..

Raseel got dressed up in a beautiful cashmere blouse with her favorite jeans and curled her hair , pulled up her bangs and she headed to where they agreed to meet

Msa3ad watched her come in and was very pleased to see her again after a while , he did like her after all she WAS his girlfriend , but no one knew why he treated her that way .. including himself , she came and sat across from him

“ I ordered your favorite drink.. “ He began

“ Thanks baby ..” she smiled

“ You look beautiful , I missed you “

She was happy for a second , if only he was this nice to her the whole time ..if only

Later when they finally got out of the café Msa3ad stood next to Raseel’s car saying goodbye

“ Okay so.. I guess I’ll see you later ? “ he moved his hands towards her cheeks and suddenly a rush of pain came to Raseel’s body and she moved her head away quickly

“ Shfeech ? “ he asked her like he didn’t know what he did to make her do that

“ Mmmaaafenee shay ..” she was nervous and afraid he'd do something awful to her again

“ Give me a hug .. I just came back from a long trip , didn’t you miss me ? “

Raseel just stared at him with her big brown eyes , she didn’t know whether to do as she was told or to cry for help !

She shivered as he came closer to her , he put his arms around her and hugged her tightly , but her hands were still in their place on her sides she was afraid to move a muscle and she just gave in …

There in a faraway corner near his car stood 3eesa .. watching that stranger hold his pretty friend , he saw the fear in her eyes , he felt the shiver in her body and he just wanted to go over there and knock that guy down !

30.7.09

your guardian angel [ 5 ]






And before Msa3ad could reach Raseel and take her phone Jood acted fast and grabbed Raseel’s phone quickly

“ Oh good ! you found my phone !! “

Raseel quickly looked at her in some kind of relief but msa3ad was not happy with what was happening

“ Oh god but seriously where are my car keys ? why am I forgetting all these things !? “ Jood said still looking for the keys inside her bag

Msa3ad was looking at her like he was sure she was hiding something to protect Raseel

“ Look babe im going to head back inside to see if I left my keys at Makii’s , are you going to be okay here ? “

“ Well ofcourse she will ,” Msa3ad looked at them both “ I’m here aren’t I ? “

Raseel’s heart sank “ Go sweetie I’ll be fine ..”

And as soon as Jood vanished after walking through the glass door Msa3ad moved closer to Raseel with eyes almost popping out of his face ,

“ Haa ? gemty te6li3een b3d bedoon la adree ha ? wallah zain !! 3asa stanastay bas? “

Raseel stood quietly looking at the ground

“ Ta7gereenee b3d ? JAWBAY !!? “

His voice travelled through the parking lot but luckily there was no one there , a couple of cars passed didn’t pay much attention to Msa3ad and Raseel standing because they were in between cars so there wasn’t really anything to see

“ Enty 7imdaay rabbich inna e7na eb mokan 3am ! wela chan seda7tech hnee ! bas mashee ya Raseel 7sabech b3dain !! “

And before Msa3ad could say anything else , 3eesa and ya3goub came out to the parking lot !

3eesa and ya3goub faces turned to where Raseel and Msa3ad were standing , they both looked at each other and stopped talking for a moment


“ Saved by the bell , ashoofech b3dain 7beebtee “ Msa3ad whispered to Raseel with that devilish smile on his face , as he moved away he kept thinking that 3eesa had a familiar face and he tried to remember who he was and where he saw him before

3eesa wanted to go over to Raseel and ask her if anything was wrong , her face said a lot and she couldn’t say anything !

But like his feet were doing all the thinking , 3eesa started walking towards her ,

“ Waggef ent wain rayi7 !? “ Ya3goub stopped his friend

“ Rayii7 ashoof shesalfa !? “

“ 3wais 7beebee adree enna weddik tsawee shay bas ent matadree shesalfa w manegdar nfaser el omoor 3la kaifna ! ballah 6ila3 wa7ed mn ahalha !? “

“ La la la il salfa mo chthy ! I have a feeling he’s not ! “
“ Yaaaa 7beebee w sheefeednaa feelingiik etha el walad 6ilaa3 mn ahalha w badda3 fe 3eshat il bnt etha shafik t7acheeha ? theek il sa3a bet7e6 il bnya eb maw8ef mo 7lo .. “

3eesa felt like his friend actually made sense , he didn’t want to put Raseel in that bad position but he also cared too much that he couldn’t help himself

“ Then we’ll cross that bridge when we get to it , if he want to say anything he’ll say it to me , il rayyal ywajeh rayyal Raseel has nothing to do with it “

“ Mako fayda feek ya 3eesa , becareful bro ana rayi7 asha’3il il sayyara 3yal mo 7ilwa ana wagef chinny 3amood bainkom fashla shetgool 3anny il bnya ? “

“ 5alas ok .. “ 3eesa answered him

When ya3goub started to walk away , he realized something and came back and whispered to 3eesa

“ Agool 3wais .. etha s2alat galat mno hal mazyoon ele weyak don’t hesitate to give her a full description w make me look good mawa9eek ha ? “

“ 6eer zain ! “ and 3eesa hit him on the top of his head , he laughed and walked away


3eesa came to Raseel with his worried eyes

“ 3asa masher ? are you okay Raseel ? “

“ Im fine .. really don’t worry .. your friend is waiting for you “ She answered him worried looking over his shoulder to check if Msa3ad was still there


“ Raseel you don’t sound too good , if that boy is bothering you , you should tell me ana a3alma she’3il allah ! “


“ No 3eesa you don’t understand …”

