30.10.09

your guardian angel [ 50 ]





Here we goooooo ! part 50 !


am gonna call this Taboola's post ;p , good luck on your exam babe ;*


And to all of my lovely readers and followers ! , i know you waited too long for this


But its not over yet !



Enjoy guys ! , and wait for my next post ..




We're getting closer to the end




Love you ;*

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Raseel instantly knew her father was gone



She was never going to see him again



He was never going to hold her in his arms




She won't be able to see his loving eyes anymore




But why ?



They told her he was doing fine , that he was coming back soon



He called her and assured her he was great !



What happened ?



Raseel never felt more alone



Even though her uncle and aunt took her to live with them until her mother came back with her dad's body ..




She was alone



There was no one that could get her out of her misery



Since they told her about her father's death , Raseel lost contact wih the real world , she turned off her phone and refused to eat or drink unless of course her uncle would insist ..



She lost 3 kilos and her face was paler than ever , but the thing everyone was worried about is that Raseel hadn't said one word accept a casual nod now and then




No one has heard her voice ever since they delivered the news of her father to her




Her family was getting worried , but they assumed that she was too sad to talk so they let her deal with her grief ..


" Magitlee yumma shrayik bil bnya ? " 3eesa's mother asked a day after they went to see Lujain




3eesa smiled to himself , " Wallah ... mafeeha shay il bnya.. 5osh wa7da .. "



His mother's eyes were twinkling " y3ny afham mn kalamik ena 3ejbitik !? "



3eesa didn't know what to tell her



Yes , he liked Lujain .. but was he ready to get married to her ?



He wasn't even IN LOVE with her yet , he didn't even know her that well ..



He couldn't really see himself with another girl .. not right now anyway ..




His mind was on and off the minute they left Lujain's house ..




But what if he DID agree to marry Lujain ? , she was a nice person .. they had alot in common and he would get to know her later



His mind was okay with it , but his heart .. was still beating for one girl and one girl only ..




The same girl that betrayed him and left him for her ex ..



At least , that's what HE thinks ..



He couldn't stand waiting anymore , hanging on to what he had lost ..




He looked at his mother and told her " Yumma .. abeeha.. ana batzawaj Lujain .."




His mother filled the room with happy cheers and hurried to call Lujain's family



They settled on a milcha 2 weeks from now ..



The next morning 3eesa was eating breakfast and reading the daily paper , he didn't even make it to the last page when his phone rang



" Aloo.. "



" Hii .." Lujain was on the other end



" Hala wallah .. "



" Hala feek , shloonik? "



" 7mdelah enty shloonich ? "



" ana il 7mdelah .. i was wondering .. what are you doing tomorrow ? "




" Wallah nothing why? "



" Madree ma weddik ne6la3? "




" Wallah ana ma3dee mani3 .. that would be lovely " 3eesa smiled




" Great .. i'll see you then "




3eesa shut the phone and then sighed , still ... nothing .



He didn't know why he didn't feel anything yet .. he decided to give it time



3eesa went to take a hot shower to clear his mind , leaving his phone on the table ringing more than once !


Jood found out everything about Dana's plan , she found out how she used 7amad to get Ya3goub



And how she lied to him about being pregnant , her boyfriend was getting married to his lying , sneaky cousin and she was determined to stop this mistake !




She kept thinking of a good plan to get back at Dana , she needed 7amad's help though ..




She didn't know what she was going to do exactly , but she just dialed Ya3goub's number




Its ringing ... and ringing .. and ringing ..




No answer !




Ya3goub where are you ? she thought



But it could wait , her friend was in great pain and she needed her !



She put on a 3abaya and a scarf on her head and went to Raseel's house



Dana was so busy planning everything for the big day ! , her mother was on top of the world and her father was also pleased




The only person in the house was Ya3goub .. the groom ..




He kept regretting his decision , Jood was calling him .. but he couldn't answer her ..




He couldn't face her , he thought that the further away they are , the less damage he could make




He remembered her face when he told her what he was going to do , and he just couldn't answer her




The body of Raseel's father finally arrived to Kuwait , they were ready for burial ..




Raseel's mother also arrived and took her daughter to the house with her , she decided to be strong for her only daughter so they can survive this crisis together ..




Raseel still sat quietly and refused to eat , her mother was dealing with her own grief too and she understood her daughter's wishes ..




Msa3ad decided to lay low and let Raseel handle her pain ..




Uncle Sali7's family was always over taking care of the lonely two ladies ..




The first week passed and Jood didn't stop calling Ya3goub ..



Feeling that he was ignoring her , she couldn't believe it !




Now He refuses to talk to HER !?



She had no time ! , tomorrow is the milcha .. tomorrow Dana was getting Ya3goub forever !



Her thoughts stopped when she got a call from Sara, Raseel's cousin




" Joodee .. where are you ? " She sounded awful




" Hala Sara.. am at home sweetie why what's wrong ? "




" Its Raseel ! she's gone !! "




3eesa was out with his soon to be wife , they were enjoying a nice evening at a fancy restaurant when he got a call ..




" 3eesa ! where ARE you !? WHERE THE HELL ARE YOU !? "



" Uhh.. can you excuse me for a minute ? " 3eesa whispered to Lujain and got up to talk to Jood



" Jood hey .. what's the matter why are you yelling ? "



" 3eesa !! ... Raseel.. Raseel!!!! ... " she was breathless , she was hysterical




" Shfeeha Raseeel !!!??? " 3eesa almost lost his mind when he heard her name , Jood didn't sound good !




" We have no idea where she is ! , 3eesa... we have to ... we have to find her !! ... her father... she ... after the 3aza... she .. she just disappeared ! ..."




" AFTER THE WHAAATT ??? " 3eesa couldn't believe his ears




Why didn't he know about this !?




How !!?




Without thinking , he went over to the table where Lujain sat .. paid the bill and drove her home




He was breathing heavily the entire ride , he didn't say one word ..



All he said when he dropped Lujain home was " Am sorry Lujain .. but i have to go .. its important "




He drove to all the places he knew Raseel would be in , but there was no sign of her .. NONE



He was freaked out , he was thinking of checking in at the hospitals !



But then , he realised something ..



When a person is sad .. they go to their favorite place on earth ..



" The beach .." He said to himself



" Raseel's favorite place on earth !! " He drove off like a maniac to where he had taken Raseel whenever they wanted to get away from the world ..



He found her car parked ..



He even forgot to lick his car , he left the door open , left his phone and wallet .. and hurried to the shore



There , in the middle of the dark .. across the angry waves ... on the soft , brownish sand



He saw a tiny , black shape ..



He walked as fast as his legs could carry him ,



He reached her ..



" Raseel.. " He whispered




27.10.09

your guardian angel [ 49 ]





The story is coming to an end ! , fe wayed a7dath ra7 tseer though , am not sure WHEN exactly it'll end ;p bas keep reading , enshallah you're liking where its going




Love you all ;*




Enjoy



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Okay Jood think THINK !! , where have you seen him before ?




Okay , why the hell am i talking to myself ?



This is too weird



Inzain so he's HOT .. and he keeps STARING at me ! , so what ?



Forget it Jood, concentrate on your BOOK



Darn ! am doing it again , okay stop talking to yourself Jood



Darn ! what's wrong with me !?



Her Blackberruy suddenly rings , oh thank god ! finally , SOMETHING to get my mind off of him



" Hello.... Hey Ed ! , oh NO ! NO !! .. dear god no ! , i told you finish it by the tomorrow , no Eddie i need the photos for mom's magazine .. okay fine , but you should know this is the only time am doing it , i won't take any of your crap next time .. okay Ed , thanks Love ! ..bbye "



Jood was crazy and lovable , everyone who worked with her , knew she was tough .. but they loved her for it



" Jood ? " the guy suddenly called her " Jood Al-Flanii ? "



Jood just froze ! , she lifted up her head to see the hottie uproaching her



" Ana 7amad .. 7amad Al-Flanii , remember me ? ...Year two ? .. rubber's accident .."



Jood stared at him , she blinked twice trying to comprehend what he was saying



Then it hit her !



