26.2.10
kidnap my heart 24
14.2.10
kidnap my heart 23
When he was finaly able to close his eyes , Yousif dreamt about her ..
She was wearing that beautiful white dress again .. and she was waiting for him on the kosha ..
They were having a traditional , beautiful Kuwaiti wedding ..
All his friends and family were there .. including his belated cousin
She was smiling at him as he approached her slowly , but he was also eager to get there as fast as he could ..
His heart was beating so hard ,but just then .. the music stopped
All the people were gasping , Everyone suddenly wore black ..
His cousin had a frown on his face ..
Alot of men in black came and took Jana away , he followed them .. he was running as fast as he could
He stopped when he saw her long dress on the floor , covered in bright red blood
He woke up sweating and gritting his teeth ,
He hoped for any other nightmares .. but not ones where something bad would happen to her ..
She wasn't there .. she wasn't next to him
He got up and headed to the bathroom , the door was open .. and Jana was standing looking at the mirror adjusting her long curls
He was a sucker for those curls ..
When she saw her reflection in the mirror , she quickly turned around and headed to the door
" Good morning .." he said in a deep tired voice
" Morning " She said without bothering to look at him ,
He sighed and closed the bathroom's door behind him ..
He took a long shower , prayed and went downstairs
His mother was in the kitchen as usual , making breakfast and Jana was eating
He went and sat beside her , he smiled at her when their eyes met but she didn't return it
" Okay Alex am gonna go now , " Jana suddenly got up
Yousif looked at her like a little kid who saw his favorite toy broken ..
" Oh you're going now ? .. okay sweetie becareful " Alex looked at Yousif with hopeful eyes , thinking he might say something to stop her
" Wh-- uhh .." he shrugged , he didn't know what to say .. he just watched her grab her jacket and leave the house
" Where did she go ? " He looked at his mother
" Well she's YOUR wife ! you should've asked her , plus she made me promise not to tell "
" Mom ! please ! its important for me to know where she's going .. its not safe out there ! "
" Don't worry she's not going far "
Yousif sighed deeply , he was hoping he'd make it right today ..
But now with Jana gone ..
" Here you go sweetie , " Alex put a full plate infront of Yousif expecting him to dig in right away ..
But for the first time since he'd been here, he pushed the place back again to her and got up
" Thanks mom but am not hungry "
" What ? but i made your favorite " Alex looked disapointed , Yousif kissed her cheek
" Sorry mom "
Alex's heart ached to see her son so down ..
She took the plate and started eating it herself while Yousif went upstairs
He saw his phone vibrate and he didn't know why the idea of it being Jana came to his mind
And when he saw the number he realised how stupid that thought was , because it wasn't Jana .. it was 7arith
And he wasn't calling like he always does .. 7arith sent a message
Hey ,
Meet me behind Santo's pizza
Time's up
Yousif's heart sank when he saw that message , he quickly let go of his phone and went to his mother
He didn't want to scare her but he HAD to know where Jana was !
She had to be with him right NOW
She had to be safe !
" Mom " Yousif came down looking out of breath
" What's wrong are you hungry ? coz i ate your food "
" Umm no mom listen , did Jana tell you where she was going "
Alex rolled her eyes
" Mom please , its important "
" Look sweetie , i know you're having problems but i promised her not to - "
" Mother .. you want me to make it up to her right? "
" well yeah but-"
" Mom where did she go ? "
" look i realy don't know baby .. but she said she won't be long she's with paula "
Yousif couldn't get angry or say anything unhelpful right now , he just thanked his mother and headed for the door
Okay .. Jana's with Paula she'll be fine .. and safe ..
Hopefully
Now he'll go talk to 7arith and settle things .. see what he can do about it
" Thank you for coming with me Jana , i realy appreciate it "
" No problem Paula , i'd love to help "
" yes .. Alex told me you'd be great for shopping "
" Do you mind if we just pass by the bank at first ? Alex gave us permission to max out her credit card for this shoot "
Jana grinned " Okay "
Yousif wore his black leather Jacket in case it got cold , he walked looking in every corner for a glimpse of Jana .. he just wanted to see if she's alright ..
He was worried about her more than he was worried for himself from those people ..
He also had no idea what he was going to say , how was he going to convince them not to do what they came here for ?
Girls around shops noticed him looking and smiled his way , but he wasn't that person anymore ..
He wasn't going to let it get to him this time , not after he saw the hurt in Jana's eyes ..
Not after she stole his heart ,
He paid no attention to them but to any curly brown hair he could find , he'd recognize those curls from miles and miles away
He kept looking for an hour but nothing ..
It was time , and he didn't want to be late
" Hey J-man "
Yousif turned around to see Jassim and some others waiting for him with grins
" Hey how you doin bad boy , got her here huh ? niiiice "
" Uhh yeah .. whats up ? "
" You tell us dude , is your phone like dead or somethin ? "
" Uhh no no it was just .. the service uum .. where .. where is 7arith ? " he looked around for his friend
" What's the matter you think the boss doesn't trust us enough to come find you ? "
" Uhh no i didn't mean that man, chill "
" Anyway .. we just wanted to make sure you got the girl "
" yeah .. yeah i got her , what .. any words yet ? "
Yousif's heart was racing so bad that he felt like they could hear it too ..
