my beautiful disaster (part 19)

' shloonha il 7ilwa ? '

' Am sorry wrong number ! '

' A..' And before he could say anything I hung up

Mo mn 9ija ! mn wain yab ra8mee hatha ! mn wain 6ila3!

' Shno sh9ar 7yaty ? ' Faris asked

' Umm.. baby remember 7amad ? '

' uhh from camp ? I think so .. yeah ..'

' He just called ..'

His face changed completely and I knew it bothered him

' Shyabee hatha ? oho y3rf ra8mich ? '

' Noo ! baby noo!! He doesn’t ! that’s why I freaked out too ! madree mn wain yayeb ra8mee ! madree shyaby a9lan ! '

' Shno y3ny mn wain yaba ! hatha ele baroo7 athba7a al7een ! ' he got more angry , and I just sat there like an IDIOT !

I was so mad at 7amad , that freak ! what the hell did he want ! and how the hell did he get my number !!?

' Ana asef 7yaty.. makan 8a9dee a3a9eb .. bas hatha shyaby y3ny ? enty knty tklmeena awal aw shay ? '

' No ! Faris NO ! am not that girl ! I don’t go around giving my number to everyone ! '

' I didn’t say that Angel bas y3ny am just asking.. '

' Ana gitlik sh9ar mn gabil.. bas inna I had a thing for him w it is MORE than OVER! '

' Hmm .. mashee 5ala9 enty la t'thaygeen 5lgich .. ana asef baby bas I cant STAND the thought of a guy calling you or even looking at you ! '

I smiled when he said that , it was the first time I figured he was jealous , it was the CUTEST!

' t'3ar ..? '

' Haa? Shako.. shfeech t6al3eenee chthy ? ..' his face turned red

' Baby t'3ar 3lay ? ' my smile grew bigger and I moved my head closer to him giving him those suspicious eyes

' Ehheehh.. ee zain ? EE ! a'3ar ! ana mo rayyal hnee ? ma7ad lah 7ag inna yesma3 9ootech '3airy ana ' he looked down
' w hal 5ayes hatha ! marra thanya ta36eenee yah a3alma shi'3il allah ! ' he continued

' 5alas okay.. bas 3la ay asas betzefa enshallah ? '

' ohh ee 9a7 .. 5aywally zain ! 5al ydree shno y3ny ! 3ogeb cham yoom le 9erty morty shyegdar ygool y3ny ! '

' Am sorry.. 3ogeb cham yoom shno ?! '

I heard that sentence pretty well but I wanted him to say it , my stomach was filled with butterflies !

He looked deeply into my eyes .. it was like his eyes wated to do all the talking for him , he kept looking at me like that .. like before .. when he tanni7ed eb my face , focusing on every feature ..

' Fe shay 3la wayhy ? '

Then he let out a huge laugh

' leesh tes2eleen hal so2al il '3areeb faj2a ! '

' Enta madree shfeek ! gam t6ali3nee 5eft ! '

' May9eer a6al3ech y3ny ? '

And there he goes again ! TANE7ING !

Then I looked at my feet

' Walaaaain ma n5ali9 mn hal mesta7a e7na mo ? ' and he grabbed my hand , my whole body shivered

His hands were so big and warm I felt like he was my superman and nobody could ever hurt me while I was with him


' HEY GUUUUUYS ! ' Rawoo2 came with the biggest smile ever

' Oops ! are we interrupting a moment ? ' Lamooy stopped and looked at both of us

' Not at all .. ' And he let go..

I smiled at them ' ha te2a5arna ? '

' Yep.. bas etha tabeen teg3edeen b3d ill go buy some supcakes and come back ..'

' You guys go wait for her in the car she'll be right there ..' I looked at him ' What are you up to ? ' I told him


After Rawaa and Lamia went he took my hands into his

' Deerbalich 3la nafsech , wetha 9ar ay shay tdegeen 3lay ill be there in a flash okay baby ? '

' Okay fwfy..'

' Fwfy ? a5eeeh ! ya 7looha ! yedeedaa hathy.. '

' Chub 3ad ! mo 3ajbetek magoolhaa ! '

' Yah ! sob7an mo'3ayer il a7wal ! la yuba 3ajbatny ! fe shay enty tgooleena w maya3jebny ? zain w hatha il shagool en dag Angel … '

' Adree ..'

' Good .. now go before your friends kill me .. '

' a7bik..'