“ Then make me Raseel , please ? “

She looked at him and her heart wanted to do all the talking , she wanted to tell him about all those times Msa3ad hit her , she wanted to tell him about the awful things he said to her , about how he didn’t care about her feelings and how he can hurt anyone she cared about

“ Im fine .. “ Her eyes started to tear up “ He’s just an old friend that came to say hi .. “

“ Raseel you’re eyes are watering up ..” he wanted to move closer and hug her tightly with his big safe arms

“ He just came back from a long trip and I cant believe he’s here “ a tear escaped from her eye and down her left cheek

He hits me 3eesa , he hits me a lot , she thought about saying those words to 3eesa and he would become her superman and solve all her problems , but why would he ? who is he to be bothered with her endless problems ? he seemed like a nice guy and she didn’t want him to end up like Faisal , or in 3eesa’s case .. in a far worse situation than Faisal’s

He felt like she wasn’t telling him the truth .. but he couldn’t say anything , he had no right to

“ Raseel , “ he started to say

“ Found it !! “ Jood came out holding her car keys up

They both looked at her and smiled

“ Ana asef etha az3ajtech , ana rayi7 al7een .. etha tabeen shay tara ana mawjood “

She smiled to him “ Mashkoor 3eesa “

When he went Jood came rushing and held her friends shoulder


“ Babe what happened !!!!? “

“ That was 3eesa .. “

“ Whaaaaaat !!!? NO WAY !? “

And she told her the whole story on the way

“ Do you want me to sleep over ? “ Jood asked

“ No sweetie its fine “

“ But the guards are still not here Raseel .. how exactly are you going to stay here all alone ? “

“ I’ll be fiiine hun don’t worry ! I promise “

Raseel knew she wasn’t going to be fine and Msa3ad wasn’t done with her , but she didn’t want to involve her friend in her own issues

“ Oh ! before I forgot ! here’s you phone !! “

“ Oh yeah , I almost forgot thanks for saving me over there .. “

“ Hey shutup mn meta rasmeyat ? am your best friend ‘3asban 3lay ! ana ra7 a3a9eb 3la nfsee etha I didn’t help you “

Raseel let out a little laugh

“ Yeah thi7kay ! its been a while R “

“ Yalla 5al aroo7 now .. I’ll call you in a few “

“ kaay “ Jood kissed Raseel on the cheek

As soon as Jood’s car out of sight , Raseel checked her phone to see the message she got a while ago ,


From 3eesa ;


It was a beautiful coincidence to see you


She had butterflies in her stomach but her fear overcame that nice feeling she had when she read 3eesa's message



There was Msa3ad’s car again !!

He came by closer to Raseel and opened the window

“ Hala wallah .. hala bil zain.. “

Raseel decided to ignore him and tried to walk into her house

“ Msa3ad gitliik please manabee fethayi7 wa5er 3n il bait ! “

“ Good time for you to send the guards on a holiday “

“ Msa3ad what do you want now ? 5alas netfaham b3dain “

“ Rekbay il sayara al7een “

“ Whaat !? “

“ Gitliich rekbay ! mo matabeen fethayi7 ?!”

“ Wetha rekabt you stop all this ? “

“ Oho fe shay that’s going to stop that’s for sure ! “

Raseel made sure no one was looking and got into Msa3ad’s car

“ So.. laish te6li3een bedoon la ana artha ? ana athker eny gayillich mate6li3een “

“ I just wanted to have some air , radait bser3a 7ata masarlee sa3a “

He parked the car and turned around to face her

“ Shknty gam tsaween y3ny ? “

“ El nas sheesawoon bil ma63am mathalan !? “

“ La teste5efeen dammich fahma !? “

“ msa3ad when are you going to stop all this ? please im not asking for a lot just treat me well ! “

“ You want me to treat you well haa ? “

“ Yes I do ..”

“ 7athir “

And before she knew it everything went blank

*Next day*

“ Good morning Rawaaa2 ! “ MRs. Philipe greeted little Rawa2 when she came in

“ Good morning , “ 3eesa smiled at Mrs. Philipe

“ Rawa2 why don’t you go in dear your friends are waiting “

Rawa2 kissed her brother on the cheek and hurried inside

“ You must be 3eesa , she loves you very much you know .. she talks about you all the time ! “

“ Who ? “ 3esa’s mind was some place else , it was the first time he didn’t see Raseel on the counter greeting them with her beautiful face

“ Well your little sister Rawa2 , who else would it be ? “

“ Ohh right “ he was shy for a second and smiled

“ So where is Raseel ? “

“ Aaaaah , Raseel didn’t come in today .. she’s sick I think , we called her several times she didn’t answer so we decided we didn’t want to bother her “

3eesa felt sick in the stomach , something was Not right

“ Raseel loves it here , she comes here even when she’s sick ! , the kids are missing her a lot , she’s never absent .. “

And it only got 3eesa to worry more “ Ohh ok , thank you very much “

He got into his car and he didnt know what to do or where to go ..