" Why do you think we're here 3yal ? "
His breathing slowed , he felt like he wanted to shoot all of them right now
" What do you mean ? "
" Why do you think we're here Ywaisef ? , boss told us to come finish the business since you weren't answering your damn phone ! "
Yousif gritted his teeth and took a step closer wanting to beat him up , but another guy stepped in and stopped him
He brushed the hand of the guy quickly " I WAS ASSIGNED THIS , AM GOING TO TALK TO THE BOSS AND FINISH IT "
" Too late man, we're already out there to get her .. a couple of the guys saw her down by st. monica.. don't worry the boss will give you SOMe credit "
Yousif felt the entire world crashing down on him ,
" What did you just say ?"
" I said he'll give you some credit man "
" You FOUND her? "
" yeah out .. but alone ? gotta say you weren't doing such a great job keeping her near you as you were in bed with her "
That was it , Yousif couldn't control it anymore
He jumped on Jassim and started beating him up so hard , his nose started bleeding but he didn't care
" YOUSIIF !! YOUSIIF HEDDAA SHFEEK YANNAIT ! " the guys were all shouting ,
But then Yousif remembered Jana , they were going to get her !
He had to go !
As he stopped punching Jassim who was severely hurt , he tried to even his breath , tried to calm down
But just as Yousif got up and started to walk again , he heard Jassim call after him
" Hey Yousif "
He turned around to see Jassim with a gun " say goodbye to your job and your girl "
Bang!
Yousif was thrown on the floor
" Hurry up ! " Jassim shouted and all of them left Yousif bleeding on the side of the road
" You stay here sweetie , i'll only take a moment "
" umm okay .. " Jana stood outside holding her scarf tight to her chest as she waited for Paula near the ATM machine
" There she is "
" Perfect .. "
" Hello little miss "
Jana stared at Jassim who was approaching her , his nose was obviously broken , but all the blood dried up and all was left was small smudges of red
She didn't answer him, she just stared at him scared ..
She didn't know what he wanted , but she knew if she were in a story .. he couldn't possibly be a good guy in it ..
" Shall we boys .. ? " he stared behind him to see the guys smiling at each other and then at her
Oh no ,
NOW she knew who they were
" MISS JANA !! " A tall , very big Italian guy was almost running towards them
The men all stared at him wide eyed and then at each other
" MARCO HEYY !! " Paula suddenly turned around to see him
" I was looking for you everywhere , wh- " Marco noticed the guys who were standing just a few feet away from Jana
And Paula raised an eyebrow " Who- ? "
" We were only asking for some .. directions "Jassim looked at Jana and winked
" Yeah .. we're new to the city " another guy said
They smiled at Jana then at Marco , they turned around very slowly , looking at Jana straight in the eye
" WEIRD ! " Paula said as soon as they left " Anyway Jana this is MARCO ! he models for Alex.. what are you doing here ? "
she asked him , but he ignored her
" wow .." Jana laughed nervously " Hii .. you look .. very .. umm "
" BIG ? " he asked in a scary voice , but he was smiling so that was good
Jana giggled
" yes yes i know .. i am one of a kind .. that's why miss Alex picked me for some modeling .. i also do most of the heavy lifting around the studio .. "
" That's .. that's great .. " Jana realy wanted to sound excited , but she couldn't
They came for her .. they were realy here !
" Umm .. Paula .. can Marco help you ? am just .. am realy sorry but i think i left something at home i have to go "
" Oh sure sure its okay .. "
" Oh you cannot go alone ! its getting dark here , we'll take you " Marco said
" Yeah honey you are so tiny " Paula smiled at her ,
Jana smiled back and thanked god they were so sweet .. she couldn't imagine what would happen if the guys came to her again ..
But still when she walked , she was scared ..
What if they were following her?
What if they knew where she was staying ?
What about Alex ?
And Yousif ?
OH MY GOD YOUSIF !! , she suddenly thought
Where was he ?!
" Umm .. thank you guys realy , and paula am so sorry we can go some other time maybe .. "
" yeah yeah sure don't worry about iiit " Paula smiled at her
Jana waved at them and hurried inside the house ,
Her heart was beating so fast , she looked like a crazy person
She looked in all the rooms , neither Alex nor Yousif was around !
The maids said that Alex went out , but Yousif left very early ..
She didn't know what to do
She sat down on the couch concentrating on her breathing
What was she going to do ?
She can't go out and look for him !
She had no car and no idea where to look she'll just get lost !
She tried calling but his phone was off
She was on the verge of breaking down ,
5 hours passed and there was no word on Yousif or Alex ..
" Signora do you want some coffee ? something to eat? " the maid asked her
" uhh .. no no Isabella thank you "
She tried to even her voice , to hide her swollen red eyes ..
