13.8.09

your guardian angel [ 10 ]






When 3eesa put Rawa2 down , he saw the pretty girl waving at him and coming close towards the car , he quickly turned around not forgetting Raseel , he helped her get out


" I thought it was you , " She said when she finally made it to the car , she looked down at Rawa2 and put her hand on her head , Rawa2 didn’t look too happy with that

" Hii Jana , " He smiled politely

" Hey you .. shal kash5a " she pointed out to his suit

" We had a pawty , " Rawa2 gave her a look

" I see , " Jana looked at Raseel like she was something that didn’t belong in its place , she didn’t like what she saw

" So how've you been ? I missed you , you know " She moved closer to 3eesa , he looked very uncomfortable

Raseel looked at him and smiled , he was so cute being nervous , it was obvious he had no interest in her and she was the one who was throwing herself at him


" Uhh yeah , I been busy .." he managed to say

" We should catch up sometime , don’t you think ? " She told him , she was totally flirting , Raseel watched her and couldn’t believe what the girl was doing , she'd met a few girls like that and she hated their nerve


" Aaah enshallah .." he didn’t know what else to say

Raseel didn’t know what was wrong with her , she had an itchy feeling inside her and she didn’t know what it was

" Now we really need to get inside , excuse us Jana , " He moved away , held Rawa2's hand and put his other hand on Raseel's back leading both of them inside " It was nice to see you again .. goodbye "


Again !? Raseel thought , oh my god what is wrong with me ? , she realized that she had a weird feeling a totally new feeling that she wasn't fimilliar with

" Oh well you know my number , " She waved at him and walked away


Raseel looked up at 3eesa hoping he would say something to explain , instead he just smiled at her innocently and that killed her !

She really wanted to know who that girl was and what she wanted

As they sat together waiting for 3eesa's parents to show up , Raseel decided to ask herself

" So.. Jana .. , an old friend ? " she couldn’t help it

He smiled crookedly " Yeah, I .. I guess you can say that .."

" She seems nice , " Raseel lied , 3eesa felt like she wanted to get some words out of his mouth to put her mind at ease

But before he could say anything else his parents showed up , happy to see them already at the table

They all sat around , talked as they waited for their food , 3eesa could tell that his parents liked Raseel almost as much as he liked her which made him happy inside

He kept glancing over at her every once in a while , she was a polite beautiful girl with a warm heart that deserved good things in life , he kept thinking about that awful Msa3ad and what he did to her , yet she still managed to hide her pain and smile like there was nothing wrong


He regretted that he didn’t know her before Msa3ad did , before that guy came along and hurt her , every time he remembered Msa3ad his blood boiled

After they were done with their food , 3eesa offered Raseel the ride home and of course Rawa2 wanted to go along

Once they were in the car he asked her " You enjoyed dinner ? "

" Yes I did .. very much " She smiled at him

Every time she smiled at him he felt like his heart was going to jump out of his chest , there was something about that girl that made his heart want to dance of joy

When they were finally near Raseel's house , 3eesa parked the car and turned his face towards Raseel ," We should do this again sometime "


She smiled back " Look 3eesa I still cant say enough , I don’t know how to thank you for what you did for me today .. "

" Hey.. stop that.. , I don’t want to hear you say thank you one more time , in fact I don’t even want you to mention any of it anymore.. " he looked at her with his deep brown eyes , he was very serious and the words that came out of his mouth sounded so true

Raseel looked at him , she felt like his eyes had so much to say , like there was much more burried inside his chest and he wants to let it all out

" Raseel … i.. theres something I need to tell you " he decided he didn’t want to wait anymore

" Yes ? " her eyes twinkled , she felt like she knew what he was going to tell her , and she hoped it was what she was thinking too

Just then Rawa2 did a little giggle in the back , 3eesa turned around no notice his baby sister in the back seat enjoying what was going on

3eesa bit his lip and looked down , " I.. I just wanted to wish you a good night "

Raseel was glad that he wished that , but she was a little disappointed , there was something going on .. and she wanted to find out what it was .. Soon


She got out of her car and saw her body guards where they're supposed to be , their holiday was finally over , Raseel was finally going to have a GOOD night sleep , she hadn’t had one of those in a long , long time


She got into her room and noticed lights beaming out of her window

Oh no , now what ? she thought

She went out the balcony only to see 3eesa's car still standing there, he was saying something to one of the guards and she couldn’t quite know what it was , he looked up at her , smiled and waved goodbye


She got into her PJ's and got ready for bed , she sat there remembering all the events that happened to her this night , Msa3ad's cheating .. his yelling .. 3eesa coming to her rescue … that feeling she had when she noticed that girl coming on to him , what was that about anyway ? did she have any right to have those sort of feelings when being around 3eesa ?

She sighed and held her arms closer to her body , it was a cold night .. she remembered 3eesa and his warm chest , she remembered his scent and his strong hands , those hands that saved her today , those hands that stood up for her

But there was another weird feeling Raseel had , something told her Msa3ad wasn’t going to give up that easily , this whole thing wasn’t over ..

