kidnap my heart 23

Okaaay so i was right , you HAD strong opinions ;p

So the reason i didn't post sooner is very sad ;( ana i spend WAAAY too much time on the laptop and due to my obsession and the concentration i put in the posts am writing , i began having HORRIBLE headaches ! my eyes started watering alot w i was a mess

Sorry guys bs i realy couldn't come online ..

But i am now XD !

W thank you all for your lovely lovely comments ;*

And because Diet Coke loves the pics i put , i put one for this post , and BTW they're blogrings from Xanga.com !

Enjoy this guys ;*

A7ebkom !!

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Yousif spent the entire night looking at Jana's face while she slept , breathing slowly and peacefuly .. He couldn't help it ..

He wasted all that time .. and she was right here waiting for him

God he missed her , he wanted to wake her up right now

But he knew it was wrong , plus Jana might kill him ..

He smiled at the thought of her being mad at him , there was never a combination so beautiful and scary

When he was finaly able to close his eyes , Yousif dreamt about her ..

She was wearing that beautiful white dress again .. and she was waiting for him on the kosha ..

They were having a traditional , beautiful Kuwaiti wedding ..

All his friends and family were there .. including his belated cousin

She was smiling at him as he approached her slowly , but he was also eager to get there as fast as he could ..

His heart was beating so hard ,but just then .. the music stopped

All the people were gasping , Everyone suddenly wore black ..

His cousin had a frown on his face ..

Alot of men in black came and took Jana away , he followed them .. he was running as fast as he could

He stopped when he saw her long dress on the floor , covered in bright red blood

He woke up sweating and gritting his teeth ,

He hoped for any other nightmares .. but not ones where something bad would happen to her ..

She wasn't there .. she wasn't next to him

He got up and headed to the bathroom , the door was open .. and Jana was standing looking at the mirror adjusting her long curls

He was a sucker for those curls ..

When she saw her reflection in the mirror , she quickly turned around and headed to the door

" Good morning .." he said in a deep tired voice

" Morning " She said without bothering to look at him ,

He sighed and closed the bathroom's door behind him ..

He took a long shower , prayed and went downstairs

His mother was in the kitchen as usual , making breakfast and Jana was eating

He went and sat beside her , he smiled at her when their eyes met but she didn't return it

" Okay Alex am gonna go now , " Jana suddenly got up

Yousif looked at her like a little kid who saw his favorite toy broken ..

" Oh you're going now ? .. okay sweetie becareful " Alex looked at Yousif with hopeful eyes , thinking he might say something to stop her

" Wh-- uhh .." he shrugged , he didn't know what to say .. he just watched her grab her jacket and leave the house

" Where did she go ? " He looked at his mother

" Well she's YOUR wife ! you should've asked her , plus she made me promise not to tell "

" Mom ! please ! its important for me to know where she's going .. its not safe out there ! "

" Don't worry she's not going far "

Yousif sighed deeply , he was hoping he'd make it right today ..

But now with Jana gone ..

" Here you go sweetie , " Alex put a full plate infront of Yousif expecting him to dig in right away ..

But for the first time since he'd been here, he pushed the place back again to her and got up

" Thanks mom but am not hungry "

" What ? but i made your favorite " Alex looked disapointed , Yousif kissed her cheek

" Sorry mom "

Alex's heart ached to see her son so down ..

She took the plate and started eating it herself while Yousif went upstairs

He saw his phone vibrate and he didn't know why the idea of it being Jana came to his mind

And when he saw the number he realised how stupid that thought was , because it wasn't Jana .. it was 7arith

And he wasn't calling like he always does .. 7arith sent a message

Hey ,

Meet me behind Santo's pizza

Time's up

Yousif's heart sank when he saw that message , he quickly let go of his phone and went to his mother

He didn't want to scare her but he HAD to know where Jana was !

She had to be with him right NOW

She had to be safe !