Suddenly the phone rang , " HELLO " Jana was out of breath , she didn't care if she sounded horrible or rude
" Oh sweetie ! you sound awful ! " Alex's cheerful voice came through , Jana was gglad to hear it
" Alex .. " Her voice was a whisper
" yes its me darling , are you okay? you don't sound good "
" umm .. yeah yeah am okay am just a little .. sick that's all "
" Oh dear ! let Isabella make some soup then "
" Uhh yeah okay .. "
" Oh sweetie what's wrong ? are you and Yousif still fighting? "
" Um ..no .. its all okay but ..Alex did .. Yousif say where he was going ?"
" Well .. no darling he was after you ! "
Jana's heart fell all the way to her stomach , " th-thak you .. "
" I just called to say am going to be late .. so you don't worry "
" Uhh yeah O-okay.. "
Like am not freaking out right now , she thought
" alright sweetie bbye "
Click
Jana held her feet closer to her chest and barried her head ,
She started rocking herself back and forth like she did when she was a kid ..
She prayed and prayed that he was alright , she just wanted him to come in right this moment and ease her pain ..
But he didn't ,
Jana headed to the bedroom to look out from the balcony ,
She watched the stars and wished she was in some cheesy movie where the stars would lead her to her loved one ..
She would cry and he would sing to her ..
Jana refused to let a single tear escape her eyes , she waited and waited and waited ..
The door opened " Isabella am realy fine i don't need sou-" Jana turned around to see Yousif in his leather jacket , with that sexy crooked smile
" Are you sure ma'am ? i made it extra hot "
Jana laughed and cried at the same time , she flew into his arms ..
She cried like a baby , " you left !! you weren't supposed to leave me you dumbass !! "
" Wh-aat but You left ME ! " He said confused ,
" Whatever "
She hit his shoulder , and then she felt something ..
Yousif didn't say a word put she could see it in his face ,
She took a closer look at his black jacket ,
Without a word she slowly turned the jacket to find a huge amout of blood on his shoulder
She covered her mouth and said nothing ,
She was so shocked , no words could come out
" Look .. its nothing , its not as bad as it looks "
" No as bad ?? Yousif it doesn't look bad it look AWFUL ! HORRIBLE !!!"
" Jana .. calm down .. "
" Laish re7t !!? laish Yousif ?! "
" Baby its okay am fine .. look at me am standing right infront of you .. this is just the T-shirt , they cleaned the wound for me , look " he lifted his shirt a bit to show her the big white bandage they put for him
She stopped freaking out for a moment as she examined him
She hugged him so hard that he was hurt alittle
But he only smiled and kissed the top of her head
" Am so sorry , am so sorry am an ass " he kept whispering
" Yes you are "
he laughed " come on , help me get out of these clothes "
She helped him take off his jacket , and then his Bloody T-shirt
Jana avoided looking at him , she ddin't want to see the blood either but she had no choice
" Look at me , " he whispered to her
" We'll throw this away, so your mom won't find it "
She threw the shirt on the floor , still avoiding eye contact
"Jana .. "
" Get up let's get you in nice comfortable trousers "
He got up obediently with a smile
She was quietly taking off his belt
" Shloon y3ny? " he asked her , she ignored him
He suddenly stopped her , lifted her up and made her stand up on the bed and face him
" NOW look at me " he told her firmly
" Am i bleeding?" he asked her
" Well .. n-no not anymore .. "
" Am i talking to you ? "
" YYes .. "
" So am not dead .. "
" Don't say that or i'll hit you again !! "
" Good then .. why the hell are you sad for ? "
She sighed " i don't know " Her eyes were watering again
He got up on the bed too , he took her in his arms and whispered " Am not going to leave you again , i promise "
" Yousif .. "
" 3yoon Yousif .."
" What .. what did they..?"
" Let's not worry about that now okay? "
" And ..Marco? "
" Yes .. i called him "
" And .."
" Shutup no more questions " he hit her head gently
Then Yousif suddenly started moving his legs , the matress of the bed was moving too
" Hey what.. ? " Jana looked down at Yousif's legs ,
He only laughed , then he started jumping higher !
" Yousif are you crazy !? we're gonna fall ! "
Just then , Jana and Yousif fell on their big comfortable white pillows
" That was the whole point " he told her gently
She frowned at him " and you call ME crazy .. "
" Are you still mad at me ? "
" Mmm... " she pretended to think
" Okay then i'll go jump on the bed in the other room " He was just about to get up when Jana grabbed him and pulled him towards her
" Am sorry, " he told her again " i missed you "
Jana smiled shyly at him , " me too Isabella "
He laughed and kissed her
9.2.10
kidnap my heart 22
Yalla hope you enjoy this one as well ;*
tell me what you think , am SURe you'll have very strong opinions ;p
And happy V-day everyoooonnnnne !
Xoxo
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Yousif parked the car and saw his mother's in the driveway ..
" They're here "
" And of course you're so glad to get rid of the tiny thing in my hands right now , aren't you ? " Jana whispered so she wouldn't wake the baby
He smiled at her " Naah , i got over it "
He got out and opened the door for her , once they were inside they saw Alex and Rosa sitting on the couch drinking Lemon juice
" Hey !! " Alex greeted
" SSshhh ! " Yousif told her
Alex's face was surprised and she looked at Rosa who was looking at them with a smile
" What happened is he okay ? we were freaking out until we found your note on the table .."
