kidnap my heart 37

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el yoom radda mn el jam3a early so baratheekom with another post







And i MIGHT just MIGHT etha medaneeeee akteb TWO posts el yoom , let's hope i can ;p







coz the entire weeked bakoon bil shalaaih guys fa i want to make it up to you ! I love you too much la2ana ;p









Enjoooy ;*







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Muneera walked in Jana's room one more time









She wanted to feel her again , she missed her and everything in the room smelled like her







From the light purple walls to the white bedsheets ..







The closet , the desk ..









And the photographs







Wait , she thought







She looked closely to one of the photographs that hung on the walls and saw Jana arm in arm with her best friend Rahaf




She remembered the day she saw her at the supermarket , and then she sighed





She still felt weird




Jana would at least call her mobile by now , but she didn't ..




No word seemed to be coming from her , her brother was very busy with his work




But that's not an excuse for him to ignore that fact too




It was like he didn't worry as much as her ,




But then again , he was a very powerful business man




He didn't have much time to even worry ..




" Where are you dear ? " She said gently to the photo , her eyes shifting from Rahaf's face to Jana's




" El salam 3laikom .. " She walked into her brother's office trying not to make much noise with her heels




" Hala hala wa 3laikom .. " bo 3adnan greeted her with his friendly smile




" Shloun el shi'3il , basher ?"




" walah kil shay tamam .. enty shloun el wath3 ma3ach ? enshallah merta7a ? matabeen shay e5tee ? "




" La teslam kil shay abeeh mawjood .. " She hesitated " bas .. fe shay wa7ed b3d .. "





" aamreenee ya b3dhom , ele tabeena ana 7ather "




" Teslam 3yoonik .. bas .. knt gam afaker eb Jana "




He looked uncomfortable , shifting in his seat " Shfeeha Jana ? .. mafeeha ila il 3afya ya5tee .. may9eer b3d chthy t7ateen ya Mneera alah yhadach "




" Adree .. bas mo mn 3awayedha t'3e6 chthy .. ehy ma dagat 3laik ? "




" uuhh .. embala ! .. ehe dagat ams wenty 6al3a .. w galat enha eb ma6ar Frankfurt w 6ayart'ha t6eer b3d sa3a "




" Enzain ! w shno el ra8am y3ny agdar adeg 3laiha ! " Muneera's voice was very optimistic




" Uhh.. la e5tee kan el ra8am pay-phone mn el ma6ar .." He looked apolegitic , but it didn't do Muneera any good ,




She sighed " allah yhadak Muthana laish ma tgoolee ? "




" Nesait ya5tee kan ams wenty knty mo mawjooda .. ana marra thanya lmn akalimha agoolaha tdeg 3laich , wala yseer 5a6rech ela 6ayib .."




" Akeed Muthanna ? "




" Akeedain afa 3laich .. shno ana age9 3laich ? "



" La mo 8a9dee chthy .. yalla ana mashya , tabee shay? "



" slamatich "




Muneera walked out of his office still not sure , she wasn't completely satisfied with what he'd said



There was something missing.. something he's not telling her ..





She picked up her car keys and decided to go sit in a cafe to clear her head






Caribou was'nt very crowded ..




A couple of business men were sitting down having a serious argument , two guys were enjoying conversation and a girl sitting on a couch drinking coffee




" Rahaf ! " She called out as she approached the girl




" What a coincidence ! " It was the second time she saw Rahaf by chance ,




" Hala 5alty ! " She greeted her and kissed her cheek



" Yaya broo7ich ? " Muneera asked ,




" Ee walah 5alty , you're welcome to join me .."




Muneera smiled " I'd love to , let me just get a drink "




Muneera sat across from Rahaf , she reminded her of Jana ..




Everything about her , she was her best friend and somehow Muneera felt closer to Jana by sitting with her




" Shloun omich w 5awatich? "




" Walah el 7mdelah kilna b5air .. enty shemsawya 5alty? shloun el 3eesha barra el Kwait? "




" Walah t'thayeg el 5lg bas shensawee .. ana ma9adagt 3lallaah ared .. bas 7athee mo 7lo hal marra , Jana mo mwjooda "




Rahaf looked uneasy when she heard that , she grabbed her coffee and sipped it





" Ma 3alaina shloun el derasa ? "




" Walah zaina 5alty .. bas lil7een ma te5a9a9t "




" Ee .. athker Jana b3d kanat metwahga .. She called me everytime telling me she wanted to quit , but she was a fighter .. she always got good grades "




Rahaf smiled at the memory of her friend and her heart ached




" Rahaf .. sweetie , Jana didn't call you lately ? "




Rahaf looked at her , Muneera looked so concerned the poor thing but Rahaf didn't want to lie either




" La walah 5alty madree 3anha .. " And she sipped her coffee again





Muneera nodded , she wasn't expecting anything but she had to at least ask




" El thaher ma yalge6 lmn tdeg 3lay madree shesalfa , bas 3amha gal enha daggat ams wenha bil ma6ar .. akeed saferat mokan thanee "




Before Rahaf could say something else , Muneera said " Yalla 7beebtee ana b3d lazm aroo7 .. a5aleech al7een , salmay 3la omich w take care "





Rahaf nodded but had a bad feeling instantly , as Muneera walked out of the coffee shop , Rahaf grabbed her things and followed her




" Auntii Mneera ! "




Muneera turned aroud to look at her surprised , " What's wrong sweetie? "




" We need to talk " Rahaf bit her lip





They sat down in a quiet place and only ordered water this time ,





Rahaf tried to speak as politely as possible trying not to freak Muneera out ,





She Laid down the facts easily , trying to be calm and collected




She made it sound like it was a very normal event and that there was an upside to the story




While Muneera sat there not saying a single word ,





After Rahaf was done , She waited for Muneera to speak again





She breathed and then began " When was this ? "





" Almost a year ago .. "




Muneera nodded



" Why didn't anybody tell me ? .." Muneera was asking herself this time




" I .. i don't know what to say aunt Muneera , i felt like you should hear it from somebody else .. "





" No no honey .. thanks for telling me .. i had no idea .. " Her voice was a whisper





" I need to go have a talk with my brother, if you'll excuse me dear .. "




Muneera got up ,



" Wait aunt Muneera ! " Rahaf said again





" Here's my number .. " Rahaf gave her a peice of paper , " You know in case anything happens .."




She touched Rahaf's cheek " Thank you darling "





Muneera was shaking as she entered the house , it was both anger and nerves





She had no idea what she was going to say , but she knew she had to do something and FAST




She walked in Muthanna's office without knocking this time , her legs barely being lifted from the ground




" Back so soon? " Muthana said as he looked up from his desk




" What the hell did you do Muthanna ? tell me what the HELL happened ! "




Muthanna blinked " I .. i don't understand "




" Don't you play me Muthanaa how DARE YOU ! , i know EVERYTHING ! EVERYTHING ! "




" Mneera relax .. please .. sit down .. " He got up




" I know Jana's missing ! and i know you didn't contact ANYBODY ! NO ONE ! i know you lied to me and all her friends ! fe mu9eeba 9ayra hnee wenta meste'3el safretee w mo rathee tgoolee ! "





" Mne-"



" STOP IT ! JUST STOP !! tell me where's my niece Muthanna or i swear to god i'll go find her myself ! "




" I .. " He didn't know what to say



" That's it .. am going to the police "




" Muneera wait ! " He called after her ,




She turned around not to listen , but to talk




" They trusted you Muthannaa .. her parents TRUSTED YOU ! " tears began to fall " 5alooha amana 3ndik ! .. ana lo adree chan radait el Kwait mn zmaan .. lo adree inna chthy el wath3 chan ma hadait'ha ! "




And with that she left the room , Muthanna was astonished by what had just happened




He sat down on his chair again , eyes wide , breathig hard





He had to do something ,




" Aloo .. Sa3ad , ta3aly el maktab al7een "





Muneera walked in Jana's room again ,





As if to find some clue .. some sign to where she is ..