Ofcourse !! , 7amad !!



" 7amaaad ! , i knew i recognized your face ! , how are you ? wow you've changed ! "



Indeed he did , back then he was this cute kid who always came to school early and offered to give her rubbers and pencils



But being Jood , she thought he was trying to trick her !



Once he gave her a rubber and she threw it back at his face , she told him that she ' knew what he was doing ' like he was some kind of paid prankster who was trying to set her up




And they were only in Year two !




" Yeah well .. you look great .. how've you been sweetness ? " he asked



Jood was too dazzled to talk , she couldn't believe that THIS was 7amad !



His eyes were glowing and they looked amazing with his dark skin , his body was tight , he was tall and big , obviously he worked hard on this body of his



" Oh..am...am .. great.. yeah.. " she finally said



He laughed



" What ? " she protested



" Nothing you just.. keep staring at me like am some kind of alien ! "



" Oh .. well... have you thought MAYBE feek shay '3ala6 ? "



He laughed again



" Well Joodee.. all these years later and you're still the same ! , that's good to know "




She stuck out her tongue



" Mind if i sit down ? " he asked politely



" Uhh.. yeah sure.. "



As 7amad sat there , Jood remembered the day Ya3goub met her here , he sat with her and they talked for about 3 hours ..



What was wrong with this place ??



Does it realy HATE me being in it that its trying to kick me out of here with the next guy ?




Jood ignored that thought and moved her concentration to 7amad



" So ... how are things going ? " She asked






" 3eesaaaaaaa ...yalla yummaaaaa ra7 net2a5aaaar... " 3eesa's mother called him from down the stairs



3eesa sighed deeply



So this is it ..



He loved his mother more than anything , he didn't want to hurt her



It wasn't necessary that he gets married right away to this particular girl his mom picked out , but it couldn't hurt to go see her .. right ? ..plus it would make his mother happy




He sat there fully dressed in his Deshdasha and '3etra , he couldn't have looked more handsome



He got up , sprayed some perfume and headed downstairs




" Yalla yumma.. "



" Wee smilla 3laaaaaik .. chiniik il ba5at ! " his mother was grinning holding the Mob5ar in her hand




" Ya3goub... " Dana called out for him using her sexy voice




" Hala .. " he answered her coldly




" I was thinking .. what if we go somewhere... tropical for our honeymoon ? "




He stared at her from the corner of his eyes , " wely eb ba6nich , i don't think its good for you to be boarding a plane , do you ? "



Dana bit her lip , she didn't think of that ..



perhaps i should've thought it out before i said something , now he's going to get suspicious ..




She thought




" No way ! and she LEFT you just like that ?! " Jood asked



" Yeah .. i guess i always knew she had a thing for that other guy .. but.. you know i liked her so much i decided to be blind.. "



" 7amad that's awful .. " she said sympathetically



" Yeah and the worst part is that... its her COUSIN you know ? , i mean okay go after him why do you gotta hurt Me for ? "




Jood's mouth dropped



" Oh my god , that's exactly what happened to ME ! , my boyfriend left ME to marry HIS STUPID cousin!"



7amad laughed



" Man our luck in love sure SUCKS .. " he shook his head




Jood giggled



" If it wasn't for that Dana then i'd be a happy man right now .. "



Jood swallowed hard ,



" Am sorry if it wasn't for WHO ??!!!! "




" Il salam 3laikom .. " 3eesa and his mother walked in the mystery girl's house



3eesa was nervous !



He sat there , his hand in a grip like he always did when he was nervous..


Her father was a very descent man .. he was very impressed by 3eesa too..


They talked a while and then it was time for the bride -to- be to arrive



After a few minutes of silence a girl entered the huge living room with a tray in her hands



3eesa froze in his place , he was controlling himself not to SCREAM out !



Not only was the girl cute.. he KNEW her



" Il slaam 3laikom .. " the girl said barely lifting her head



As she moved closer , she tried to look at her potential Fiancé..



And boy if only she hadn't !



As soon as her eyes met with 3eesa's , the tray in her hands fell !



" Oh my ! " Her moter hurried to help the situation ..



3eesa's mother got up and 3eesa was still in his place , mouth wide open .. eyes not believing what they were seeing ..



" 7yaty are you okay? " 3eesa's mother asked her



" Am .. am fine .. 5alty.. ana .. ana asfa.. " she said nervously



" 7a9al 5air yuba.. 7a9al 5air.. " her father said



" It must be the nerves .. " her mother whispered to 3eesa's mother



3eesa's mother just smiled " surely .. 3adee it happens .. "



After the unfortunate incident , the girl came down again .. this time with another tray..



Luckily she didn't drop anything on the floor !



" I can't believe its you .. " 3eesa whispered as she sat down next to him



" I can't believe its YOU " she whispered back



They sat there shivering , not knowing what to say or what to do next..




What were the odds !? , when 3eesa's mother told him the family's name .. his mind was way off that he didn't even make a connection and realise that it was LUJAIN's !




Raseel came back from a nice relaxing day at the spa



She did her nails , had a massage and fresh orange juice ! , she was on top of the earth !



" Miss... miss Raseel ... " Jozephene suddenly called out



" Yes Jo? "



" Miss... miss .. Nadia and Sara is waiting ...in living room... " she said nervously




" Jo what's wrong ? .." Raseel asked puzzled and hurried to the living room



She walked in to see her aunt and Sara looking like HELL



Their eyes were bloodshots , noses red .. bodies were shivering ..



" Hala 5alty .. hala Swair .. are .. are you guys okay? "




She could tell this wasn't going to be good...



Her aunt Nadia hurried towards her and gave her a big hug ..



Sara stood in the back crying



" 7beebtee... 3atham allah ajrech.. " she said between sobs




Raseel didn't move an inch .. she didn't say anything .. she didn't even feel her aunt's arms around her



She couldn't speak , she couldn't breathe .. she couldn't see anything



It was all BLACK







24.10.09

your guardian angel [ 48 ]






" So you .. did it ? " Dana asked , Y3goub sighed deeply , he didn't even want to answer the question




" Yes Dana , now if you'll excuse me .. " he passed her and ran upstairs , he was getting married to her and he couldn't even stand looking at her face





" It's fine Dana.. he's marrying you and that's all you need right now , am going to make him love me even if it was against his will " she kept telling herself





" So you get along with your girls huh ? " Lujain asked curiously




3eesa laughed " well , i grew up being close to my girl cousins as much as i was close to the guys and i absolutely adore that little thing at home , Rawoo2 is the best sister i could ask for .. "





" What about .. your.. ex girlfriends ? did.. you get along with them ? " she looked at him from the corner of her eyes , she was hoping for one answer , but she knew 3eesa was definitely not going to answer her the way she wanted





3eesa gave her a sexy smile , he knew where she was getting at " Well yeah .. there weren't a lot of fights .. well at least i wasn't the one who started them .." he stuck out his tongue




Lujain laughed , now that lead her to the more important question " Have .. you been in love .. before ? "




3eesa was afraid of that question , no.. he was TERRIFIED




He didn't want to get back all the memories and re-open his wounds ..




Just by hearing the name of love , he remembered Raseel ..





Her laugh , her hair , her scent , her eyes..




For a second there , 3eesa thought what am i DOING ? , what the HELL am i doing ?




But then Raseel's picture with Msa3ad came to his mind so he kept lying to himself that he can do this




" What did you do ? " Raseel asked Msa3ad




" What do you mean 7yaty? " he told her casually




" Did you .. ask my aunt Nadia something ? "




He let go of the fork he was holding and looked at her " Hmmm.. she told you ? "




" Yes .. she did , Msa3ad what ... how .. why !? "




Msa3ad laughed , " What can't i marry the girl am in love with ? "




" Msa3ad .."




" What is this relationship to you then ? , are we playing around ? "




" No .. "



" Then why don't you want to do it ?"




Raseel couldn't believe he was asking this , he wants to MARRY me so then its OKAY to abuse me ?