" Yes he's fine he's just sleeping , we went out for some milk .. he was an angel " Jana told her
Jana sat down still holding the baby in her arms , " Well i better get going then .. its late and the baby is asleep " Rosa said as she got up
" Sure sure sweetie , good job today " Alex told her
Rosa smiled , " Well i better get going now .. " She smiled wryly looking at Jana who was still holding the baby and nodding sweetly
" Umm .." Alex started saying
" Uhh Jana ? " Yousif looked at her
" What ? " she was confused
" The baby ? " Yousif looked at him in her arms
" OHH ! oh am so sorry i didn't .. i didn't realize .." She laughed nervously and handed Rosa the baby
Jana's smile faded right away when she gave him back ..
" Well thank you again Jana really .. i appreciate it .." Rosa said and headed to the door
" It was our pleasure , " Yousif answered her politely for Jana who was deep in thought
" You did great you two , " Alex yawned " see you guys in the morning " she waved and hurried to the stairs
" Hey .." Yousif moved closer to her
She looked up without saying anything , her face waiting ..
" Don't you want to get some rest ? its been a long day .. "
" Oh .. yeah .." she smiled at him and walked up the stairs
She didn't say anything since then .. she changed into her PJ's and sat on the bed ,
Yousif got into his too , he watched her sitting on the bed .. she was too distracted , and it wasn't like Jana to be quiet like this
He sat on the bed next to her and looked at her " go on .. tell me " he told her gently
" Hmm ? " She looked up at him , he knew she hadn't heard a word
" You been quiet since they left .. what's wrong ? "
" Nothing "
" Jana .. what's wrong "
She was quiet ,
Yousif suddenly nodded like he realized what's going on " Aah .."
She looked at him
" You're sad coz he left .."
Jana didn't answer , but her face said it all .. Yousif was right
"I was ridiculous .. i mean i knew he had to go but .. i don't know what happened .. "
" No you're not ridiculous " he played with her hair " i even liked the little dude myself .."
Jana looked up at him surprised " You did ?! " suddenly excited
He nodded " 7atta sharaitlaa dla'3at .. nesait a36eehom 7g omma .." He suddenly remembered
" Yousiiif !! " he could see her eyes twinkling , she was so glad he liked the little boy
" Baby .. "
" Yeah "
" Tabeen baby ? " the words came out of his mouth so fast and so spontaneously , he wasn't even thinking about them
She froze in her place, she was so shocked from his question she didn't know what to say ..
How could he ask this ?!
Was he serious ?!
They did talk about it , but he caught her off guard , she didn't realise he was asking this .. REALLY asking this .. NOW
" Tell me .. " he moved closer to her
But Jana didn't answer " I need to go to bed .. " She suddenly said , she pulled the covers over her tiny body , ignoring Yousif who was sitting there ..
" Jana .. " He was confused and mostly hurt by her reaction
She didn't answer him , he reached out for the covers and saw her face wet with a few tears " What's wrong ? " he asked scared
" You ask me etha abee baby , wana broo7ee madree etha ra7 y5aloonee a3eesh for the next month or two Yousif .. and you ask if i ..we might even not .. be able .. "
" Stop it " he told her firmly
" Don't say that , Jana what's wrong ? a few hours ago you were so excited about babies and now .. "
" I don't know what to do Yousif , i love you too much for my own good .. and i have no idea what's going to happen next .. having me is enough trouble and now you're thinking about this like we're some happy married couple who hadn't got a care in the world and at this time .. !"
He pulled her closer to his chest " you said it yourself .. you are MY own trouble , and now am addicted to the trouble .. i want to make her happy "
She loved him so much , she wanted to tell him that .. she wanted to tell him that she did want a baby ..
If it was up to her , she would do it right now ..
But she had alot to think about , she couldn't do it
The gang .. her uncle ..
What will thry do to the baby if she was killed?
What will they do to her Yousif ?!
" The answer is no Yousif .. " she suddenly said
" What? " he let go of her , and she turned to face him
" I was wrong before .. i don't .. i can't .. " she couldn't say it " we can't have a ba-"
His face was angry , he was breathing heavily
" Don't think about that , and do NOT say it again "
Jana's tears stopped coming down , she was more scared than sad now
Yousif saw his phone vibrate again , he sighed and got up
Leaving Jana thinking on the bed..
She didn't want to be the drama queen ,or the over reacting disaster who rains on the parade ..
But she had no choice ,
All the scary thoughts she had ..
Yousif was hurt .. his feeling was indescribable ..
He never thought he would want this , not in a milion years
Never thought he would actualy ask that question to any girl
Jana saw the pain and anger in his eyes , she didn't know what to do
Even if she spoke , she didn't know what to say , Yousif grabbed his mobile and left the room
He saw a message from 7arith ,
Man where the hell are you !
You need to call me
He sighed and dropped the phone , Yousif got out to take a walk in the garden ..
He couldn't stop thinking , he didn't plan this
He didn't want to fall in love with the girl ..
The girl whom he was supposed to get rid of sometime soon ,
Maybe they told her they were considering to let her live , but after this ?
After her knowing about everything ?