She had to find her ,




She just had to ,




Now suddenly everything fell into place , she knew why all her stuff were here .. she knew why she didn't call .. she knew




After half an hour of aimless search , she sat down on Jana's bed and cried ..




" Crying won't do any good .. " She told herself ,




She went to her room and called up Rahaf





" Aloo ? " Rahaf answered




" Alo Rahf it's mee Muneera "



" Ee hala 5alty "



" Am going to need your help"





Rahaf smiled , She was glad she did this




Anything to help find her best friend ,




She was hoping that someone would tell her that .. and not just shut her out of Jana's news and life like that ..




" Anything " She finaly said





" My father is a lawyer .." Rahaf was saying later that evening



" He knows some people that can help too , and .. if you want , we can keep it confidential .. no one has to know about this "




" That would be perfect sweetie but .. i want to wait before getting more people involved .. for now i want you to tell me everything that happened to Jana before she disappeared .. every person she saw .. every conversation she had .. everything "





Rahaf nodded and began to spill everything she could remember





" Hey !!! " Sara shouted at 7arith as he took the last slice in the pizza box





7arith stuffed it all in his mouth and then washed it down with coke





Sara was still staring at him




" What? " He asked like he did nothing wrong




" I wanted to eat that "




" I didn't know that " He lied




" Liar ! "




They were both sitting on the couch in his fancy apartment watching a movie




He was right , this was the perfect date




They did it all exactly like they used to when they were just best frieds , but they loved it





But this time , the sparks that were flying .. the butterflies in their stomachs .. made it much more exciting




They were watching the oldest version of Superman , they were laughing at the colors .. the lame movie schemes they used back then and the super fast monologue




Once the movie was over , Sara decided to clean up their mess





" Move over " Sara was telling him around the tiny open kitchen




" Shtabeen ? "




" Bage6 el we9a5a enta shfeek? "




" Mn galich tge6eenha ? "




" Wa9e5 enta wa9e5 ?! .. ma ennathif y3ny ? "




" 3a6eenee hatha .. " He moved closer trying to trap her




" No ! "




Her back was finaly glued to the fridge and 7arith stood infront of her , he looked at her and she looked back





It would've been the perfect moment for a first kiss




She saw 7arith lean over slowly , she tried to remember how people breathe .. but she couldn't



Before she knew it , he grabbed the pizza box out of her hand and threw it in the traSH , leaving Sara still ow-struck



" There " he finaly said " 3ashan ma tagregain 3lainna ana nathaft w ana wa9a5t "




She laughed




He realy wanted to kiss her right there ,




But he wasn't going to .. not now




They say the best things come when you wait , so that's what he was going to do

kidnap my heart 36

DO YOU GUYS HATE ME ?!!

Please don't hate me ;( my DSL kan 5rbaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan i couldn't post tawa 3adeloooooh ;'(

Am sorry again guys , i love yoouu ! ( y3ny baratheekom ;p lol )

Anyway la2 9ij walah i do love you , so Enjoy this post and tell me what you think ! ;D

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7arith opened the car's door for Sara and waited for her to get out ,

He stood poised with a sexy smile on his face , he figured he looked goofy smiling like that but Sara that he was far from that area !

But he just couldn't help it eaither , he and Sara were on their first official date .. the girl he was madly in love with for so long ..

Was it going to be perfect ? he didn't know and neither did she ..

They just knew they had to be with each other

Sara looked beyond pretty , she wore a mini sea green dress with black tights and heels , her short hair was all straightened out , not a stray hair in sight

7arith would usualy wear his dark sexy clothes but this time he was wearing a baby blue button down shirt with dark blue jeans and his favorite Timberland shoes

Sara blushed as she watched him wait for her , yes 7arith was always the perfect gentleman when she was with him .. but this time it was different

She wasn't just his best friend now , was she ?

He led her inside the restaurant , she was blown away by the beauty of it

It was lit by candles with glass tables and chairs everywhere and rose petals covered each table

All the couples were sitting and chatting and eating happily, and as Sara saw them .. she wondered if that'd be her and 7arith in a few

She smiled at the thought ,

The waiter pulled the chair for her to sit , and she did .. trying not to knock over the whole table because she was so nervous

7arith took one look at her but then looked down again , it was as if he was scared to look her in the eye

What's wrong with him ? , Sara thought .. he's never like this ..

Was he nervous to0 ? .. could be .. she told herself again

" So .. " They both said at the same time interrupting each other

They both laughed " So .. what do you think of the restaurant ? " 7arith began again

" Oh it's beautiful .." she told him , looking around the place again

It realy was ! , but she was kind of NOT paying attention to it right now

" Good am glad you like it .. " He nodded

Then there was a pause again , which the waiter interrupted asking them if they were ready to order

" Uhh .. give us a minute or two .. " 7arith said , and Sara looked up at him

7arith never said that when they were in a restaurant

He always knew what he wanted to order

This was confusing Sara more and more

She watched him open up his menu and start reading , when he was done , she smiled

" The waiter came again after he signaled for him " i'll have the beef with mushrooms on top , Sara you know what you want ? "

" What? " Sara asked out loud , okay .. that was meant to be inside her head

7arith NEVER asked her that either !

He always ordered for her ! ALWAYS !

He was so full of himself all the time , knowing she'll love exactly what he'll order because he was such an expert in food !

She tried not to be a drama queen " Umm .. i'll .. have the same " She said quickly

" Good choice .. " The waiter said to both of them and walked away

They both sighed when he was gone

" It's realy cold " Sara said exactly at the same time when 7arith said " Do you want some water ? "

What the hell was wrong ?!

Why was this happening ?!

7arith and Sara were never like this !

Aside from the amazing chemistry , there were life long traditions with them two !

Where were they now ?

" Uhh i think am going to go to the ladies room , " She said shyly

He smiled and nodded " Take your time "

Sara walked in the bathroom and saw a couple of very excited Italian girls talking out loud and laughing

It was probably about a boy , she thought

I bet they had the time of their lives on their dates ! , she thought angrily .. almost envious

Oh my dear god what's happening to me , she thought again , the night was just getting started .. she told herself

It was going to get better , she smiled

This was going to be the best first date .. EVER

Or was it ?

She returned to the table where 7arith was still sitting

Oh great .. Sara thought , is it one of those nights again ?

A tall Italian waitress was standing near the table , resting her hand on it facing 7arith

Kiss him why don't you ! Sara almost screamed out , but she controlled herself

7arith was hers now ,

As she sat down again 7arith smiled at her " Oh hey .. she was just checking if we wanted something else .. "

Yeah well i bet SHE wants something else too , and it's not from me ! .. she tried to keep the negative thoughts out of her brain again

" Mhhm .." She pretended to smile , but her teeth hurt , she wanted to kick that waitress's ASS !

The food came , it was delicious !

They started eating and they were never the two to be quiet even when food was around !

And what the hell was he doing ?!

Was 7arith actualy eating out of HIS OWN plate ?

He always stole food from hers ! , uuggghhh this is so wrong . she thought again

" Here .. " 7arith picked up a piece and offered it to Sara , even though they had the same dish

It was a very ' awww, how cute ! ' for any girl

But all Sara thought was , And what's this now ?!! He's SHARING HIS FOOD ??!!!! 7arith NEVER SHARES HIS FOOD !

