your guardian angel [ 51 ]

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She turned her face to look at him

Her lost love , her baby ..

He didn't recognize the sad eyed , broken girl in black

She wasn't his Raseel ..

" Baby.. " He knelled down and took her face in his strong hands

Raseel's eyes fell on the ground , 3eesa's heart fell with it

She's not even looking at him !

" Raseel talk to me .. " he pleaded

Still... not a word...

" Raseel .. at least.. look at me.. "

Her eyes moved up to look into his ..

He didn't recognize her , she looked different ..

" Am so sorry for your loss " He told her

And it was as if he hit a trigger , hot tears rolled down her lifeless flat cheeks .. her watering eyes were still glued to his

They said so much , it was as if she was talking through them .. and he understood every word

How could you go ?

Why did you leave ?

Even though i told you i had to get away .. i didn't want you to ..

Yes , all those words were rushing through her head ..

When he saw her like this , he couldn't take it

He took her into his strong warm arms , her scarf fell to her shivering shoulders , he kissed every single tear her eye dropped

" Am so sorry , am so sorry.. " he kept repeating into her ears

With a sudden moan , Raseel seemed to have stopped breathing

3eesa's heart fell into his stomach when he heard her choking sound , he moved away and looked at her

Tears were coming down more strongly , her teeth were clinched together tightly ..

She looked like she was in so much pain .. but still there was no sound !

NOTHING came out of her mouth

3eesa panicked

" Raseel .. baby stop .. 9alle 3al nibee .. " he tried to stop her tears but they just kept coming

He knew what it felt like to have lost someone

He remembered what happened when his brother was gone , he knew what she was going through

But he couldn't compare , this was her father .. her world ..

Just then , he saw a car's headlights ..

The car parked and Jood came out running towards them

" RASEEL ! " She shouted

She came closer and saw 3eesa and Raseel in that position , her heart ached at the sight of them

She knew that if anyone can get Raseel out of this , it was 3eesa ..

And she was right

" Is she okay ? .." she whispered to 3eesa

He just looked at her helplessly

A few minutes later another car came in and parked

" 3wais !! " Ya3goub came running towards them

" I got your message ! , is everything okay? "

As soon as Ya3goub saw Jood , he lowered his head

Jood mouth was still open , but decided to snap out of it , this wasn't the right time for this

She took out a bottle of water and gave it to 3eesa ..

" Call her mother .. tell her she's alright " He told Jood as he opened the bottle for Raseel to drink

He rested her head on his chest , gave her the bottle and watched her sip slowly

His heart was breaking into little pieces as he watched her like that

Ya3goub was stealing glances at Jood now and then , he missed her

Jood caught him glancing at her , she made a face and moved her attention to Raseel

Ya3goub laughed at her , he loved her .. he loved her mean attitude and arrogance ..

He wanted her, more than anything ..

" You need to get back home babe .. " Jood told Raseel , she knew it was no use , Raseel wasn't going to talk .. but she was trying..

3eesa looked at her , she didn't do anything ..

Not even nod

What surprised him is that she suddenly pressed her hand against his chest , grabbed his shirt tightly and burried her head into his chest

He started breathing more heavily , inhaling her scent .. remembering all the times he spent with her

She needed him now more than ever

Jood and Ya3goub exchanged looks , they wanted to give them more privacy .. but they also didn't want to leave them alone

In that time of need , the 4 friends stuck together ..

In just one glance , Jood and Ya3ogub let their problems fade away just for this moment .. Raseel needed them

" It's alright Jay .. i'll take her home.. " 3eesa told Jood

" Alrighty then .. i better go , if you need anything just call .. " Jood got up and Ya3goub watched her

She saw him , he didn't take his eyes off of her for one second ..

But she ignored him and started walking away ..

" Okay imma go too man , you need anything ReeRee ?" He asked Raseel

But Raseel looked at him and gave him a thank you smile , " Alright .. bye guys.. "

As Ya3goub walked away , he saw Jood sitting in her car

It didn't even start yet ..

Hmm .. , he wondered , that's wierd .. she was too eager to get out of this place ..

As he moved a bit closer towards his car , he saw her struggling with the key ..

" Ugghhh COME ON ! , mo wagtiiiiik !! " She kept talking to the key

Ya3goub laughed at her

" Are you okay? " He asked

Jood sighed, she thought about ignoring him for a while .. but she wasn't in the mood for games today

" Am fine .. it's just this... uuuggggh ! come on you stupid peace of.. what's WRONG with you ! "

" May i take a look? " Ya3goub asked politely

" No thank you , we're fine .. me AND my car don't need your help "

Ya3goub watched her in amusement as she struggled with her car keys

Just then a funny noise came out of the car and Jood almost jumped out of her seat !

" NOW will you allow me to look at it? " he asked

Jood just made a face

He moved closer and leaned in to check it out

" hmmm... " he started " You battery's dead .. "

" what !? , what the hell am i going to do now ? its late and i can't possibly ask 3eesa to give me a ride.. i mean look at them .. "

While she was saying that , Ya3goub was smiling

" Oh don't even think about it ! "

His smile grew wider

" Oh Maaaaan ! you know this doesn't mean anything .." She told him as she got out of the car " this is an emergency "

He was still smiling

She locked her car and got into his

He climbed in and turned on the radio , " So what do you want to listen to ? " he asked

" Oh god , please no .. this going to be hell !! "

Ya3goub smiled and pulled out of the parking lot

" Come on .. let's get you out of here .." 3eesa whispered softly to Raseel

As he helped her get up , he realised that she couldn't even carry her own body .. she was too weak !

She was a skeleton walking !

No .. a skeleton barely walking ..

He lead her slowly to the car , resting most of her body weight on him , he put her gently on the back seat so she could be more comfortable and drove her home

He kept checking up on her in the mirror while he drove

He didn't want to take her home

He wanted to keep her with him ..

He couldn't leave her like this ..

As he approached her house , he parked a few feet away from it

He got into the back seat and helped her up so she could get out ,

" Here we go .. now listen to me .. Your mom needs you , i know its hard baby .. wallah i know , bas oboch mayabeech chthy tsaween eb 3mrech , you need to be strong , have faith .. you need to keep on living .. your mom want's you to be happy , i want you to be happy.." he looked deep into her tired eyes

And for the first time , Raseel looked like she was about to say something

But she didn't , she just kept staring at him

Looking at his handsome face , she didn't want to go , she didn't want him to leave her

" I need to get you inside .. your mom will worry.." as he reached for the door , she held his shirt again .. tighter than before

She was like a little kid who was afraid to leave

He looked at her hand that was stuck on his shirt , he looked at her face and then she shook her head

He knew what she meant , " I don't want you to go either .. but you have to .. "

As she gazed deeply into his eyes , he knew he couldn't force her

As he looked into her eyes , he had an urge to hold her .. to kiss her ..

This time 3eesa didn't think

He just leaned forward ..