His feet just pressed on the gas pedal and he started driving towards Raseel’s house

28.7.09

your guardian angel [ 4 ]





Raseel turned around to see 3eesa standing there holding a small pink umberella in his hand

“ Uhh.. Rawa2 forgot this in my car, thought it would rain then i’d be in trouble for not giving it to her “

Raseel laughed “ You came all this way just to give Rawa2 her umberella ? “

“yeah, “ he smiled , and to see you again he thought to himself

“ Okay then thank you , I’ll make sure she gets it “

“ Okay “ and just when he wanted to walk away Rawa2 catches a glimpse of him and starts running towards him “ 3eeesaaaaaa ! , Whewe is my umwella !? “

“ Here it is sweetie I got it ! “ Raseel told her , “ Don’t you want to come see the animowws 3eesa ? “ Rawa2 asked him

“ Ohh I’d love to ya glbee bas I have some work to do now , I’ll see you guys later ? “

“ See you bbyes ! “ they waved at him

After the trip was over , they headed back to nursery so the parents would pick the children up , and ofcourse 3eesa came to take his baby sister

He stood by the door and Raseel from afar playing with the kids and chatting with them , he smiled and decided to wait a few seconds before he made them realize he was there..

Raseel had a wonderful spirit and he liked the way she related to kids like she was one of them

“ Hey guys, “ he walked in

Raseel got up and called Rawa2 ,

“ So.. how are you getting home ? “ 3eesa was curious but also being the gentleman he was he wanted to offer help

“ Ohh, my ride is coming soon don’t worry about it , “ and she smiled weakly

When 3eesa and Rawa2 left the door , Raseel’s phone rang and it was Msa3ad ..

HE was Raseel’s ride , since he was so mad at her yesterday for taking rides from strangers he wanted to make sure he always there so she wouldn’t have to deal with similar situations , not because he was being a good boyfriend but MOSTLY because his jealousy was taking over

As 3eesa was helping Rawa2 get into his Silverado he watched Raseel getting into Msa3ad’s car , he didn’t understand what the guy wanted , or who was he but he wanted to know

Raseel told him that she was an only child and from the look of it , he didn’t think Msa3ad was family

Msa3ad greeted her with a grumpy face and as she was smiling and chatting away , he didn’t seem to really care about what Raseel was so excited about

“ Oh look ! that’s waseeeeeell “ Rawa2 pointed at her

“ Well what do you know it is waseel , “

“ And hew fwend .. “ Rawa2 put her hand on her mouth
“ Do you know him ? “ 3eesa asked his sister

“ Nooo but he comes to nowsewee sometimes “

“ Ohh “ who is he ? 3eesa thought

Raseel sat in that car with the saddest smile , and 3eesa felt like something wasn’t right

Few days later , as Raseel was laying oh her bed she got a phone call from a strange number ..

She decided to answer it

“ Aloo ? “

“ Aloo, Il salam 3laikom “

“ 3eesaa! “ she didn’t know why she was excited to hear his voice

“ Shloonich Raseel ? “
“ 7mdelah b5air , ent shloonik sh5barik ? “

“ b5air damich b5air , good news your car’s done ! “

“ Yaay ! ambee thank you so much 3eesa I don’t know what to say “

“ la tgooleen shay , masawaina shay .. enshallah ana bawa9ilha lich braas el 5edma , b3d ethnich 6ab3an .. “

Raseel had a funny feeling in her stomach when he said that

“ Ee ee 7ayak allah walaw “

“ 5alas mashee , il yoom il 3a9er ynasbiich ? “

“ Ee 7ayak ma3ndee shay , “

When she shut the phone Raseel’s mind thought about Msa3ad and his behavior

What’s going to happen if Msa3ad found about this ?

Msa3ad wont shut up and take it and Raseel didn’t want to start any troubles , but she already gave 3eesa her word it would be wrong if she backed out now

She wasn’t doing anything wrong with 3eesa , but she was still afraid of Msa3ad’s reaction because she knew him too well

It was almost 5 when Raseel got a message

Look outside

She got up and opened her balcony’s door to see 3eesa standing near the door with her newly fixed car

She smiled widely and went downstairs , she couldn’t believe how happy she was to see him again and he felt the same

“ 3eesa thank you thank you thaaank yoooouuuu ! “

“ Shda3waa wallah msawainaa shay ! 7amdelah 3ala salamat’ha “ he joked

She laughed “ but how are you getting home ? “

“ oh my car is parked over there , I had the company drop your car here “

“ Aha .. “

3eesa felt like he had to ask her this to ease his mind and heart , if she says yes then it would open w whole new door of possibilities for them both , maybe something new , sometihng beautiful

“ So.. Raseel I was wondering if you want to grab something to drink or take your car for a spin ? “

Raseel stopped for a second and started to remember that she’s not a single girl and her boyfriend wont be too happy if he found out what these two were doing ,

“ Uhh 3eesa ana asfa bas ma agdar ..” she looked down “ ana adree inna I owe you and..”

“ No noo noo don’t say that , la you owe me wala shay e7na gilna mabainnaa rasmeyat w I completely understand .. I guess I’ll see you later then ? “

“ enshallah “
“ Enjoy your car “ he winked at her and walked away

Oh my god what’s this feeling im having ? im not that kind of girl I don’t want to break Msa3ad’s heart

Forgetting that Msa3ad sometimes broke more than her heart by his terrible actions , Raseel didn’t want to believe she was having some sort of feelings that a person shouldn’t be having when they already have a boyfriend

She went inside and called up her best friend Jood to tell her the good news

“ Yaaaay ! yallaa goomay shna6ra ! lets go celebrate ! but first ! we’re sending flowers to that 3eesa’s house ! its only fair since he did this ! “

“ Yeah you’re right , I’ll take care of that but where do you want to go ? “

“ Hmm I don’t know how about Sushii ? lets saaay makii ? “

“ Makii it is ! “

They hung up the phone and Raseel started dialing Msa3ad’s number since he wanted to know where she was at all times

“ La2 “

“ Shno ? “

“ Giltlich la2 matroo7een m3a Jood “

“ Laish Msa3ad ? bas bnakil w nred ! “

“ Tesme3een il kalam wela shloon ? ana gilt la2 y3ny la2 !! “

“ But..”