" What? " Her thoughts were blocking her hearing when she realised 7arith was talking

" I said take a bite .. "

" 7arith we have the same dish "

" I know , so what? "

Wow , that was awful . she blinked 'who are we again ? ' echoed in her head

They finished their meal and were ready to go ,

Okay .. dinner was a disaster .. but maybe the ride home will be better

Sara tried to be optimistic again

Yousif was chilling at home with his wife as she tried to clean up a little

" Baby come sit down , room service will take care of that " he told her gently

" Am trying to find something to do " She told him a little too sternly

He sighed and continued to watch ,

Jana realy hated cleaning up ! but she was realy thinking of what to do

She wished she could go and just PUNCH Yousif !

Okay , she was angry alright .. but her maternal hormoes were getting the best of her too

" I need to go baby shopping " she suddenly said

He looked up " Oh yeah .. i was waiting for you to say that " He grinned and got up

" Where do you wana go ? we're in Paris .. our baby can dress up like little Francois " He waited for her to laugh and give him a list of all the designer places she wanted to get things from

But instead , Jana kept a straight face " I said I need to go baby shopping , me .. myself "

He smiled again " And i said where do you want me to take you "

Yousif's attitude was obviously better than before , but it was a little too late

When HE was well , Jana wasn't !

She still remembered his day with Miss french pants and frowned " I wana go alone " she said like a little angry kid

He bit his lip and brushed her hair " Where are you going to get the money from ? "

Jana stopped to think , Damn it ! she didn't think of that

He laughed at her and took advantage of the moment to give her a kiss on her lips

" Uhh !! " her mouth was wide open , she couldn't believe he did that !

But she had to admit , it was amazing

He waited for her to give him another angry comment , or at least one shout ?

but she didn't , she just stared at him with puppy eyes

he moved closer to her and put his arms around her tiny waist

" I missed you .." He whispered to her , as he burried his face in her hair like he always did

She almost gave up , He KNEW this was her weakness

He KNEW she loved him and this made her weaker ,

They hadn't touched each other in so long, even when Yousif tried .. Jana realy gave it to him

They always say that pregnant women realy go crazy , even on their husbands .. some women even HATe their husbands

So Yousif thought that's what it was , he never gave up though , plus .. he loved it when she was mad at him

Her entire body loosened up , she closed her eyes and inhaled his scent

She forgot how good he smelled

Just when he moved his hand to her cheek , she shouted " Baby shopping ! "

He flenched and looked baffled , Jana was even surprised at herself for doing that

She fought the urge to laugh out loud , She bit her lip " We're going to be late " She told him with puppy eyes

She KNEW this drove him crazy , she firgured it was punishment enough

But being Yousif he instantly smiled , he leaned down to her tummy and stopped there

"Francois ! Many babies will envy you "

But Jana couldn't hold back her laugh this time

He took her EVERYWHERE

Baby Dior , baby GAP , baby Burberry ..

but since they don't know the sex of the baby .. they decided on Mutual colors , cute outfits that couldn't be ignored and baby born dresses for both boys and girls

They bought a little crib , even some toys

Even though it was a little too soon , they couldn't help it

As much as Jana tried to ignore him , She was stuck with him!

Plus she was just too happy to be angry right now

The stores were filled with happy couples , ones with babies and ones who were expecting ..

Everything was gorgeous !

After all , it was Paris

But Jana couldn't help but wonder if they were going to be this happy when the baby came ..

Like all those happy people she saw at the stores ,

It was the first second Jana found herself alone ..

Yousif wasn't near her

She turned around to see Yousif staring at a blonde french baby with the most blue eyes she'd ever seen

He was just staring at him with narrowed eyes

And the baby was looking at him wide eyed , as cute as ever

She moved quickly towards Yousif " What are you doing ?!! you're scaring the baby ! "

" Francois is going to look MUCH MUCH prettier .." He told her , it was much more like a warning

She laughed at him " Enta gam tyin .. we have to get you out of here " She shook her head

" Prettier i tell you ! " he turned around to the french baby again

" Ambee yousif mo 9ij ! " She told him as she pulled his hand and moved forward

He forgot about the baby for a second , and took a second to realise

Jana was still clenching on his arm ,

She didn't seem to notice , but she stopped dragging him and was walking along WITH him , holding HIM

He smiled " You couldn't keep away from me , huh ? " He grinned

She looked at him again frowning , but she wasn't mad this time

She wanted to be , he cheated on her didn't he ?

She should be mad ..

She was mad before , but not now

She let go of him , trying to understand why she wasn't .. why she kept her hand with his this long ..

She didn't have an answer

" Common .. let's go get something to eat .. " He told her gently as he took her hand , She didn't protest , she didn't yell at him .. she just let him take her hand and walk

" Francois must be hungry , i know i am .. " he said again

She smiled ,

" Okay stop ! " Sara said as they both stopped walking

7arith stopped , frowning at her " What's wrong ? " he asked her

" Okay.. 7arith , am sorry but i just .. i think this is the WORST date .. EVER ! "

He waited for her to continue ,

She sighed and said " Okay .. we .. we hadn't said a word to each other during dinner .. we had ZERO conversation .. There was this .. SLUTTy waitress ! and .. " She looked up trying to get the words out

" You .. " She closed her eyes " You SHARED YOUR FOOD with ME ! " She opened her eyes again

" I know .. " he said

" You KNOW ?!! "

he laughed at her , " Yeah .. i know " he moved closer to her

Her eyes were big and waiting " i was trying to give you the perfect first date .. " He started

" Okay .. if it was up to me .. i would take you to some small Pizza place and go for a movie .. i would talk about how smart i am at picking the perfect food , i would NEVEr share a slice with you , not even a coke , i would make fun of you for taking time to straighten all your hair like that .."

She frowned and touched her head , he laughed and took her hand away from there

" Okay S .. listen .. " He started again " You're the most beautiful thing i've ever seen .. i love your messed up hair , i love you in sweats without a hint of make up on .. i love how messy you are when you eat .. but .. i thought i should change and be the perfect boyfriend that every girl wants .. "

She looked at him for a long time , he thought she was going to beat him

" Okay first of all .. you ! .. you wore a BABY BLUE SHIRT ?! you gave up your black leather jacket ?! since when do you give up your black leather jacket ?! , you say it makes you look bad ... and you SHAVED ! you always wait when you have the dirty look ..and you ASKED if i wanted water .. you SHARED your food ! you shared your food with me , i mean what the hell is that about ?! "

When she was finaly done , she breathed

He laughed at her , " I KNOW ! it's wierd , i mean look at us ! "

" I know ! " she throw her hands up in the air

" am sorry , i just wanted it to be perfect .. " He spoke so gently and his voice was so hot she almost melted

" Me too .. "

" But i guess you're not like any other girlfriend , huh ? " he smiled at her

" Nope .. " She shook her head ,

He reached out and shook her hair until it was a mess " There .. " he said in relief

" MUCH better " He grinned

" So .. what are we supposed to do now ? " she asked

" Well .. " He looked up thinking " Let's call this a 'not so much first date '.. tomorrow , i'll take you out on a very much perfect first date .. " He told her

And her grin was an answer

kidnap my heart 35

Here goes another one people !

Enjoooooooooooooooooooy ;*

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Jana went home and took a long hot bath

She kept playing what happened over and over in her head ,

While she watched her body be pampered gently , burried under the hot relaxing water , Jana decided to do something not every woman can do ..

She decided to do something brave but perhaps a little insane ..

But it was her desicion

Jana was going to act like nothing had happened ,

like she hadn't seen anything ..

Yet ,

She was going to live like Yousif didn't exist ..

Yes she was going to ignore him , and pretend like his presence is as useless as him gone ,

She wasn't going to talk , she wasn't going to care , she was going to live for her and her baby only ..

She tapped her soft belly as though it was listening and seeing all and apoligized ,

She promised her baby a happy happy life , She also made sure not to make her baby hate the Y word as much as she hated him right now

Nope , she wasn't going to teach her baby to hate .. not ever ..