Oh god how did i end up getting back to the man who treated me that way? , i have to run away , i have to get out of this hell am living in




But then 3eesa's picture came to her head




Then she remembered , she remembered why she agreed .. she loved 3eesa and she couldn't let anything happen to him , after all .. Msa3ad did all this JUST to get her




3eesa was innocent , SHE was the reason he got into this mess with Msa3ad




" I love you .. " Msa3ad came closer to her and started kissing her left cheek , she closed her eyes tightly and tried to think of other happy thoughts , she couldn't stand being near him





" Okay then its settled ! , el milcha enshallah next week .. " Dana's mother said happily , Dana smiled and Ya3goub faked a smile infront of Dana's father , it was hard for him to pretend he was in love with Dana ..




While they were in front of people , all through the parties and the wedding ..




Oh god the wedding , EVERYONE will be there !




Ya3goub knew that girls were the ones who were supposed to worry about these things , but when you get married to a woman you don't love , who is ALSO pregnant form another man , THIS happens




Ya3goub sent his best friend a message telling him the news




3eesa laughed , and sent back



Mabrook me3resna , minik el mal w minha el 3yal enshallah




P.S , if you ever feel like what you did was stupid and you want to run away to Vegas , am here ;p



Ya3goub laughed " Yarait .. " he whispered to himself and put the phone in his pocket





Jood drove to Coffee republic in Galleria , ordered her favorite bueno shake and sat reading a book , this was the best thing to do for her ..




The place was empty as usual , axcept for two business men with a laptop in front of them and a guy at the counter ordering




When he spoke , Jood looked up , the texture of his skin and the shape of his body caught her eye ..




Do i know this guy ?



hmm..



Whatever ,




And she went back to her book




But then , the same voice was closer to her ,



" Law sema7tay ? "



She looked up



" Yes? "



" Can i just plug in my laptop ? , am so sorry if bothered you "




Jood was sitting in a nice seat near the window and behind her couch was a plug ,




" Oh sure .. its no problem ! " Jood got up and moved her couch slightly




He smiled at her " Thank you .."



He was a very handsome guy , he was built , tanned and HOT ..



Not to mention he has a VERY attractive voice




But Jood still felt like she'd seen him before




But where !?





" Il salam 3laikom .. " 3eesa entered the house happily , he found his mom sitting on the couch , she looked like she just got a million dollars




" Hala 7beebee "




" Hala bil '3alya .." He kissed her forehead




" Yah yah ... sh'hal zaaaain , enshallah doom mestansa .. bas magilteelee shemwansech chthy ?"





" 3umar yummaa 3umar ! "




" 3ammoor weld 3ammee? , shfee ? "




" 5e6ab ! w byetzawaj 3n greeb enshallah ! "




" ya7leela ! wallah zain , hatha elle kan ygool la7eg w la7eg w mayabee 3awar el ras .. mashallah ya7leela allah ywafga , ayal ta3ban shloon maygoollee ! "




" Gool enshallah ya 3eesaa.. "




" Enshallah yummaa.. 3la shno ? "




" Tetzawaj wafra7 feek gabil la allah ya5eth amanta "




" Yumma la tgooleen chthy allah yhadach ! , 3asa 3mrech 6weel w y5aleech lina yal '3alya .. " he kissed her cheek




" Meta ya yumma tetzawaj w tfare7nee feek , meta ? "




He laughed " Al7een enty ma9adagtay 5abar 3amoor tezawaj betzawjeenee warah ? , yumma wallah la7eg.. ana tawnee 9'3eer "




" Yumma kilha sina w tet5arraj .. mabagee shay , fare7na feek "




He couldn't stand the look on her face , " may9eer 5a6rech elah 6ayyeb .. bas 3a6eene wagt , wana 7ather asawee elle tabeena "




" 9ij !? " her eyes were twinkling




" Fedaitich .. " he laughed at the shift of his mother's mood , he loved her




" 5alas 3yal , ana lagyatlik wa7da , th'habaaa el bnya matet6awaf ! , wenshallah nroo7lihom b3d sboo3ain 3la ma ahalha ythab6oon wath3hom "




3eesa was startled , he couldn't believe that it was going to happen this soon !




But he wanted to please his mom , he thought that he could play along until his mother got busy with 3umar's wedding and Rawa2's going back to school but she sorted all this out !




He already made her this happy , he didn't want the smile on her face to disappear




" Enshallah yumma , may9eer 5a6rech elah 6ayyeb .."








21.10.09

your guardian angel [ 47 ]






Here's the second !




Enjoy ;*


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" Aloo .." Lujain answered , it was clear from her voice that she was VERY excited



" Hala , Lujain shloonich? "




" Hala hala 3eesa.. err.. enta shloonik? " She couldn't believe her ears




" Walah ana il 7mdelah , asef etha az3ajtech .. adree el wagt met2a5er "



" La 3adee shda3wa ! , a9lan ana knt gam a6ali3 movie , tdree 3e6la mako noom heheh "




" Ee.. zain 3ayal .. bas err.. knt 7ab a3tether 3n el yoom ,ana w Rawa2 6ila3na mbacher w we didn't have time to talk properly "




" Yeah i know .. " Lujain was blushing




" Lujain i was thinking .. would you .. like to go out ? , sometime this week ? "



Lujain just froze , she couldn't beleive her ears !



" Err.. 3eesa i .. i don't know what to say .. "




" Say yes.. " its been a while since 3eesa used his magic on girls , he knew what it did to them , he knew they couldn't resist




" I .. I.. i'd love to !"




" Tha's great .. i'll see you wednesday? "




" Cool.. "



3eesa shut the phone and lay on his bed again , STILL angry ..




But this time at himself only



What the HELL am i doing ? , he wondered




Lujain called up her best friend to tell her the great news , her own feet couldn't carry her




" You did WHAT ? " ya3goub asked




" Man, look i know i told you to do this and its great ..it is wallah.. bas.. didn't you say maknt btathlim el bnt ma3ak ?"




" I did .. but Lujain is a nice girl .. so why not ? "




" 3wais , i know you , you're not doing this because you saw Raseel the other day with Msa3ad , are you ? "




3eesa looked at his friend and then looked away



" No.. "



" 3wais .. "


" Ya3goub ! , mo ent elle gayil ensaha ? , yalla kanee gam ansaha ! , let me try .. Lujain is a nice girl and i want to give her a chance "




Ya3goub sighed



" B3dain ent sort out YOUR issues first Ya3goub , or should i say.. me3resna? " 3eesa grinned




" Agool chub bas chub ! CHUB !! " Ya3goub punched his friend's arm




Ya3goub's phone rang , it was Jood




" What are you going to do ? " 3eesa asked




" She's going to hate me " Ya3goub said




" Int mynoon .. fe a7ad yarfes el ni3ma beryoola ? "




" 3wais shtabeenee asawee ? , a5alee bnt 3ammee w sharafha ythee3 ? "




" No you're right .. bas lo knt mokanik chan re7t w i confronted the low life that did that to her .. "




" The guy's nowhere to be found 3wais .. i have no choice , lo maknt wa9il el bait thak il yoom chan ehy mayta al7een "




" Allah y3eenik , wallah madree shagoolik ya5ook , allah ywafgik .. "




Yagoub hurried to meet Jood , today was the day ..




This was it , he was going to get married .. and leave her ..




" Oh babyyyyy !! sarlee sina a7in 3la these chocolates ! , wain legait'hom ? " Jood was jumping up and down





" I ordered them for you .. "




" Thank yoooouuuu .." she leaned over to kiss him but then she backed out



" Hold on ! " she said narrowing her eyes at him



" Are you giving me these 3shan i won the bet ? , Ya3goub you promised me a jetski ride !! don't you give me that talk about danger ! , you said if i won you'd do it and .. "




" Wow hang on ! , am not doing this instead of the jetski ride .. i did it because sarlich sina t7eneen tabeenhom .. "




" Oowww " Jood's eyes twinkeled " I love you , you idiot " and she kissed his cheek




Ya3goub was feeling guilty , he couldn't do this anymore , he couldn't lie to her




" Joodee? " he began



" Hmmm ? " she looked up from the chocolate box , her mouth full of them , a few smudges of chocolates on the corner of her cute mouth




Ya3goub laughed , " Nothing baby , bil 3afya.. " he decided he'll wait when she finishes eating her chocolates .. she was in her own personal heaven now




" So .. You loved cars and stuff ? " 3eesa asked Lujain impressed , he couldn't believe how much they had in common !



