my beautiful disaster ( part 18 )

From that very moment I felt alive again .. I felt the world is a good place again .. I was happy once again ..

My baby was back to me

And there isn’t enough words to describe the way I felt the day he got back to me

There isn’t enough words to describe the way I felt about that boy ..

My god I loved him !

I loved everything about him ..

I loved the way he looked at me

I loved the way he talked to me when I was sad

I loved it when he stops talking just to hear what I had to say when I was hyper and talking a little too fast

I loved it when he laughed at my stupidity

I loved to watch him play football


I loved to watch him play with the all the kids around him


I loved it when he sang to me..

Yes he sang to me with his deep , beautiful voice ..


He made up words .. ANY words ! just to make me happy or to make me laugh

I loved his hair

I loved his eyes

I loved how he was 180 and I was just 145


' Baby what are you doing here ? '


I was sitting on the beach at night .. enjoying the nice breeze and the way it felt on my skin and through my hair ..

' Ga3da .. ' I said still looking at the sea

He came and sat next to me

I looked into his eyes and he looked back

We just sat there for a while


He smiled at me ' a7ibiich '


I smiled back and reached out to touch his hand


But his fingers didn’t try to interlock with mine


And then his hand started to slip ..

I tried to hold it again ..

But he took his hands away from mine


I looked at him to try and figure out what was going on


I looked at him and then he looked down


My eyes started tearing up ..


But he didn’t care


I heard voices in the back

And then he got up to leave


' wain raye7 !!?? '


He looked at me and then he looked down to his feet


' baby !! ' I say still tearing up


' am sorry ..' he said and turned his back on me


' Faris !! baby don’t leave me out here alone !! BABY !! COME BAAAAAACCCKKKK !!! '


But he left ..

He didn’t even look back ..


I started running after him

But I fell

And he still didn’t look back

I got hurt

This cant be happening !!


NO !!


IT CANT !!


' Nooo!!! ' I woke up from my sleep so scared and so upset


It was all a dream ..

No.. it was a nightmare !!


' way il 7mdelah yarabee it wasn’t real ..' I said still trying to catch my breath

But I still had tears in my eyes


' Waaaaay leesh 7lmana chthy ana shfeeneeee ??? ' I was talking to myself again ..


Then my phone rang


' 7yaty..'

' Fwfyyyyy …'

' Ha ya glbee shfeech ? 9ootech mo 3ajebny .. '


' La mako shay bas 7lmana 7ilm 5ayes .. '


' Laaah .. 3adee glbee 3aadee its just a dream .. you're awake now goomay sherbay may '


' Ee al7een banzel..'


' Good.. that’s my girl '


I blushed , I loved it when he called me that


I hadn’t heard it from him in so long ..

I missed it


' Bashoofech.. mo gader ! its been a long time baby..'


' I know.. '


' How about today ? '


' I'll have to ask my mom and see if Baysab fatheelee.. '


' Ok 7yaty ask and tell me .. '


' Okay..'


So I shut the phone and went down to see my family ..

My mom and sisters were sitting on the couch ..


It was 11;30 and a Saturday


' Hiiii mamaaaaaa ' and I went to give her a kiss


' Hala 7beebtee sit down watch spongebob ! 7beebich hatha '


' Ehehehehhhhhhhh ' My sisters laugh at me


' True ..' I smiled and sat next to her


' Mama ba6la3 il yoom..'


' Haw mama tawech 9ayra zaina besmilah magdar a6al3ich chthy ! '


' Mama please ! baroo7 m3a rawoo2 w lamooy ! please please !!! ma a6awel ! '


' Wallah madree shasawee feech enty..'


' mama a7ibiiiich '


' Eee eee gi9ee 3lay ! shoofy troo7een bas mat6awleen sam3a ? '


' ok mama thank yoooooouuuuuuuu ' and I gave her a kiss and went upstairs to call up the girls


' Okay so we'll just hang out together and you go see Faris for a while and then back to us sam3a !? he has to share you with us too !! ' Lamia told me


' Eee wallah ! may9eer ! ' Rawaa added


' Okay okay guys la takloony ! now 7adkom you're coming over to help me pick out an outfit !! '


' Okaay ' They said and hung up the phone ..