Maybe He was with them for a short while , but he knew they weren't playing games
He knew what they really meant ,
That night, Yousif slept on the hammock ..
He didn't know who he was more angry with ..
Jana or himself for taking the job
He woke up with the sunlight in his eyes , it was too early for his mother to wake up so he decided he would run to the bedroom before she sees him and ask whats wrong
He tiptoed to the room where he found Jana turned over to his side of the bed , holding his pillow so tight
His heart sank when he saw her like that , he knew she missed him ..
But he still remembered yesterday and it made him angry
He knew Jana had a point , but it was something inside him .. he just couldn't let go of it
He tried not to look at her as he walked , but he couldn't ..
He missed her face
Yousif took a long hot shower , when he got out he saw Jana who just opened her eyes
" Hey .. " She said in weak sleepy voice
" Hey " He nodded and went inside quickly to change ,
Jana sighed deeply , Yousif was upset with her , she had HAD to make it up to him..
But how ?!
She sighed again and got out of bed
Yousif got out at the same time she was about to enter the closet room and bumped into her
" Oh .. sorry " she told him
" Its okay " He told her quietly and headed to the door
Maybe he was overreacting , but he never felt like this before ..
He didn't know WHAT he was supposed to be feeling,
He was still new at this
" Hey sweetie " Alex greeted him ,
" Hey mom "
" So why were you sleeping on the hammock this morning? "
Yousif stopped and looked at his mother " Umm .. i just fell asleep .. "
" Aha, i'll pretend i believed that .. feel free to talk to me when you realize how lame you sound .. now can you drop me off to the studio please ? "
" Sure mom " He smiled
" Wait .. aren't you going to tell Jana before we leave ? "
" Uhh .. yeah sure .."
Yousif grabbed a pen and wrote her a note
Alex rolled her eyes at him
" What ? " he asked
" You have ALOT to learn about women "
She took her son's arm and got out the door
When they arrived at the studio, they saw paula waving at them .. she was talking to a man that Alex has never seen before..
" Oh .. wonder who is that , " Alex murmured
They moved closer to her , but when the man saw them approaching , he thanked paula and walked away quickly
" Who was that? " Alex asked
" Oh he was just asking about the studio .. and the owner , when i told him it was you he nodded and wanted to ask more questions but when he saw you approaching he excused himself .. "
Yousif looked at the back door , but the man was gone
He didn't like the way he looked , but yet again .. he was feeling suspicious about everyone these days
" Maybe he was interested in buying it .. " Paula said
"Yeah maybe .. anyway we have alot of work to be thinking about this right now , " Alex turned to face Yousif
" Thank you sweetie put the boxes over there and you can go to your wife "
Yousif nodded " And Yousif .. " She stopped him
" Work it out .. whatever it is" She kissed her son on the cheek and he left
As he walked down the road , he saw happy couples all over ..
Some were holding hands , some were kissing , everyone looked happy
He wondered WHY couldn't he be like that with Jana ?
WHY couldn't he just live with her for the rest of his life and be happy ?
Well at least he tried , he thought
She said she wanted him too , but she was the one who broke his heart last night..
And he couldn't pretend like nothing happened
Yousif bought coffee and sat on a chair inside the coffee shop , he noticed a couple of Italian girls looking at him as soon as he walked in ..
One of them even winked at him , Yousif remembered his older days..
At those days where he could be with any girl at anytime he liked..
He didn't have to work hard to get ANY girl really ,
They always came to him ..
For a second Yousif wanted to forget ..
He wanted to forget he was a married man ..
He wanted to forget his heartache ..
He wanted to take Jana's picture out of his head ..
Before he knew it , Yousif was headed to the girl's table ..
" Hello ladies " He smiled
" Ciao " They both answered him ,
" Is this seat taken ? "
After a small conversation , Yousif left ..
He left with one of the girls , he didn't know where he was going..
But he knew this game pretty well
Jana called Alex for directions to the supermarket , she was going to cook tonight ..
She had a romantic dinner in mind ,
She was going to make it up for Yousif
She picked out some steak and vegetables for the side salade , this was going to be a dinner he'll never forget !
When she was finally home , she started making the dinner.. the place was smelling FANATASTIC
She took a long shower and drawned herself with Yousif's favourite Vanila and honey scents and lotions..
The place looked wonderful with candles around the bedroom and the nice table out in the garden , she let Alex in on the plan and she was happy !
She said she would be late to get home , which embarassed Jana a little ..
It was nearly 10 oclock at night and Yousif still wasn't home , Jana was worried but decided to wait a little longer ..
" Tornare a casa con me " The girl had Yousif with his back against the wall behind one of the old shops ,
Things were okay , they were just talking until this moment came
She was cute .. tall .. thin .. but not Yousif's type
He didn't even know if he STILL had a type after Jana ..
He didn't know what he was doing, he loved Jana , he loved her more than himself ..
But he was so angry at her , he didn't know what to do
These emotions were all so new to him
Yousif looked at the girl and was disgusted by her and mostly by himself
How could he do this ?
WHY was he doing this ?
He may have been a player before but he's not anymore ..