But how to be strong ,

She sighed and remembered another thing ..

She had to be at a Dr.'s soon if she was going to know the sex of her baby ..

She gathered the strength to pull herself up and get out of the bath

Her baby was growing ,

And she decided so will she

" I have to tell you something .. " 7arith began ,

He was realy going to do this ..

More guys from Starbucks might come along the way ..

More flights to Kuwait might be available ..

It was now or never

Sara looked up at him wide eyed , waiting for him to continue ..

" Sara am in love with you .. " He told her gently

Sara tried to breathe , she tried to grasp the meaning of what he'd just said

She wanted to pinch herself and make sure she wasn't dreaming

" I was in love with you a long time ago .. a long .. long time ago .. " he looked at the ground

" I didn't think it was right back then .. you were together with 3aziz .. my best friend .. i .. i was confused i didn't know what the hell to do so i just disappeared .. "

" Is that .. is that why you were gone out of our life for so long? " She asked , her voice shaking

" Yes " He admitted " Am not that guy Sara .. am not the guy who steals his best friend's girl .. but .. "

" No you're not .. " She interrupted him , " Thats why you're the most amazing friend 3aziz has ever had .. "

He looked up at her ,

" But a heart can't control who it loves .. " She frowned thinking about what to say next ..

She decided to say it

" 7arith these past days we spent.. i .. " She breathed again , " i think i have fallen for you too .. " She bit her lip and looked up at him , tears in her eyes again

" And i can't help thinking am an awful person !! .. i can't help seeing 3aziz's face every time am with you ! but i .. i can't stop loving you either !! .. i don't know what to do 7arith ! "

He watched her for a long moment , then he grabbed her and pulled her towards him " You're not an awful person .. love is a wonderful blessing .. it just happened .. "

She hugged him back

" I .. I had a dream the other night .. " She began again ,

" I saw 3aziz .. he metioned you and .. and told me to follow my heart .. "

7arith's heart sank

" I was trying so hard to know what my heart wants .. and when i knew .. when i knew it was you i didn't know what to do .. "

" My heart wants you too i swear .. " He whispered to her ,

" And i know for a fact that 3aziz wouldn't think you're an awful person at all .. " he brushed a tear off her face " I think he'd want you to be with someone who appreciates you .. someone who'd treat you right .. "

He spoke so gently she nearly melted

" You can't live alone forever S .. I think he'd want us both to be happy .. " He finished

She looked away again remembering 3aziz ..

" And he'd SO HATE for you to be with that Strabucks guy on the airplane .. "

She laughed even though she wanted to cry , and let him hold her again

"Hello .. " Mueera entered her borther's office with a grin

" Hala e5tee .. 7ayyach .. " He said as he looked up from all the paperwork on his desk

" Guess what ?! .. i just went to the supermarket ! " she anounced happily

" That's wonderful .. " He laughed

" God i missed it here.. it's so .. it's just .. refreshing .. amazing .. like you're breathing right again without worrying all the time , you know ? "

" Yeah .. yeah i know .. " Muthanna wished he could say the same

" Oh ! and guess what else ?! "

" What ? " He said as he looked at his laptop

" I saw Rahaf ! you remember Rahaf !! .. Jana's friend "

Muneera saw Muthana's face turn into a little color as he heard the name ..

He remembered when that girl called him up and told him about Jana ..

His heart raced and his mind kept telling him to calm down

" Oh yeah .. i remember her , ya7lailhaa .. she didn't go with them 3ayal ? "

" Oh .. no she didn't .. she sounded surprised that i told her about the trip though , you think she didn't know ? "

" Uhh .. madree walah .. ymkin they didn't tell her .. " He made himself look busy

"Yeah but .. she and Jana are bestfriends for like EVER ! how could she not tell her to come ?! .. " She went on " Hmm .. or maybe she just couldn't go i don't know .. am gona go cook dinner , anything in mind ? " She asked as she got up

" Ay shay mn eedech 7loo .." He gave her a smile , relieved that she was about to go

She grinned and walked out

He sighed again when she left , Rahaf .. he thought

That girl better keep her mouth shut ..

Yousif walked in the bedroom to see Jana brushing her long lovely hair

" Hey .. " He smiled at her ,

Its been a while since she'd seen that smile

He looked a little relaxed .. somehow .. more comfortable ..

Her heart ached when she remembered why that might be .. or because of WHO it might be

She tried to ignore him and continue brushing

" Did you eat dinner yet? i was thinking .. we could go out .. " He said as he moved closer to her ,

As soon as his hand touched her shoulder Jana flenched

His face was horrified when she did that , she got up and said " Already ate "

" Oh .. " He nodded disapointment written all over his face

" So i was thinking .. my friend recommended this French Dr. .. since you were talking the other day about the baby .. i thought we might go and find out if it's a boy or a girl .. The Dr. is supposed to be realy good and .. "

" I was actualy thinking otherwise .. "

He stopped and frowned " What do you mean ? "

" I was thinking .. how .. i might NOt want to know the sex of my baby right now "

Yousif seemed to have stopped breathing for a second ,

He narrowed his eyes at her , She was talking so strangely ..

She sounded so cold .. so .. NOT Jana ..

" Wait .. what ? .. where did that come from ?! .. and .. since when do you say its YOUR baby ? "

" Well am carrying it aren't i ? .. plus i read this magazine , they say how amazing it is to wait when the baby is finaly born to know if its a boy or a girl .. "

Yousif shook his head trying to understand " Jana .. what .. what the hell are you saying, where is this coming from ?! "

" I just told you .. i decided this only today .. i want to wait " She tried so hard not to break down infront of him , not to hit him with every heavy object in the room

She thought about every happy thing she could think of

Yousif didn't say a word , he just stared at her ..

He couldn't believe it

He hadn't had a fight with Jana since ..

Well Since he first took her away .. all those crazy fights they used to have before madly fallig in love with each other..

Now she seemed like a complete different person ..

A different Jana ..

He suddenly nodded , " 3la ra7tich .. " and with that , Yousif left the room

Jana hurried to the bed again , and hid under the covers , trying not to make any sound as she cried herself to sleep

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When Jana was finaly able to swallow she went back to bed, she sat very still wide eyed thinking about what she heard ..




Okay .. maybe she was just being stupid ! who is this lady that Yousif's knows ?!



It's probably nothing .. she was thinking too much into it




She heard the door move and saw Yousif entering the room " hey .. " He said in a low even voice





Jana tried to smile at him , at least that was what she thought she was doing !





She wasn't sure how her face looked to Yousif .. and this time she didn't care , there was too much going on inside her head



" Aren't you asleep yet ? " he asked





" Going to .. " She shrugged and pulled the covers on top of her body , he moved towards the bed slowly in attempt to help her




But their was nothing to be helped with , Jana's pretty head was already on the pillow , her body snuggled under the huge beige matress in a ready-to-sleep position




Yousif took one last glance at her and looked at the floor , he was confused himself " Goodnight " he finaly said




His voice suddenly soothed whatever tensed muscles she had and eased her racing mind , she loved him with all her heart





And the fact that he was so distant from her right now was hurting her more than ever ..




She closed her eyes as if to close up every door to sadness and worry , and drifted away in dreams





Sara still couldn't believe she finaly booked the flight back home .. to Kuwait ..




She looked at all the piles of clothes she had .. the bags .. her passport , and sighed




She was realy doing this , She was going back





" Wow ! i didn't realise you were going to take all of Rome back with you , i would've booked you a second flight just for your things .. "





7arith walked in her room , sexy as ever




She smiled at him " No need to knock tara 3adee .. my security system does wonders "






He flashed a smile , God don't do that to me .. She thought to herself





" So you're realy doing this huh ? " he asked her , there was something in his voice .. hope that she would say no and stay ..





