your guardian angel [ 13 ]

They got into 3eesa's car ready to go home , when they arrived at Raseel's house 3eesa glanced over at the guards to see if they're doing a good job at keeping Raseel safe , and they were , they were standing in there positions protecting the house .. protecting his beloved Raseel .. he let out a sigh of relief


" So.. thanks for my flowers again .. " Raseel said shyly , she looked at him and he was staring right into her eyes like he was about to say something , then she quickly lowered her head as if she was afraid of what he was going to say

" You're welcome .. you said that about 50 times already Raseel , " He let out a cute laugh

" Well.. this is the first time somebody does something this nice to me .. "

3eesa went quiet, it was true .. he remembered Msa3ad .. he didn’t think that guy gave her flowers or did something nice for her at all .. it WAS new to her


" Well im glad .. im ready to do whatever makes you smile , "

Raseel's heart was beating so fast , she couldn’t look at him .. she felt something between them right in that moment and she was afraid of that .. as much as she liked 3eesa she couldn’t do anything about it , a part of her was frightened

3eesa was ready to tell her about his helpless crush

He wanted her to know that whenever he saw her face , his day was perfect .. that whenever she walked next to him , he was afraid that he was going to trip over something because he was so nervous , his eyes lit up and his heart raced at the thought of being with her , he turned his back to check if his baby sister was sleeping and she was ..

But something inside him stopped him from what he was about to say , he stared at her for a few more minutes , capture every beautiful feature on her face to keep with him all the way back to his home and then he wished her goodnight

He made sure she got into her house safe and sound as she passed the guards and opened the house' door , then he was off

While he was driving he couldn’t help but regret that he didn’t tell her , but 3eesa knew that it wasn’t such a good time , she just left Msa3ad .. and he didn’t want to surprise her or scare her

She probably still have wounds emotionally and physically from her relationship with Msa3ad , so he decided to be the gentleman he really was and wait for fate to play its game ..
He was happy just being in the same room with her , he didn’t do all those nice things for her so she would like him , he did that because he cared for her so much and when she smiled it was heaven to him
3eesa carried his baby sister to her room and went to bed still thinking about Raseel , he couldn’t get her out of his mind

He imagined her wearing that cute costume she wore today , and he laughed at the memory

She really did look like a princess and she needed someone to treat her that way ,

How could he ? 3eesa kept thinking , how could he look into those beautiful eyes and hurt her ?

He closed his eyes harder trying not to think about Ms3ad , because if he did .. he might end up at his doorstep beating the hell out of him , so its whether he spends the night in jail because of killing Msa3ad or staying here being the good guy and staying out of that guy's way ..

Msa3ad didn’t hurt anyone just yet , Raseel was safe now .. he had her back

But god help me if I saw him set foot near that house again.. , and he brushed that thought quickly out of his mind

" Aaaaah ! " he nearly screamed when he turned around and accidentally hit his hand

" 3eesa yumma shfeek smilah 3laik ! " his mother came rushing to his bed side

" L-Laa mafeenee shay yummaa bas 6aggait eede bil '3ala6.."

" 3eesa , ent weldee wana a3arfik zain .. etha feek shay goolee , t3awrek lil7een ? "

" La yumma wallah mafeenee shay .. bas 6aggait'ha eb 7affat el sereer bil '3ala6 …"

" 3eesa enta tadree enna el Dr. gayil etha sar weyak ay shay 7ata lo shay basee6 ngoola .." her face was so worried and 3eesa couldn’t stand to look at her and lie , but he didn’t want to worry her in the middle of the night

" La mafeenee shay yal '3alya , wallah basee6a " he kissed the crown of her head and told her to go back to sleep and that everything was fine


She went out of his room still worried about her son , he told her there was nothing to worry about , but what's going to ease a mothers heart ?


3eesa woke up the next morning at the sound of Rawa2 crying , she lost George again

He got up , washed his face and went downstairs

Lalita the house maid was following Rawa2 around to calm her down

" Don’t worry habeebeeee we're going to find iiiiiiitttt " Lalita said , but it didn’t work

" Haaaa il yoom b3d mthay3a George ? " he said with a short laugh

" Eeeee " she sniffed and hurried towards her brother

" Emshay 5ndawra " he lifted her up and they started looking together


" Kaho kaho .. ams ana re7t a'3asla , kan wa9e5 mama .. " their mom came holding George in her hands

" Laish 5atheeteeeeeeee " Rawa2 gave her mother a puppy face

" Yumma wa9e5 , kil mokan twadeen hal George ma9arat ! , yabee yesba7 meskeen oho yallee gallee "

3eesa laughed and kissed his mother , " 9aba7 il 5air "

" 9aba7 il noor 7beebe , yalla roo7aw 3nd obookom ne6raw 3ala ma nzaheb el reyoog .."

