kidnap my heart 22

Am so glad you liked the last poooooost !






Yalla hope you enjoy this one as well ;*




tell me what you think , am SURe you'll have very strong opinions ;p




And happy V-day everyoooonnnnne !





Xoxo





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Yousif parked the car and saw his mother's in the driveway ..











" They're here "













" And of course you're so glad to get rid of the tiny thing in my hands right now , aren't you ? " Jana whispered so she wouldn't wake the baby











He smiled at her " Naah , i got over it "









He got out and opened the door for her , once they were inside they saw Alex and Rosa sitting on the couch drinking Lemon juice











" Hey !! " Alex greeted











" SSshhh ! " Yousif told her









Alex's face was surprised and she looked at Rosa who was looking at them with a smile











" What happened is he okay ? we were freaking out until we found your note on the table .."











" Yes he's fine he's just sleeping , we went out for some milk .. he was an angel " Jana told her











Jana sat down still holding the baby in her arms , " Well i better get going then .. its late and the baby is asleep " Rosa said as she got up













" Sure sure sweetie , good job today " Alex told her









Rosa smiled , " Well i better get going now .. " She smiled wryly looking at Jana who was still holding the baby and nodding sweetly











" Umm .." Alex started saying











" Uhh Jana ? " Yousif looked at her













" What ? " she was confused













" The baby ? " Yousif looked at him in her arms













" OHH ! oh am so sorry i didn't .. i didn't realize .." She laughed nervously and handed Rosa the baby













Jana's smile faded right away when she gave him back ..











" Well thank you again Jana really .. i appreciate it .." Rosa said and headed to the door











" It was our pleasure , " Yousif answered her politely for Jana who was deep in thought













" You did great you two , " Alex yawned " see you guys in the morning " she waved and hurried to the stairs













" Hey .." Yousif moved closer to her











She looked up without saying anything , her face waiting ..











" Don't you want to get some rest ? its been a long day .. "











" Oh .. yeah .." she smiled at him and walked up the stairs











She didn't say anything since then .. she changed into her PJ's and sat on the bed ,













Yousif got into his too , he watched her sitting on the bed .. she was too distracted , and it wasn't like Jana to be quiet like this













He sat on the bed next to her and looked at her " go on .. tell me " he told her gently











" Hmm ? " She looked up at him , he knew she hadn't heard a word











" You been quiet since they left .. what's wrong ? "











" Nothing "









" Jana .. what's wrong "











She was quiet ,











Yousif suddenly nodded like he realized what's going on " Aah .."











She looked at him











" You're sad coz he left .."











Jana didn't answer , but her face said it all .. Yousif was right













"I was ridiculous .. i mean i knew he had to go but .. i don't know what happened .. "











" No you're not ridiculous " he played with her hair " i even liked the little dude myself .."













Jana looked up at him surprised " You did ?! " suddenly excited











He nodded " 7atta sharaitlaa dla'3at .. nesait a36eehom 7g omma .." He suddenly remembered











" Yousiiif !! " he could see her eyes twinkling , she was so glad he liked the little boy













" Baby .. "













" Yeah "













" Tabeen baby ? " the words came out of his mouth so fast and so spontaneously , he wasn't even thinking about them











She froze in her place, she was so shocked from his question she didn't know what to say ..





How could he ask this ?!





Was he serious ?!




They did talk about it , but he caught her off guard , she didn't realise he was asking this .. REALLY asking this .. NOW





" Tell me .. " he moved closer to her











But Jana didn't answer " I need to go to bed .. " She suddenly said , she pulled the covers over her tiny body , ignoring Yousif who was sitting there ..













" Jana .. " He was confused and mostly hurt by her reaction













She didn't answer him , he reached out for the covers and saw her face wet with a few tears " What's wrong ? " he asked scared











" You ask me etha abee baby , wana broo7ee madree etha ra7 y5aloonee a3eesh for the next month or two Yousif .. and you ask if i ..we might even not .. be able .. "













" Stop it " he told her firmly











" Don't say that , Jana what's wrong ? a few hours ago you were so excited about babies and now .. "











" I don't know what to do Yousif , i love you too much for my own good .. and i have no idea what's going to happen next .. having me is enough trouble and now you're thinking about this like we're some happy married couple who hadn't got a care in the world and at this time .. !"