" Yep ! , theres nothing that got me going more than that ! , god i was such a wierdo to the girls , i HATED dolls and tea parties "




3eesa laughed



" You should drop by my garage sometime , you'll have a blast am sure .."




" Am sure i will too .." She smiled at him




3eesa liked Lujain , at least .. he was begining to , what's not to like ?




She was nice , funny and they shared alot of things !




But the question that remained in his mind ..



Could he love her ?




" YOU WHAT ????!!!!! " Jood shouted



" Baby .. please sit down let me explain "



" Explain WHAT? that you're marrying a WHORE !? "




" Jood please , she's still my cousin "




" Yeah ! , your cousin that couldn't sleep untill she got you to MARRY her ! That GOLD DIGGER !!! UUGGGHHHH "





" Jood .."




" Dont you Jood me you asshole ! , how could you !? "





" Jood what other choice do i have? , her father is going to kill her , she had no one ! "





" You know what ? , fine .. FINE !! , i hope you get married and have UGLY babies !! , you know what ? you deserve each other ! "




" Jood wait !! " Ya3goub called after her




" Oh ... wait .. " she stopped and took out the half empty, fancy box of chocolates




" You can have this ! " and she threw it at him , " trying to use my love for food to make me forget !! "




She started running towards her car




Ya3goub felt awful , but he knew she loved him .. he knew she couldn't hate him




" Bas ni6ray 3lay Jood ... 5l eyee hal walad 7g el denya w it'll soon be over .." he whispered to himself





" SHNO !!?? " Raseel couldn't believe her ears " HE WHAT !? "





" He proposed , sweetie what's wrong ? , Msa3ad is wonderful ! "




" 5alty Nadia ! , who told you i want to get married NOW !? "




" 7beebtee surely i didn't give him an answer , gitlaa yan6er , a5eth rayich w ray ahalich bil awal .. ana kalamt omich woboch w ma3ndehom mani3.. al7een its all you .. etha matabeen mayseer shay , enty bas gooleelee laish matabeena , ana el walad a3rfa mn yoom kan 9'3eer .. ana il sara7a i recommend him for husband .. "





Raseel sighed , what could she say to her aunt now ?




She said she RECOMMENDED HIM !




Oh god Raseel , what are you going to do ?



" 5alty .. 5aleenee .. 5aleenee afakker bil mawthoo3 .. "




" Fakray kither matabeen 7beebtee.. oho mo mesta3yel 3la shay .."




" Right , " Raseel sighed and hurried to get herself a cup of organe juice




" So ... i had fun tonight .. " Lujain said shyly




" Me too .. we shold umm... we should do it again sometime .. " 3eesa told her




He didn't think he'd feel this way , he didn't think he'd have this much fun with her , maybe Ya3goub was right ..




" I'd love to .. " Lujain was dancing deep inside

your guardian angel [ 46 ]






Okay , so i know i promised 2 posts the other day and am so sorry magedart akteb el thanee ! , i got caught up ;( , this time 3ad 9ij !




Two posts coming right up !




Love you all ;*



Sorry again ;p




Enjoy



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" Lujain ? " 3eesa said in confusion , he saw Lujain standing near the information desk at Ikea wearing a uniform !



She was nice looking , big eyes , a wide mouth , tall .. she had features that can be considered pretty bas like most people say ' mafeeha mil7 '



" Hii.." she came up to them with a big smile on her face



" Err.. hey.. " 3eesa managed to say , he was still surprised " You work here? "



Lujain smiled , " Yeah .. part time.. "



" Oh i didn't know that "



" Well you never asked , and how may i help you today? "



" Actualy we're here to pick out a nice room for Rawa2 .." he glanced down at his baby sister who wasn't liking Lujain at all




" Hi there .." Lujain leaned over until her face was at the same level as Rawa2's , Rawa2 was just staring at her angrily



" Hii.." Rawa2 said , her face still frowned



" Do you want any help decorating your room ? " Lujain was trying ..



" Nope , thank you "



" Uhh.. she's just shy at first .. " 3eesa managed to say



" Well then .. i just wanted to help out .. i don't want to bother you guys , just go in .. have fun "



" Oh no you won't bother us , you can come along .. pick the stuff with us , right Rawa2 ? " 3eesa looked hopefully at his sister



Rawa2 was staring at her brother like she was going to kick him right in the middle of the place



" I want to go see Waseel "



3eesa's jaw dropped , he knew that his sister adored Raseel .. but this wasn't the right time to be talking about her



" Rawa2.. " he sighed



" I want to 3eesa .. " She told him



Lujain just kept staring at both of them , she felt out of place so just when she was about to excuse herself , Rawa2 screamed



" Thewe she is !! WASEEL !! " Rawa2 started running towards the door



" 5alty please , why are you doing this ? , why did you even invite him ? , you said it was giong to be just the 2 of us ! " Raseel was too busy talking to her aunt about the Msa3ad situation



" Oh sweetie that WAS the plan .. but .. he came its only polite to ask him to stay , have a cup of coffee or something .. "



Raseel sighed , it was no use .. what could she say ?




Make him stay away because he's my abusive ex boyfriend whom i just got back with against my will ?



Raseel turned her head , she thought there was no use in arguing , Rawa2 quickly jumped and held Raseel's feet .. she was so tiny , she only reached Raseel's ankles



" Waseel " she said looking up with a grin on her face



Raseel was SHOCKED , she almost jumped herself !



" Rawa2 ? "



" I missed you !! "



" Sweetie .. what are you doing here ?! "



Just looking at Rawa2 made her heart ache , she wanted to run away and hide like a little girl , she wnated to cry , cry hard ..




" Am hewe with 3eesa and he wouldn't let me come say hi " she made a puppy face



" Rawa2 " 3eesa suddenly called , he stood a few feet away from the girls



Rawa2 only held Raseel tighter and closed her eyes , Raseel felt something was going on , she lifted Rawa2 up and whispered



" You better go baby , your brother is waiting "




" Why don't you come ? " Rawa2 asked




That was a question Raseel hoped she'd never be asked , " Sweetie just go .. " her eyes were almost watering up




" What's the mattew Waseel , don't you wove us anymowe? "



Raseel just looked at the pretty girl and then back at her brother , the love of her life ..



He kept staring at her , his eyes full of anger .. maybe hate , she didn't know , and just as their eyes met , he looked at the floor



" Rawa2.. " he said again , a higher tone this time



He knew that Rawa2 didn't have to pay for what happened between him and Raseel , but he just couldn't stand seeing her like this



Not because he hated her , not because he didn't want to see her , but because he might lose it any second .. go over to Raseel in the middle of the place ,in front of all these people and kiss her until she says she wants him like he wants her



Rawa2 kissed Raseel on her cheek and hurried towards her brother , Nadia just stood there quiet the whole time ..



And Lujain was clueless , she kept staring at Raseel ..




Who is she? , she kept asking herself , she was startled by Raseel's beauty just like everyone else , there was a hint of jealousy inside her ..




But what comforted her the most was that 3eesa seemed angry towards her and didn't want to even see her face



Raseel didn't lift her eyes up scared that her gaze might meet his ..



Untill Rawa2 said " Goodbye Waseeeeel " she told her aunt that she needed some ice cream so that they can get out of the place before she breaks down





Its been months since the two saw each other , the painfull memories never went away





Each of them knew , the other won't ever forget ..




Dana woke up in her bed to see her mother by her side, " 7eebtee Dana .. yumma 6al3eenee.."



Dana just smiled and nodded , she searched the room .. looking for a specific someone , and she found him ..




Ya3goub stood with his back against the wall , his arms crossed , his face concerned



He quickly walked towards her bed " Dana .. you okay ? "




" Emmhhmmm .." She nodded , she still thought she was dreaming



Ya3goub said he's marrying her !