Few minutes later they showed up and we got to work !


' how about this ? ' Rawoo2 held a cute silk dress , it was smoky silver and had a bit of baby green and baby pink in it


' Its So CUTE !! and unique ! ' Lamia told me


' Hmmm .. okay then ! '


As Rawoo2 was fixing my hair my mom walked in


' 7beebtee you're not wearing that are you ? ' she asked me


' Yes mama why ? '


' 7beebtee hatha wayed 9aify ! lazm talbeseelich jacket aw shay fooga '


' Mama bas barra 7ar ..'


' my5alif mama enty tawech 6al3a mn marath mo hayyen .. '

' Okay .. '


Then she pulled out a baby green mini jacket and placed it on the bed


My hair was straight and Rawaa put some pins on the left side and Lamooy pulled a pair of beautiful pearl studs


' WAIT !! ' I yelled out and Lamia dropped the earrings and Rawoo2 stopped too


' Besmillah shfeech !!? '


' My tiffany bracelet ! '


' MAAALAAAT !! 5ara3teennaaa! '


' Sorryyyyy !! bas I have to wear it ! '


' eheh ee 7adda you do bas ya7mara don’t scare us like that again ! ' and she hit my head with the brush


' AA777 !! ' I yelled out


' A7san ! ' lamia continued


After we were done we hit the road with Baysab to Marina waves ..


Since the Sea was my favourite place in the wrorld Faris wanted us to go and sit there..


The weather was beautiful.. it wasn’t too hot or too cold and thank god there wasn’t any waves or wind to ruin my hair or do stuff to my dress (e77m e77m )


And there he was .. standing there looking tall and sad waiting for me to show up ..


As soon as he saw the car his beautiful smile lit up his face


' Hala halaa.. '

' Hala feek..' I said with a smile

' Hala Lamia .. Hala Rawaa.. shloonkom ?' he greeted then STILL looking at me


' Hiii Faris ..' the replayed giggling at him

' Thanks for bringing her guys ' he looked at them this time


' You're welcome ' Rawaa answered

' Heey ! deerbalik 3la my cousin ! ' Lamia warned him


' Laaaah la t5afeen 3leeha ba7e6ha b3yoony ..' He said and smiled at me


And when they left he took my hand and led me to Maki ,

My other favorite place !


We went and sat down on the couch .. there was no one there ! except for US !


We sat there talking and talking and talking..


About all the things we missed out on when we were apart ..

About our plans for the future

We talked about babies and football...

We talked about everything !

The hours passed felt like short moments .. the staff there was so happy .. it was like they were sitting with us ! they laughed when we laughed ! and smiled when Faris was teasing me .. They looked so funny !


' Yallaa.. al7een goomay ..'


' Wain ? '


' Goomay yalla another surprise !'


' OOOHH OOOH !! I love surprises !! ' I said with a huge smile on my face


' I know ..' he winked at me


He took my hand as we walked towards the sea ..

' You look beautiful baby.. ' he told me


' Thank you 7yaty..' I looked up at him


' You're so small !! shno hatha shasawee feech enty !!? '


' Heeey chub Faris ! ' I looked at my feet


' Kidding 7yaty .. yalla 3ad ! ' He touched my cheeks


' Mabee ..' still looking at my feet


' Waay fedait il za3lanaa..'


' Mabee..'


' lil7een ? '


' Ee ..'


And before I knew it he held my hands close to his mouth and kissed both of them

I blushed and looked up at him

' Leesh saweet chthy ? '


' Magdar ashoofech za3lana w masawee shay .. '

' a7ibik .. '

' Wana akthar.. '

We continued walking until we reached a spot with a cute small carpet on the sand ..

' PICNIC !! '

' Ee picnic .. You love them yal 3ayooz '

' 7addeeeee!!! '


He laughed at me and we went to sit down ..

We sat there looking at the beautiful colors of the sea..


' This is so perfect baby thank you ..' I told him

' Yea perfect and beautiful just like you ..'


And then my phone rang ..


The number was strange.. I didn’t know who was calling me so I just ignored ..


But then it rang again ..


' Sheelee baby yimkin its important .. '

' Okay..' I picked up and there was a strangers' voice on the other end ..

' Hala wallahh .. hala bil zain .. '

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