“ Tabeen ayelich il bait a3almich shlon la2 ? “

Her eyes watered up

“ but we just want to grab food “

“ Off yananteenee ! tdreen inna il yoom sabt ! wel nas kilha 6al3a ! “

“ Fine fine la t9arre5 ! manee ray7a “

“ te7achay 3adil marra thanya! “

CLICK !

And he shut the phone without further words

Raseel called up her friend to let her know that cant make it and Jood didn’t like what she heard but she finally agreed and shut the phone

Raseel threw her phone on the bed and went outside to watch the sun go down , when she noticed her friend’s car pull up the driveway

“ Joodee ! “

“ Hey you ! did you think I was going to let you off the hook that easily ?! “ she shouted from down there

“ yalla get up we’re heading out “ Jood made her way to Raseel’s closet

“ Jood what are you doing I told you I cant go ! “

“ Mo eb kaifaa , im sorry I know he’s your BF and all bas im your best friend and I have rights too ! now get here and lets see what we’re going to put on you “

“ Jood he’s going to start trouble ! “

“ If he’s going to do something then he’s going to deal with me !!! now get up ! plus he doesn’t have to know he doesn’t even Eat Sushii so we’re not going to see him there”

Raseel didn’t and couldn’t disappoint her best friend so she got up and got into a beautiful black dress with a red velvet belt around her waist , put her hair down , brushed her bangs , rapped a beautiful black scarf around her and was ready to go


They reached makii avenues and it was a little crouded so they got a table inside instead of outside , they decided they didn’t want to be bothered from all the noise

Once they got in Raseel took her scarf and headed for the table with her friend


There was 3eesa sitting across the room watching her every move !

“ 3eesa ? 3eesa shfeek gam a7acheek ! “ 3eesa’s friend ya3goub noticed his friend mind go blank for a moment

“ Haa ? “ he turned to his friend

Ya3goub turned around and saw what his friend was staring at

“ Yaaaahh ! afa bas afa , 3wais shda3wa yuba 3a6na waaaayyh mo noo3ik shel 6aree il yoom ? “

“ Ehheh la yuba akeed mo noo3ee bas ent fahim ‘3ala6 “

“ Wain ‘3ala6 allah yhadak , agoolik ent masema3t wala kilma gilt’ha “

3eesa laughed again , “ la bas hal bnya mo ay bnya, hathy tdares Rawa bil 7athana ..”

“ Ahaaa bas mo chinha 9’3eera ? “

“ Part time ..”
“ Laah ! HATHY ele d3metek !! “

“ Ossshhh wa6 9ootik ! eee eee “

“ wallah w 7athik ykaser il 9a5ar ya 3wais ! , wana il maskeen ma yed3emoonee ‘3air el ma9arwa wel hnood ! wain wain ay share3 ent troo7 !?? “

3eesa laughed at his friend and started chatting away again , glancing over at Raseel every once in a while , she still looked uncomfortable unlike the day he saw her with the kids

When they wanted to leave Raseel got up and started to wrap her scarf around her when her eye cought 3eesa’s !

They both smiled and then quickly looked away ,

As Raseel and Jood were making their way to the car they noticed a guy leaning over the car with his hands crossed on his chest

Msa3ad !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Raseel’s face went all yellow and she didn’t breathe well

“ Calm down , enty malich shi’3il ana yebtech hnee ..” jood tried to calm her friend down

Msa3ad stood straight when he realized Raseel wasn’t alone so put on the act

“ 7beebtee , I was worried you didn’t answer your phone “ He told her

Raseel felt sick in the stomach and Jood rolled her eyes ..

“ Ana 3ezamt Raseel .. ehy galat enha mareetha bas gilt n’3ayer jaw “ Jood told him

“ Ee laa laa mako moshkilaa..” he lied

Jood searched for her car keys in her bag and then Msa3ad looked at Raseel with FURIOUS eyes like he was going to kill her !

Just then Raseel’s phone beeped !

Message from : 3eesa
“ Mino dazliich message 7beebtee ? “ he asked her , angry sparks were flying out of his eyes , and he moved a little closer to grab her phone and see for himself

27.7.09

your guardian angel [ 3 ]




“ oh my god oh my oh my god ! this cannot be happening ! “ because of her teary eyes Raseel couldn’t see what was ahead of her even though it was a big black Silverado ! , she got out of her car with her heart pounding so fast she couldn’t breathe well

“ Ambee am so sorry , I swear am so sorry i have no excuse to tell you I mean your car is big and I ….” She was talking so fast and she was so scared that she didn’t even notice what was in front of her !