She couldn't believe her dream finally came true




" Way il 7mdelaah ya rabee ! , 5l aroo7 abasher obooch ta7at .. " and her mother hurried downstairs to deliver the news to Dana's dad




" Dana ..." Ya3goub whispered , she turned to face him , she loved him.. since they were kids she loved him ..




She always had this little fantasy where they'd get married and he'd give her chocolates everyday when she woke up



" Ya3goub .. " she murmured , she was still very tired , but she loved saying his name .. it made her feel better



" Is it true ? , are .. are you.. ? " she couldn't get the words out , she was scared that she might jinx it



" Yes i said it .. i told your father , am marrying you Dana .. "




Dana let out a big smile , she was still high ..



" Dana .. this is serious .. you listen to me , you know am in love with Jood , am marrying you la2anne baster 3laich , but that doesn't mean i'll stop loving Jood .. "




Dana was silent, but the smile didn't leave her face




" I'll marry you , i won't tell anyone about your .. STUPID mistake .. but don't blame me if i don't have feelings for you .. she'll still be in my heart , can you accept that ? "



Dana knew she messed up , she was willing to do anything of it meant she was getting Ya3goub , she imagined with time he'll love her and forget all abot Jood



She just nodded



" You have to give me time , i'll have to smooth things out , i won't tell her right away .. i'll have to go now talk to your father about some more stuff , you just relax .. "




And he walked out of the room , she knew the love in his eyes was for one girl and one girl only , but she wasn't giving up easily , she got this far didn't she ?





3eesa was still eating himself up , he couldn't sleep , he couldn't do anytihng !




What the HELL was she doing with Msa3ad ? , did she leave me for him !?




That son of a ...



No Raseel wouldn't..



I should've killed him when i had the chance




3eesa was very angry with himself and with Raseel !




How could she do that to him ?



People do stupid things when they're angry



3eesa in that position was no exception , as he lay there on his bed ..at 4 o'clock in the morning , he got a crazy idea




He picked up his phone and dialed a number

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Am sorry i took so loooonnnggg , adree you all hate me by now ;p ,
bas am making it up to you ! , al7een ketabt post w now am going to write another ! , i'll just have a small break and then i'll start




Love you ;*




Enjoy !




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" Il salam 3laikom 5alty.. "



" Hala yummaa .. hala 7abeebee Msa3ad , shloonik? "




" Il 7mdelah wallah b5air , enty shemsawya ? "




" Walah mashee el 7al , ha .. for what do i owe this lovely surprise ? "




" Wallah 5alty ana dag aklmich eb mawthoo3 .. bas meste7ee minnich madree shagool .."




" Ee gool yumma gool 7beebee , mabeenna mesta7a .. "




" 5alty ana dag .. 3ashan .. dag.. a6lib eed bintkom .. Raseel "




" Wee ! yumma hathy el sa3a el mbareka ... bas yumma tdree ana magdar asawee shay bedoon ma astesheer el bnt w ahalha .. ehy la2anna omha wobooha msafreen , wel ray el aham ray Raseel , w tdree b3d el derasa w chthy "




" Ee 5alty akeed .. 6ab3an ehy el aham , w ay shay tabee ana 7ather .. ana gilt bas agoolich 3shan tkooneen 3la draya.. wana fahim etha ehy 7abba tfakker , al7een wella b3dain ana ma3ndee moshkila .. "




Nadia smiled , she couldn't be happier for Raseel and she couldn't wait to deliver the news herself



" 5alas mashee 7beebee , ana ban6er washoof as2alha was2al ahalha .. wallah yakteb elle feh el 5air enshallah "





" 5alas sar .. m3al salama "






Nadia shut the phone with a big smile on her face , she couldn't think of a better guy for Raseel than Msa3ad !




She kept imagining Raseel's face when she tells her the big news , Msa3ad will make her the happiest girl in the world




Ya3goub entered the house to the sound of yelling and shouting , as he headed quickly to the living room , he saw his uncle grabbing Dana by the hair and calling her all sorts of names ..



He had to admit that he wasn't shocked to see that , his uncle did that a lot over the years.. maybe not to his own daughter but it happened to him .. and god knows who else




He hurried and stopped his uncle , he pulled Dana away to his chest , she could barely stand up from all the beating her dad gave her




" 3ammee ! hadd allah yhadak shfeek ! 3asa mashar , sh9ayer !? " Ya3goub asked




" Ana a36ee el rayyal kilma ! w a5aleeh yan6er ! w a5rat'ha tyeelee hal chalba w tgoolee matabeeh ! shloon y3ny matabeeena fahmeenee !? , wain tlageen a7san minna !? wain !!?? " he moved angrily towards Dana who was already dizzy , her feet barely carried her , but Ya3goub stopped him in time



" 3ammee had had ! .. 7a9al 5air ! "




" Shloon 7a9al 5air shloon !? fahemnee fahemnee !! shloon !? , shagool 7g el rayyal ana al7een !? wain awaddee wayhy ! , w b3dain hathy akeed 7a6a 3ainha 3la a7ad !! akeed fe shay ! , wela laish tarfetha ? LAISH !? "




" 3ammee ma3alaih el zawaj mo '3a9eb ya 3ammee.. hatha wa7ed ehy bteg3ad ma3ah 6ool 7ayat'ha .. etha ehy mo merta7a mn awalha shloon bet3eesh ? " Ya3goub tried being reasonable with his uncle




But..



" Takil 5araha ! ana obooha wa3arf ma9la7at'ha 3adil !! elle agoolaa y9eer ! " he should've known that this was the man who spent two days deciding whether to keep him locked in the basement when he was just a kid so he wouldn't bother him of his family ..




The man's heart was stone




" 3ammee you can't .. "




" Na3am !? SHGILT ENTAL THANEEE ??!! " His eyes almost popped out of their place




" 3ammee gilt .. gilt ma tegdar tzawejha al7een .. la2annaa...la2anna ana ba5eth Dana.. "




The room suddenly went silent , Dana was left motionless in Ya3goub's arms ..




" Dana !? " he held her face



" Yumma benty !! " her mom screamed





" 3eeesaaaa come ooonnnn wew going to be wate ! "



" Baby we're not going to be late , il soog y9akker at 10 " 3eesa kissed Rawa2's forehead and took out his T-shirt out of the closet




He was taking her to Ikea to Re-decorate her room , Rawa2 was beyond excited , she didn't want anybody else to take her




Before he put on his T-shirt , his phone rang , so dumped his shirt on the bed and answered the phone first



" Aloo ? "



" Hey.. umm its me again .." it was Lujain calling



" Uhh... hi ! how are you ? " 3eesa wasn't nervous anymore , this time it didn't feel awkward



" Am good 7mdelah , you ? "



" Wallah am good too , just getting ready to go out "



" Hmmm.. nice , where are you going ? " She asked



But before he could answer , Rawa2 jumped up on his back " 3eeesa yalla yalla yalllaaaaaa "



He giggled " Am taking this lovely young lady out "



Lujain laughed " Ya7leelha .. kiss her for me will you ? "



3eesa smiled " Enshallah yoo9al .. "



" Who was that? " Rawa2 asked when 3eesa hung up the phone



" Yal shai6ana , why do you ask ? "




" Was it Waseel ? "



Rawa2's question shocked 3eesa , he wasn't expecting Rawa2 to mention her at this particular time , his heart ached as he heard her name ..