It's not that he didn't want her to go back to her country .. to her family , but he just didn't want her to leave where he was ..





Where he can keep an eye on her , make sure she's okay ..




" Yeah .. " She shrugged , " Guess i am .. " She wasn't sure herself , her heart echoed ' please tell me to stay .. '





But she put it together , " I think i need another bag .."





" I think you need Hulk .. i ain't going to carry all this lady " He said as he picked one bag up and put it outside





She laughed " Didn't realize what tiny sensetive hands you have am sorry "





" Shutup or you go with the bag " he told her




She grinned at him ,



He stared a little too long at her face .. Her face straightened as she watched him too





But then they both looked away , pretending to look for more bags or clothes





Muneera decided to go do some grocery shopping , she missed Kuwait .. she missed the supermarkets .. the people .. everything









She walked along the busy aisles of the supermarket picking out whatever she thought was necessary or good to have









That's when she ran into a fimiliar face ..











" Rahaf ?! " She suddenly called out









The girl twirled around to see Muneera with a big smile on her face " Aunt Muneera ?!! " Rahaf hurried to greet her , it was Jana's best friend .. the girl that was scared to death when she returned from the mall and found her best friend suddenly gone , the girl who cried day and night for almost a year blaming herself for leaving her best friend alone









" how are you sweetie ? "









" Am good 7mdelah ! how are you ?! "











" Am great .. "









" How's .. how's Jana ? any word on her ? " Rahaf asked , almost afriad to ..









" uhh .. well no not yet .. but her uncle said she might be just fine .. having fun , why aren't you with them ?! " Muneera's voice sounded kind of happy .. or at least she was pretending to be











Rahaf looked confused for about a few seconds " Well .. i .. i would go back and be with her if i could .. but she kind of just disappeared .. "









" Oh my niece is always so excited and eager to discover .. " She looked like she was remembering some good times ,









Rahaf felt like their was something missing there " Aunt Muneera did .. did jana ever contact any of you ? "











Mueera looked kind of confused " Well .. yes i just said that she called up her uncle .. said she was having fun , but you know with me away and the trip was such short notice she didn't have time to tell me .." She laughed nervously









Rahaf didn't want to push it , there was clearly something wrong ..







" Aunt Muneera where do you think Jana is ? .. did she say ? did they finaly find her ? "









Rahaf hadn't seen Jana for almost a year , she reported her missing to her uncle since the moment it happened











She was told it'll all be taken care of , that there was nothing to be worried about









But then when time passed and there was no word yet .. Rahaf just prayed that her best friend was okay .. she just prayed she'd return someday .. well and healthy











But she didn't know when that day was going to come









" Honey what .. what do you mean did they find her ?! when was Jana ever gone ? "







And that proved Rahaf's thoughts .. Aunt muneera was oblivious about the whole thing ..







She had no idea what happened to Jana ..









No one ever told her ,





Rahaf swallowed hard , she thought about what she was going to say next









The woman just came back to Kuwait , this wasn't the place or the time to talk about this ..







Plus , she thought someone else should tell her ..









Someone who actualy knows the whole story .. knows what happened ..









" I just meant .. with her going to all those places .. " Rahaf tried to smile







Muneera breathed again in relief , with a more relaxed smile on her face " oh yes .. our baby always keeps herself busy .. "









Jana sat on the couch preteding to watch television , when she realy was looking at Yousif







He was out of his seat , looking nervously at his phone every few seconds ..









She tried to breathe and not give it much thought .. but she couldn't ..









Not when Yousif suddenly got up and said , " Yalla am going out now .. i have a few things to do , do you want anything ? "







Jana's heart sank " You're going? " her voice sounded like a hurt little child









" Baby i have to .. " his voice was uneven , his eyes looked closely at her .. he loved her so much









If it was up to him , he wouldn't ever leave her like this









Not when he knew she wanted him to stay .. not when it was obvious she needed his presense











He wanted to go and sit with her , just hold her and never let go







She nodded , so he walked out before he changed his mind





" Here we are .. " 7arith said as they arrived at the airport ,




Sara was walking at a slow pace on purpose , it was as if her legs didn't want to move further away from 7arith




She kept questioning herself whether or not she was doing the right thing ..




Because deep in her heart .. Sara knew she wanted one thing and one thing only ..





She wanted to be with 7arith




" Hey , Why .. why don't we grab something to drink before the flight .. ? " Sara suggested , her throat barely adjusted to that fact yet





" Sure .." he smiled at her , reminding her again of what she's leaving behind




She also hid behind her smile as they both entered a Starbucks




" Sit down i'll order for you " He offered , she told him what she wanted and went to find a place to sit




As 7arith made his way towards the counter , he couldn't stop thinking about the fact that he was finaly here .. he brought Sara himself to the airport so she could leave him and fly off





He felt stupid coz all he wanted was to be with her ,





When he finished ordering he turned around to see Sara sitting on a chair with a guy holding a chair close by her table , they seemed to be having a conversation ..





7arith tried to keep his irritation to himself as he moved towards Sara again , " Here you go .. "






" Thanks .. " she smiled at him " Ooh this is good " she said as she sipped her drink






" Hey um .. i saw you talking to that guy a few seconds ago .. is everything okay? " he looked at the guy like he wanted to murder him , which to 7arith didn't seem like a hard thing to do






" Oh ! oh yeah .. He just .. wanted a chair .. he's Kuwaiti you know .. " She informed him





" Oh yeah ? that's ..thats cool .. " He was realy trying to keep it cool






" Yeah .. he's going back home too , isn't that great ? "





" Oh yeah .. cool .." He kept nodding , still hiding his anger





They kept talking for what seemed like an hour , making the most of what little time they had left together ,





It hurt Sara to see 7arith smile even though he knew she was going to walk away in a while ..





It made 7arith feel a little bad too , for he wasn't brave enough to let her know what's realy going on with his mind and heart ..




They were both interrupted by the call for Sara's flight




Both their hearts started racing as they made their way to the gate ..




" Guess its time to go .. " Sara couldn't find any words to say





" Take care boo " He told her as he put his hand over her shoulder gently , she smiled back





" Oh look ! " She suddenly said " There's the guy ! " She realy didn't mean it , it just came out ..





7arith turned around to see the same guy from Starbucks ,




Okay , he kept saying .. no problem .. so they're on the same flight ..



He remembered his little thing with the girls a while back and how he wanted Sara to react .. if that was what it felt like to be jealous , then it's a feelig he didn't want to experience no more




" troo7een a tredeen bil salama .. " He told her ,





" Thank you for being here 7arith .. " She looked deeply into his eyes




" No problem .. " He moved closer to hug her , She held him a little tighter , she was going to miss him so much




As they both parted , they said their goodbyes , and Sara realy had to go




She turned her back to him , walking to enter the gate , so he turned around too





As he made his way towards the doors , he kept thinking how he had lost her again ..





How she might move on and forget him too ..




How he blew it again ..




But his thoughts quickly got cut off when he heard his name being shouted out from behind






" Wait !! WAIT !!! "




He turned around to see the face he was madly in love with , calling his name .. running like a crazy person ,





He was too dumbfounded to reply




Her arms were around his neck in no time , Sara's body shivering as she clung onto him "i don't !! .. idon't wana go !! " She managed to say between sobs




7arith inhaled deeply as he held her tighter to his chest and pulled her hair back " I don't want you to go either .. " He whispered to her





Jana had no idea what she was doing ..




all she wanted to do was to be able to sleep at night without wondering what was wrong with Yousif ,




She couldn't and didn't want to do it anymore ..




She had to get to the bottom of this ,




She had to know what was going on ..




As soon as Yousif was gone , her taxii was ready




She hopped in and decided to follow him




Not in a milion years did Jana think she was going to be that kind of girl ..