" Uhh i can't , i can't do this ! " he suddenly shouted at the girl , pushed her away from him and walked away quickly
" Yousif ??!! " Yousif suddenly heard a voice call behind him, it was Sara !
" Sara ? what - what are you doing here ? "
" Me ? what are You doing here .. Yousif .. and where ? .. she was looking around " where is Jana ?"
Sara looked like she knew something , like she SAW something ..
Yousif looked at her with guilty pleeding eyes , " I have to go " he told her and ran off quickly
By the time Yousif got home , he saw the lights still on .. but the light of the bedroom was not ..
He entered quietly to see his mother sitting on the couch ,
" You're too late , " Alex told him angrily
She looked at him and shook her head , " Look out the window you fool "
Yousif turned around to see the beautifuly decorated garden and the table for two still there ..
He hurried upstairs to her , he wanted to kiss her and tell her he's sorry ..
Tell her he was an idiot !
He wanted to make love to her ..
He couldn't be with another girl , and he didn't ..
He opened the door very quietly to see Jana sleeping on the big bed with her back to him ..
A small silk black dress lay on the floor
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P.s ( sorry i ruined your mood 3la valentines , tara wallah mo 8asdee ;( , love you guys ;* )
7.2.10
kidnap my heart 21
Love you guuuuuys ;*
Enjoy this !
P.S. sorry etha el spaces wayed kbaar , adree shda3wa 3lay mo !!?? lool bas hatha m5arref madree ahfee ! ;p (kila mn dktooree el english s3ood allah yathkera bil 5air , double spacing w double spacing lain ana yannait sar bara7aat hnee !! way bas eyanniin 7aram a7ebba )bas am too sleepy to edit ;(
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" I want my niece back M7amad "
" Now now.. look who's acting like the loving uncle , "
" Let's be serious here , i am offering you all i've got to save her "
" Says the man who killed her parents "
" I did NOT kill them ! "
" Ofcourse you didn't "
" look , what do you want? am sure we can settle on something .."
" I told you , you have to pay off your debt .. its not all about the money and you know how it works , plus its very sickning that you're acting you care about her so don't do it infront of me ... to other people you can its your own pathetic act , but NOT to me "
" Where are you keeping her?!! "
" Oh in safe hands don't worry , but am afraid the clock is ticking my friend "
" Look i want to make it right okay ? , i'll pay back my debt "
" That's not your choice to make Mr. concerned , you're paying it and that's for sure .. but as HOW you pay and when is up to us "
" Will you bring her back to me ? "
" Oh look at the poor loving uncle .. but ask yourself this .. did we bring back your brother and his wife ? "
Silence
" Exactly .. we're doing business here Muthanna , just do as you're told and we won't have any trouble at all , we'll call you "
Click
" Yousif "
" Mmm .. "
" I need to finish this or i'll get burnt "
" Scars are sexy .."
" Hey let go of me ! "
" No "
" Yousif ! 7g mno am making coffee 7ag el 7aris ele barra !!? "
" No one told you to , enty ele gam etta3been roo7ich "
" I want to do it for your mother , 7aram she's been working day and night and she doesn't even have time to make her morning coffee and now you're going to make me spoil it "
" It gives us more peace and quiet when she works , plus that's what you get for walking out on me today "
Jana picked up the wooden spoon on the counter and hit Yousif's head gently with it
" YOU were behaving badly ! .. no one pretends to say another girl's name in a romantic moment just for fun Yousif , i HAD to teach you a lesson "
" I know other ways to handle bad behavior , " he gave her his sexy crooked smile
" UUGGH !! wai3 wa5er wa5er wa5er !! " She kept hiting him with the spoon until he let go of her
She quickly poured coffe into a mug , took a muffin and headed out the kitchen murmuring to herself " disgusting person "
Yousif laughed quietly to himself and stuffed a muffin in his mouth
He saw his phone vibrate on the counter but he didn't answer it , just like he didn't yesterday ..
He didn't want to anymore , he was too tired to hear all that stuff all over again ..
Not now ..