“ Hey hey … its alright just calm down shda3wa ma 9ar shay e5tee kilna n’3ali6 , il mohim ma7ad te2atha wel sayara el 7mdelaah mafeha shay , 7a9al 5air wana 5ooch la t7ateen ,” He was the most handsome guy ! , he didn’t have huge muscles but you can tell he worked out , he had very short hair and an amazing skin tone and his cheekbones were so masculine and his lips were perfect , you could guess that when he smiled it would be so beautiful

He stood there looking at Raseel , her teary eyes and her shaking hands , she was the most beautiful thing he had ever seen with her big brown eyes and her long matching hair , she wasn’t that tall and there was something about her that makes you don’t want take your eyes off of her

The poor thing she’s so freaked out look at her ,he noticed her dried out tears and her shaking lips

“ Aaa- aa- ana asfa wallah , here I’ll give you my number because my dad’s not here you can call me if there are any arrangements to be made for your car , whatever it is .. “

“ laa laa e5tee shda3wa masaar shay ! da3ma basee6a wallah mako shay , il mohim enty b5air sayartech mafeha shay ? “ Raseel was so worried about the guy’s car that she didn’t notice her own , they both turned around to see and the car’s front was badly hurt , since hers was smaller than his ,

“ oh no , “ Raseel took some time to breathe and she leaned on her car

The guy just didn’t take his eyes off of her , her beauty and innocence captivated him and there was a feeling in his stomach that he couldn’t recognize “ uuh , are you okay ? “ he asked her worried “ You know I can help take care of that for you , “

“ What !? NO ! I bumped into YOUR car ! its all my fault “

“ I own a small workshop , I can take care of it for you in no time , without charge .. “

“ WHAT NO !! I cant let you do that “

“ I want to .. , Im 3eesa by the way , “

“Uhh I’m Raseel , 3eesa I don’t know what to tell you .. “

“ Don’t tell me anything , its no trouble really .. e3tabreena ahal , I’d be more than happy “

She just blushed and looked down “ I crash into your car and YOU end up fixing MINE ? “

“ I told you its no trouble at all , I’ll call them right now to come pick your car up , I can drop you home if you want “ he said ,

“ No.. 3eesa this is too much , I’ll call my driver right now he’ll be on his way ..”

“ DRIVER !? la 3aib ! 7asha materkebeen m3al sayeg we5ooch mawjood ! plus il jaw wayed bared and it may rain soon “

She blushed again , 3eesa was such a gentleman and she couldn’t turn him down ,

“ well, okay but on one condition “ she told him

“ Sure.. “

“ You let me repay you SOMEHOW “

“ Enshallah “ he smiled

He opened his car's door for her “ are you sure you’re okay ? “

She looked at him “ yes im sure “

“ So , you wanted to call the driver .. what your dad or brother cant make it ? “

Raseel looked down

“ Ohh , im so sorry mo 8asdee atda5al .. ana asef “

“ No no its fine really , my father is out of the country and im an only child .. “

“ Ohh.. allah yredda bil salamaa enshallah “

“ enshallah , “ after she gave him directions to her house Raseel just stared out the window drowning into her own thoughts , 3eesa glanced at her every second or two , he couldn’t help himself .. there was just something about her that remained a big mystery and he felt he wanted to get closer to her

“ Here we go , is that it ? “ he pulled close to her home , it was a big beautiful white house with a big garden and a driveway with a small booth for bodyguards

“ Yes , “ and she turned to face him “ 3eesa I .. I just dont know what to tell you , you’ve been such a gentleman wana mesta7ya minik .. madree shloon ajazeek.. “

“ laa laa 3aib mala da3ee .. gitliich e3tabreenna ahal.. ana enshallah adeg 3alaaich awal mat5ali9 sayartech w ra7 ywa9loolich yaha le bab il bait “ he smiled at her again

God that smiiiile ! ambee Raseel whats wrong with you STOP IT ! she thought

But his smile just couldn’t be ignored

She gave him her number and got out of the car , after he made sure she was inside he noticed the sign near the door , it read

3abdallah Sali7 Al-Flanii

Wel ni3iim he smiled to himself , he had this funny feeling in his stomach and he didn’t know what it was

While Raseel was checking the roses in the garden , she heard the bodyguards arguing “ hey guys , whats up ? “

“ Oh nothing miss Raseel .. its juust.. “

“ Oh right ! today is your day off ! what are you waiting for !!? I’ll be fine ! im going to my uncle Sali7’s “

The guards smiled and started heading for their cars

Raseel headed to her room upstairs , took a shower and changed into a jumper and a pair of jeans “ Okaay Josephene am heading out ! im telling Sam to take me “

“ Right miss Raseeeeel but Sam went to the supermarket to buy some things .. “

“ Oh I’ll wait for him in the garden “ as Raseel made her way to garden she noticed a white Range Rover standing outside her house and she recognized who was inside

Msa3ad !!!!!!!

She rushed towards him scared one that the neighbors might see

“ Msa3ad ! “

“ Enty mo gilteelee bil tdegeen !!!!???? w mno hal 7beeb ele 6ali3 mn baitkon HAAA!!??? MNO HATHAA!!! JAWBAAAY !!! JAWBEENEEEE RASEEEL !! “

“ Msa3ad hadd shfeek ! don’t make a scene !! the neighbors might hear you ! “

“ Wetha y3ny !! ShBE9EEER !! 5al9eeneee JAWBAY RASEEL !!!!! LA WALLLAAAAH !!!... “ he grabbed her hands so hard that it hurt

“ Msa3ad calm down !! “

But he didn’t listen , he was furious and so jealous that it drove him crazy , he didn’t even give her a chance to explain

“ Msaa3aaad 5alnee afahmiik il salfaa hedneee !!! “

“ Yallaa 5al ashoof ! FAHMEEENEEE !! “ and he let go of her hands so hard that she almost lost balance

His eyes were wide open like he didn’t believe what he just did to her .. “ I had an accident ..” she said with her shaking voice “ And my car got hurt so he gave me a ride home .. “

“ W laish shloon terkebeen m3a wa7ed mat3rfeenaa!!! “

“ Knt meth6arra msa3ad !! “

“ Sem3eeeneeee!!!! “ he grabbed her hands again “ En sheft aw sema3t ennich msawya hal 7arakaa marra thanyaa matloomeen ilaa nafsech fahmaaa !!!? “


“ Msa3ad roo7 la teftha7naaa !! “

“ Ana rayi7 ya Raseel bas 9adgeenee !! mara7 ykoon esloobee chthy marra thanyaa !”

