my beautiful disaster (part 7)

As i sit there outside.. in the cold.. waiting for him to show up ! to ease my racing heart from worrying so much Sunshine sat beside me holding my hand .. ' its gona be okay inty la tfakreen chthy smilah 3al walad la tfawleen !' she tells me , i dont reply.. im too worried to.. Faris red..

I see a shadaw .. its a car.. a big one ! sayarat Faris ???!!! my heart skipping beats.. then the car turns left .. no its not.. i sit there still worried i try to make it look like im talking to Sunshine so no one would notice i'm about to cry.. Another car !! no..wait.. its white.. my eyes started filling up with tears.. oh god please bring him.. please.. ' wait ka kaa!! hathy ehy il sayara!! A !! here he comes !! its his car !!' sunshine interrupted my thoughts.. it IS him !! Faris !! thank you god ! thank you !

He parks and comes out of there holding a markaz sel6an bag with him.. he comes over to us.. he sees my eyes filled up with tears.. i just couldnt hold it anymore ! ' enta wain re7t ! sheft sh9ar bil maseera?? !! il kil rad enta wain re7t !?? shfeek masheft il sher6a wel es3af !! ? wain knt entaa!'

WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN !! 3amety Salwa was worried sick ! zain deg 3leeha 6ammenha 3al a8al ! ..' i was about to go on and on and on.. i didnt notice how silly i looked yelling at him like that.. was it 9ij my aunt Salwa who was worried ?? why am i lying to him and myself ? I was worried sick about him ! thinking of all the bad things that could've happened to him !

' Ana asef wallah.. talefoony makan fe sha7an.. re7t markaz sel6an aye..' and then i interrupted him ' zain deg ! mn ay mokan ! mn phone il ma9ry ele mal il chashier ! ay shay ! ' ambee shfeenee!!?? yannait ?why am i yelling at him ? chinny bada3t shway..

' Ana .. ana asef wallah il 3atheem.. wallah.. madree ra7 y9eer kil hathaa..'

' Faris ! ashwa yait ?? knt 5ayfaa 7beebee lesh matdeg t6aminny allah yhadak ??' my aunt Salwa said as she got out of the 5aima..

' Asef 5alty wallah makan 3ndee sha7an adeg wala shay.. welly yammy nasee mobila bil bait..' he looked at his friend

Then he turned around to me ' Angel...' i turn my head the other way so i dont have to see his face , i was very mad..

' Angel .. ana asef wallah.. i got you this..' he handed me the plastic bag..

It was filled with lolipops ! and jelly bags.. omg.. my favourite things in the world ! i looked at him shocked and embarassed.. ' i .. i .. dont know what to say...' ambee yal '3abeyya!! yal habla !! what did you just do !! ???

' Adree shkether t7ebeen markaz sil6an.. w adree you love these things.. so i brought them to you.. '

' Ana .. asfa ambee faris .. here i am yelling at you.. my lungs almost exploding.. wenta yayebly hatha?? you were thinking about me.. you were thinking how to put a smile on my face wana hnee afakker what awful things to say to you when you get back...'

' Its okay.. you were worried and mad.. bil 3aks ana mestanes ennich knty 5ayfa 3lay..' then he smiled

i looked at him .. looked away.. and then i took the plastic bag and just walked away from him.. ' mashkoor..' i managed to say , i was embarassed ! humiliated ! i was lost for words ! ( and i looked a little stupid walking away w metwahga w 7alty 7alaa)

' Il 3afo ya a7la Angel..'

I knew lolipops and jelly bags were NOTHING compared to a diamond ring or some other nice gift ! but he was thinking about me ..

Later that night when i was laying on my bed i was still thinking.. what if it was something else ? what if i had lost Faris ?? what if i never saw him again ? way il 7mdelah enna b5air bas mabee shay..

then my phone beeped " lil7een za3lana miny??"

i just couldnt be mad ! not after what he did ! " la mo za3lanaa.. 6alla3t kil ele bgalbee.. wal7een 7assa eb ta2neeb thameer.." i answered truthfuly..

" la ana il '3l6an ele madagait w 6ammant a7ad 3lay.. ana asef Angel.. mo gader anam bas afaker feech.."

then i blushed and i hid under my covers for a while what do i say ??

" ana b3d asfa.. mo daye5 enta?"

" 7adde .. bas gilt i have to send you a message gabil la anam "

" me too te9ba7 3la 5air Faris w sweet dreams"

" wenty mn ahl il 5air "

Then i closed my eyes and went to my own dreamland, i slept like a baby.. its been a long time since i had a goodnight sleep

I wake up and wash up and go down and while i wait for them to bring my lunch i call up lamooy to tell her the good news
' Aloo .. ha naymaa??'

' mmm..noo..' her voice ashkara nayma !bas she didn’t want to tell me , she's always like that i always think its very sweet and cute when she does that

' hehee call me when you get up girl'

' mmhhm...'

I giggle and start dialing Rawoo2's number

' Ahlaann' she answers she sounds happy

' haaaa miss nashee6a ! ga3daa ashoof'

' eeee how can i sleep enty gooleelee.. way A he's so sweet and cute ! '

' hehee am glad he's not one of those jerks ! '

' eeee off 7adda 9ij enty sh9ar 3leech ?? shway w tabcheen 3lay bil phone ams ! did he show up ?'

' waay Rawooo2 sektay ! after all that il 7mdelah 6ila3 mafe shay ! ya w yayebly bag full of candy and stuff ! way he's so sweet ! wana i looked so silly yelling at him chinny habla ! i mean .. am i supposed to ? do i have the right to ? oho shway a7es ambee ana shako.. bas still !! way Rawoo2'
I was talking too fast i ALWAYS did that some people thought it was cute and funny but others just didn’t understand a word i said

' ya5teee sheftay ? gilnalich la tfawleen'

' yalla my food is heereee call you in a few?'

' okay ana b3d ye3t..'

Then my phone rang again it was lamooy

' heey you ! haa gemtaay?

' ee thanks to you eff..'

' hehee shutup if you didn’t want to call lesh dagaitay?'

' eff shutup'

Then my phone rag again ! it was Tala , I was surprised ! Tala wasn’t a morning person at all , I added her to our call
' hi.' She said

' haaa shessalfa il yoom you woke up early ! 'lamoony tells her

' yes thanks to 3azeez who was jumping on my bed.'

' hahahaaaa way he's so cute ! I SO want a little brother..'I say in a dreamy voice

' well too bad A you don’t ' Tala tells me

' heheeeee ee 7arra bas e7na 3endenaa' lamooy adds

' heey !! tara ana hadda akly 3ashankom !'

' heey ! betroo7een takleen roo7ay we don’t need you tara' Tala said again

' ee 5ala9 okay I'll go'

' hey chub ge3day' lamooy tzefny

Then I start blabbing about last night and told them what happened

' weeee w ma lega yratheech ila eb 7alaw ?? wain il Gucci bag aw diamond bracelet??' Tala jokes

' ee coz ohwa wayed byelga kil hatha eb meena2 3abdallah right next to mcdonlds fe tara mini Gucci store' I say sarcastically

' 9ij ! allah baroo7 !!' Tala m9adga

' hahahaa Taloo yal habla mo 9ij ! bas wallah its sweet he knows you love that !'

' eee mo?' I said playing with my hair ' ambee yalla breakfasty berad'

' 7ilwa hathy'

' eff eff roo7ay ! manabeech a9lan'

I laughed and closed the phone then i realised ! bacher 3ndee emte7an final 9ena3ee ! wana mo darsa.. oops !