" Mom " Yousif came down looking out of breath

" What's wrong are you hungry ? coz i ate your food "

" Umm no mom listen , did Jana tell you where she was going "

Alex rolled her eyes

" Mom please , its important "

" Look sweetie , i know you're having problems but i promised her not to - "

" Mother .. you want me to make it up to her right? "

" well yeah but-"

" Mom where did she go ? "

" look i realy don't know baby .. but she said she won't be long she's with paula "

Yousif couldn't get angry or say anything unhelpful right now , he just thanked his mother and headed for the door

Okay .. Jana's with Paula she'll be fine .. and safe ..

Hopefully

Now he'll go talk to 7arith and settle things .. see what he can do about it

" Thank you for coming with me Jana , i realy appreciate it "

" No problem Paula , i'd love to help "

" yes .. Alex told me you'd be great for shopping "

" Do you mind if we just pass by the bank at first ? Alex gave us permission to max out her credit card for this shoot "

Jana grinned " Okay "

Yousif wore his black leather Jacket in case it got cold , he walked looking in every corner for a glimpse of Jana .. he just wanted to see if she's alright ..

He was worried about her more than he was worried for himself from those people ..

He also had no idea what he was going to say , how was he going to convince them not to do what they came here for ?

Girls around shops noticed him looking and smiled his way , but he wasn't that person anymore ..

He wasn't going to let it get to him this time , not after he saw the hurt in Jana's eyes ..

Not after she stole his heart ,

He paid no attention to them but to any curly brown hair he could find , he'd recognize those curls from miles and miles away

He kept looking for an hour but nothing ..

It was time , and he didn't want to be late

" Hey J-man "

Yousif turned around to see Jassim and some others waiting for him with grins

" Hey how you doin bad boy , got her here huh ? niiiice "

" Uhh yeah .. whats up ? "

" You tell us dude , is your phone like dead or somethin ? "

" Uhh no no it was just .. the service uum .. where .. where is 7arith ? " he looked around for his friend

" What's the matter you think the boss doesn't trust us enough to come find you ? "

" Uhh no i didn't mean that man, chill "

" Anyway .. we just wanted to make sure you got the girl "

" yeah .. yeah i got her , what .. any words yet ? "

Yousif's heart was racing so bad that he felt like they could hear it too ..

" Why do you think we're here 3yal ? "

His breathing slowed , he felt like he wanted to shoot all of them right now

" What do you mean ? "

" Why do you think we're here Ywaisef ? , boss told us to come finish the business since you weren't answering your damn phone ! "

Yousif gritted his teeth and took a step closer wanting to beat him up , but another guy stepped in and stopped him

He brushed the hand of the guy quickly " I WAS ASSIGNED THIS , AM GOING TO TALK TO THE BOSS AND FINISH IT "

" Too late man, we're already out there to get her .. a couple of the guys saw her down by st. monica.. don't worry the boss will give you SOMe credit "

Yousif felt the entire world crashing down on him ,

" What did you just say ?"

" I said he'll give you some credit man "

" You FOUND her? "

" yeah out .. but alone ? gotta say you weren't doing such a great job keeping her near you as you were in bed with her "

That was it , Yousif couldn't control it anymore

He jumped on Jassim and started beating him up so hard , his nose started bleeding but he didn't care

" YOUSIIF !! YOUSIIF HEDDAA SHFEEK YANNAIT ! " the guys were all shouting ,

But then Yousif remembered Jana , they were going to get her !

He had to go !

As he stopped punching Jassim who was severely hurt , he tried to even his breath , tried to calm down

But just as Yousif got up and started to walk again , he heard Jassim call after him

" Hey Yousif "

He turned around to see Jassim with a gun " say goodbye to your job and your girl "

Bang!