The suspicious crazy wife ..





But this was getting crazier each second ,





Her heart raced as she saw Yousif's car pull up , she was scared from what she about to see ..





She had a feeling she wasn't going to like it ,





That maybe this moment could confirm her suspicions , that maybe that ugly thought in the back of her head was finaly coming true ..




as she moved slowly to where Yousif was heading , she spotted a small cafe ..





Yousif moving towards one of the tables , where a very tall pretty but an older french lady awaits ..





Okay .. just a woman , so what ?




She still didn't know who she was , or what she wanted .. no need to panic




He sat across from her , they talked for a while .. their faces very very serious ..





Yousif seemed like he had alot to say ..




He kept going on and on , his eyes very tense , his position while he sat declared he was more than nervous ..





When he was finaly done , she saw the lady across from him smile and nod slowly , taking in everything Yousif had just told her ..




She seemed to have a very short answer , when they both got up from their seats was when Jana wanted to break down ,




The lady moved slowly towards Yousif and gave him a kiss on both cheeks ,




And Jana needn't to see more ..




She backed away from where she was standing , and went back in the cab to head home




Realy Yousif ? .. is that what you been doing ?! she asked herself

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Sara was out shopping at noon to get ready for movie night with 7arith ,

She decided she won't let any other Italian girl make her feel insecure .. well .. Sara never actualy had that problem with ANY girl to be honest ..

Other girls may have had it because of HER , but not the other way around ..

But i guess this time it was different ..

She realy didn't know WHAT she was looking for , it was just a movie .. she didn't want to be too tacky or dress up for a party either ..

But for the first time Sara gave up on shopping !

She went home to look further into her closet , she found mini denim shorts , a pair of black leggings a grey baggy jacket and a white shirt

A messy combination , yet it looked PERFECT on her

She'd curl her short hair and she'd look like a star out of hollywood boulevard

7arith felt a little bad about what he did to Sara yesterday ,

He wanted to know her reaction when he talked about and looked at girls ..

He felt like there was something there .. in Sara's eyes .. but he still wasn't sure

He went out of his mind worrying about her , she had to pay some price ..

He looked at the clock , 6 PM .. time to pick up her up

As Jana sat holding her belly that was getting bigger each day , she started counting ..

Just a week from now she'll know about her baby .. she'll know if it was a boy or a girl she was expecting..

Just a week for her 4th month to begin ,

She looked at Yousif who was gazing at the television but not realy watching , and sighed ..

She got tired of asking him what was wrong but she never gave up

She carried herself and went over to him .. she slid easily onto his lap and smiled at him

" Heey .." He smiled at her , but that smile was all pain .. not a hint of happiness in it

She didn't care .. she needed him ..

She kissed his cheeck trying so hard not to collapse and cry

" What's wrong baby? " He asked her concerned , brushing a strand of her hair away

" My .. my 4th month is coming up ! .." She tried to sound as cheerful as possible ,

He smiled again and brushed her cheeck with his finger , " That's great .. "

She moved away from his touch , not liking the feel of it .. not anymore ..

That wasn't the reaction she was hoping for !

She was even surprised at herself for doing that , Yousif looked confused but she started before he did

" A week from now we're going to know if it's a boy or a girl .. "She said , avoiding to look at him in the eye

" That's .. that's amazing i can't wait .. " he was also tried to sound excited as well , but Jana didn't buy it ..

" What .. " She placed her hand gently on the colar of his shirt " What do you want it to be? "

" Whatever it might be .. am going to fall in love with it .. " he tried to kiss her head but her eyes didn't close this time ..

He frowned and looked at her again , but Jana didn't look back ..

" That's good .. " She managed to say and quickly got up , still avoiding to look at Yousif in the eye

He knew there was something wrong .. he just knew it ..

But he realy didn't know what to say or what to do this time ..

He sighed deeply and burried his face in his hands

Muneera walked in her niece's room , she looked at all her photos .. her pretty face brightened every single picture ..

She moved closer to her bed to see a framed picture of her brother and his wife ..

Jana's mother and father .. a tear formed around the corners of her eyes as she looked at them

She promised she'd take care of their lovely treasure .. their Jana ..

As her eyes moved to Jana's closet , she suddely stopped and got up ,

She slowly opened the closet further to find all of Jana's clothes neatly placed there .. everything from shoes to bags and underwear ..

It raised questions in her head ..

How could have Jana travelled for such a long trip without taking a single thing with her ?

She thought about it again and again ..

Something wasn't completely right , was she in such a hurry to leave that she didn't even pack a single bag ?

Sara waited as she watched 7arith say hi to some girl he knew..

She put up with some other arrogant group of girls that were eyeing him for top to bottom ..

It was just like yesterday .. here comes that feeling again ..

But then Sara decided to be a grown up .. the guy wasn't hers to claim .. nor was he a kid who was supposed to act as told

She watched the movie gladly with him , smiling at his funny comments and laughing along ..

It was going good .. she didn't let the green eyed monster get to her this time

By the end of the night , as 7arith walked her to her house ,

Sara decided to say something that was going to change her life from now on ..

And 7arith was the one whom she wanted to tell first

" 7arith .. " She suddenly said , he stopped talking right away

This may be the moment he was waiting for .. maybe she was finaly going to admit defeat ..

Tell him she was smart enough .. see he was trying to irritate her..

She remembered 3aziz in her dream .. she remembered what he said .. and what 7arith once said to her too !

" I decided on something very important .. and i have to tell you .." She began

" Sure .. what's that ? " He tried to hide his excitement

" I decided am going to back to Kuwait .."

7arith wanted the ground to open up and take him in " WHAT ?! " He blinked

That wasn't what he was expecting at all !

" Am going back 7arith .. am leaving Rome .."

He took her words in .. he tried and tried to comprehend what Sara was saying..

When he didn't answer , she continued " i've been thinking about what you said .. how i can't keep living like this .. alone .. keeping everyone out of the way .. i need to go back .. i have to .. "

" That's .. thats great S realy .. good to hear you say that .. " He tried to smile

" realy ? you .. you think i should do it ? " she searched his face

" Yeah .. if it makes you happy then .. you should .. "

She nodded , there was a part of her hoping for some other reaction .. some other words he'd say to make her change her mind ..

She didn't know what she was looking in his face for ,

She didn't know what she wanted him to say ..

" Just take care alright ? " He finaly told her ,

She nodded " Will you do something for me though? " She asked

" Sure .. anything .. "

" Will you be the one to take me to the airport ? "

He looked at her deeply in the eyes " Its what friends are for , right? "

As Jana lay in bed that night .. her thoughts got to her ..

She couldn't just sleep it off like any other night ..

She was too angry to , too confused ..

Just as she turned one last time to open lamp's light .. She heard Yousif talk on the phone

Again ..

As much as she hated doing it , as much as her brain and her heart told her no to .. Jana got up to hear what he was saying

" Merci mademoiselle .. je vais vous voir alors .. "

Now Jana just took a FEW french classes back at high school .. But she was damn sure Yousif was talking to a lady .. a french lady ..

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" OH MY GOD , French croissants are the love ! " Jana said as she munched her fresh croissant




Yousif smiled as he watched her , the weather was cold but it was perfect , they were sitting in a small cafe on the sidewalk







He was in Paris with the love of his life .. seeing her happy was all he wanted ..




" Bil 3afya "



She blushed " why aren't you eating ? " she asked




" Am not hungry "



Jana just nodded, she suddenly lost her appetite ..



It's been almost 3 weeks since their arrival to Paris , Yousif made sure she saw everything .. he took her everywhere .. got her everything she wanted ..





What more could she ask for , right ?




Wrong



Yousif was out of it , the entire 3 weeks they spent in Paris were a nightmare hidden for both of them ,




Yousif was with Jana every step of the way , he smiled when she was happy .. he made sure she was comfortable




But something was missing ..