And he just left her there .. she looked over to check no one saw and then she turned around to see Josephene staring behind the door “ Miss raseel ! you still don’t want me to call the police ??!!!! “

“ No Josephene we talked about this ! “

“ You shouldn’t have let the bodyguards go miss Raseel .. “ she said with a worried face

“ Its okay Josephene .. but promise you wont say anything.. “


“ But miss Raseeeeeeel…”

“ Josephene promise !! “


Josephene looked down and finally gave in “ Promise miss Raseel ..”


“ Thank you ..”

Later Sam came and took Raseel to her uncle’s , As soon as her cousin Sara saw her she knew something was up , She had always warned her that if she didn’t do anything she was going to end up more hurt than ever , but Raseel didn’t listen and Sara couldn’t do anything without getting permission from Raseel first

“ Raseeel PLEASE let my dad deal with this freak !! “

“ Sara I don’t want anyone to deal with him .. please that’s my wish “

“ Your stupid wish is going to get you KILLED ! I wanna kill you AND your wish !! “

“ Sara I can deal with him “
“ Don’t even get me started about your whole idea that you believe you can change him ! “

Raseel just sat there quietly .. “ Lets just change the subject “

Sara noticed how uncomfortable her cousin felt “ Okay but ReeRee I love you and I just want you to be happy “ and she gave her a big hug that they both fell off the bed !

“ WOOOOW ! didn’t notice you getting this heavy S ! must be all those visits to Nino’s ! “

“ Shutup ! “ and she hit her with the pillow and they both started laughing and chatting away

It got late and Sara suggested that Raseel sleeps over , it was a good night and Raseel ALMOST forgot about what Msa3ad caused her but ther was something else on her mind

3eesa ! she kept remembering his handsome features and his killer smile .. his gentleness and masculinity , she told Sara all about him and she went crazy wanting to meet this 3eesa guy that Raseel talked about


Like always , after a long chat the girl’s fell asleep

*Next morning*

“ 3eeeesaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa !! Wake up wake up wake uppppppp !!! “ 3eesa’s little Sister Rawa2 was jumping on his bed so excitedly

“ Rawooooo2 baby lemme sleep it’s a saturdaaaayy…” he told her with his sleepy voice

“ I knoooow but we have a twip at the nowseweeee !! mama want you to take Wawa2”

“ Mmmmmmmmmm , okay 7yaty goomy lebsay enty “

“ Im awweady dwessed ! “

“ Fedait’ha ele wabsa wallah .. “ he smiled and got up , he adored his little sister and he would do just about anything for her

He got dressed and headed downstairs with Rawa2 leading him by the hand

“ Ee wallah gdarat 3aleeh ! “ 3eesa’s mom was smiling at the end of the stairway watching the two of them

“ Yaybatlee 8owwat 5a9aa foog ! tdreen maredlaahaa 6alab! “

“ eee 6ab3aaan .. lazm b3d 7beebee ana 3ndee shi’3il bil bait wobook ra7 il sharekaa wel sayeg 3a6aina 3e6laa .. “

“ 5alas mashee a9laan I’d be happy to take Rawoo2tee to where ever she wants ! “

“ Can you take me to the moon ?! “ she looked up at him with the cutest face

He laughed “ Wallah lo ana Nasa chan wadaiteech ! “ he kissed her forehead and picked her up

“ Yalla yumma e7na ray7een “ they waved at their mom and went outside

After 3eesa followed the directions he reached the nursery , as he opened the door for Rawa2 to get off he put her down

“Waseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeellllll ! “ Rawa2 shouted as soon as she saw Raseel get out of her car

She ran quickly to hug her and 3eesa couldn’t catch up , he just stood there SHOCKED at what fate brought him

“ 3eeeesaaaa come say hii to waseeeeel “ she hung onto Raseel’s legs looking up at her brother

“ Hii waseel “ he greeted her smiling

“ Hala wallah .. “ she smiled back “ I didn’t know you were this beautiful girl’s brother ! “

“ And I didn’t know you were Rawa2’s beautiful teacher.. “

Raseel stood quiet for a second trying to comprehend what he just said

Was he serious !?

“ So.. were taking the kids to the Zoo.. its going to be great ! “

“ It sounds great ! am sure you’ll have a lot of fun ..”

“we will wont we Roro ?” Raseel looked down at little Rawa2

“ Yess wee wiiiiilllll “ and she grinned at 3eesa

“ So how’d you come here without your car anyway ? “ he asked Raseel

“ oh, my cousin dropped me off “

“ Aha, enshallah your car will be finished soon “

“ Thank you 3eesa ..” She blushed

He couldn’t help but smile , he loved it when she said his name

“ Okay we have to say goodbye now ! , say bbye 3eesaaa “

“ bbye 3eeeesaaaa “ and they both waved at him

Even after they went inside , 3eesa just stood there so happy that fate was kind to him , he didn’t believe the way this girl made him feel it was like she wasn’t from this earth

Every time he’s near her he felt like a kid in front of a candy store

After everyone got in the bus , they headed to Kuwait’s Zoo ! the kids were so excited and they were singing along all the songs they knew and Raseel was having a blast and her mind was off Msa3ad and his problems ..