" Have i mentioned how much i love this girl ? " Alex came through the door with a messy hair , an old T-shirt and sweats
Yousif put one hand on the counter resting his body on it , and smiled at his mother
" Yeah .. Its amazing how annoying she gets too "
Jana gave him a look , he ignored it and continued eating his muffin
" Ugggh its my awful phoooooone please make the noise stoooppp " Alex put her hand through her hair pulling it a little
" Oh Alex .. its okay , you're a successful business woman you should be used to that by now .. and am sure if you weren't up for it then you wouldn't be where you are now " Jana put a hand on her shoulder
Alex looked at Yousif " Again .. i love this girl " as she picked up her phone " Hello " and walked out of the room
Yousif smiled at Jana who ignored his face
" What do you mean you can't come ! no .. no Rosa you can't .. it's an important shoot you HAVE to be there ! .. well , call another sitter ! .. oh dear god .. okay look , we'll figure something out just BE here please .. thanks sweetie .. bbye "
Alex shut her phone and sighed deeply
" What's wrong? " Jana asked
" Its the model .. i mean .. i understand she has a newborn to take care of but her leave is over .. she should be working now .. "
" And she doesn't have a sitter ? "
" No unfortunately her baby sitter had to go to the Dr. .. something about food poisoning .." Alex rolled her eyes
" What are you going to do ? "
" Oh i don't know , the sad thing is that her baby is still in his early months ! we can't find someone that's qualified and trust worthy to take care of him .. and in SUCH short notice "
" I'll do it " Jana suddenly said
" Really ? " Alex's eyes lit up
" What ?! " Yousif's shocked face suddenly looked up from his plate , alarmed by what he just heard
" But sweetie do you even know how to take care of a newborn ? " Alex ignored Yousif and turned to Jana
" Umm .. well i watched some movies and read some books .. and he's just so tiny how hard can it be? " Jana smiled
" Oh god .. " Yousif was breathing heavily and his eyes grew wider
" And why does HE look like he heard that Aliens are coming to get us ? " Jana pointed at Yousif
" Ohh .. Yousif and baby Latifa .. " Alex rolled her eyes " Long story .. lots of vomitting on Yousif's lap .. am sure he'd tell you all about it when he's ready "
" How bad can it be he's just a little babyyy " Jana was smiling and moving towards Yousif reaching for his arm
He looked at her from the corner of his eye
" About this biiiig and tiny little closed eyyyes .. and a small noooose and .. " Before Jana could continue , Yousif grabbed his plate and ran out the kitchen making weird noises
Jana giggled
" Thanks darling you're a doll " Alex kissed her cheek and ran upstairs to get ready
" Now remember , no bunny before bedtime or he'll get scared .. if he cries when he wakes up , pick him up immediately and rock him gently until he sleeps again .. if his face gets too red maybe he needs a nappy change .. "
Rosa was giving orders to Jana who was listening happily
" Don't worry we'll take good care of him "
" You can trust her , she's amazing " Alex added
Rosa smiled and handed her the baby boy
As soon as Jana held him , a warm feeling came over her.. she couldn't stop smiling or look away from the angel-like face ..
" Thank you again , Jana .. " Rosa said
" We'll try to come as soon as we're done " Alex waved goodbye and they both exited the house
" Where's Yousif ? i didn't see him inside .. " Rosa asked Alex as soon as they were outside
" Oh he's just .. making sure the place is comfortable enough for the baby " Alex assured her
" Yousiiiiif you can come ouuutt , he didn't eat us yeettt " Jana called after him as she sat on the couch
" Where is it ?" Yousif asked approaching slowly
" It's a HE and he's right here in my arms .. come look " Jana smiled at him
He couldn't help it .. he couldn't see her face and not give in ..
He sat very carefuly and very slowly beside Jana looking at the baby
" Its okay .. the big bad lion won't wake up from his sleep and come to hunt you " she told him
He gave her a long meaningful stare
" Do you want to hold him ? " She asked him gently
He looked at the baby , then at her
Jana smiled " He's asleep .. he won't do anything "
" I .. i don't know how to hold him .. " he was unsure
" I'll show you .. here .." Jana gently placed the baby in Yousif's ready arms , his face was scared but also wondering ..
" See? its not so bad is it ? "
Yousif smiled as he saw the baby sound asleep in his arms again ..
" He's so tiny .. " he told her " he looks so fragile "
" I know .. maybe we should put him to bed "
" w-what .. our .. like our bed ? " Youisf had that terrified expression on his face again
Jana giggled " Common silly , he won't tear it up or burn it or anything .. "
Yousif narrowed his eyes as he gave her back the baby , Jana hurried upstairs to place the baby on the big bed
" Everything okay ? " he asked her when she came down
" yes .. perfect "
" come here .." he gestured for her to sit next to him on the couch
" He's so beautiful isn't he? " she said as she sat down
" Thank you , " Yousif flashed her a smile
She playfully punched his arm " i meant the baby "
" Yeah .. and you are too " He ran his hand over her head
" what if he wakes up and we're not ther ? i mean he can't walk or anything "
" Relax its very quiet we can hear em shda3wa "
" Yeah ? "
" Yeah .." he gave her a smile
He narrowed his head towards hers wanting to kiss her when she suddenly said again
" What if he needs milk ? .. he needs hot water , do we have hot water ? "
Yousif laughed at her " fe e5tera3 esma '3allaya aw choola , negdar n7arrer el may "
Jana sighed " Am sorry .. i just .. never done this before "
He smiled at her and kissed her hand
" Don't worry , you're doing great "
She smiled at him and he reached for her lips
When he almost did , they heard a small yet a clear noise come from upsairs
" Oh ! the baby ! " Jana ran upstairs in a blink of an eye
Yousif sighed and waited on the couch
" Yousiiif we need to make miiiilk " She was saying as she came down with the baby in her arms crying
" what ? i don't do milk .. "
" Yousiiiif "
" Fine , but you owe me "
" Thank yooouu " She grinned at him
" Yeah yeah whatever .." he murmured and hurried to the kitchen
" No ..NO !! its supposed to be till this number .. you put too much water in there "
Yousif huffed and spilled the water in the sink again
" Now ? "
" Better "
" No .. wait .. lazm three spoons ! ugh you spoiled it , we have to start all over again "
" And you say he's not a monster .. he's already manipulating you and you don't even know it "
Jana gave him a horrified look and turned the baby away from him as in protecting it
" You'll hurt his feelings ! "
" Commoooon he can't even hear us "
" Just make him the milk Yousif "
" you became one of them .." Yousif shook his head and started to make the milk again
Few hours later ..
