my beautiful disaster (part 12)

' Ambee emshaw ana ashoof bas laitat il 5aima..' I tell them



And then their whistles became louder and louder and I was getting more freaked out ! this was NOT the right time for a blackout ! AT ALL !


Efff Faris yalaitik mare7t… I thought shivering

We had no idea where we were it was different out here in the dark..

Just then I saw a shadow of a another guy facing us from the far and his head was looking our way but I couldn’t see his features

Perfect !! yalla wa7ed thany ?? bhal thalmaa!!? stupid kuwaity guys!

' Eff ma3aleekom ywally shbesawoon y3ny ?! emshaw w 5ala9 ma3aleekom !' Lamia told us , she was always the tough one and I loved her for not being afraid of anyone


' ee sa7 sa7 e7na man5af min a7ad mamaa 9ij shbeesawoon?' Rawoo2 added

As we walked closer to the other guys shadow I didn’t even bother to look his way makent nag9a y9eer shay 5ayes b3d..

' BABY !! I was looking all over for you ! waay I was so scared! ' he came rushing towards me , theres my Faris ! he came for me!!

Just then the lights came on , and he looked deep into my eyes .. then I noticed the three 3gaidy guys turning around to walk away , Faris saw them and then looked at me

' Shno hathool?'

' they were behind us.. '

' Yet7areshoon..?' and before I could reply he turned to follow them

' Faris ! Faris wait ! ' I walked behind him and held his arm

' Haa 7yaty?'

' wain rayi7?'

' Baroo7 a3alimhom shloon yet7arreshoon hal 3agad hathool! '

' 5alhom ywalloon Faris.. 3ashany..' I tell him


' Tdreen lo 9ayer feech shay bhal thalmaa ?? .. Angel amoot '

7yatyyyyyyy

' Bas ma9ar fenee shay.. enta yaitly..' I smile and look into his eyes

He smiles back ' ma7ad ygareb 9oobich dam ana hnee..'

' You guys are you okay?' he asks Lamia and Rawaa who were so glad to see him

' Yes we're fine thanks !' Rawaa said

' You saved the day Faris ! YAAY!' Lamia joked


He laughs at her ' yalla emshaw 5anred..'


He walks infront of us and Lamia and Rawaa walk beside me


' Ya5teee!! ' Rawaa tells me

' I know!' I tell her


As I get in the big 5aima No one had any idea that there was a blackout outside ! they're soolifing.. drinking tea and laughing !

Mo mn 9ijhom il jima3aaa , I giggled


' Hala ! hala eb Angel..' my aunt Noor greeted me


' Eee ana gilt mn zmaan… Angel 7g 3azeez..' she seemed like she finished some sort of argument that was going on

What the hell !???

Lamia , Rawaa and Faris looked at me


' Eeee wanal 9ajja ! bas b3d lesh ndawer? Kahy shzeenha chinha il ba5at!' she continued


' Weee y3ny 5ala9 ette5athtay il 8arar om 3azooz?' my aunt Salwa smiled at her


Heey!! Eb kaifhom y3ny!!


' Bsstt Angel !' 3azeez whipers behind me

I turn around..


' Ma3aleech il walda old school shway ' and he gave me a wink

I LOVED 3azeez ! he was older than me eb 4 years.. he was my big brother! He never said no to me and he always cared , it was clear he didn’t look at me that way, he didn’t wanna marry me but as he said.. his mom was old school and she always said she liked me too much that she wanted me to marry her son !

Then I looked at Faris who was staring at the floor w wayha ma9foog


Oh baby..!

I didn’t know what to say ! me and 3azeez werent interested in each other ! EWW not that way! Bas 3ogeb il maw8ef elle tawa .. shloon afahim Faris ??

He looked up to me and smiled ' Mabrook A..' and he walked out of the 5aima..

Oh no ! ta3al !! wain rayi7 !!!

I wanted to follow him ! scream my lungs out and tell him its HIM , I love HIM and I want HIM ! bas I couldn’t ! how can I ?? not with everyone here


I waited for a while .. started small talk to thaye3 il salfa.. then I ran outside the 5aima.. my heart pouding so fast !

I have to find him !!

I started walking and looking EVERYWHERE! I passed by basketball courts and I noticed a couple of guys playing there.. and I moved on


Then were more basketball courts.. but these were empty.. I was tired of walking around , I needed to sit down and realise what had happened..


I went to sit on the chairs facing the courts..


Then I heard a whisper from the back

Oh NO ! NOT AGAIN !!!!!!!!! tara ra7 a6eg a7ad il yoom !

And just then this guy came and sat beside me

'Faris!!!!!!!!!!' I almost screamed when I saw him


He gave me a weak smile


Then my smile faded away as I saw his face, I knew how bad he felt


' Faris wallah tara fahamt '3ala6..' I start telling him

Then I make him understand how my aunt just liked me and she said random things, 3azeez was like the brother I never had.. we weren’t interested in each other in any way!

' 3ayal leesh il kil acts like its made up wenna 5alas enty 7agga?'

' There just like that ! they were joking around ! masema3t 3azeez wehoo yeth7ak w ygooly ma3aleeh ? ohma shway mthay3een il jema3a!'


He laughed ' wallah a7ebbich.. '


' Wana b3d.. I cant believe 3abalik ana 7ag a7ad '3airik.. '


' Marra thanya.. ra7 atkallam !! ra7 agoolihom mo kaifkom hathy 7aggy!!'


' YOU'RE CRAZY!'

' ma7ad yannanny '3airech..'


We head back to the 5aima bas not together ofcourse so no one would notice..


After a long day we go home..

After several phone calls from Tala sibbing me and telling me that her daddy bought her a new juicy cotoure bracelet and bag i was happy for her ! and i told her what happened and how she missed the drama

' Ambeee ! wanasa ! bas still ! am glad i didnt come to jabil wyoohkom ! my daddy bought me these inspit of the sucky grades i got ! WHOSE THE WINNER NOW BABY WHOSE THE WINNER NOW !?? AHAHAHAAAAAA!!!'

crazy brat! i laugh at her then i hang up

Then i lay there talking to Faris .. about everything.. butterflies in my stomache.. so happy to hear his sleepy voice.. it made me feel so peaceful and comfortable..

' zain bacher fee 3azeema eb baitna.. everyone is coming..'


' 9ij ? ma7ad gally !'


' Ana gam agoolich now..'


' Hmmm lazm adawerly lebs kash5a 3ayal ! hathy 3azeema mo mo5ayam !'


' Enty tyannineen 7ta lo yaiteelee eb 5aisha..'


' 5aisha 3ad Faris ! '


Then we laughed..

It was time to go.. I didn’t want black circles around my pretty eyes when I see Faris tomorrow .. I needed my beauty sleep !


So we say our goodbyes but ofcourse.. being Angel I couldn’t sleep ! thinking AMBEE SHALBES BACHER !?

Faris always saw me in these jumpers and regular winter clothes..


Bacher am gonna look like a LADY! Ill make him see the other pretty dressed up side of me..


And I couldn’t wait !