Yousif was thrown on the floor

" Hurry up ! " Jassim shouted and all of them left Yousif bleeding on the side of the road

" You stay here sweetie , i'll only take a moment "

" umm okay .. " Jana stood outside holding her scarf tight to her chest as she waited for Paula near the ATM machine

" There she is "

" Perfect .. "

" Hello little miss "

Jana stared at Jassim who was approaching her , his nose was obviously broken , but all the blood dried up and all was left was small smudges of red

She didn't answer him, she just stared at him scared ..

She didn't know what he wanted , but she knew if she were in a story .. he couldn't possibly be a good guy in it ..

" Shall we boys .. ? " he stared behind him to see the guys smiling at each other and then at her

Oh no ,

NOW she knew who they were

" MISS JANA !! " A tall , very big Italian guy was almost running towards them

The men all stared at him wide eyed and then at each other

" MARCO HEYY !! " Paula suddenly turned around to see him

" I was looking for you everywhere , wh- " Marco noticed the guys who were standing just a few feet away from Jana

And Paula raised an eyebrow " Who- ? "

" We were only asking for some .. directions "Jassim looked at Jana and winked

" Yeah .. we're new to the city " another guy said

They smiled at Jana then at Marco , they turned around very slowly , looking at Jana straight in the eye

" WEIRD ! " Paula said as soon as they left " Anyway Jana this is MARCO ! he models for Alex.. what are you doing here ? "

she asked him , but he ignored her

" wow .." Jana laughed nervously " Hii .. you look .. very .. umm "

" BIG ? " he asked in a scary voice , but he was smiling so that was good

Jana giggled

" yes yes i know .. i am one of a kind .. that's why miss Alex picked me for some modeling .. i also do most of the heavy lifting around the studio .. "

" That's .. that's great .. " Jana realy wanted to sound excited , but she couldn't

They came for her .. they were realy here !

" Umm .. Paula .. can Marco help you ? am just .. am realy sorry but i think i left something at home i have to go "

" Oh sure sure its okay .. "

" Oh you cannot go alone ! its getting dark here , we'll take you " Marco said

" Yeah honey you are so tiny " Paula smiled at her ,

Jana smiled back and thanked god they were so sweet .. she couldn't imagine what would happen if the guys came to her again ..

But still when she walked , she was scared ..

What if they were following her?

What if they knew where she was staying ?

What about Alex ?

And Yousif ?

OH MY GOD YOUSIF !! , she suddenly thought

Where was he ?!

" Umm .. thank you guys realy , and paula am so sorry we can go some other time maybe .. "

" yeah yeah sure don't worry about iiit " Paula smiled at her

Jana waved at them and hurried inside the house ,

Her heart was beating so fast , she looked like a crazy person

She looked in all the rooms , neither Alex nor Yousif was around !

The maids said that Alex went out , but Yousif left very early ..

She didn't know what to do

She sat down on the couch concentrating on her breathing

What was she going to do ?

She can't go out and look for him !

She had no car and no idea where to look she'll just get lost !

She tried calling but his phone was off

She was on the verge of breaking down ,

5 hours passed and there was no word on Yousif or Alex ..

" Signora do you want some coffee ? something to eat? " the maid asked her

" uhh .. no no Isabella thank you "

She tried to even her voice , to hide her swollen red eyes ..

Suddenly the phone rang , " HELLO " Jana was out of breath , she didn't care if she sounded horrible or rude

" Oh sweetie ! you sound awful ! " Alex's cheerful voice came through , Jana was gglad to hear it

" Alex .. " Her voice was a whisper

" yes its me darling , are you okay? you don't sound good "

" umm .. yeah yeah am okay am just a little .. sick that's all "

" Oh dear ! let Isabella make some soup then "

" Uhh yeah okay .. "

" Oh sweetie what's wrong ? are you and Yousif still fighting? "

" Um ..no .. its all okay but ..Alex did .. Yousif say where he was going ?"