The sound of it still had him



He took his sister slowly and placed her on the floor



" No baby.. it wasn't .. " he told her



He put on his T-shirt and grabbed his keys



" 3eesa ? "



" Hmm? "


" You fowgot youw shoes " Rawa2 told him



Great , kil hatha 3shan i heard her name ? ..
3eesa wondered




" Raseeel ! Raseel sweetie are you there? " Nadia called up Raseel from the bottom of the stairs




" Ee 5alty kanee yaya " Raseel shouted back



She came down the stairs with a smile on her face



" What's up ?" she asked



" Oh nothing .. i was wondering .. Sara 6la3at , do you want to go out with me ? , you know go to a nice cafe or something? "



" Sure ! i'd love to ! , let me just put on something more.. " Raseel looked down at herself , she was in a baggy T-shirt and booty shirts " Descent ! " she giggled and hurried upstairs




She wore her seventies wide jeans and a cute flow top , she curled her hair and lifted half of the side up



" Ready .."She said as she came downstairs



" Oh good ! , you look great by the way " Nadia told her



" Thanks .. " Raseel blushed , its been a while since she felt like dressing up , this wasn't exactly ' Dressing up ' , what she wore was very simple but she worked it and she looked HOT




" Shal we go ? " Naida asked




She and Raseel headed to the car



But before Nadia got in the car , she sent a message





We're on our way






3eesa parked his car in the avenues' busy parking lot and took Rawa2 out of the car




" How about Lorenzino ? " Nadia suggested




" Oh yeah i love their chocolate cheesecake " Raseel got dizzy just by the thought of it





As they sat on a table with a good view of the crowded place , Nadia suddenly spotted someone




" Oh .. is that who i think it is ? " Nadia intetionaly said out loud




Raseel turned around to see Msa3ad looking hotter than ever , smiling in her direction




Uh-oh
..




Then , her aunt did something Raseel wished she hadn't ..




She gestured for Msa3ad to come and sit with them !




This CANNOT be good ! , Raseel thought nervously





" 3eesa look ! " Rawa2 suddenly shouted



" What ? " 3eesa sked with a smile , but as soon as he looked in the direction Rawa2 was pointing at , his smile faded .. he wished he hadn't ..





There Raseel sat , with MSA3AD .. and another woman ..




He could'nt believe his eyes , he laughed ..




He wasn't sure if he was laughing at himself or at the stupid situation he was in .. but he had to get out of there ..




He pulled up Rawa2 and started walking with more pace , " 3eesa what's wong ? " Rawa2asked him



But he didn't answer her , he just kept walking




As soon as they entered Ikea , a girl called out



" 3eesa? "




3eesa turned to the direction of the voice , to see a girl in a unifrom

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hey guys ;*



So i read all your comments , sorry i hadn't been replying bas i was so busyyyy !! , wallah am reading them all , w am not trying to make you feel down ! lol , bas its the whole point of the story ! ;p , all i can say is read and enjoy .. wenshallah you like it even more lazm shway more dramaaaaa




Thanks for commenting all


Enjoy the post my lovely readers ;*





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3eesa turned unwillingly on his back to check his phone , he wasn't in the mood to answer his phone , he wasn't interested in any of his received calls or messages ever since Raseel ..



He was so tired that his hand couldn't quite reach the mobile phone , so he just left it there and drifted in sleep , only a few seconds later .. the phone rang



Now 3eesa liked quiet when he was asleep , the phone's vibration started to irritate him so he had to pick it up



" Aloo.." his sexy voice came through ,



" Aloo.." a girl's voice shyly said



3eesa got confused " hala ..Mno ? "



" Umm.. ana .. ma3eraftnee ? "



3eesa rubbed his handsome face with his masculine hand and let out a spontaneous sexy moan , he was SO TIRED !



The girl giggled


" Mno? " he asked again



" Ana Lujain .. i was at Starbucks .. You told your friend to give me your number , remember me ? " the girl said shyly



3eesa couldn't beleive his ears , he thought it was just him being sleepy and that he hadn't heard well .. he asked again



" Am sorry what? " he said as he stopped rubbing his gorgeous sleepy eyes



Lujain giggled again " Am Lujain .. am sorry did i wake you ? "



3eesa was quiet , he could remember SOME things from the trip to Starbucks with Ya3goub , but he couldn't quite remember this girl's face !




" Uhh.. ee ee hala .. " he didn't want to seem rude " Gilteelee Ya3goub 3a6ach ra8mee? "




" Well yes .. i.. i ..i really don't know what to say ana mesta7ya minnik ..ana asfa etha az3ajtik , but i was curious.. 7abbait asallim .."



Am going to KILL Ya3goub
, 3eesa thought




What was he supposed to say to a total stranger ? , he talked to lots of girls before .. but its been a while



" La la 3adee shda3wa.. "



There was an awkward pause before anyone could speak , Lujain was really interested in 3eesa , he was so her type .. alot of girls would KILL to have him



From his broad shoulders and tanned chest to his sexy cheekbones



Lujain just wnated to hear his voice , she wondered what that hottie was all about , what's he like , what does he like to do



She wanted to ask him all sorts of questions and get to know him better but she was already under a spell when she heard him say hello




" Anyway i .. i just wanted to say hello, i should probabely go " Lujain said quickly



3eesa didn't want to hurt her feelings , but he really did NOT know anytihng about this girl , plus his feelings were all over the place right now , he didn't want to complicate things even more AND he was in bed so it was bad timing




" You really don't have to if you don't want to .. " He managed to say




" No really.. you sound tired .. maybe some other time , good night and sweet dreams "




3eesa felt a little guilty , she sounded like a nice person and he made her feel bad , but he also couldn't lead her on ..



When the call ended , 3eesa checked the message he got and it was Yagoub



Hey , anything goes wierd its me .. give me a call when you figure it out dude




3eesa laughed at his friend



" Y3ny ohwa 3arif nfsa .. " 3eesa said to himself , he wanted to kill Ya3goub thats true , but his friend is great and it all came from a good place




" Hala bil 7beeeeeeb " Ya3goub greeted him with a wide smile




" Ent shemsawee Ya3goubo !? " 3eesa asked him angrily , but Ya3goub knew better .. 3eesa was never mad at him




Ya3goub let out an adorable ' i-know-i-did-something-wrong ' laugh , and 3eesa couldn't help laughing too



" 7mar ent w rabbee 7mar " 3eesa told him shaking his head



" Yuba wallah masawait shay , kanat gam t3anee .. el bnya motayyama ! went wala 9oobha "



" Lo abeeha tdeg chan gitlaha tdeg Ya3goub ! "



" Adree bas i just helped you out ! "




3eesa sighed deeply " Bro wallah mabee athlim il bnya.. ent tdree ana wath3ee shno , you shouldn't have done that "



" Look you need to move on man .. mawjood wala chinnik mawjood ! , Rasik b3eed ya5ooy .. you HAVE to let her go 3wais "



3eesa didn't want to talk about Raseel , not today..not again



" Shbetsawee el yoom ? " he asked casualy



" Walah ana 7ayes 3wais ! , il yoom our anniversary ana w Jood .. "



" 9ij ! , ya7leelkom .. allah ywafegkom enshallah " 3eesa said with a smile , Ya3goub felt his heart ache for his friend




He remembered when they used to double date and they would have a BLAST ..



Raseel was the sweetest , most beautiful girl in the world and 3eesa was a handsome gentleman .. they deserved each other , but fate wasn't kind



" Shfeek sakit ? roo7 roo7 ! , your girlfriend is waiting , salimlee 3la Jood " 3eesa told his friend



" Enshallah yoo9al .. "





Jood and Raseel were trying to look for the perfect perfume to complete Jood's appearance for today



" Here , you can never go wrong with channel " Raseel sprayed her friend and Jood crickled her cute little nose



" Thaaadks ..." She managed to say when she was able to breathe again




Raseel was grinning the whole time , there was nothing that made her happier than to do these kind of stuff , she felt as if it was her own anniversay !




She was so happy for Jood, she did her make up and picked her dress .. Jood was perfection



" Yalla .. here i go .. wish me luck " Jood said nervously


Raseel kissed her friend's cheek and she lead her to the door



So there sat Ya3goub waiting in the restaurant for Jood to show up , when suddenly he gets a call




From Dana no less ..



" Ya3goub ! " her voice sounded like she was crying her eyes out



" Dana what's wrong ? "



" Its daddy ! , mn 9ijja bezawejnee el walad elle yay ! .. mn 9ijja Ya3goub ! , i can't marry him i can't ! , what if he knew about me ? , about the baby !!? "



Dana was freaking out , Ya3goub was startled again , what was he going to say to her NOW !?