" Waaaaah ! "
" What happened ? " Jana came running with a bunny
" I told you he doesn't like me .. he just shouts everytime he sees my handsome face .. and its NOT because he's so amazed by my beauty "
Jana laughed
" This'll cheer him up " Jana sat down beside him and started playing with the bunny but the baby cried even louder !
" Ouch " Yousif said putting his hands over his ears
" Oh .. wait a secoond .. red faaaaace ... oh ! someone needs a nappy chaaaange ! " She smiled at the baby
" Lets go Yousif "
" Say what ? "he looked at her like she was crazy
" Come help me "
" you're crazy woman "
" Yousiiiiif " She gave him a puppy face
" Nope .. not falling for that again " he turned his face away from her
" Get up !! " She hit his head
" Fine ! Fine ! GOD ! you're just as crazy as he is "
" OHH ! OHH GOODNESS this is worst than that indian restaurant yam el 7alla8 !! " Yousif covered his nose
" Wai3 Yousif , just put up with it 3adee.. "
" YOU put up with it "
Jana laughed at him " What are you 6 ?"
" Shutup " he said still covering his nose
" Here we gooooo " Jana picked up the little happy baby " See? no more tears , now lets get you to bed "
" Again ? he just slept a few hours ago ! "
" Well he's a newborn what do you expect ? thats all they do .. eat and sleep .. well , and the little something in between " Jana said eying the trash can " Let's go "
" Twinkle twinkle little staaar " Jana was singing and rocking the baby gently left and right while Yousif watched her with a smile on his face ..
" Oh good ,he's finally asleep , Yousif will you hand me that blanket ? " Jana whispered
As Yousif gave her the blanket , he watched how gentle she was with the baby ..
She put him down , covered him nice and tight and kissed his forehead
" Damn .. i wish i was a baby right now so you do that for me " He told her
She laughed at him and punched his arm
He took her hand and started to kiss her gently
" Jana " he whispered to her
" Hmm "
" Let's get out i think he has spies watching us "
Jana giggled " Shutup " She whispered back " you're too mean "
" Baby .." He said when they were sitting on the couch downstairs
She turned her face to look at him and waited for him to continue
" Do you .. do you regret marrying me ? "
" What ? where did that come from? ofcourse i don't .. i mean most people don't do it like this but i don't regret it .. "
" I just .. i just thought when i saw you with that baby .. don't .. don't you want to have a normal life ? a normal husband? and .. babies? "
Jana was quiet for a while " Ofcourse i do .." he nodded and looked down
" But i don't want it if it wasn't with you .. " she said again and he looked up at her
" If i ever wanted a husband then you're the one for me .. and if i wanted a married life am happy with you more than i'll ever be .. and .. if i want babies .. i want them from you " she whispered to him
He looked at her and saw all the things he wanted in her too ..
He wanted her to be the perosn whose always there when he wakes up and when he goes to bed ..
The person who shouts at him everytime he does something stupid .. or eats up all the food ..
The one he fights with over a football match ..
The one who he know's will kick his butt in UNO ..
He loved her more than he knew ..
" Yousif .. "
" Yeah baby"
" What happens if they finally want me dead ? what if they never get even with my uncle ? .. what will they do to me ? .. and .. what will happen to you ?"
Yousif stared at her for a moment , looking at the love of his life and thinking the worst ..
" Listen to me .." he looked deeply into his eyes " You don't think about that right now do you hear me ? , we'll work something out .. no one will ever touch you as long as am here you understand? "
She nodded
" god i love you , you baby freak " he smiled at her
She giggled and pushed herself closer to him , putting her head upon his chest
Just when she closed her eyes , they heard the baby again
" Better get up , he won't be happy " He told her
She laughed and hurried upstairs
" Oh no ! "
" What ? "
" Yousif we're out of milk ! "
" Shit ! "
" Hey watch your language there's a baby here ! " She told him
" Get your jacket , i'll get the car "
Yousif pulled over to the nearest shop he saw and Jana waited for him outside
He looked for the same kind of milk they used for the baby and when he wanted to pay , he saw a cute pair of blue socks near the counter ..
Yousiof smiled and paid for them as well , he didn't believe he did that , but he actually liked the little thing
While he slowly carried the bags out of the store , he saw a man approaching Jana and the baby from behind
" HEY !! " he yelled and the man quickly disappeared
Jana quickly turned around and the baby started crying ..
" What happened !?" Jana asked scared
" N-nothing .. maybe a drunk freak don't worry about it , just get in the car .. " he held her and the baby tightly and opened the car's door ,
He was holding Jana's hand the entire ride home , he smiled when she told him what cute thing the baby did but wasn't really with her ..
He was thinking about that man , its the second day now and he's seen many suspicious actions several times ..
Could it be them ?
What was going on ?