He pulled her closer to his chest " you said it yourself .. you are MY own trouble , and now am addicted to the trouble .. i want to make her happy "













She loved him so much , she wanted to tell him that .. she wanted to tell him that she did want a baby ..

If it was up to her , she would do it right now ..

But she had alot to think about , she couldn't do it

The gang .. her uncle ..

What will thry do to the baby if she was killed?

What will they do to her Yousif ?!

" The answer is no Yousif .. " she suddenly said

" What? " he let go of her , and she turned to face him

" I was wrong before .. i don't .. i can't .. " she couldn't say it " we can't have a ba-"

He stopped her before she could continue







His face was angry , he was breathing heavily







" Don't think about that , and do NOT say it again "







Jana's tears stopped coming down , she was more scared than sad now






Yousif saw his phone vibrate again , he sighed and got up







Leaving Jana thinking on the bed..







She didn't want to be the drama queen ,or the over reacting disaster who rains on the parade ..







But she had no choice ,






All the scary thoughts she had ..







Yousif was hurt .. his feeling was indescribable ..





He never thought he would want this , not in a milion years





Never thought he would actualy ask that question to any girl






Jana saw the pain and anger in his eyes , she didn't know what to do





Even if she spoke , she didn't know what to say , Yousif grabbed his mobile and left the room






He saw a message from 7arith ,






Man where the hell are you !




You need to call me






He sighed and dropped the phone , Yousif got out to take a walk in the garden ..







He couldn't stop thinking , he didn't plan this






He didn't want to fall in love with the girl ..





The girl whom he was supposed to get rid of sometime soon ,






Maybe they told her they were considering to let her live , but after this ?






After her knowing about everything ?





Maybe He was with them for a short while , but he knew they weren't playing games






He knew what they really meant ,




That night, Yousif slept on the hammock ..







He didn't know who he was more angry with ..





Jana or himself for taking the job





He woke up with the sunlight in his eyes , it was too early for his mother to wake up so he decided he would run to the bedroom before she sees him and ask whats wrong





He tiptoed to the room where he found Jana turned over to his side of the bed , holding his pillow so tight





His heart sank when he saw her like that , he knew she missed him ..






But he still remembered yesterday and it made him angry





He knew Jana had a point , but it was something inside him .. he just couldn't let go of it





He tried not to look at her as he walked , but he couldn't ..






He missed her face






Yousif took a long hot shower , when he got out he saw Jana who just opened her eyes





" Hey .. " She said in weak sleepy voice





" Hey " He nodded and went inside quickly to change ,






Jana sighed deeply , Yousif was upset with her , she had HAD to make it up to him..






But how ?!





She sighed again and got out of bed





Yousif got out at the same time she was about to enter the closet room and bumped into her






" Oh .. sorry " she told him





" Its okay " He told her quietly and headed to the door





Maybe he was overreacting , but he never felt like this before ..






He didn't know WHAT he was supposed to be feeling,





He was still new at this




" Hey sweetie " Alex greeted him ,






" Hey mom "





" So why were you sleeping on the hammock this morning? "





Yousif stopped and looked at his mother " Umm .. i just fell asleep .. "






" Aha, i'll pretend i believed that .. feel free to talk to me when you realize how lame you sound .. now can you drop me off to the studio please ? "






" Sure mom " He smiled





" Wait .. aren't you going to tell Jana before we leave ? "






" Uhh .. yeah sure .."





Yousif grabbed a pen and wrote her a note





Alex rolled her eyes at him





" What ? " he asked






" You have ALOT to learn about women "






She took her son's arm and got out the door





When they arrived at the studio, they saw paula waving at them .. she was talking to a man that Alex has never seen before..