He knew EXACTLY how to save the situation , but the solution was just as bad .. at least for him



And the girl he loves ..




" look.. just .. breathe , its not good for the baby alright? , wait for me tonight when i get home , we'll have a talk .. now am kind of ..Er.. uuhh..." he stumbled on words as he watched the prettiest girl walk in ..



Jood ..



She looked more feminine than ever , a lady.. a beautiful , young lady ..




" I'll see you Dana .. bye.. oh ! and don't forget to breathe ! " he hung up quickly




" Hey .." Jood greeted him shyly



" Heey you .. " Ya3goub was breathless



Jood laughed and bit her lip



As she sat , they talked .. about books , about the past months ..



They had their little arguments ofcourse , there were some times when some people would give them looks ,or the waiter would give them a ' Please-keep-it-down-and-don't-get-me-fired ' look



Tonight , Ya3goub made her laugh more than ever , she gave him more butterflies in his stomache than he ever had



And on the way home , as she lay there resting on his shoulder , Ya3goub made sure he didn't hurt her ..



He couldn't tell her what he was about to do ..



Not today , she was just too happy ..




As he smelled her channel , and held her tight , Ya3goub wanted to tell her that SHE was the one he wanted to share the rest of his life with



The kind of woman who will never know how to cook a proper meal , the woman who would never tell him he looked good when he needed a compliment , the woman who would fight with him over the remote control even when there were millions of grey hairs on BOTH their heads




The woman whom he absolutely and unconditionally LOVED




He kissed her goodbye gently and watched her walk dizzily and happily toward the house




" Baby .. why are you so quiet these days ? " Msa3ad whispered in Raseel's ears as they sat together eating dinner



At least , Msa3ad was eating .. Raseel just stared at her plate



" Nothing .. am just .. not hungry , enta matabee ta6leb dessert ? " she asked




" I was thinking .. that.. you would be my dessert .." he gave her a deadly amazing smile



Raseel just lowered her head and let her cheeks burn



" What's the matter 7yaty.. " he moved his head closer and ran his nose against her soft cheek



It was the most wonderful feeling a girl could ever feel ..



But in Raseel's case , it WASN'T !



She couldn't help but imagine 3eesa's face over and over again ..



Like he was watching her from far away , she kept thinking of how hurt he would be if he saw this ..



How devestated he'd feel ..



But then again , she already did that to him



As Msa3ad moved his lips towards hers , she turned away again



" THATS IT !!!!!!!!! " Msa3ad put his hand firmly on the table , scared as hell Rasel was shaking , he was back now



She pushed him on edge , he was mad !




" When are you going to stop this Raseel huh !??? , HUH ??? TELL ME !!? , when are you going to actually let me ENJOY being with you !? "




Raseel said notihng , she just stared blankly at him with tears in her eyes




" Raseel !! " he said again , waiting for an answer , but nothing..




He sighed and looked deeply into her eyes




" Raseel i love you " he said




" I wish i could say the same to you .." she said in a sad , frustrated voice




Msa3ad just stared at the table , " i know you love me too.. at least .. you had..once .. a long time ago i don't know .. but.. Raseel you have to know i DO love you "




Raseel was waiting .. maybe .. somehow she would feel what she felt a long time ago when she was madly in love with the guy who abused her , but..nothing..



It was all gone ..



Here we go .. Ya3goub thought to himself before he entered the house , am about to save the day ..



Stupid , stupid , STUPID Ya3goub .. he kept telling himself

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" Il salam .." Ya3goub saidpoli tely as he approached the girl's car



" Hala.." both girls blinked confused



" I couldn't help but notice you girls at the coffie shop .. the thing is .. you see my fried over there ? , yeah .. he's really interested , he thought twice about coming up here to ask for your number .. " he eyed one of the girl's who was interested in 3eesa , " but he was too shy to come ask himself , so.. do you mind ? " he gave her pleading eyes



The girl couldn't help but blush , it was clear she was on cloud nine ! , she was on a hunt for 3eesa the minute he walked in , now what she wanted finally happened , and it came to HER , all she had to do was give away a few smiles ..



As Ya3goub handed her his phone , she typed her number down and handed the phone shyly back to him



" You know if he ddin't call in a while , don't be shy to try it yourself .." he told her after giving her 3eesa's number



Ya3goub walked away happy with what he accomplished , nothing made him happier to watch Raseel and 3eesa together , but this time .. he couldn't let his friend sink in deppression .. he wanted to help him get a move on with his life , he wanted him to be happy



That is , if another girl could do the trick ..



All he had to do was wait and see



" Ha legait a'3rathik ? " 3eesa asked when Ya3goub got in the car



" Sure did .." Ya3goub smiled



He decided to wait for it , the right time will come , if he did anything now 3eesa was going to resist or refuse



But with time he'll be able to tell




" Raseel .. babe get up.. get up , you okay? " Jood was shaking her friend while she lay on her bed



" Hmmm..." Raseel turned around to see her friend by her side , she could barely see from all the tears in her eyes ..


"Way yumma 5arra3teenee .. hach sherbay .. " Jood handed her the water



" Jood shfeech .. " Raseel said after she took her first sip



Jood didn't know what to say " Nothing .. why? " she lied , nothing made her more scared thna to watch her friend this way , Raseel has lost it , although she tried so well to hide it , she couldn't ..at least , she didn't fool Jood



" Why did you wake me up , i was in the middle of a dream .."



" A dream ? " Jood said, a big O shaped her cute mouth " You didn't stop saying 3eesa's name .. i'd call it a nightmare "



Raseel looked down at the glass of water and took another sip , she always had dreams like this .. about 3eesa .. but that was when she slept all alone , this time Jood was there , she cought her



" Babe you have to stop .. i know you can't help it , w you can't control your dreams but .. at least try .. " Jood put a hand on Raseel's shoulder




" But i don't wat to try Jood.. what if i don't want to forget about him ? , i love him .. i still do .. what if you're so afraid to let go of someone ? , like when you realise they'll never be yours again ? , and the worst part is .. he left hating me ! i made him hate me Jood !! " as Raseel started to cry quietly , Jood didn't know what to do for the first time , she didn't know what to say , because she knew that her friend was still madly in love , and that love walked away .. there are no words that can ease her pain now



But being Jood , she never gives up




" Am sure he doesn't hate you babe .. no one can love so much and then hate in one night .. "



When Raseel finally got the strength to stop herself , she asked Jood to go out with her ..



She needed fresh air , she needed to go out and see the wrold again



Ya3goub went home to find Dana in the kitchen , making herself a snack



" Hey.. " he said politely



She gave him a helpless smile as she fixed her sandwhich , he smiled back , he liked the way she looked doing it..like she was somehow glowing today..



She had no idea what she was doing ! , Dana was a brat .. she rarely did stuff herself



He hurried to help her



" Thanks .." She said as she took her first bite



Ya3goub just smiled at her , he watched her eat



" Am sorry do i look too gross ? " she asked



he laughed , " Nooo ... "



" Good.. "



Deep down inside , he wanted to tell her that he was there for her , that it was going to be alright ..




He has been thinking about this for way too long .. but he still wasn't sure



He knew what he had to do if he wanted to save his cousin , but what about Jood ?



He loved her so much ..he wasn't going to give her up no matter what , so he started ..



" Dana .. you know am your cousin .. am going to help you anyway i can "



She smiled at him , she was hoping that this would be what she was waiting for , her eyes almsot jumped out of place ..



She was waiting for this for too long



Ya3goub kept on thinking of ways to help her without hurting Jood ..




But if Jood loved him , she would understand .. or would she ?




" Dana .. ana .. gam afakker .. " As he started off , Dana was already picking out where to celebrate the wedding !



Just then Ya3goub's phone rang , and it was his Jood ..