" Well .. no darling he was after you ! "

Jana's heart fell all the way to her stomach , " th-thak you .. "

" I just called to say am going to be late .. so you don't worry "

" Uhh yeah O-okay.. "

Like am not freaking out right now , she thought

" alright sweetie bbye "

Click

Jana held her feet closer to her chest and barried her head ,

She started rocking herself back and forth like she did when she was a kid ..

She prayed and prayed that he was alright , she just wanted him to come in right this moment and ease her pain ..

But he didn't ,

Jana headed to the bedroom to look out from the balcony ,

She watched the stars and wished she was in some cheesy movie where the stars would lead her to her loved one ..

She would cry and he would sing to her ..

Jana refused to let a single tear escape her eyes , she waited and waited and waited ..

The door opened " Isabella am realy fine i don't need sou-" Jana turned around to see Yousif in his leather jacket , with that sexy crooked smile

" Are you sure ma'am ? i made it extra hot "

Jana laughed and cried at the same time , she flew into his arms ..

She cried like a baby , " you left !! you weren't supposed to leave me you dumbass !! "

" Wh-aat but You left ME ! " He said confused ,

" Whatever "

She hit his shoulder , and then she felt something ..

Yousif didn't say a word put she could see it in his face ,

She took a closer look at his black jacket ,

Without a word she slowly turned the jacket to find a huge amout of blood on his shoulder

She covered her mouth and said nothing ,

She was so shocked , no words could come out

" Look .. its nothing , its not as bad as it looks "

" No as bad ?? Yousif it doesn't look bad it look AWFUL ! HORRIBLE !!!"

" Jana .. calm down .. "

" Laish re7t !!? laish Yousif ?! "

" Baby its okay am fine .. look at me am standing right infront of you .. this is just the T-shirt , they cleaned the wound for me , look " he lifted his shirt a bit to show her the big white bandage they put for him

She stopped freaking out for a moment as she examined him

She hugged him so hard that he was hurt alittle

But he only smiled and kissed the top of her head

" Am so sorry , am so sorry am an ass " he kept whispering

" Yes you are "

he laughed " come on , help me get out of these clothes "

She helped him take off his jacket , and then his Bloody T-shirt

Jana avoided looking at him , she ddin't want to see the blood either but she had no choice

" Look at me , " he whispered to her

" We'll throw this away, so your mom won't find it "

She threw the shirt on the floor , still avoiding eye contact

"Jana .. "

" Get up let's get you in nice comfortable trousers "

He got up obediently with a smile

She was quietly taking off his belt

" Shloon y3ny? " he asked her , she ignored him

He suddenly stopped her , lifted her up and made her stand up on the bed and face him

" NOW look at me " he told her firmly

" Am i bleeding?" he asked her

" Well .. n-no not anymore .. "

" Am i talking to you ? "

" YYes .. "

" So am not dead .. "

" Don't say that or i'll hit you again !! "

" Good then .. why the hell are you sad for ? "

She sighed " i don't know " Her eyes were watering again

He got up on the bed too , he took her in his arms and whispered " Am not going to leave you again , i promise "

" Yousif .. "

" 3yoon Yousif .."

" What .. what did they..?"

" Let's not worry about that now okay? "

" And ..Marco? "

" Yes .. i called him "

" And .."

" Shutup no more questions " he hit her head gently

Then Yousif suddenly started moving his legs , the matress of the bed was moving too

" Hey what.. ? " Jana looked down at Yousif's legs ,

He only laughed , then he started jumping higher !

" Yousif are you crazy !? we're gonna fall ! "

Just then , Jana and Yousif fell on their big comfortable white pillows

" That was the whole point " he told her gently

She frowned at him " and you call ME crazy .. "

" Are you still mad at me ? "

" Mmm... " she pretended to think

" Okay then i'll go jump on the bed in the other room " He was just about to get up when Jana grabbed him and pulled him towards her

" Am sorry, " he told her again " i missed you "

Jana smiled shyly at him , " me too Isabella "

He laughed and kissed her