After the kids lined up near the bus ready to enter the Zoo , Raseel heard a familiar voice behind her ,

“ Uhh , Raseel ? “


And she froze

25.7.09

your guardian angel [ 2 ]






“ The kids might hear Jay “ Raseel whispered to her friend

“ Raseel this is a big deal ! when are you going to leave this guy ? don’t you think he crossed the line ? “

“ No Jay he’s a good guy wallah he is .. he just gets angry sometimes , everyone gets angry “

“ But they don’t do this ! you must be crazy for putting up with this for 2 years , who does this ass think he is !? if you don’t do something about it , I WILL “

“ Jood , you and I both know what happened last time someone tried to interfere “

Jood sat quiet for a while , she remembered when she told her cousin Faisal to talk to msa3ad about his behavior because she found out they were once friends , Msa3ad acted all cool and nice but once he was alone with Raseel , his bad side came out again hitting her and accusing her of cheating on him with Faisal or otherwise how did he know everything ?

Even though Raseel tried and tried to make him understand what was going on , msa3ad just wouldn’t listen

Few weeks later msa3ad still didn’t let it slide , he made a deal with some of his friends to beat the hell out of Faisal once they found him , after they were done with Faisal no one ever suspected Msa3ad had to do with anything , Msa3ad’s way was to act like the nice person he’s not when he’s around people but not with Raseel

Ofcourse Raseel and Jood found out about what happened to Faisal and instantly knew who was to blame , but poor Faisal thought who hit him were just a couple of crazy dudes who were bored


“ But babe we cant just sit here and do nothing , at least call the police ! “

“ And what Jood ? what can they do to him ? you know wo Msa3ad’s father is , they wont even bother to do anything “

Msa3ad’s family was very powerful and well known in all of Kuwait, and every one knows what the rich and powerful can do , just using his name as a weapon Msa3ad is capable of anything and everything

“ I know he’s good deep down Jood , he just doesn’t know how to express his feelings in other ways ..”

“ Don’t make up excuses for him Raseel “

“ Kiids ! its story telling tiiiiimmmee ! “ Mrs. Philipe called out interrupting the girls’ serious conversation

“ We’re not done here you know “ Jood whispered

“ Oh lets just go listen to what cute stories the kids want to tell “ Being Raseel she had that huge smile on her face like nothing went wrong

“ what about YOUR story , whose going to listen to that ? “ Jood whispered again

“ Jay not today please , not today .. im here to have fun “

Jood kissed her friend’s right cheek and they both walked in to see the children , not noticing Raseel’s mobile phone in the garden were they sat

After having a blast at the nursery , it was time to go home

Raseel got into her car and searched in her purse for her mobile , it wasn’t long until Mrs. Philipe rushed towards her

“ Oh Raseel dear , you left this in the garden it just didn’t stop ringing ! “

“ Thanks Mrs. P, you’re a life saver “

After Mrs. Philipe was gone , Raseel checked the phone screen

30 missed calls , 2 messages

“ Uh-Oh “
And before she could catch another breath

Knock Knock !

“ OH MY GOD ! “ she almost screamed at the sight of Msa3ad waiting for her to open the window

She opened the window slowly afraid of what he might say

“ Enty wainich ballah ? matgooleelee laish matredeen !? la w ashkaarah maska el talefoon b3d ! 3amdan ma tredeen y3ny ? “

“ 7yaty wallah knt naseeta da5il ! tawnee ashoofa “

“ Wana shelly yathbetlee ? “
“ Laish mared 3laaik 7beebee ? “

“ Madree wallah you tell me ! , gilt mako ila ayee ashoof shfeech zain gaylatlee innich hnee ba3ad wela chan sar yoomich aswad “

“ Sorry Sa3oodee ..” She gave him a puppy face

“ 7a9al 5air .. , you look beautiful in that white dress by the way “ he smiled at her

It was scary to her how Msa3ad changed mood’s , one time he loved her and treated her like a princess , other times just weren’t as great

“ Thank you “ she blushed , inspite of everything he did she loved him , she couldn’t hate him and she didn’t know why

Raseel believed that every person is good at heart , but sometimes the circumstances just didn’t help and she believed she could

“ yalla ana al7een rayi7 3ndee shwayat shi’3il , awal ma too9leen el bait deggay 3lay ok galbee ? “ he brushed her cheek with his finger , Raseel shivered at the touch of his finger .. she remembered what those hands did to her last night and her whole body ached

“ inshallah , “ she answered

He moved away from her car and got into his , she drove off slowly still shivering and scared , she was having flashback’s of all those times Msa3ad gave her a hardtime beating her up and calling her names , it was nothing close to forcing her or raping her or anything like that , he just couldn’t control himself when he was angry


As she dozed off thinking about her life , she remembered her childhood ..

Playing with the swings and her loving father pushing her , her mother sitting on the wooden chair reading a romance novel and Josephene putting down her famous lemon juice on the table

Her father then would help her plant beautiful flowers in the garden and name every single one of them and when it was time to go back inside he would left her up in the air and put her on his back , she loved it when he did that , she loved her father and she loved her childhood

She cried at the memory of him , at the memory of his sickness and her fear of not being able to see him again if god forbid something goes wrong ..

She was so sad and her eyes were filled with so many tears that she didn’t clearly see the road ahead , and before she knew it

CRRAAASSHH !

