your guardian angel [ 52 ]

Raseel watched everything go in slow motion , he came towards her .. his body pressing hard against hers in emotion , her back was glued to the back seat , she was breathing heavily and so was he

He was taking in all of her features , looking at her pretty lovesick eyes , looking at her trembling lips and shivering neck

They just watched each other , like it was all a dream .. they finally met .. he finally found her

After all what had happened , time seemed to freeze on that specific moment

3eesa stopped and closed his eyes, he inhaled her scent .. it didn't change ..

Raspberry and Vanilla

He swallowed hard , she watched him in fear and excitement all at once

She missed him so much , she needed him now more than ever

She bit her lip and kept her gaze straight to his face

He opened his eyes and he realized he was only an inch away from her face

She stopped breathing

For a moment he did too

When their lips met again

Every bit of the world disappeared

Love , lust , grief , happiness , sadness , longing and all sorts of emotions started pouring out

It took them long enough before any of them realized what they were doing

They broke out and breathed again

They didn't look at each other , they only looked down ..

They were both thinking , what the hell just happened ?

few minutes later , 3eesa finally talked

" Raseel .. "

" I know.. " and for the first time , he heard her voice

He almost forgot what her voice did to him , to his heart ..

For the first time her father went away , for the first time in god know how long..

Raseel spoke

He looked at her

" I know 3eesa .. "

" What do you know ? "

" This doesnt mean that everything's okay .. we're not .. back , it was.. a .. "

" It was... " He tried to find a word

As soon as their eyes met , they looked down again

They had no idea what they were doing

This wasn't supposed to happen

" I should.. " Raseel swallowed and looked at her house

" Yeah .." 3eesa said , still looking confused

Raseel opened the door for herself and walked out

3eesa sighed deeply and let his back fall onto the seat

He was still breatihng heavilly

Raseel entered the house to find her mother asleep on the couch with a book in her hand , she kissed her cheek , put a blanket over her and headed upstairs

She took a nice steamy shower , she was still wrapping her mind over the fact that 3eesa was just with her , kissing her , holding her

She still thought it was all a dream

She couldn't believe how he got her to talk

Finally expressing her feeling in actual words , not nods .. not hand gestures .. real words

She knew she wasn't supposed to surrender to him

She knew what just happened can't happen again, that it was very wrong

But most importantly , she knew it was in her and 3eesa's best interest that they don't see each other again .. ever !

3eesa drove slowly , trying to grasp what happened

He wanted her ..

He wanted no one else but her

His Raseel

What the hell is he thinking !?

He couldn't get married !

But then what ? , Raseel didn't want him as boyfriend .. now she'd want him as a husband ?

This was a mess

" Would you stop looking at me ? " Jood said irritated

" Alright .. am sorry i just.. " Ya3goub shrugged

" you just what huh ? , you just what Ya3goub !? "

" I .."

" No .. SHUT UP ! just SHUT UP !! , YOU left ME ok ? , am not the one who's marrying their sneaky lying little cousin Ya3goub ! "

" Fine .." Ya3goub didn't know what else to say , he deserved this

" You're right.. " he told her

She looked at him in sudden fear

Was he giving up !?

before she knew it , he was parked in front of her house

Jood was angry , but she was also sad ..

She loved him , why couldn't he see that ?

He was getting married tomorrow .. she tried to tell him about Dana ..

She did !

But he wasn't there to listen

She was so mad that she didn't even say goodbye to him , she just opened the door and walked away

" Thanks for the ride .. " she managed to say between gritted teeth

Jood slept with a heavy heart , she had a nightmare .. a number of them actually

Every time she got up in the middle of the night , she would go back to sleep having a new nightmare !

She woke up in the morning feeling sick

Mostly from herself

What the hell was she trying to prove ?!

This was her ! , she wasn't the girl who sits back and plays the victim !

That B**** is NOT going to steal my boyfriend , she told herself

She washed up , grabbed her keys and headed for the beauty parlor

" Hello ? "

" Hey 7amad ! " She said cheerfully

" Hey you , what's up ? "

" Zahheb deshdashtik , we have a wedding to attend "