" Joodee " he answered happily , he axcused himself as he gestured with his finger to Dana , and hurried upstairs



Dana's face changed entirely ! , seems like the devil hated being in that disguise for too long



Her plan was going to work , and Jood wasn't going to ruin everything ! , Dana wanted to make sure she wasn't going to be interrupted for a second time




The devil has a lot of tricks , so Dana wasn't going to give up now



Msa3ad was getting angrier by the minute ! , Raseel wasn't her old self , this wasn't what he wanted , her body was there but her mind was just off ..




He would get drunk everytime they had a fight and stop himself from beating the hell out of her .. but Raseel didn't even care if her body got hurt .. she was lifeless as it is



He always tried to think of a new plan , something to make Raseel regret treating him this way.. something to make her forever his ...



As 3eesa lay there on his comfortable bed , he kept seeing images from the past ..




Raseel's first accident with him , the day when they played with the kites , the day he first kissed her lips ..



He hated himself for walking away .. but she wanted him to ..



He offered to stay with her till death do them part .. but she refused..



It made no sense to him , didn't Raseel love him ?



Should he forget about her and move on ?



He wasn't sure , but he was sure that his heart was in a bad shape , and it needed repair .. a kind of repair that his garage wasn't capable of ..



Just as he closed his eyes .. he got a message

9.10.09

your guardian angel [ 42 ]






You guys sorry I didn’t post sooner !, bas wallah I was busy m3a bedayat el jam3a wel ashya2 sorrryyyy ;*



Thank you all for commenting, enjoy this


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Ya3goub couldn’t believe his ears , here Dana was telling him she was pregnant ! , he was the only one who knew , the only one who can help solve anything

“ Am sorry what? “ he moved closer giving her his ear so he could hear her well , was she serious ?


Dana kept on the act , “ am … am pregnant Ya3goub ! “


Ya3goub just stood there staring at her wide eyed , she kept on sniffing


“ Dana .. did…did 7amad hurt you ? , I mean was it .. I mean .. was it against your will ? “ Ya3goub felt uncomfortable explaining the words


“ No No ! .. I mean we didn’t… I mean I didn’t want this .. I … I …”


Ya3goub just gave her a look , he was disgusted and appalled by her but after all .. she was his cousin , she was family ..his blood


“ and I suppose he’s coming to marry you soon ? “


Dana was just quiet , she just thought of doing this .. but she didn’t think of the consequences or what’s going to happen next ..


“ I .. doubt ..that.. “ she bit her lip


“ WHAT !!? , so you … you … and he’s not marrying you !!? “


Dana still stood quiet , Ya3goub realized that if he kept on doing that to her , she might cry ..


So he took a deep breath , tried to be open-minded about it , but there was NO bright side to it ..


That is if 7amad came to correct his mistake , if he came and asked for Dana’s hand in marriage ..



But he just learnt that 7amad wasn’t going to do that so .. there had to be another way ..


“ Ya3goub my parents are going to kill me alive ! “


“ Well you should’ve thought about that BEFORE YOU ..” he tried to control himself ..


He sighed deeply and began again


“ you can’t run away from your mistakes Dana , you did something ..something BAD and now you have to live with the consequences of your stupid irresponsible actions “


He looked at her , he thought she was being tortured enough for the evening , knowing that you’re pregnant from someone who isn’t your husband isn’t exactly the best news


“ Look , just sleep on it , we’ll figure out what to do with your mess in the morning “ he told her


Dana just looked at the floor , and when she began walking towards the door , Ya3goub watched .. he kind of felt sorry for her.. he didn’t know what to do with her


But as the night went on and 3eesa laid on his bed ..he kept on thinking about Dana ..


Of course .. if he wanted to be the gentleman and save the day .. there was only one way he could do it ..


But as he thought of Jood .. and how much he loved her , he only got more lost ..


He decided to rest his head a little and think about it later ..


“ I think you look really great “ Raseel said as she watched her best friend in her prettiest outfit standing in front of her


“ You sure? , don’t you think it’s a little bit of a disaster ? “


“ Jood , just because you’re wearing something a little more colourful doesn’t mean you look like a disaster “


Jood was used to her rock star look , her dark colors that were amazingly combined with her lovely skin


She was wearing a beautiful grey dress , with chiffon sleeves and a mixture of neon colors on the edges


Her anniversary with Ya3goub in a few days and she wanted to look special


Raseel picked out the dress for her and she did look amazing


Jood was excited , she took an extra effort to look beautiful for Ya3goub , this was the longest relationship she’s ever been in and she couldn’t be any more happier than to be with the guy she loved


Raseel just kept on smiling , hiding her pain ..


She was remembering 3eesa , she did that every minute of every single day ..


She met him before Jood and Ya3goub met each other , and it could’ve been their anniversary before Jood and Ya3goub’s ..


They could’ve celebrated all four of them together ..


She quickly brushed that thought away form her head , and she concentrated on Jood ..


She couldn’t be happier for her best friend , and Ya3goub was a great guy


“ So what are you going to do today? “ Jood asked


“ Oh..umm .. am going to a ..spa.. yes ! a spa ! “ Raseel lied , she was meeting Msa3ad again , no one can know .. EVER


Jood looked at her suspiciously , she didn’t believe a word Raseel said , but she played along ..


“ Well hello ..” Msa3ad told her playing with a strand of her beautiful long hair


Raseel was miserable , she couldn’t stand the thought of him touching her , not again ..


She kept on remembering 3eesa , his touch , his kiss .. everything about him made her heart ache


Those thoughts were quickly brushed off when she heard Msa3ad’s voice again


“ You look beautiful you know that? “ he was extra close to her face , she just stared down , scared and disgusted , she couldn’t stand the thought of another guy even being near her after 3eesa..


He looked at her like he was going to eat her up soon , he was so big and strong standing in front of her , she looked so fragile


As he put his hand on her cheek , she tried to move away , but she was scared to make any moves .. and she couldn’t tell him to stop


But she was more scared that she might say 3eesa’s name any time now ..


“ Shfeech? “ he whispered to her


“ Nothing ..” the word came out very quickly and in such a low voice that it was a murmur


He leaned in to kiss her but she quickly moved her head as if she was touched by an electric shock !


She couldn’t stand being near him ! , not after 3eesa..


She still felt like she was cheating on him


Msa3ad tried to control himself , but his old ways couldn’t just die easily


“ What now ? , you still don’t want anything to do with me ? “ he asked her , his voice irritated


Raseel looked up at him , her eyes scared of what was going to happen next


She saw anger in his eyes , she noticed his hand was in a tight grip that if it held anything it might break


Deep down inside , she wished that 3eesa would show up and save her , like he did long ago ..


But of course , this was reality , Msa3ad was right in front of her , his rage was controlling him again and there was nothing she could do


“ 3wais ! , a77777 wallah 9A5AR ! “ Ya3goub shouted at his friend


They were hanging out at Starbucks Kaifan , and a couple of girls couldn’t look away form the guy’s table


“ Ya3goub .. “ 3eesa gave him a look


“ Hey don’t look at me ! , am taken .. you on the other hand .. 3wais wallah 9a5ar .. la t6awefhaa “


Since 3eesa was feeling down , Ya3goub tried to cheer his friend up , he wanted him to forget Raseel so he could live happily again..


There was no smile on his face , no life in him at all


So Ya3goub was trying his best …


“ Ya3goub .. bas 3ad gilnaa..”


“ 3wais what’s wrong man .. am just saying you should move on “


“ Why , did she ? “ 3eesa asked eagerly


It was clear he still cared for Raseel , and cared ALOT


Ya3goub was quiet


“ Man I appreciate it wallah .. bas ..not now bro just not now ..” 3eesa told him


As the guys were leaving , the girls still eyed them ..

One of them couldn’t keep her eyes off 3eesa ! , of course no one could blame her , his tan , his cheekbones and his dimples !, they were enough for any girl to go insane , while the other girl gave up when she noticed Ya3goub wasn’t paying attention to her


As 3eesa walked up faster to his car , Ya3goub had a crazy idea , he couldn’t believe he was going to do this , but he wanted his friend to be happy ..


“ 3wais ! ,um degeega nesait shay al7een rad ..”


3eesa nodded and Ya3goub walked up towards the girl’s car , making sure 3eesa wasn’t looking