24.7.09

your guardian angel [ 1 ]





What happened to me ? where am I ? was what popped into Raseel’s head when she woke up in the morning , she found herself laying on the floor of her bedroom in her ripped jeans and dirty white T-shirt

“Miss Raseeeeeel ? hello ? are you okay ?” she heard Jozephene her nanny call behind the closed door

“Jo- Joseph- Josephene ?..” she finally managed to say

The nanny opened the door and found the beautiful girl she watched grew up laying on the floor bruised up and dirty not able to move a muscle
“ oh miss Raseel .. “ and she hurried to help her on her feet , she took her to the bathroom and helped her wash up and get dressed in neat clean clothes

“Thank you Josephene , now tell Sam to take out my car I have to go to the nursery .. “

“ But miss Raseel ! you’re tired , you must rest ! “

“ No Josephene , today is ‘ tell us your story day ‘ I cant wait to hear what the kids want to share ! its gonna be lovely ! plus I already skipped my classes at the university .. I cant skip this as well ..”

“ But ma’am.. only for today ..call in sick “ Josephene tried to convince her

“ Oh im not sick , just seeing the kid’s beautiful faces and I’ll be better in no time “

You cant play on broken strings ..
Raseel’s phone rang , Josephene tried to look for it on the floor and she saw the light flashing

Msa3ad calling

“Oh that awful awful boy..” Josephene murmured

“Josephene ? “ Raseel interrupted her thoughts

“ oh I am so sorry miss , here you go ..” and she handed her the phone , as soon as Raseel saw the screen tears filled up her eyes and she felt her body go weaker , but then she sucked it up and answered forcing a smile

“ hey baby..”
Josephene shook her head and left the room “ God help that poor girl “ She said to herself
Raseel gathered her things and put them in her purse , threw a wrap around her neck to warm her up , after all it was winter and the weather outside was amazingly cold.. and it was Raseel’s favorite season of all

But mostly , that scarf help hide those scars around her tiny soft neck

“ Hey Sam ! “ she called out when she walked out the door

“ Hello miss Raseel “ the philipino driver answered her with a wide smile

Raseel was a friendly beautiful 19 year old girl and everyone loved her because she had a good heart and a wonderful spirit , and that fell apart a couple of years ago when her parents started travelling a lot because of her father’s health condition , she didn’t mind to be left alone because her father assigned body guards to keep the house safe , along with Josephene and Sam she had her uncle Sali7 , his wife Nabeela and her best friend and cousin Sara , and her parents agreed to let her stay in Kuwait after long discussions and sleepless nights ..

But that wasn’t all , after Raseel knew that Msa3ad guy .. Things just weren’t the same , everyone noticed Raseels change but didnt AND couldn’t say anything

Raseel still was as friendly and perky as ever , but there was something missing ..

She pulled out of the driveway , waved at the guards , Josephene and Sam and headed to the nursery

There was nothing she loved more than her part time job at nursery , she absolutely adored kids and she loved playing around with them but beside that she had college , she was studying architecture and she had big plans for the future

As she drove off she noticed a couple of raindrops on the window , she loved winter and everything that came along with it

Weird she thought to herself they look just like the tears I drop every single day in the shower

She parked her Lexus , opened the door and whipped away those tears , she remembered the kid’s faces and everything was good again

“ Raseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeelllllll ! “ everyone called out when they saw her get in and rushed towards her
“ hey guuuyyys ! I missed you ! “ and just like that , her problems were solved .. at least for that time

“ Raseel why don’t you take off your scarf dear its warm here “ Mrs. Philipe told her , she was an American teacher at the nursery and she liked Raseel and treated her like her own daughter

“ Ohh, no its fine mrs. Philipe am fine really “ Raseel answered with a smile and held her scarf tighter to her neck afraid that Mrs. Philipe would see something “ Oh look the kids are making a mess ..” she tried to change the subject and hurried off to see the kids

She found her best friend Jood sitting with a rabbit on her lap “ Yalla kids ! gather around ! vanilla wants to say hiii ! “

Raseel laughed when she heard the name , she remembered when she and the kids decided to name the rabbit Vanilla because it was so white just like vanilla ice cream , Jood put the rabbit down and gave the kids a bucket of carrots and lettuce to feed Vanilla and went to check up on her best friend

“ hey you ! missed you at class today ..” she told Raseel

“ Oh yeah.. I wasn’t feeling well ..” Raseel lied

“ Oh that ollld trick , I called Josephene don’t even try it “

“ What did she tell you ? ..”

“ she stumbled on words , just like she always does when she lies , and I know that she’s lying because she stumbles on words when I ask her if my muffins taste good “

Raseel laughed at her

“ seriously ! , now don’t change the subject , what did he do now ?”

Raseel looked down for a moment and held her scarf

But Jood couldn’t help herself , she reached out for the scarf and unwrapped it ..

Only to find a bunch of scars around her beautiful neck “ Oh Raseel ..” Jood put her hand on her mouth “ he did NOT “

Raseel looked at the ground and covered her neck again real fast before anybody sees “ its nothing realy ..”

“ It doesn’t look like nothing ! “

“ Sssshhhhhh ! “

i guess am back !




okay, so i have to admit 7adde mga9ra m3a my blog lately and to my readers but whats a girl to do if her life is going crazy like a rollercoaster !?? ;s ANYYYYWAAAY ! god i miss my blog ! and i missed you guys , just wanted to say that am starting this new story soon " your guardian angel " i hope you all check it out and tell me if you like it, its going be awsome filled with romance , drama and very interesting events , im pretty sure you're going to be HOOKED !