Her baby wasn't with her in Paris , Yousif wasn't with her in Paris ..




He was someone else ..




Since the day they got here , he promised to keep her happy ..




And he kept his promise !




little did he know , Yousif attempts were every girl's dream ,




But not Jana's



One would say their relationship was as good as it was before , it was perfect ..



But not on the inside , yes Jana and Yousif were suffering ..




There were nights when he couldn't sleep unless he held her so tight to his chest until they could both feel their heartbeats through each other's chests ..





But those nights were gone now , the last few nights Jana would wake up to find herself alone in the empty cold bed ..




" Yousif? " She would call out for him in a sleepy tone , his head would pop up from the balcony where he stood alone .. looking out at the stars , asking her if she needed anything ..





She would shake her head , her would nod and she'd go back to sleep ..





His kisses were passionless , not like the times where she felt all his love pour out of them ..




His voice was powerless .. senseless



His hugs were colder ..





Jana thought it was just a phase , or she was just imagining it all , maybe it was stress ?





She was afraid to ask herself a question , she didn't want to admit it though





She didn't want to say that Yousif was slipping away ..




Was he realy ?




She would ask , as much as she wanted to deny it .. it was true





One could say he was just tired , that so much was going on that week ..




But its been 3 weeks now .. and Jana was pushing her 4th month ..





And Yousif was still in that shape ..




She decided she'd give it time , act like it was all okay when it wasn't




he took her hand and started walking along the sidewalk ..




They were both quiet , each thinking




Jana just breathed in the fresh air and tried so hard to think .. to remember ..





What happened ? what got Yousif to act this way ?




It wasn't until the day he got a phone call from a friend back in Kuwait ..





At least .. that was what he told her ..





She was looking through a bunch of magazines on the couch , Yousif was sitting watching the weather channel




" Oh .. Yousif your phone .. " She picked it up from the table





" yeah ? let me see .." He took it from her hand , he checked the number and a frown formed on his face .. he didn't recognize the number




" Alo ? "




" Alo , Yousif ? "



" Ee na3am .. " he knew that this was serious




" Baby .. i'll be right back .." he whispered , Jana nodded and he went outside





" 7arith galina sh9ayer .. " The man started .. " El wath3 9a3ab .. bas ent akeed gadha , bas nabeek ta9ber shway .. ma buga wayed , el salfa enshallah bet5ali9 w kilin bya5eth 7agga , ent wainik al7een ? "





" Mo mohim ana wain .. el mohim mokan ma7ad y3rf enny feh .. "




The man laughed " ya7lailik ya Yousif .. wala te'3ayart .. "




" El salfa may9eer t6awel akthar mn chthy , "





" enshallah mara7 t6awel .. bas fe shay lazm t3rfa .. "





" W shno hal shay ? "




" E7na negdar nsawee ele 3lainaa ngool sh9ar bil thab6 w shno ele 5alak ta5eth el bnt .. bas mo mas2ooleen 3n ele besawoona ahal el bnya etha daraw .."




" sh8a9dek y3ny ? "





After the phone call , Yousif walked in there still looking like Yousif ..





little did Jana know that phone call was about to change her man for the 3 weeks to come ,




It was the first night Yousif stayed awake when she went to bed ..





But Jana didn't give it much thought .. in fact .. she forgot all about that phone call ...





All of Yousif's actions she gave herself excuses for , reminding herself they weren't an ordinary couple vacationing in Paris .. they were running away..




And the most important reason of all was that she didn't want to ruin the baby's health or condition by ruining her own




So that's what she did , she ignored the problem .. hoping it would get better ,





If not today .. then tomorrow ,





But more tomorrows came , more calls started coming ..




Ones that came in the middle of the night , some that Jana wasn't supposed to know about ,



But when Yousif thought she was sound asleep , she was listening to him chatter on the phone ..





To whom , she didn't know ..




But those phone calls were long enough to make her shut her eyes before Yousif could finish ..




Jana just breathed , kept walking holding Yousif's cold hands ..





The hands that were once her medicine .. healed her from everything bad .. everything unpleasant ..




Where did my baby go ? , she kept thinking




oh how she wished she could get inside his lovely brown haired head , see and hear what he was thinking ..




i love you , she said more to herself than to him so many times ..




Yes she did , she loved him ..




That's why at that time , she decided she won't be a woman and freak out ..




She decided she won't doubt him , she won't let it go to her head ..





But she WAS a woman .. and that was the problem , so she was thinking like one





Sara lay in bed thinking ..




That was all she did for the past 3 weeks , think !




She avoided 7arith's calls ..




she was restless at night ..





And so was he ,




He kept worrying about her , and 7arith wasn't stupid ..




He knew when he was being stood up , he knew when he wasn't welcomed or wanted ..





That made him angry .. more than before ..




Sara was begining to have feelings .. feelings one shouldn't have with their ex fiance's best friend ..




Feelings one shouldn't have for their OWN best friend ..




Espacialy if they didn't know how they felt ,




Sara decided she'll just deal with it tomorrow and fell asleep





" Baby.. " 3aziz was in a white deshdasha and '3etra..




He looked amazing , more handsome than ever .. younger .. healthier ..




" 3aziz .. " her voice barely got out




" Le meta baby ? "




" What ??!! what are you doing here ? " She kept touching his face .. feeling his arm , she couldn't believe he was there ..





" Le meta bteg3edeen broo7ech ? "





" Laish 5alaitnee ?!! " Sara cried , but he wiped her tears away





" You need to be with someone .. go back .. go and let them take care of you , your family , your friends .. "





" 3aziiiz .. wait ! " He started fading away




" Give people a chance .. let them be there for you .. its okay to be sad .. but i don't want you to be alone .. "





" i don't want to be alone either ! don't leave me ! "





" I left .. but am happy , and you have a chance to do that too "




" How ?!! how can i be happy without you ?! " She started crying harder





" You will be happy if you give your heart just one chance .. for god's sake Sara listen to it .. "




" I don't know how to .. "




" You know .. you're already feeling it .. "




Sara just cried some more




" 7arith is a good man Sara .. "




" What ?!! 7arith?! .. wait .. how .. what ?!! "




But it was too late , 3aziz and his beautiful smile was gone ..





Sara woke up somehow relieved ..




She still felt the warmth of 3aziz's presence .. his lovely smell .. and thought about what he told her in her dream ..




" 7arith .. " She whispered




She shook her head ..





She didn't believe much in dreams , but THAt must have had a meaning




She burried her head in her hands and went to wash up ,




When she was done taking a long hot shower she looked over at the table ,




She saw 7arith's jacket from the other night and she smiled to herself ..




" What am i doing ? " she wondered ,




She didn't kow why .. but she had an urge to go and see him , to apoligize for what she did .. how she acted around him , tell him she was stupid !





And most importantly .. listen to her heart .. to 3aziz ..




Even if she wasn't ready to love , she would give it more time ..




But 7arith was her best friend .. she would be rediculous to act this way ..



she had to live , she had to love! .. 3aziz wouldn't want her to be alone ..





and Not do this to herself ,




She put on something comfortable and headed to see 7arith ,




She didn't know what she was going to say exactly .. but she was certain of one thing ..





She was going to listen to her heart ..