" Oh .. wonder who is that , " Alex murmured





They moved closer to her , but when the man saw them approaching , he thanked paula and walked away quickly






" Who was that? " Alex asked






" Oh he was just asking about the studio .. and the owner , when i told him it was you he nodded and wanted to ask more questions but when he saw you approaching he excused himself .. "







Yousif looked at the back door , but the man was gone







He didn't like the way he looked , but yet again .. he was feeling suspicious about everyone these days






" Maybe he was interested in buying it .. " Paula said






"Yeah maybe .. anyway we have alot of work to be thinking about this right now , " Alex turned to face Yousif





" Thank you sweetie put the boxes over there and you can go to your wife "







Yousif nodded " And Yousif .. " She stopped him






" Work it out .. whatever it is" She kissed her son on the cheek and he left







As he walked down the road , he saw happy couples all over ..





Some were holding hands , some were kissing , everyone looked happy






He wondered WHY couldn't he be like that with Jana ?






WHY couldn't he just live with her for the rest of his life and be happy ?





Well at least he tried , he thought





She said she wanted him too , but she was the one who broke his heart last night..






And he couldn't pretend like nothing happened






Yousif bought coffee and sat on a chair inside the coffee shop , he noticed a couple of Italian girls looking at him as soon as he walked in ..






One of them even winked at him , Yousif remembered his older days..






At those days where he could be with any girl at anytime he liked..






He didn't have to work hard to get ANY girl really ,






They always came to him ..





For a second Yousif wanted to forget ..







He wanted to forget he was a married man ..






He wanted to forget his heartache ..






He wanted to take Jana's picture out of his head ..






Before he knew it , Yousif was headed to the girl's table ..







" Hello ladies " He smiled






" Ciao " They both answered him ,





" Is this seat taken ? "






After a small conversation , Yousif left ..







He left with one of the girls , he didn't know where he was going..







But he knew this game pretty well






Jana called Alex for directions to the supermarket , she was going to cook tonight ..






She had a romantic dinner in mind ,





She was going to make it up for Yousif





She picked out some steak and vegetables for the side salade , this was going to be a dinner he'll never forget !





When she was finally home , she started making the dinner.. the place was smelling FANATASTIC





She took a long shower and drawned herself with Yousif's favourite Vanila and honey scents and lotions..





The place looked wonderful with candles around the bedroom and the nice table out in the garden , she let Alex in on the plan and she was happy !







She said she would be late to get home , which embarassed Jana a little ..







It was nearly 10 oclock at night and Yousif still wasn't home , Jana was worried but decided to wait a little longer ..






" Tornare a casa con me " The girl had Yousif with his back against the wall behind one of the old shops ,







Things were okay , they were just talking until this moment came






She was cute .. tall .. thin .. but not Yousif's type







He didn't even know if he STILL had a type after Jana ..







He didn't know what he was doing, he loved Jana , he loved her more than himself ..







But he was so angry at her , he didn't know what to do






These emotions were all so new to him





Yousif looked at the girl and was disgusted by her and mostly by himself






How could he do this ?





WHY was he doing this ?






He may have been a player before but he's not anymore ..







" Uhh i can't , i can't do this ! " he suddenly shouted at the girl , pushed her away from him and walked away quickly






" Yousif ??!! " Yousif suddenly heard a voice call behind him, it was Sara !








" Sara ? what - what are you doing here ? "







" Me ? what are You doing here .. Yousif .. and where ? .. she was looking around " where is Jana ?"







Sara looked like she knew something , like she SAW something ..







Yousif looked at her with guilty pleeding eyes , " I have to go " he told her and ran off quickly






By the time Yousif got home , he saw the lights still on .. but the light of the bedroom was not ..






He entered quietly to see his mother sitting on the couch ,







" You're too late , " Alex told him angrily







She looked at him and shook her head , " Look out the window you fool "







Yousif turned around to see the beautifuly decorated garden and the table for two still there ..







He hurried upstairs to her , he wanted to kiss her and tell her he's sorry ..







Tell her he was an idiot !







He wanted to make love to her ..








He couldn't be with another girl , and he didn't ..







He opened the door very quietly to see Jana sleeping on the big bed with her back to him ..






A small silk black dress lay on the floor



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P.s ( sorry i ruined your mood 3la valentines , tara wallah mo 8asdee ;( , love you guys ;* )