Suddenly her phone rang and it interrupted her thoughts , she was so scared to look at the screen and check the number


What if it was Msa3ad ? , but she decided she would take a chance

She grabbed her phone , checked the screen and let out a huge sigh of relief , it was 3eesa or should she say .. her hero ?

She answered with her sweet sleepy voice , as soon as 3eesa heard it , he held out his hand to his chest to keep it from beating so hard

" Hey there sleepy head.. nemtay ? " he asked

" No, I couldn’t .. "

" Me neither.. "

There was a moment of silence , each of them wondering what the other was thinking

" I just wanted to check if you got home safe , if you slept yet , you had a rough night .."


" You did too .." both of them remembering what happened at the garden and Raseel suddenly shivered


" Are you okay ? " 3eesa asked her , his voice was so warm and comforting that made her want to fall asleep right at that exact moment


They talked a little more , he wanted to make her forget all the bad events of that night and focus on the good instead , he made her laugh even if she was too weak to , he made her body tremble every time she remembered his tight strong grip on her , nothing like Msa3ad's grip though , with 3eesa it was safe , comforting and amazingly relaxing


They sat there , each in his bed talking and laughing till the sun came up , till 3eesa made sure she went to sleep relaxed and happy which made him relax too


It was a Saturday but Raseel woke up early , she had nothing to do so she decided she wanted to go have breakfast , she wanted to go to the beach , enjoy the nice breeze but she didn’t feel like going alone , so she decided to go to prime and toast instead


She wore her favorite pullover , jeans and uggs , held her hair up in a messy bun and was ready to go


She drove slowly enjoying the beautiful weather and the sky's color until she reached prime and toast , it wasn’t very crowded though , a couple if girls were sitting chatting away , a middle aged man was sitting there enjoying a cup of coffee and reading a newspaper and there , in a small table in the corner sat a handsome young man whose smile she definitely recognized , She blushed instantly , she even forgot to look at her face in the mirror !

3eesa approached her and greeted her with even a wider smile " Good morning , "

" Well good morning to you too , what a surprise , I thought you didn’t sleep until 5 last night .. " She narrowed her eyes at him

" I can say the same about you ! " they laughed

They sat together on the table , ordered and started to chat a little

" You know I was thinking of going to the beach , but I came here instead " she told him


" Well good thing you didn’t , " He couldn’t hide the excitement in his eyes


She looked outside for a few seconds , her eyes were stuck on the window but her mind was spinning from being around 3eesa ,


" So you like the beach huh ? " he asked


" No , I LOVE the beach , I wish I could just live there and never come to the city "


He laughed , " yeah I know what you mean , I go fishing with the guys some times , I never swim though and the view just amazes me and the weather now is too perfect "


" I know , " her stomach did somersaults

" Lets go " he said


" What? " she blinked twice confused

" Lets go , get up "


" I don’t understand .." he got up and shook his head towards the door " we're going to the beach ! "


He gestured for the waiter to put their food in a plastic bag for takeaway

" Well.. what about my car ? "


" We'll pick it up on the way back lets go "


Raseel was very excited and nervous that she almost tripped on her way to the car


3eesa was happy to see her as excited as he was , he giggled


When they finally arrived , 3eesa went to take out a small rug from the back seat

" I always keep it there just in case.." he said


They sat there eating quietly admiring the sea and the clustered clouds above them ,

" Want to take a walk ? " 3eesa suggested when they were finally done

" Sure , " she got up and gathered the leftovers to throw them in the trash can


They walked and talked for what seemed like hours , the weather was lovely and it was a perfect morning , 3eesa and Raseel seemed to forget all their problems when they were together and being at the beach was definitely helpful


" You know what they say , 3ndek ham ge6a ba7ar " he told her , his eyes were kind of troubled


" Laish do you have any ? " Raseel asked , it was kind of stupid but she meant for him to tell her if anything was wrong , for all she knew he was her hero

But could it be possible that her own hero needed someone to help him get out of his misery ?

" Sure everyone does.. " he looked down


They stood quietly for a while and then Raseel began " You know if it wasn’t too cold , I would've jumped in there right now ! "

He looked at her and smiled

" Oh right , when we were talking before , you said that you always go fishing but you never come to swim .. why is that ?" she was curoius


3eesa sighed , he was hoping that it wouldn’t come up , he didn’t want to talk about it at least not now


But looking into Raseel's eyes he felt like he could , he felt comfortable .. with her it was always different


" A few years ago I lost someone dear to my heart .. I lost my best friend .. my brother ..we lost him at sea , he drowned .. I was right there with him .. it was all an accident but I couldn’t help but feel responsible .."


" 3eesa im so sorry …" Raseel was shocked , she didn’t expect this , and her heart sank when she saw how bad 3eesa felt


" Tell me what happened "

He looked at her for moment then reached out for his sleeve and pulled it up

Raseel couldn’t believe what she saw , her heart melted at the sight of his hand


" 3eesa… " she looked at him with her eyes wide open

3 comments:

  1. whats on his hand =s

    -Lilly;*

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  2. shinooo what on his hand ?!!?
    loved the post!
    next post please!

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  3. you missy made mecry alot while reading this story ..5alaitenee astwee all mushy and that NEVER happens ...outstanding story walla

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