Then she'll know exactly what to say ,






" Saferat ??!! bas Jana matsafer ela lmn tgoolee ! " Muneera kept saying





" Kanat wayed ma5that'ha el far7a .. ma medahaa 7ata tdeg .. and gitlaha roo7ay wenshallah ana ra7 agool 7g 3ametech " 3adna explained





" Zain w mat3rf chm ra8amha ?!! w wain saknaa bil thab6 ?!! "




" Gitliich ehe saferat m3a refeejat'haa 7g cham deera eb orobba .. w ma7adedat cham yoom bteg3ad eb kil deera .. y3ny 7abba tekteshef .. w ma3a be3that'ha gilt 5l troo7 t3awed nfs'ha marra wa7da .. "




Muneera frowned still not liking it , " 9ij ana b3eeda muthanna .. bas knt lazm tgoolee eb wagt abchar 3al a8al .. tdree enna ma3ndee '3air hal 3e6la ele ayee ashoofkom feha .. "





" Ana asef e5tee .. gitlich el shay 9ar bser3a bser3a .. w knt bagoolich awal ma aftha .. bas tdreen b3d el shi'3il "





" Zain w meta a5er marra dagat 3laik ? "




Muthanna thought for a second .. " Gabil yoomain .. gitlaha inch greeb w too9leen , galat awal ma tlagee fer9a betdeg marra thanya w tklmich .. "





Muneera nodded , but she still wasn't covinced " Il mohim .. shlounik enta b3d ?shemsawee bil shi'3il ? "




Muthanna smiled in relief , glad the discussion about Jana was over




That was a rock out of the way ..





As Sara marched towards 7arith's apartment , she kept thinking about how much of a good person he was ..




He was an amazing friend , a great listener .. and he cared about her ,




More than anyone beside her parents ..





He was always there , he still is ..




Even after he disappeared for quite some time , he came back .. she knew he would ..




She thought about all the nice things he did for her , that even her girlfriends would't even think of doing ..




All the perfect things he said .. always perfect .. always at the right time ..





He knew her better than anyone , inside out ..





And more importantly , she was falling for him ..





More each second ..





Those few days felt awful .. she felt like she was cheating on 3aziz .. abusing her friendship with 7arith ..





but there was a thing about the dream , it made her realy think ..





She had to start living again .. she had to do it for her .. and for 3aziz too




Maybe she wasn't too crazy about the idea of 7arith as a lover at the moment .. but she knew she had to get her best friend 7arith back at least ..





She'll know where to go from there ,




After all , if he could survive all the crazy talk , crazy attitude thing with her ..





he was one hell of guy !





A guy that was worth it




As 7arith sat watching Gorgeous Italian actresses , chefs and weather girls on tv, he kept hating himself




WHY ?!!




Why did he have to fall in love with Sara ?




Why her ?




He could've even got those beautiful girls on Italian TV too!





He wasn't being arrogant or too full of himself , it was true !





It was a fact !




No girl would say no to 7arith ..




And that was by experience




He remembered all the times when he and Yousif would go out , girls would literally come running to them




He smiled at the memory





But his best friend was finaly cought , he was finaly totaly and unconditionaly in love with a girl that he shouldn't be in love with





Just like him ..




But Yousif did it anyway ..




Love aside .. Sara was acting so wierd lately , he knew she was avoiding him





except this time he had no idea why .. he didn't say anything that would upset her , nor did he mistreat her in anyway..




So what was wrong ?




He wasn't the type of guy that would crawl for a girl .. espacialy for a girl that was doing THIS to him ..




From that moment 7arith made a promise to himself .. he decided to give Sara a taste of her own medicine




He wasn't going to be mean or hurt her in any way , no ..




But he just wanted her to see what it was like ..




just as that thought crossed his mind .. the doorbell rang




He opened the door to see her .. see the face he was picturing for hours .. in fact days ..




He couldn't help but smile




" Hey 7arith .. " Sara said as she bit her lip ,




nope , he decided he won't fall for that .. he remembered his promise



" Walah zain thakra esmee b3d ... "




She giggled awkwardly " common don't be like that .. i was just .. busy "




" Aha .. silly me ! the girl was busy .. " he hit his head playfuly with his hand





Sara laughed this time , he tried not to fall for that either .. and boy did he try hard ..





" 7arith am sorry .. i .. i came to invite you over for lunch ? "





Okay .. maybe he was going to keep a small amount of the promises he made .. a small lunch ..





But he still put boundries .. it couldn't be that easy for her to walk in and out of his life like that..






though he doubted he could do that to her , he decided to at least try ..





7arith wasn't the guy to put up with these games




" Alright fine .. i'll have lunch , but you have alot of explaining to do .. "




" hmm .. i know .. i know .. " she admitted





he smiled and excused himself to close up his place and go





" The place is very nice .." 7arith said as he checked out the place ,





" No kidding .. it comes with waitresses too ! " Sara commented as she watched 7arith not only check the place .. but the tall Italian girls too




Okay .. funny feeling here .. , she said to herself





She had to admit , she didn't like it




7arith smiled to himself , yep .. he was a guy that could play this game too




" Damn you chose the right place .. " he nodded and sipped his water ,





Sara pressed on her lips and pretended to smile " So .. how've you been ? "





" Oh ! good good .. keeping busy myself you know.."





" Oh yeah ? .. what were you up to ? " Sara smiled , suddenly glad he wasn't checking out any girls anymore





" Well .. you know i couldn't help be in the same place with all these pretty woman and not take a shot at my chances .. "





Sara rolled her eyes




" I saw this tall tanned babe by the market .. man was she a pretty picture "





" Mhm .. that's .. well .. i don't .. " She tried to find the words , but she was lost





Man this stupid feeling ! , go away !!





She kept saying to herslef




He laughed " No i mean i asked her out .. nice girl .. little truobled english though .. but i bet she could get an A in other subjects too "




" OKAAAY ! too much information ! " She said as she picked up a peace of bread and stuffed it in her mouth angrily




God she HATED this conversation !



He laughed , as he looked a little too deep into her eye .. he knew he had her ..




" Am sorry .. but heey S common ! where's your spirit ?! "





" I don't think i have a spirit for hot Italian girls .. and dirty .. talk .. stuff " She frowned not liking to put any words into action





He laughed again , " Am sorry boo .. tell me how's your week been ? "




" it was good .. realy .. realy .. good .. " She sighed as she watched another tall girl passed by ,




Seriously , was she wearing a skirt or just a tiny ribbon to cover her butt ? , she did't know




7arith looked down and smiled , there was a few more tests to come ..




He decided to take it easy now , but he was eager to know




he had to know .. and soon ..




By the time they had to pay the check , 7arith didn't let Sara pay ofcourse .. even if she was the one with the invitation





The waitress happily placed the check in his hands and he took it gladly ..





As he opened it , he found a name and a number written on it , with a little heart




He laughed " Woah .. Guess this place has more than food to offer ., " He realy didn't mean for that to slip out !





He didn't mean to make Sara's face become more red , but he had to admit .. even if it wasn't planned ..





That was a bonus for him ..




A bonus for his plan ..




All the way back Sara listened gladly to him talk about what he wanted in a girl , think about who to choose from the available alternatives and ask what she thought ..





She played nicely , remembered what she said about being a good friend ..




But she didn't know how much she could handle ,





7arith wasn't completely awful .. it wasn't all about girls ..





But thast was what Sara kept thinking about ..





And she hated it




She hated that he was being hit on




She hated that he wanted to see girls in Italy




She hated that he was talking about it !




She hated all of it !




" So .. wana go to the movies tomorrow ? " she finaly heard him say




" Hmm? .." She blinked




" wana go bacher ? see a movie ?"




" Okay yeah .. that would be cool .. " She smiled




" Cool .. " he smiled




Oh god no , don't smile like that , she kept thinking





Why did he have to be so hot ?





It was making it harder !





They arrived to her doorstep , said goodbye and she entered her house




well there was an upside to the story .. he wanted to hang out with HER tomorrow and not those other girls





common he was STILL her best friend , her 7arith ..




But there was a small part of her that was afriad he might not be for long





She quickly washed that thought away , and wished tomorrow would be great ..




Greater than today ,



She remembered his smile and her heart skipped a beat