" Ana abee ! " Rawa2 jumped down from her brother's arms and went along with her mother to prepare breakfast

3eesa headed towards the dining table where his father sat holding the morning newspaper as usual " 9aba7 il 5air yuba "

His dad put the newspaper down and greeted his son " Hala hala bewlaidee , shloonik yuba ? "

" Il 7mdelah b5air , " 3eesa smiled

" Eeeh , akeed yuba ? mafeek shay y3ny ? "

3eesa laughed , his mom must have told his dad about yesterday , " yuba wallah mafenee shay shfeekom 5ayfeen ? , bas eedee kanat t3awernee shway .. "


" Eee yuba ent tdreee omik b3d twasewes , bas kalamha 9a7 .. lazm troo7 tshoof il Dr. il yoom "

3eesa looked down at his hands and swallowed hard , " Enshallah yuba entaw tamroon amer , ra7 aroo7.."

" 3afya yuba , chthy trayi7 omik w trayi7nee " his father put his hand on his son's shoulder and and continued reading the newspaper


3eesa had an operation a few years before , his hands weren’t totally healed from the accident with his brother , he had surgery and all that was left was just a bruise , the surgery had to do with his hands nerves and the Dr. told him it would still function perfectly but still there are some minor risks , he warned 3eesa that if anything goes wrong no matter how small it is he would have to come again and check on it


After breakfast , 3eesa's father went to work and 3eesa offered to give Rawa2 a ride to the nursery , while his mom went to the supermarket to get a few things

3eesa dropped Rawa2 off and of course saw Raseel there , they greeted each other , chatted for a while and then Raseel had to go check on the kids

She handed 3eesa the papers for the Halloween party they were having , but of course 3eesa knew about it , he smiled at her and she put her hand over her mouth as they both remembered the same situation in the fitting room !


" So , are you getting dressed as the princess again ? " he asked curious

" No , actually it’s a surprise .." ,

" Hmmm interesting ..i wonder what you'll be"

She winked at him and walked away
Later he headed for the Dr's clinic , he parked his car and sat there still thinking , he was scared.. he had a flashback of all the horrible times he and his family spent in the hospital , but he decided to be strong .. just to keep his mother happy and relaxed

He went in to see the Dr. he was a very nice old man , he greated 3eesa warmly and then he took him to the X-ray room


" Everything's is fine il 7mdelah , mafeeha shay eedik bas el thaher inik knt ta3ban shway , bas remember 3eesa ay '3al6a basee6a ay 6agga 5afeefa yimkin t2ather .. ay shay yseer tyee tbale'3nee we can never be too careful .. you have to watch out for your hands , al7een 7alat'hom wayed 7assasa .. "


" Enshalah Dr. "

So the visit was a success , 3eesa's hand was perfectly fine like he'd hoped , he instantly called his mother to tell her the good news

The next day came and little Rawa2 was getting ready for her Halloween party , she wore her pretty dress that she bought with Raseel and 3eesa


" 3eeeesaaaaa shwayiiik ? " she stood at his room's door with a huge grin on her face

" Yah yah yah , ta3alay ashoof , " he kissed her and played with her hair

" 3eesa 7beebee e5eth'ha enta , w Lalita al7een ta36eek il 7alaw malha , lazm tnazla weyaha mara7 tegdar tsheela broo7ha " his mom told him


" Ee akeed yumma "

They went to the nursery and 3eesa asked Mrs. Philipe where he could place the candy , Raseel was no where to be found and he was looking for her .. he was dying to see what she was wearing .. he was so excited to see her

He went to the big room with the stage , where he saw a girl with a pretty white dress and long brown hair on small wooden stairs hanging up the decorations

He knew it was Raseel he walked towards her and stood behind

" Hello .. "

" Aah ! " Raseel almost fell down when she heard him say her name , " 3eesaa.. you scared me ! "

3eesa was quiet , she mesmerized him again .. he watched her stand there , she was wearing a beautiful white dress with some golden beads sparkling all over it with a glowing golden Halo on top of her pretty head , he didn’t even notice his keys fall off
She was dressed as angel the perfect costume for her , 3eesa thought

" 3eesa ? ," he still didn’t answer " Oh common is it that bad ? " she put her hand on her long brown hair

3eesa smiled at her his perfect white teeth showing , his dimples in perfect shape

" No , you look amazing " he bit his lips and reached out to pick her up and put her down on the floor , she put her hands on his shoulders , her whole body shivering and her lips trembling , she gazed into his eyes when he finally put her down

" There we go , are you ok ? " he asked her , she was at the place he had been a few seconds ago , she was hypnotized by his smile

" Oh good ! you finally brought the candy !! " Jood walked in interrupting " Thanks 3eesa ! " she went in to take a handful of candy , Jood was a sucker for them !

Raseel laughed again catching 3eesa's attention , he took one last glance at her

" Okay I guess I have to go now , " he told her

" Oh okay then , are you sure you don’t want to stay ? "

" Umm no I don’t think so , I have a lot of things I have to do .."

" Okay I'll see you later then " she said in disappointment

As 3eesa went to where his car was parked he heard her voice again , he turned around to see if he was hallucinating but he wasn’t , she walked towards him with perfect poise , she was glowing and it wasn’t just her dress or her pretty tiara


" You dropped this , " she handed him his keys

" Can you blame me ? " and their eyes interlocked again , Raseel bit her lip and looked down

" I'll see you later " and then he was gone

Raseel watched his car get out of the parking lot , she knew she was having those feelings again

She sighed , please let this feeling g away .. , she held her stomach tightly , she was so confused

Although it felt good , she didn’t want to have these feelings .. she couldn’t handle this , not after Msa3ad