' Angel roo7ay la a56efech w ma aredech lihom tara ! broo7ee mabeech troo7en ! '

As soon as I got inside the car ' OH MY GOOOOOOOOOOOOSSSSHHHH YOU GUUUUYYYYS ! 7adde estanast !!! '

' DETAILS PLEASE !! ' they both scream at my face

And then I told them about everything including the whole thing with 7amad

' Wee3 ge6ee3a ! '

' Shyaby hatha ? '

' 9ij mayesete7ee ! '

' Hey tara aroo7 a6egga ! '

And words just kept on coming !
Heheee with friends like these who needs an army !?


Then my mom called ,

' Ha 7beebte enty wainich !? sem3ay ana ra7 3an balee ! el yoom lazm nroo7 bait 3ammich 5alid yalla redday bser3a lazm tyeen 3aib b3d ! '

Oh no !

Uncle 5alid was 7amads' father and an old friend of the family ..

' Weeh mama lesh magiltay mn gabil ? yalla kany yaya bil 6ereej ..bas chinny am feeling a little sick ?..' I lied I didn’t want to go ! not after what happened with 7amad

And then it hit me ! maybe he called to invite us ? bas why didn’t he call my dad instead ? hmm.. madree wallah bas I knew that my mom could tell I was lying and it would be inappropriate if I didn’t go

' Tge9een 3la mno ? al7een tawech radda mn il hyata mn wain yalich il marath faj2a ? yalla redday mama 3aib lazm tyeen ..'

So I got home and changed real fast to go there .. deep inside I didn’t want to go .. I just knew there was something bad going to happen !


As soon as we arrive I go greet my uncle and his wife .. a couple of 7amads' sisters but he was nowhere to be seen ..

THANK GOD !

I texted Faris earlier to tell him I was going .. I knew he would be annoyed , but I didn’t want to lie to him and plus he knew it was bad manners if I didn’t go
' ahlaaaain Angel shloonich sha5barich ? ' Joud 7amads' sister greeted me .. she was a very nice girl and I liked her a lot

' il 7mdelah b5air enty shloonich ? '


' Ana il 7mdelah ! way 9ayra sh7elweeech ! ge3day ge3day 5nsoolif ! mn zmaan 3annich '

I smiled and sat next to her

We talked about everything .. school , college and marriage just came along ,as soon as we mentioned it

He showed up

Wearing a deshdasha .. looking tall .. handsome .. and not to mention very confident

' il salam 3leekom..'

And he came over ' hala bily zayernaa..'

' Hala feek ' I said looking away

He went to sit with the other men

' Eee weee mn awalha chthy mesta7ya b3dain shbetsaween ? ' joud said smiling at me like she knew something

' Halaa ? ' I said confused

' Weeee 6a3 ! tsaween nafsech matadreeen haaa ? 5aleeha 3alallaaaah ! 3adee 3adeee kilna kina chthy ! '

' Ehheh walllah madree shgam t5arbe6een joud '

' Weeh haw oho gal begoolich bnafsaa ! shaklich matadreen shesalfa aw innich gam testa3be6ain ! ' and she looked at his other sister amal

' weeeh .. yalla 3adee 3adee la teste7een 7beebtee e7na mithil 5awatech ! .. mn gaddech ! 3ad yestahal ! adree mo 7a9illa wa7da mithlich wana gitla 3abalich ma gitla ! '

HUH !? what the hell are these people talking about !

' Yalla ya jima3a tfathelaw il 3asha jahez..' 7amads' mom called us all into the big dining room ..

The whole time 7amad was looking at me smiling and pretending like everything was good between us .. I hated that !


After that awful night was over I went home so tired that I was almost hitting the walls while I was walking to my room

I passed y my parents room and the door was slightly open and I couldn’t help but hear the conversation ..

' Eee eee la ana gilt 7ag om 7amad.. bas t5alli9 inshallah Angel il jam3a wagoolahaa .. mo al7een 3ad taw il nas..'

' Adree adree yuba.. bas y3ny 5al tdree.. 3al a8al bas tkoon 5e6ba awal shay mafeha shay… il walad gal inna 3adee yan6er dam inhom 9'3ar lil7een.. bas inna tkoon 3la draya.. '

' Wallah madree shagoolik.. ana bnty tawha 9'3eera .. bas 9ara7a 7amad wel ni3im fe ! 5oooooosh walad ! '