my beautiful disaster ( part 16 )

' I .. I don’t understand Soso what are you talking about? '



' Angel..that 7amad boy ..'


And as soon as I heard that name my heart sank..


God I knew that boy was bad news!!

' Go on..'


' Now I don’t know anything yet but.. '

' But what Soso !? What!? '

' That day of the 3azeema..'

' Eeee!!??? '

' He saw you two outside talking.. being a jerk with no life he had to see what was going on..'

' I knew I heard something out there!! '


' A I don’t think he's just gonna leave you like that .. he's that type of boy.. he doesn’t want anybody to be happy !'

My face was burning and I couldn’t believe what I was hearing..

' What does that mean !!?? He told H7m7 !!?? It was him wasn’t it ??!! WASN'T IT SOSO!!?? '

' I don’t know A !.. but who else y3ny ? mno 3enda ma9la7a ysawee chthy feech w fe Faris ? '

My eyes were filled up with hot tears..

I wasn’t sad at that moment.. I was ANGRY !

How could some people be that low ? what did I ever do to that guy ?

' y3ny enty la ytheeg 5lgech y3ny.. now you know.. Faris did Not lie to you.. he DOES love you ! '


' Soso bas you're not sure who told H7m7 .. '


' True.. but after all this time.. do you think Faris is lying ? '


' I don’t know what to think anymore Soso..'


' A please.. you have to talk to him.. talk to Faris don’t just leave him hanging ! '

' Soso I'll talk to you later.. I gotta go now '


' okay hun see you..'



Click.

Was it true ? was 7amad behind all that ?

Or is the amazing guy im in love with is NOT that amazing after all?

But how can all that love be fake ?


Just then I realized I needed to see two of my favorite people ..

Two who were sure to make things all good again

' You guuuuyyyys ..' I say into the phone as soon as the call conference was set up between me , Tala and Lamia

' You need to get here ! NOW ! ' I demand


' Sure my dad is on his way out right now I'll tell him to drop me off..' Lamia said

' Heey ommy msafra! So is my dad !! mno yeebny ballah ? ' as usual Tala had a whole different issue to deal with


' I would come to pick you up bas my dad broo7a met2a5er! So I'll see you in a few bbye !' and Lamia was gone


' Eff zain where is Baysab ?..' Tala asked

'He went to pick up my sisters from somewhere.. I don’t know..'


Just then I heard 3ammars' voice .. Tala's bigger brother yell out


' Hmm.. we'll figure something out ! see in a few ! CHAW! '


It wasn’t long till Lamia almost broke my rooms' door when she walked in..

' Yo ! am here babe ! ' holding one fist up in the air and putting her other hand on her hip, she looked like a rock star !


' Wow ! well hello to you too miss ! dramatic enterance..' I said impressed and she gave me one of her huge goofy grins

Few minutes later my other crazy maniac came in with her fresh smelling curly hair holding her new Betsy Ville bag that we got her for her b-day laughing so hard she looked crazy !

' Ahahahahaaaa ' she burst out holding her stomach

I laugh at her and look at Lamia who had no idea what was going on ' ambee shfeeha hathy mno m7acheehaaa 7amdelah wel sheker !? '


' 6afkom 6afkooom !! ' thank god she was using earth language now

' 3ammor stole my moms' Bentley and dropped me off here ! ' she finished her sentence

' AMBEE !! mo min 9ijja !! ballah shafkom sher6y !! ambee hal 7mar 5al ydeer bala ! hes not even 17 yet ! la wel a5 rahee ma5eth your moms' Bentley ! ' I freaked out on them


' Pffft 6a3 hathy ! roo7ay zain 3adee he's a guy theres no age limit for them to be driving a9lan THAT’S SO COOL !! HAHAA !! HOW WAS IT T !?? ' Lamia made a face

Typical ! how am I related to these people ? I DON’T KNOW !

' Ambee wanasa ! bas don’t worry kaho hnee yamkom his friends house .. y3ny mara7 yroo7 mokan b3eed ..' Tala reassured me


' Zain zain ambee ME TIME ! ' Lamia started yelling now too


' AMBEE YOUSEF MO 9IJY ! you guys he's madree shno ! I cant believe how he understands how totally crazy I am ! and doesn’t even care ! its like 3adee kil il nas they do what I do ! he doesn’t care .. he thinks its cute ..'


' Heey ya 7mara ! why don’t I know this !!?? ' Tala yells at her


' 7amdellah wel sheker tawnee badya il salfaa gam agoolich yaha now ! ' Lamia laughed at her


' Eee 3abaly b3d am the last to know ! ' Tala ended her "almost- breakdown "

As I watched them go on and on being all crazy .. I realized that’s all I needed..

Im so glad to have these people in my life .. there just what I need at this time..


Later I told them about the update on me and Faris and what Soso said


' Eff 3ad I didn’t even like him ! ' Tala said


' la 7araam.. bas y3ny you still don’t know A.. tell me do you think you know him pretty well to be sure he would never lie to you ?'

' Im so lost you guys.. I .. I just don’t know.. but deep down inside I know he would never do that ! not Faris..' then I lowered my head

' 5alas 3yal ! don’t be like this babe ma 3leech mn il nas inty ele t3rfeena mo ohma .. enshallah its all gone be good.. if you're meant to be you'll be..' lamia told me


' Bas remember what I told you.. you'll have no life left to live now if you revolve around him ..' Tala continued


' You guys I love you..' I say with a smile


' love you too..'

' hate you too ' ofcourse Tala.. as always shows her affection


We sat around a little more until they went to their houses.. I stayed home... Got ready for bed early.. it was becoming a habit of mine at those awful days of my life

I guess it was because I didn’t want to face the life that had no Faris in it..


I didn’t sleep well though.. I always had that tired look on my face .. and those awful black circles around my eyes


My meals weren’t set according to a specific time.. and my eating was becoming less and less..


Untill this one day .. I woke up early in the morning having trouble breathing.. my throat was swollen


I managed to reach my moms bedroom to tell her how I was feeling.. as soon as she touched my forehead she gushed and went quickly to change her clothes..


We were going to the Hospital..


It was very early , I felt sick and sleepy and I barely saw what was going on ..

They put me to rest on one of those white beds.. I felt sick just by looking at them !

I didn’t like Hospitals at all..

As I rest there my mom called up someone whom I hadn’t heard his or her name .. I just decided to take a little nap

Just for a little while..


I woke up to a screaming blonde big girl over my head smiling at me..

' Sosoo ? ' I said in surprise

' Hala ya galbee haa ga3adtaay ? ' I look to the other side to see my aunt salwa

' Aunty Salwaaa.. you're heeerrreeee…ambee thank you all for coming.. shloon 6ila3taw mn dawamatkom ? and wheres my mom ? '

' ohh ! nevermind ! hell with dawamat ! your mama ra7at tyeeb shay teshraba 7beebtee , now let me just go see whered that Dr. Go !?? ' She turned her head and went looking for the Dr. ele apparently yimkin men7ash minhaa.. mayendara ..

I look again at Soso and notice beautiful red roses on the table next her..


' Heey whats that, who brought them ? ' I asked


' Ehehh..umm.. guess what ? ..' She gave me a weak guilty smile


' tell me.. ' I said with a smile ( poor me I really had no idea what was about to come