kidnap my heart 33

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Sara was out shopping at noon to get ready for movie night with 7arith ,

She decided she won't let any other Italian girl make her feel insecure .. well .. Sara never actualy had that problem with ANY girl to be honest ..

Other girls may have had it because of HER , but not the other way around ..

But i guess this time it was different ..

She realy didn't know WHAT she was looking for , it was just a movie .. she didn't want to be too tacky or dress up for a party either ..

But for the first time Sara gave up on shopping !

She went home to look further into her closet , she found mini denim shorts , a pair of black leggings a grey baggy jacket and a white shirt

A messy combination , yet it looked PERFECT on her

She'd curl her short hair and she'd look like a star out of hollywood boulevard

7arith felt a little bad about what he did to Sara yesterday ,

He wanted to know her reaction when he talked about and looked at girls ..

He felt like there was something there .. in Sara's eyes .. but he still wasn't sure

He went out of his mind worrying about her , she had to pay some price ..

He looked at the clock , 6 PM .. time to pick up her up

As Jana sat holding her belly that was getting bigger each day , she started counting ..

Just a week from now she'll know about her baby .. she'll know if it was a boy or a girl she was expecting..

Just a week for her 4th month to begin ,

She looked at Yousif who was gazing at the television but not realy watching , and sighed ..

She got tired of asking him what was wrong but she never gave up

She carried herself and went over to him .. she slid easily onto his lap and smiled at him

" Heey .." He smiled at her , but that smile was all pain .. not a hint of happiness in it

She didn't care .. she needed him ..

She kissed his cheeck trying so hard not to collapse and cry

" What's wrong baby? " He asked her concerned , brushing a strand of her hair away

" My .. my 4th month is coming up ! .." She tried to sound as cheerful as possible ,

He smiled again and brushed her cheeck with his finger , " That's great .. "

She moved away from his touch , not liking the feel of it .. not anymore ..

That wasn't the reaction she was hoping for !

She was even surprised at herself for doing that , Yousif looked confused but she started before he did

" A week from now we're going to know if it's a boy or a girl .. "She said , avoiding to look at him in the eye

" That's .. that's amazing i can't wait .. " he was also tried to sound excited as well , but Jana didn't buy it ..

" What .. " She placed her hand gently on the colar of his shirt " What do you want it to be? "

" Whatever it might be .. am going to fall in love with it .. " he tried to kiss her head but her eyes didn't close this time ..

He frowned and looked at her again , but Jana didn't look back ..

" That's good .. " She managed to say and quickly got up , still avoiding to look at Yousif in the eye

He knew there was something wrong .. he just knew it ..

But he realy didn't know what to say or what to do this time ..

He sighed deeply and burried his face in his hands

Muneera walked in her niece's room , she looked at all her photos .. her pretty face brightened every single picture ..

She moved closer to her bed to see a framed picture of her brother and his wife ..

Jana's mother and father .. a tear formed around the corners of her eyes as she looked at them

She promised she'd take care of their lovely treasure .. their Jana ..

As her eyes moved to Jana's closet , she suddely stopped and got up ,

She slowly opened the closet further to find all of Jana's clothes neatly placed there .. everything from shoes to bags and underwear ..

It raised questions in her head ..

How could have Jana travelled for such a long trip without taking a single thing with her ?

She thought about it again and again ..

Something wasn't completely right , was she in such a hurry to leave that she didn't even pack a single bag ?

Sara waited as she watched 7arith say hi to some girl he knew..

She put up with some other arrogant group of girls that were eyeing him for top to bottom ..

It was just like yesterday .. here comes that feeling again ..

But then Sara decided to be a grown up .. the guy wasn't hers to claim .. nor was he a kid who was supposed to act as told

She watched the movie gladly with him , smiling at his funny comments and laughing along ..

It was going good .. she didn't let the green eyed monster get to her this time

By the end of the night , as 7arith walked her to her house ,

Sara decided to say something that was going to change her life from now on ..

And 7arith was the one whom she wanted to tell first

" 7arith .. " She suddenly said , he stopped talking right away

This may be the moment he was waiting for .. maybe she was finaly going to admit defeat ..

Tell him she was smart enough .. see he was trying to irritate her..

She remembered 3aziz in her dream .. she remembered what he said .. and what 7arith once said to her too !

" I decided on something very important .. and i have to tell you .." She began

" Sure .. what's that ? " He tried to hide his excitement

" I decided am going to back to Kuwait .."

7arith wanted the ground to open up and take him in " WHAT ?! " He blinked

That wasn't what he was expecting at all !

" Am going back 7arith .. am leaving Rome .."

He took her words in .. he tried and tried to comprehend what Sara was saying..

When he didn't answer , she continued " i've been thinking about what you said .. how i can't keep living like this .. alone .. keeping everyone out of the way .. i need to go back .. i have to .. "

" That's .. thats great S realy .. good to hear you say that .. " He tried to smile

" realy ? you .. you think i should do it ? " she searched his face

" Yeah .. if it makes you happy then .. you should .. "

She nodded , there was a part of her hoping for some other reaction .. some other words he'd say to make her change her mind ..

She didn't know what she was looking in his face for ,

She didn't know what she wanted him to say ..

" Just take care alright ? " He finaly told her ,

She nodded " Will you do something for me though? " She asked

" Sure .. anything .. "

" Will you be the one to take me to the airport ? "

He looked at her deeply in the eyes " Its what friends are for , right? "

As Jana lay in bed that night .. her thoughts got to her ..

She couldn't just sleep it off like any other night ..

She was too angry to , too confused ..

Just as she turned one last time to open lamp's light .. She heard Yousif talk on the phone

Again ..

As much as she hated doing it , as much as her brain and her heart told her no to .. Jana got up to hear what he was saying

" Merci mademoiselle .. je vais vous voir alors .. "

Now Jana just took a FEW french classes back at high school .. But she was damn sure Yousif was talking to a lady .. a french lady ..